Exclusively to Dear...

Dear, the following song is dedicated to you..I heard it from the concert and realised that you fit in the song..I will bold those phrases which I think you fit in..heehee..

Last but not least I miss you..I know its the end of the year and your workload is increasing so i will see you less often..However your messages that you send me telling me that you miss me tells me that you have not forgotten me...I know your sacrifices for me and I appreciate that. You are the only one that will pick me up despite rushing your work & rushing back to work after that.I keep quiet doesnt mean i dont know.I observe with my heart not only eyes..

Thank you & Love you...


梁静茹 : 暖暖

都可以随便的你说的我都愿意去
小火车摆动的旋律都可以是真的
你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你

细腻的喜欢毛毯般的厚重
感晒过太阳熟悉的安全
感分享热汤我们两支汤匙一个碗
左心房暖暖的好饱满

我想说其实你很好你自己却不知道
真心的对我好不要求回报
爱一个人希望他过更好
打从心里暖暖的
你比自己更重要

钟成虎回忆里满足的旋律
你手掌的厚实感什么困难都觉得有希望

我哼着歌你自然的就接下一段
我知道暖暖就在胸膛从来
都很低调自信心不高
你比自己更重要
我也希望变更好

Fish Leong Concert on 29th Dec 2007

Just back from Fish's concert,brilliant! Alot of stage crops,costumes & good songs..She didnt end the concert until its 11.30pm! However around 10% of the audience have left before 11.30pm as they may be catching the train..Well...Cynthia & me stayed till the end and Celine have to leave at 11pm as she n hubby are going out..Took alot of pics with my new HP..haha..

This pic taken by my HP rear camera...The 3 of us..

this pic is taken with my HP front camera..see the difference?

Start of concert & Opening...



Nice silver drape... & cheerleaders from Republic Poly...



Multi-Coloured Balloons fallen from up above...



Fish in the air...



Eiffel Tower.....



Beijing Acrobats Involved...



Tomato-shaped like hearts...



Saw the real heart-shaped at the LED screen? Thats what i mean by heart-shaped!



Last picture taken at the "Encore"...




When the concert ended i was still wondering how to go home! Luckily Dear come down from Mount Faber and send me to Yio Chu Kang before he rushed back to work again..i really appreciate that..The last time i went to concert without transport to & fro is years back and I have a phobia for that! I remembered I had to walked to Geylang to take a cab!! PHOBIA!


Dear thanks for that... you always give me unexpected help..I love you..

Christmas

Had a gathering at Celine's house on Xmas eve but it did not turn out good as some of them did not turn up and it did not turn out to be as fun..last year its also the same...I think for the next year it will be worse..I think its a matter of time we drifted away and each and everyone of us wants our own space to celebrate the special event. However I missed the past gatherings where all of us will "fall in" in the chalet every year without fail and we enjoyed each other company..although most of the time the guys are drunk and we are left gambling..heehee..but at least there is a motive..But well..we appreciate Celine's effort for the gathering as she give up her $60 Xmas dinner ...haha..

Christmas day itself I went to get a new HP N95 8GB..nice HP.Kerry paid the difference of around $460 after I sold my Samsung U700 for $230 which I only used it for 3 months and its showing signs of "hanging"! Therefore i decided to get rid of it asap before its worth $0! I am still trying hard to figure out how to use the GPS of the new phone! Damn it...I can't understand the instruction manual! Am i stupid or what? Decided to head down to Nokia Care Centre in the evening and ask them to do everything for me! I am clueless...really...

He is showing signs of planning these few days ..been upset with him for the past days as i feels that he seems to procrastinate things..however i give him the benefit of doubt that he is busy..

A meaningful night..

Went out with one of my close friend last weekend..have a nice chat..

We went to Altivo Bar at Mount Faber hoping to grab a bite,have some tea and catch up with each other..However it seems rather disappointing..The former Altivo Bar used to be crowded with people and laughter...Now..its just a few occupied tables..I think I know why..

• Blangadesh Servers ( I seriously cant catch their accent & they have to repeat several times to me )
• Expensive Food ( if the food is good, i am ok..but the food sucks!)
• Lousy Service ( I asked several times for my sugar & in the end Mel have to go n get it personally)
• Lousy Service II ( they tried to clear my plate before i am done & I have to stop them)

We stayed there till around 3am and we leave for home. We talked about anything and everything under the sun and he made me realised that I have changed..He told me i used to be confident, full of drive & motivation but now i seem to be in my own world..Dun feel like arguing with people and no effort to explain myself to others when in dispute! ( which i feel is rather true). In the past, I will explain myself clear but now I cant be bothered..if you dun believe me,too bad..The 'me' now is goaless,passing each day as it is..accept whatever that comes to me..No direction, no motive.. i feel like i am a parasite..sticking onto whatever I can find and holding on to it until one fine day I get shaken off..

He urged me to be myself again which is for my good..but I feel that I had fallen too deep into the pit and I need time to climb up !! or maybe i am too used to in this position that i dun wana move..But i know its not me.. Mel asked me to set a goal in life and move towards it but I do not have a goal! In the past I have but now no.. I feel that my future is bleak and there is no plans ahead..maybe its an influence from someone close as i think he feels this way as well.. So the company of friends that you chose is important..Some could drag you down with them wherelse others could pull you up in times of need..

For me, I really need time..How long I dun know..Maybe when I have a goal in life..Whether is it long term or short term goal.

My Suppressed Thought

Kerry is down with gastric flu for the past few days..poor thing..

I can't do much except to see him vomit & sleep..However currently he is recovering well and is back to work again. He love his work so much or should I say he is a workaholic? Well, but i believe that once you are in a job that you like, everyone will react this way..

I have thought for a period of time before i post this as I just dun wish to bring it up and move forward. But today is really a " nothing to do " day so i just post what i have been feeling for the past few months!

Continuing from the 2nd paragraph, To me, MCs & Urgent leave are very common.. Its not that I dun like the job but just disappointed with the working environment.. In such a small department, i didn't believe that back-stabbing actually occur to me! And the worse part is i am the one being stabbed! When I first joined the company in June, I simply love it..short working hours ( 8.30am-5.30pm, lunch time 12.30pm-2pm), small department ( 7 pax), big company ( UOB KayHian - largest stockbroking firm in Singapore) & helpful colleagues ( not to mention names but you know who you all are).

However things change after joining them for 1.5 months! Boss began to give me attitude, colleagues still as helpful except for ... whom i think is the backstabber.. I have proof to support my statement and I dun see the need to publish it here.. I am very disappointed by the fact that in order to survive, human have to stoop to so low! Well.. my conscience is clear.. Therefore for every accusation that Boss say to me in the face, i kept quiet as I know deep inside that no point saying so much since the damage is made..even if i rebut it's of no use. Boss will not believe me either.. So deep in my heart I am fighting against every word of accusation that he says.. In the past although I also encounter such situation, I will ignore,However this time is different..I will retaliate..
Based on the feedback i got from my friends, I know where I stand and i firmly believe that I am not incompetent just that he is practising favouritism! By not being impartial, its already against his job etiquette as a HR Manager! I have more points to support the fact he is not fit as a HR Manager! But i shall not disclose it as it may be seen unauthorised personnel who view my blog.

Well, I think I shall go for my Japan trip on March and make plans after that. Trying to save for the trip and spend every single cent there! Haha..

English Lesson

Sorry
: adjective
: full of sorrow, pity, or sympathy: also used as an expression of apology or mild regret

Prom·ise
: NOUN
: A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something; a vow.
: Something promised.

As·sume
: verb
: to take for granted or without proof; suppose; postulate; posit: to assume that everyone
wants peace.
: to take upon oneself; undertake: to assume an obligation.

As above are some of the words that we used daily,but do we really know what they mean?
If No, here you are..
If Yes, Please read it again & make sure you got it right!

Just sick of hearing all these words!!

***Juicy***

Thank God! Dear is finally back..Miss him so much...heehee

Anyway he bought something for me from Juicy Couture! Its a surprise though as i told him not to buy that before as its very expensive.
He bought a tracksuit( only top) for me in PINK! Its around $352 for a tracksuit top! Haiz...Tell him internet buy is cheaper but he says its ok cos we cant authenticate & check the item..Well...

http://www.juicycouture.com/store/catalog/prod.jhtml?itemId=prod2810031&parentId=cat1504&masterId=cat105&cmCat=cat000000cat134&index=9&tid=P9

Cant seem to copy n paste the pictures in..so please refer to the link to see the item if you wish..

But thanks anyway, I love it!

Thanks for paying attention to me...cos if you are not, you wont know i like it! ** Smuaks**

Missing you..

You have been away for 1 week and i miss you badly..

When you are with me, i will find you bored at times as we have nowhere to go and nothing to do..However when you are away from me den i know your importance..Haiz...maybe i have taken you for granted at times ( which i believe not).. While you are away, i have been busy playing mahjong ( heehee) and doing cross stitch to waste my time away..

However just wana let you know our love does not need to be supported by material needs..I appreciate those small gestures that you do..I only need you to appreciate my presence more and hug me more..I am the sort that believe a hug represent a hundred words..I feel secure when you do so..( heehee )

Today finally you are coming back..hope to see you in another 12 hours..

Just wana tell you how much i miss you...Hope you are missing me as bad..

Holiday

Drive up to K.L last weekend for a short getaway.

Stayed in Hotel Maya..

Some pictures of the room we lived in ..Deluxe Suite

Room 1810

Interior......

Big & Spacious Bathroom

Sofa & Internet area

Cosy Bed

Some nice pictures of us..
Need to shed some weight..

I loved this picture best! Becos dear look so coooool......haha..

The following few pictures are taken at the sky lounge in the hotel...Nice views..

The Twin Peak & Melia Tower

Nice Victorian Chair..

Hotel Entrance..

At a Thai Restaurant in Pavilion ( new shopping centre)

Saw Juicy Couture over there as well...The stuff are so nice..Irresistable!

Went back to hotel and check the online price and thank god i did not make impulse purchase..

The internet pricing are much more cheaper!

The 4 of us went back unhappily..Because.. the stay is not long enough!!!!!

How i wish we could just stay there for another 3 days...

Nice hotel, nice room,nice food & nice company!

But Dear promise me a Japan trip on January..

Wahaha..I shall save up on these few months! DisneyLand here i come.......

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE END ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~ Lazy ~~

Sent our 5 yr old lazy to Sabrina's house last weekend..

She seemed to know that she is leaving us as she cant bear to leave Joyce after we ask her to bid goodbye..Sad Scene..Everyone in the family is sad..Mum cried, Joyce & I tried very very hard to hold back our tears even now as I am writing this entry..

Lazy by nature is good as she is nice to Veron even he beats n kicks her..she will stand by his side everytime without fail..Reaches our house 5 years ago...at first she had all the attention, love, care & concern.. but sad to say as time passes, she is being deprived of all this..( Not because of Rooney presence) I read an article from the net and know that maltese need alot of love to be showered on them and since we r unable to give her tat...we just have to let her go.

But after all these days of monitoring by Sabrina, i think she is happy there!! The Silly Gal actually bring her go pee 5 times in a day!!!! i think lazy will be so happy!!!! Cos she get to walk around...Reason for her to bring lazy go pee each time is : " she sit at the door and look at me mah den i bring her go pee lor !" Wahahha

But I am really happy to hear that everyone in her family is so good to her...

Thank Sis...

~~ Cake ~~

Last Saturday, I did something very meaningful beside playing mahjong!

I baked a cake! A chocolate sponge fruit cake..

my creation ( side view)

Went with Celine to Phoon Huat and ntuc to buy the necessary items and off we go to her sis's place to bake our cake..We took around 3 hours for total completion.. YUMMY!

( top-view)

So proud of myself..Dear was surprised!

Comments by them:

Joy ~ Do not like the cream but like the sponge

Anthony ~ Do not like the longan. ( I chose Mili, should have used Golden Boy )

Mum ~ Sponge cake not loose enough

Dad ~ Yummy

Dear ~ Yummy x 2

Veron ~ Gooooood..

I will improve on it! Hope that everyone will have better comments next time...

My next aim: Chocolate Blackforest Cake

Should I? Should I not?

Feelings are so amazing.. So is chemistry..

Will it be too abrupt? But I think that its common to do that..
However for me its my 1st time so I am unsure..
So many ???? in me..
Should I proceed or withdraw??
Shall I make it known?
Will it backfire?

如果你有事 ~ 郑秀文

Dear , For you ...

如你若有事我会很寂寞

我独个行乐怎可快乐

我没你的运气能先走 毕竟能早登天国

但你若有事我要孤独做人就从头再学

学习到天边海角 一人拼搏我这主角 没有衬托

如常背靠你 心知一失去剩下了半臂

人而行开了 连对骂亦无期

为何你要我 去信那些往生的歪理

什么世上人间天与地 在某一天又再一起

如你若有事我会很寂寞

我独个行乐怎可快乐

我没你的运气能先走 毕竟能早登天国

但你若有事我要孤独做人就从头再学

学习到天边海角 一人拼搏我这主角 没有衬托

如你若有事我会很寂寞

我独个行乐怎可快乐

我没你的运气能先走 毕竟能早登天国

就算是有事我也不让别人再做我主角

但是我都希望那一场寄托是你先走

令我发恶

我可以忍受 ~ 徐婕儿(Xu Jie Er)

*我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
(是她拥有我没看过的笑容)*

爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单...
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱也当作应该...

Repeat *

OH No No No....
不要说对不起原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why这样的我-你也曾爱过
不是么……

Repeat *

** My Superstar Sammi **

Went for Sammi concert on Saturday..Her voice is as clear as its being played on the CD..Although most of her songs are from her previous album,i enjoyed it anyway.. However she is different this time from what i expected. i expected heavy make up, extravagant costumes but she seems more simple this time round..Bought one of her compilation CD outside the indoor stadium..$45! 3 CDs and 2 DVDs..

I have always liked her from songs to movies! I will not miss out on her shows and new songs if its nice..Although at 35, she doesnt seem quite like it..when she just stepped into the entertainment world, she is merely 22 i think..now its been 13 yrs..

No mood to say other things..tats all..

~ Life ~

Went to a wake last nite..suddenly feel that life is so fragile, was told that you could even die while shitting! ( cardiac arrest ) Haiz...

We are chatting over marriage and Celine rush me to marry!
Zhenhong and her promised to give me a big hongbao! haha! (write in record for proof)
Saw so many cases of marriage this year! Seems like time is running out..
Annie getting married on end of the month and Nicole at the end of next month.
Why does it seem so easy for most of them?

I was told before :

" Marry someone you could live with and not someone you cant live without."

" Try to be the right person for your partner and not finding the right person."

How true are the phrases I don't know..But it seem embedded in me.

I was also told before :

" When u realised you have forgotten someone is when you suddenly thought of him/her."

I fully agree with this statement !

A Wonderful Day..

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Dearie...
Happy Birthday to you.

Yesterday was Dear's birthday..Went for a couple massage at Pan Pacific,cut our hair at heatwave and shop around at Marina Square. As we stroll..we saw John Little on SALE! and dear saw bedlinen...he has always wanted to get me a new set as he think that those that are not mine need to be throw and has to be thrown! OK..i go along with it..so i chose one expensive set at ard $250 wahaha!! and a new full cotton quilt at $139! All prices before discount...they are having a 30% + 20% ( john little card member).. While stock last! Till 17 th OCt 2007 ONLY!

Bought 2 cute tshirts as well... One of it says:

"Men are just like laxatives, they irritate the shit out of u!"

I just like the phrase! So he bought it.. (it seems more like my birthday than his)

Have a wonderful dinner...So full..

AND i forget to add something to give him credit..he actually paint his room PINK!
At least he is able to make decision by himself without asking for dad's permission!!

Thanks Dear!
Appreciated..
Love you always..

List of Scary Stuffs..

Top of my list would have to be this : COCKROACHES

Some of my close friends will know that i can sniff out where they are..provided its in a confined area, e.g. room. This brown, crawly, disgusting creature NEVER fail to freak the hell out of me! Especially when they are near to me and i didnt know about it!!
Once i even fall down a few steps of staircase and i land my bum on the hard HDB concrete floor in AMK while my upper body lands on kerry! Haha...
Whether they are big or small , can fly or cant fly, dead or alive, they are still top of my list!

Second on my list will be : Identified / Unidentified Flying Insects

Be it big or small, I just have to avoid it! I just cant bear the thought of it landing on me..with its wings flapping ...Eeeeeeeee....
Relate a incident to you..One fine day I am playing mahjong at Celine home,along came a Unidentified flying insect and it scared the guts out of me! I refuse to continue playing and trying ways n means to avoid it! Finally i broke down as it was too near me and i could hear the flapping of the wings! Chris has to console me and celine husband has to try to chase it out of the house before i could resume the game!

Third on my list : All Injections

I just cant see or imagine needles poking into me! My nervous level will go up very high, my feet will wobble.. when I am in Primary Six taking my BCG, I cried! Not because of the pain but of the needle!
And today i went to check my Hepatitis B and I thought it was a needle prick on my finger so I joined the queue and filled up the form! But nearer to the nurses, i saw needles being pricked into other's arm! I immediately regretted! But i still went for it though..Poor Cynthia is there to talk to me to divert my attention but I squeezed her hand as if I am going to drain off her blood as well!Haha..They laugh me for being so timid..Well but this is me!

~~Tweety~~

Tweety...nice name huh..new name that i have just thought of days ago for dear... Well..meaning of this name is not supposed to be revealed..so... Sorry folks..

Just thought of writing in blog in case you guys n gals do not know who i am refering to when i called him that.. Its just another way of showing our affection..Haha.

His birthday coming soon but no ideas what to get him as he has almost everything! I only have 2 weeks left liao!
Give me some suggestions please..

~ Mission Possible ~

Finally manage to bring up the courage to do what I have to do...

All photos,letters,cards are being torn and dumped..I am really ready for a new start..As i threw I relooked at the letters and did not feel anything as its being torn..except that cant stop figuring why would a couple whom once loved each other so much would end up in this stage..Love is really an amazing thing.After 2 years, I finally wake up,the person i wana thank is you. You know who you are..Because of what you did,I finally realised that you are simply not worth a tiny winy bit of my love. After all these years I realised I do not know you that well..Each time I would think of how you feel before i will talk to you fearing would hurt you ..BUt you? Did You? NO! Kerry is right that I shouldnt think of how you feel after all the hurt you have caused me! I am just being stupid..

I leave it to kerry to do the job of tearing into pieces as I packed watever need to be packed.( I think he is quite happy doing that) Haha..

Things that once I thought is impossible has just been made possible..

Love you..

Feelings are so amazing..at one time u can love the person so much but at the other times u can hate them to the core..

These few days i have finally know how to love and appreciate you more..Yes i may be unreasonable at times but you are always so patient with my temper! haha..Learn to see alot of yr good points like :

• you know your road well ( dun nd me to direct u around unlike some jerk out there)
• willing to wait for me even though i will be late ( and not scream at me being late)

While all these love for you grows,hatred grows as well..But I am being told that when you hate someone it will make your life more miserable. So no worries dear, lets learn to be forgiving towards the people we both hate and live our lifes to the fullest. How about lets go to somewhere deserted to burn those photos? I being longing to dispose it but dun know how..Anyone can advice?

Anyway both of us believe in retribution though..Those who do good will be rewarded..Those who do bad or evil in the heart will suffer maybe not themselves but on their children!!! WAHAHAHAHA...( sound like a witch though)

Jerk 2

If you are afraid of people saying den dun do it..orelse dun complain if i publish it in blog! Maybe to all my frends out there i should tell you what the jerk reply me after he read my blog..

He says that i malign him and called me a bitch with lots of vulgarities as well..He ask me to fuck out of his life and he dun love me anymore ( if he is the one looking at my blog,who should fuck out of whose life now?) I dun love him now either so why does he has to make it look like he is dumping me? ( So pathetic, I believe me n kerry would be better off then u and yr D.....) All these will let u know wat a person he is. Since he is such a person who dislike embarrasments, i shall do it in public and emabarass him! U can carry on saying i m childish,so am i ,wat can you do to me? Let me see how far the relationship will go..Dun let me be right! ( PLEASE!!!!!)

I can be very nice to people who treat me good, if you wan me to be nasty i can aso! I dun care who you are with now as i m happy as I am .. U know yrself you are happy or not!

To the Jerk out there.....

Just cant help wondering Y there are so many liars and Jerks around????? Why arent they all dead..or they have to be ard to prove that there are good guys ard? Got to know about it yesterday, maybe thats y i spent so much! Shopping therapy!

A JERK told me that he will not have any galfrends at the moment etc..But in the end i knew that he had one..tats y he stop all those calls to me..I feel used again and again! When he is emotional weak he will call me and i will tok to him! I can choose not to but I did not..Well just like what kerry say he knows my weak spot and will attack on it but i refuse to believe as i know he is not the sort! But now i have to accept the fact that he is! And it is me who is unable to face the fact!
I m just a stupid bitch lor, y cant i trust others who is more trustworthy? But i feel proud cos I m not tricked into doing anything indecent with him! Damn angry! Fuming now!

You may think that I am fuming as i still have feelings for him! Well...Its becos I regret not listening to Kerry Words! NOT becos of the fact he is attached! I am damn silly lah..No more next time! Its time i wake up!

My dear frends out there( u know who u r) Please give me a tight slap if i ever mention anything about this idiotic Jerk again!

Thank YOu and Appreciated!

Shopping Spree..

Went out with Joyce yesterday to accompany her to buy some of her office wear..But me ended up spending as much as her! haiz..

1st we went to Gmask my HP..and it cost me $38 for a transparent wrapping but i think its worth it as long as my HP (Samsung U700 ) remain scratch free!

Next we went G2000 1st as there seems to be a sale going on! I love their knitwear as its cheap (oni when they are on sales) and good! I grab 2 at $35! What a steal! Joyce bought 1 skirt and 2 knitwear top at oni $61 ! So happy with the cheap bargain! We actually spent an hr at G2000 by then its time to collect my HP at Gmask.

Went to eat Yakitori as its a must if we are at takashimaya! Another main point is we are damn hungry as we have not had our lunch and we do not wana eat something filling as we already have plans for a sumptuous dinner! I had Chicken with green pepper and Pork with asparagus (a must) & Joyce had chicken balls accompanied with a cup of refreshing lemonade to quench our thirst!

Rest our foot outside Chanel for a while and set our way to Shaw! Over there its worst ! I spent $105! Bought a knit cardigan($26,cheap!),a simple top( $33,abit ex but i like)and a retro loose top ($49, most EX!) Joyce bought a knit cardigan and a top as well! BUT for each spending of $50 from participating brands, customers will be entitled to a $5 voucher! So I qualify! The best part is for spending above $100, there will be a free packet of 50 Swarovski crystals from Gmask! So happy! The lady at Gmask offer to put on the crystal for me FOC, of course I agreed! Now my HP is Bling Bling!!

Rush to have dinner at Chinese Feast Restaurant at Tanglin Shopping Centre.. Full from dinner we decide to go Zara to see if there is anything cheap worth buyinG..indeed i saw knitwear pullover selling at oni $29.90 with multiple colours! Guess what colour I buy? Light PInk..my favourite..Joyce bought a ribbon belt which is sweet..at oni $19.90!

Decided to head home as we r rather heavy with our load..took MRT to Sembawang and plan to take a cab home from there.(cheaper) Walk pass Sun Plaza, a long skirt caught my eye! OH MY GOD! didnt know that even in sunplaza i will spent $ as well! But i bought it anyway at $15! cheap! wahaha! Joyce bought a ballerina from a fair at the sun plaza square for $19.90! Haiz.. it seems that wherever we go,we will spent $ together!Even In Sun Plaza!

Finally manage to get a cab and head hoMe! I seldom buy so many things at a go! After upacking, i feel a sense of achievement as well as a sense of loss...( Loss of $) Gona fret about next month card bills again..but Dear say its on him..so wahaha..

Thanks Dear! Total bill is around $200..

Thoughts....

Had a gathering with Ben yesterday.It had been months and years since we last met. We always have problem meeting up as we cant get over the emotional obstacle..Tried very hard to meet up as friends but the ending will always be different..Ironic!

We went Maxwell Market had "LOr MEE" but unfortunately i dun like.I still prefer Bedok "Lor Mee".After which we went KTV..Its the 2nd time since we went KTV (only the 2 of us).Ben do not like others to hear him sing..Maybe he feels inferior.Its only on the 7th year of knowing him den he started to open his "golden mouth". All along when I go KTV, he is just my audience..haha..Sang a couple of duets and singles..

Next we went to packet dinner home for my family and proceed to play mahjong..I lost $60 at first but he give all his winnings to me and i end up losing only $30! I know he still cares about me e.g. not letting me drink water with ice to carrying heavy stuff...Maybe I am sensitive but i appreciate that.Maybe giving me the $30 to me to cut my losses is just a small act on his part but i view it differently cos it represent that he still hasnt treat me as an outsider yet..GIven his character,$30 is also Money!!

After meeting him,there are alot of mixed feelings..Not all things can be shown in writing,some are still just restricted to myself.

Enjoyed myself for the day..Thank You..

Bon Voyage and success to your future endeavours..

Scary Lunch

Feeling very hungry from only a slice of chocolate cake for breakfast, I rushed to have my lunch on the dot..Bought prawn noodle and tuck in hungrily but gracefully...heehee

3 mouthfuls into it, i saw feelers navigating around..My instinct tells me it is a cockroach! And its just under the table I m sitting at..The worst part is IT ISNT ALONE! There are companies! And they are of medium size! OH MY GOD! I feel terrified more than disgusted! I tried to eat a few more mouth but I just cant get my eyes off them! So i decided to step up and not eat it! And the moment i step up, i saw small cockroaches climbing up from the stool I am sitting at! This is it!

That is the last time I will eat from Golden Shoe agaiN! I think the next time if i really need something cheap and good, I will just packet back to office and eat!! NO more eating there!

Sorry Cynthia..U have one less lunch companion to dine at Golden Shoe..unless you dont mind packet back.

Resorted to wasting more money cos have to buy tangyuan back to office to eat as still very hungry!

Haiz..intention is to save $ that's why go there eat but end up paying more! What a day!

Villa Bali

Slept till late afternoon after which we went to Orchard to get birthday present for dad..Went to Birkenstock in Wheelock but its a bad experience there as the sales person there are very dishonest! So I will not go there again! Went for a movie and then to Tanglin Shopping Centre where there is another Birkenstock..

Bought a pair of sandal there but size is too big for dad so have to go there to change tomorrow..Decided to have dinner at Villa Bali as Joyce said that the food is good..


Upon reaching there, realized the atmosphere is good..see what we have..

• Pineapple fried rice


• Fried squid


• Indonesia Grilled prawn


• Soft Shell Crab


• Top Shell salad


• Ice Lemon tea


• Mocktail
  

Taken with my HP,lighting not that good.




Taken with dear's hp..waiting patiently for my food!

Cosy place to chill out..

Ratings:

Food : 6/10

Atmosphere : 8/10

Price : 5/10 ( quite expensive )

Missing You..

People are always like that.. When the person is around you wont feel a difference, Its only when they are away den you will feel a difference..

Tats why they say blood is always thicker than water...

I MISS YOU..

Aimless..

What a grouchy day to start with..

Actually all along I have been doing alot of soul-searching as to what is the ideal lifestyle I want? What is the main aim in life? and etc..I have also been setting achievable goals like a 1 yr and 3 yrs plan..And I am proud to say that I am working towards it but at times setbacks do occur..

People have been asking me about my future whether in terms of personal but I cant seem to answer them as even me dun have the answer myself. I tried to ask you although the answer that you give me is understandable but I think it's not going to happen as I cant seem to see any progress..rather sad though..Ask you too much it may seem that I am pushing you (which I dislike) if I dun ask I am in a blank..maybe you may think everything is still too early to make plans as you have more serious matters to be settle 1st.Or maybe you know it yourself but keep me in the dark..But communication is important ,u know??

I may think too much but this is my personality! I tend to plan ahead..I need to have motivation to drive me on.. As days passes, the more bleak my future is..Its so unlike in the past where I can plan which direction I am working towards..I HATE GUESSING GAMES!

Although I am a gemini, but I am a very systematic person and I like planning ( although I like surprises too) for serious matters! I am goal-less! NO directions,I just fall back against which side the wind is blowing..

Happy 2nd Anniversary

Today is the 2nd anniversary of me n kerry..

I got him a 'premium' edition of jeans from levis..He always feel that he doesnt need such an expensive jeans but i feel that its worth it if it can last him for long. I tried very hard to get a picture of the jeans from the web..but i cant find it! Oh my god..I even call up the takashimaya branch and it seems that the info they give me is very different from the web..haiz..so no pics to show u guys..

Guess what he give me?

Its a 7 eyes Dzi Bead..But he changed the white Clear Crystal Faceted Beads to Pink Swaroski Crystals instead..haha.. Unable to show you the photo now.. So have to dwnload the pic from

www.wofs.com

Quite surprising for me though as I didnt expect him to buy me that..

Puropse of the 7 eyes Dzi beads:

Use this Dzi to help you in gathering fame, perfection, career, wealth, health, longevity and get good relationships. Suitable for the Horse, Sheep and Monkey.

We spend quite an eventful day yesterday as he gotta work today so we have to bring early our celebrations.

• Went to eat Msia Bah Kut Teh


• went to collect my online purchase


• Pet farm to buy food for my dogs


• Went to Changi Village for the pork chop hor fun


• Went home to feed new food to my dogs


• I cooked scallop & chicken congee for dinner

Thats all our activities..

遇到

Dedicated to Dear..I feel that its very meaningful to us.. Enjoy..

遇到

你身上专署的陌生味道是我确认你存在的目标
不用爱会掌握了知道竟是我们相隔着一个街角
沉默久了还是可以感到感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀

*我们绕了这么一圈才遇到 我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道只要你的肩膀愿让我靠..

Envy?Jealousy?Not self contented?

Just had lunch with Joan..after returning back to office,suddenly have lots of thoughts..

Every month have to pay bills and my bills are scary..after exact calculations,68% of my pay will go to bills every month! Only left with pathetic 32% for me to save and survive! How is that possible? The thought of it really scares me..Luckily I am not married orelse I will have more commitments. So am I really not financially ready for marriage? I dun even know that I am emotionally stable! Worst!

My ideal marriage seems growing far from me each time I think about. Seriously I dun think that I have high expectations but it seems that I cant even hit the minimum of average Singaporean! The rich just seem to get richer and the poor poorer..Is this fair?

Joan just pointed out to me her superior and she is of the same age as her..earning 20k a month! another point is she dun look like it..she looks more like someone who is a housewife! He is married to a suave guy and living in a condo..haiz..God is just unfair..

I know all these thoughts just show how envy and jealous I am of them but who can I tell? Except u..

Ah Wayne..

Lets welcome our new member in the family..



Biodata

Name : Wayne s/o Rooney
D.O.B : 12/06/2007
Place of Birth : My Living room
Gender : Male
Age : 1 month plus (as of date)
Breed : Australian pure breed maltese
Hobby : Sleeping & Falling

Hope that he will grow up to be clever and not to bark unnecessarily orelse it will create alot of trouble for us!

Department Lunch

Today is my 1st month at work and everything is still going fine..

Had lunch at Far East Square Pizza Hut fully paid by Boss as he says its celebrate 3 new staff ( me,cynthia & xiwen) and the departure of Ee han..She is going back to school (NUS) soon..
We had a very full meal and the manager over there is actually kind enough to help us work out the best promotion for a group of 7 (us) despite having a long queue.

We bought drinks from the famous Teh Tarik store and begin to walk back to UOB.. In the lift, we are suggesting to Boss that we should have a sleeping time as well to recharge as after lunch is always sleepy..He actually says that he could give us 20mins of it..haha..cute guy..

I m lucky to be here and under him as he is really a nice guy althoug long winded at times..

So we shall look forward to the next department lunch!

Finale of My Birthday..

Happy Birthday to me.. This done by myself..So proud of it..

(Joyce helped me with the resizing though..)




All my pictures on my birthday party..exciting and memorable..

Once again thanks to all personnel involved..haha

An Hour in Raffles Place..

Everyday lunch time is a challenge for me as i got to think of new places to go to eat!

Today we went to Golden Shoe market and have fish soup..the queue is long but food is good.not oily and too salty..seems guilt free to me..I thought that I will smell bad when i step out of the market but amazingly i still smell of my Loewe perfume..heehee..

After which we went to caltex house to buy my favourite dessert..YAMI YOGHURT! There are booths and fairs at the caltex house and it seem so popular..people are crowding to see the perfume fair and 8 days have a promotion there."Buy a copy of 8 days/I weekly,get a goodie bag worth $6 free" The goodie bag consist of fruit tree new flavour - cranberry pomengranante & apple, Marigold - Oat Milk , Alive - Low fat strawberry yoghurt and supposingly a packet of Nutritea which they run out and they replace with another yoghurt.
At the perfume fair i come across a Bvlgari perfume which is pink in colour named Rose Essential which cost $209! But it smell great though.. I like Bvlgari perfume, they are long lasting and nice-smelling..but too expensive..

So verdict of today's lunch is good but spent alot of $..$3 on fish soup,$3.45 on yoghurt, $2 on I weekly.

Thats why they say working in CBD area are no cost saving..

Sweet 27th..

This year i had a slightly different type of birthday celebration..its with a whole group of my good frends..Lets start from the morning..

When I was preparing to go to work..Kerry give me a tinkle and told me that he will send me there..good..I was thinking..I can sleep again in car..heehee..after i board his car..he showed me 2 red eggs!! he said that he woke up early to do that for me..so touching..and in the end i did not fall asleep..


In midnoon as I was busy through my work,i received a bouquet of flowers from kerry.. Thats not all..I received a bithday card from him as well..and he did it all by himself..I am so proud of him..he cut and paste the photo himself but with the help of joyce to resize the whole file orelse it will be too big..




Lilies & roses Birthday card

After work I meet up with celine and joyce to have dinner..we had sushi tei for dinner and proceed to ktv session..


Halfway through the session,they sing the birthday song for me and suddenly kerry appear from nowhere with a blackforest cake in hand..




I was rather surprised as I didnt expect him to come as he told me he is being held up at work..


Well..we did the usual of cutting the cake and receiving presents from them..





Eeyore mug & handphone pouch..

This is from celine..Very useful for me in office as I need the mug for my campbell soup and pouch for my hp to stand in..

Swarovski Keychain


This is from joyce..very bling and light keychain although it look big..thinking of how to utilise this as my housekey cant be squeeze in..maybe use it as a bag decor..

Last but not least is from kerry..guess what he bought?


Salvatore Feragammo Pumps..

This is my dream shoes which i always wanted to get but cos of the pricing I hesitated many times..


So many surprises in 1 day..So Happy..

Finally our group photo..






Thanks guys for making this happen..Thank you..