HappY Deepavali

its 7th nov yest..and its hoon's BIG DAY!..arrgg.. i jz almost accidentally forgotten.im so so so sorry,hoon.^^i'll sing u a birthday song plus a slice of cake.i promise~(as u know,singing birthday song solo-ly,aint easy)kakaka...i wont mind if any of u hys wanna join me.ha.. any?

its deepavali today,supposingly im working frm 1-10pm.bt...i went bek on 7pm.cz..lost of confident AND self-esteem crawling down seeing colleagueS ..all r pretty gals.hmm...plus bit headache.its big motivation of seeing them.as..im the "biggest size".wakaka...

its not tat wat ppl tink....or hw ppl look at u. its the matter of u dont feel great when u fit in any clothes. u jz cant decide which to wear up in the early morning b4 to work..cz it doesnt look nice with the "extra flabby flesh"....its sort of depressing. ha..can u imagine tat?im not goin to diet.as DIET doesnt work on me.its penang!and u cant resist the food here.wahaha...so..wat can i do??..>>EXERCISE<<<

its 2nd week of holiday which mean i've been staying pg for 2weeks.omg...cant beliv tat im starting to missing my kl hs,my hsmate,my coursemates,series-ing,sound of piano,violin,roti telor,mee goreng,ice cream...i know i know!i can get those food here.BUT...its jz different. AND i wont b eating those mamak food in pg.*grin*..>>unhealthy man~ ha..plus fattening.*devil laugh* its still long to go for the new semester.its also meaning tat i stil hv to work HARD>>earn more$$>>replacing back my lost of "properties"=(

its getting late... time to bed~

*lights off!*