Lalala

[ [Cooked noodles] ]
-Wednesday, May 31, 2006-

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yeah! today cooked noodles and i didnt get that smell! har i idiotically cooked the noodles and put the flavouring and mix. harhar, i thought the noodle would be very spicy but in the end, it turned out so salty! my sister say i put too much dark soya, so in the end we were blaming each other for the noodle turning out so salty. my sister tried to cut mango today and can la. making a new skin for myself now. oh ya, there is this thing wich i wanted to write about but i keep forgeting. we were like changing the lyrics of the lao shu ai da mi to lao shu hen da mi. gross la, talking bout toilet bowls, but that's how you are going to make it "hen". yea, going to write the lyrics for lao shu ai fang pi, maybe the toilet bowls will come more in handy then. urgh! got bit by mosquitos! scratching like hell! finally today didnt sing karaoke. urgh! so bored. hols homework havent start yet. i want to go to school! at least i dont need to stay at home. bah! felt so empty. oh my dear! where are you?

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|11:23 PM|

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[ [Cutting mango] ]
-Tuesday, May 30, 2006-

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today cut mangoes. i thought i could do it, but in the end i cut until like? urgh! loads of things to you all may seem very funny, and i might laugh with you all, but you know you are sucking my emotional heart dry? it is very bad to be stabbed in the emotional heart and pretend that you are dumb happy. ergh! ok, li ti le. so the mango is very nan kan, from very big, i cut until very small. hai.
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so it is very hard for me to get over certain things, i can die. like i so serious le you still call me to stop joking. i'm not against anybody, just an example. how i wish i could kick you in the butt and send you flying to hell. i'm so vulgar!? how could i? forced by circumstances? too serious now. i can't joke in class. well, i'll test for one day to see whether i can still continue to joke. 80% no. too hard. crying is the only thing i could do to comfort myself a bit, then it'd be back to before. wat dumb use has that? why must everyone leave me in 2006? i don't ever want to be sec 2! i was right. the only thing i care bout was my studies. I CANNOT FAIL ANYMORE SUBJECTS! IF I CONTINUE TO GET C5, I'M NOT GOING TO GET INTO 8TRIPLE, MUCH LESS SAY 9SUB. that is, i dont want to go 9sub. but if i can, i dont mind sacrificing my ccas, including cdc, to study and make points to pack my files and keep my work neat. with the sce4s gone, there is nothing for me to stay. how i wish i could get good results and leave! leave this Ice Island, leave this place, where i'm always the extra one. so buck up, and prepare to say farewell. and for whoever's info, i'm not a joker.

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|11:04 PM|

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[ [Hi again!] ]
-Monday, May 29, 2006-

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Hi again! I'm back! Re-opening this blog! Lalalala, in the end, I didn't stab myself with the knife but I found it. Never mind, not going to be a pang saer and abandon this blog again. Yeahoo! Shalalala...

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|10:45 PM|

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[ [Mad and Crazy] ]
-Saturday, March 25, 2006-

I have turned mad. Actually I am sad. After those things that have happened, I got very sensitive to certain thing which I shouldn't say. Anyway, I deleted my blogs. I don't feel like blogging, I'm too lazy. And I'm still sad. The second part of the story is coming out. A few days later. I shall stop joking cause I am too sad and serious and I don't bother about anything. Like today's CDC practice. Although I have tried many times, I still am so glummy and gloomy and so idiotically serious. And I promised never to tuck out that fishy idiotic uniform too much again. I just cannot tuck out. I'm an idiot. And I get so easily irritated that now I'm talking to you, later I'm shouting. I am going to live my life this way and I don't mind. I didn't go Guides cause of sore throat. Suddenly felt like quitting CDC and Guides. Suddenly felt so much like dying. Not that I am tired, I just want to go on like that forever. I am already dead mentally and I mean it. I don't care for anything else. Lost my dear. I'm sad.

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|10:35 PM|

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[ [A Story] ]
-Friday, March 24, 2006-

Hey! Here's a story! In Chinese. Read and give me comments. Use the tag feature to do that. Thank you everyone. And it is copyrighted.

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|9:41 PM|

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[ [My Thoughts] ]
-Saturday, March 04, 2006-

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Why does everybody, almost everybody treat me like I am invisible, or worse, doesn't even exists at all! You know that I expect a reply for every question I asks, and I don't like you to ignore me and pretend I was air. Yet that special someone didn't reply me and until I decided not to reply her messages anymore. I was getting real frustrated and angry these few days, and everybody kept ignoring me. CAN YOU STOP BEHAVING LIKE YOU CAN'T SEE ME, OR HEAR ME? I AM ALSO A LIVING THING, AND I WILL ALSO FEEL ANGRY. And I tell you, I was frustered off when the class start to behave like butchers and fishmongers in the market and worse, a lot of people were trying to calm the excited down, saying KEEP QUIET and all these stuff. I got real angry. CAN'T THEY JUST SHUT UP AND STAY SHUT! IS IT VERY DIFFICULT? I'm not saying that I am also not in the group that contributes to noise pollution, but at least not that much. And I would like to tell those who keep ignoring me. I AM GETTING REAL ANGRY AND LOSING MY PATIENCE, YOU BETTER DON'T TEST IT BY IGNORING ME, COS I AM GOING TO BLOW UP SOONER OR LATER AND YOU MAY BE THE VICTIM OF MY ANGER. I got a lot of jokes, but I am so angry that I'd stop them. And to that special someone, YOU'D BETTER GO AND REFLECT. I had done a lot of reflection and tried to improve myself, yet there are still those who keep ignoring me. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ANSWER ME? IS IT THAT HARD? Warning those likely to follow the footsteps of the special one, YOU'D BETTER STOP DOING THIS TO ME. AND I AM VERY SERIOUS.

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|10:00 PM|

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[ [Cold blogs/Thinking Day] ]
-Wednesday, February 22, 2006-

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Hey, I may "neglect" my blogs cos I busy with work. So I'm not posting until after common test. Keep tagging, esp. 2nd blog.
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Today's Thinking Day. Wore Guides uniform to school. PE then change, not really good, haven't memorize Public Speaking yet. No CDC! So sad.

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