Sunday, June 29, 2008
800th post (:
this blog came a long way.
800 entries of happiness/sadness/anger etc.
it's been alot of memories in here. (:
anyway, i know i'm a tad too late.
but, JCTS ARE OFFICALLY OVER! (:
i'm a happy girl. wheeee.
so friday was vball after school.
man, i lost my touch like crap.
dun remind me i've been a vballer for 6years. haha.
after that was lunch at ajisen with lisi, evelyn, yinlam and jordan.
soon later, jordan left and the 3 of us walked ard.
i love all the random-ness with them (:
rushed home and came out agn.
met up with lovely classmates: keli, rachel, yanling, cynthia (:
was like duper late! and met them at shokudo.
due to my super full ajisen, i didnt eat anything there.
crapped and took photos.
shopped and walk around.
and then settled down at starbucks at night to chill.
more talking and home sweet home.
home and mahjong-ed online with keli, rachel and cynthia.
haha, quite fun. (:
i love having these stress-less outings! (:
today i had to unfortunately start my day with econs tuition.
but thank god there's always rachel to accompany me. (:
so after that wanted to go cut hair, but ended up at jying's hse.
met up with nelson and jying 1st.
walked ard at the pasar malam.
and when hting came, it was mahjong time agn.
not bad not bad, i won a fair bit. (:
was late and i missed my 372, so i had to walk home from compass.
big time boooo.
it's 4 bus-stops long lar. :(
i like being exams-free (:
but i know i have to start working hard alr.
jiayou seeyuen! (:
shagged alr.
shall go off now.
goodnight (:
800 entries of happiness/sadness/anger etc.
it's been alot of memories in here. (:
anyway, i know i'm a tad too late.
but, JCTS ARE OFFICALLY OVER! (:
i'm a happy girl. wheeee.
so friday was vball after school.
man, i lost my touch like crap.
dun remind me i've been a vballer for 6years. haha.
after that was lunch at ajisen with lisi, evelyn, yinlam and jordan.
soon later, jordan left and the 3 of us walked ard.
i love all the random-ness with them (:
rushed home and came out agn.
met up with lovely classmates: keli, rachel, yanling, cynthia (:
was like duper late! and met them at shokudo.
due to my super full ajisen, i didnt eat anything there.
crapped and took photos.
shopped and walk around.
and then settled down at starbucks at night to chill.
more talking and home sweet home.
home and mahjong-ed online with keli, rachel and cynthia.
haha, quite fun. (:
i love having these stress-less outings! (:
today i had to unfortunately start my day with econs tuition.
but thank god there's always rachel to accompany me. (:
so after that wanted to go cut hair, but ended up at jying's hse.
met up with nelson and jying 1st.
walked ard at the pasar malam.
and when hting came, it was mahjong time agn.
not bad not bad, i won a fair bit. (:
was late and i missed my 372, so i had to walk home from compass.
big time boooo.
it's 4 bus-stops long lar. :(
i like being exams-free (:
but i know i have to start working hard alr.
jiayou seeyuen! (:
shagged alr.
shall go off now.
goodnight (:
what we could have been, 1:54 AM.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
S.C.R.E.W.E.D.
physics suck big time tday.
i knew quantum was coming out,
(cos hellloooo, it's like a new chap and havent been tested before?!)
and i die die dun wan study.
(cos hellllooo agn, how to study when it doesnt even make a single sense? and the fact that my lecture notes are like half empty. gg lar! -.-)
and so suay quantum came out as a full 20m essay.
i was so zzz-ed. i left the last 3 pages TOTALLY blank.
how cooolzzzzzz? -.-"
i seriously hope mr. sng dun kill me. :(
chem on wed was still do-able.
hopefully can get E or better. >.<
but whatever, tmr's my last paper.
KEEP GOING FELLOW VICTIMS OF JCTS! (:
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i knew quantum was coming out,
(cos hellloooo, it's like a new chap and havent been tested before?!)
and i die die dun wan study.
(cos hellllooo agn, how to study when it doesnt even make a single sense? and the fact that my lecture notes are like half empty. gg lar! -.-)
and so suay quantum came out as a full 20m essay.
i was so zzz-ed. i left the last 3 pages TOTALLY blank.
how cooolzzzzzz? -.-"
i seriously hope mr. sng dun kill me. :(
chem on wed was still do-able.
hopefully can get E or better. >.<
but whatever, tmr's my last paper.
KEEP GOING FELLOW VICTIMS OF JCTS! (:
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
i must love stats.
what we could have been, 4:40 PM.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
awake and dying. :(
it's way past bedtime.
and i'm here chem-ing away.
nothing's really right at this time of the night.
and i've officially secured an U for econs.
damn rubbish. :(
JCT SUCK BIG TIME.
and especially more for bigfatslackers like me. :(
exam blues..
and i'm here chem-ing away.
nothing's really right at this time of the night.
and i've officially secured an U for econs.
damn rubbish. :(
JCT SUCK BIG TIME.
and especially more for bigfatslackers like me. :(
exam blues..
what we could have been, 1:25 AM.
Monday, June 23, 2008
one day down. (:
ohyes, i so screwed maths tday.
but i so dun wan an U for maths.
an S or E? any grades but U larrrr.
cos econs and phys is U for sure alr.
damn U. rahhs.
ahhhhhh.
gg for mids and i'm so freaking zzz-ed.
but i so dun wan an U for maths.
an S or E? any grades but U larrrr.
cos econs and phys is U for sure alr.
damn U. rahhs.
ahhhhhh.
gg for mids and i'm so freaking zzz-ed.
what we could have been, 4:26 PM.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
it's just one week.
i need plenty of luck tmr.
actually is SUPER ALOT of luck.
gg for my mids alr.
R.I.P seeyuen (:
i thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
i can still find the strengh in the moments we made
im lookin back on yesterday
actually is SUPER ALOT of luck.
gg for my mids alr.
R.I.P seeyuen (:
i thought our days would last forever
but it wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong
no i can believe that
i can still find the strengh in the moments we made
im lookin back on yesterday
what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
this is craziness. :(
VECTORS is screwing me inside out.
oh crap.
oh crap.
what we could have been, 3:43 PM.
Friday, June 20, 2008
:(
i just feel so stressed suddenly. :(
all i do whole day is last min cramming.
and i'm hating every minute of it.
it wasnt like this the other time round.
but you're gone for good this time.
all i do whole day is last min cramming.
and i'm hating every minute of it.
it wasnt like this the other time round.
but you're gone for good this time.
what we could have been, 1:39 AM.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
all over again.
it dawned on me that i'm left with 3 days.
3 freaking days. -.-
i had like one WHOLE month.
and now, i'm banging on these 3 pathetic days.
oh crap, i'm feeling like shit.
i hate it when after the exams,
i'll go, 'i'll study harder for the next one'
and then it nvr happens.
oh boo.
i get this stress thing in me growing like a time bomb.
and i think it's going to explode any time soon. :(
i'm just trying to rant and get all these nervous crap feelings out.
i dun think these 3days is going to make any difference.
and crap, i'm just going to see how things go.
and angseeyuen,
you jolly well dun fool with this whole big A levels business.
it's going to determine your future.
disheartening and scary, face it: you are NOT up to it.
double up or you're not going anywhere.
oh, did i tell you how much i hate reality?
damn.
anyway, met up with shah, seehoon and jying.
i rmb all the Olvl times.
and damn, i miss all of you and all those times. :(
love y'girls plenty.
do takecare and we'll see each other sooon alright. (:
i wish happy moments nvr end.
but reality is cruel they all say.
3 freaking days. -.-
i had like one WHOLE month.
and now, i'm banging on these 3 pathetic days.
oh crap, i'm feeling like shit.
i hate it when after the exams,
i'll go, 'i'll study harder for the next one'
and then it nvr happens.
oh boo.
i get this stress thing in me growing like a time bomb.
and i think it's going to explode any time soon. :(
i'm just trying to rant and get all these nervous crap feelings out.
i dun think these 3days is going to make any difference.
and crap, i'm just going to see how things go.
and angseeyuen,
you jolly well dun fool with this whole big A levels business.
it's going to determine your future.
disheartening and scary, face it: you are NOT up to it.
double up or you're not going anywhere.
oh, did i tell you how much i hate reality?
damn.
anyway, met up with shah, seehoon and jying.
i rmb all the Olvl times.
and damn, i miss all of you and all those times. :(
love y'girls plenty.
do takecare and we'll see each other sooon alright. (:
i wish happy moments nvr end.
but reality is cruel they all say.
what we could have been, 11:33 PM.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
it's the connection baby (:
just attended cousin ace's wedding.
awesome. (:
i love all my cousins.
they are the loveliest (:
took group photo with them.
and hopefully if i get it i can post it up.
and to cousin ace and his wife,
stay loving and xingfu (:
anyway, been spending ultimate amount of time with twin.
cos we have tuition like literally everyday.
the 8 days of tuition, sleepover, shopping, mugging, movie, laughing and emoing.
thanks alot miss choo jiaying, you are the best! (:
and oh yes, i love my ajvball seniors.
enjoy dinner with y'all and all the catching up.
hope we'll meet up soon again and all the best girls! (:
anyhow, good game alr.
cos mids a goner.
and i cant help feeling so helpless. :(
but whatever,
i'm going to have a good sleep and have sweet dreams.
so goodnight people. (:
awesome. (:
i love all my cousins.
they are the loveliest (:
took group photo with them.
and hopefully if i get it i can post it up.
and to cousin ace and his wife,
stay loving and xingfu (:
anyway, been spending ultimate amount of time with twin.
cos we have tuition like literally everyday.
the 8 days of tuition, sleepover, shopping, mugging, movie, laughing and emoing.
thanks alot miss choo jiaying, you are the best! (:
and oh yes, i love my ajvball seniors.
enjoy dinner with y'all and all the catching up.
hope we'll meet up soon again and all the best girls! (:
anyhow, good game alr.
cos mids a goner.
and i cant help feeling so helpless. :(
but whatever,
i'm going to have a good sleep and have sweet dreams.
so goodnight people. (:
what we could have been, 11:56 AM.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
say boooo to studying.
studying is so not my forte.
and i'm so sad/frustrated over all the studying.
it's getting out of hand.
damn it.
and i'm so sad/frustrated over all the studying.
it's getting out of hand.
damn it.
what we could have been, 2:20 PM.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
the call (:
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
__________
super nice song. (:
check it out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sslu8bDJNQ&feature=related
wheee.
all hail kings and queens of narnia. (:
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
__________
super nice song. (:
check it out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sslu8bDJNQ&feature=related
wheee.
all hail kings and queens of narnia. (:
what we could have been, 12:18 PM.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
close your eyes and feel.
SENTOSA tday. (:
had much fun.
but apparently, i'm still not dark huh!
and i swear i feel so sick from the blaring sun,
that i'm really going to fall sick sooon. lol.
anyway, i think i have really good patience tday.
i'm proud of myself for that.
those who know will know. HAH.
_____
but i guess all these fun came with consequences.
and i'm so sorry partner kristine tan! :(
for being unable to make it for your comp once agn.
4 solid matches, and i havent been down once. i'm really sorry. :(
anyway, do cheer up okay?
partner ang still loves you plenty!
_____
ohyes, i was playing bomberman.
the last lvl is lvl 30.
AND I WAS ALR AT LVL 27,
BUT I DIED AND WHEN THEY ASK IF I WANTED TO CONTINUE,
I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO PRESS NO FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON.
zzz.
AND SO, I"M BACK TO LVL 1.
I WAS SO PISSED I DECIDED TO NOT PLAY ALR.
boooo.
_____
crash course starts tmr,
i shld sleep early.
goodnight earthlings. (:
had much fun.
but apparently, i'm still not dark huh!
and i swear i feel so sick from the blaring sun,
that i'm really going to fall sick sooon. lol.
anyway, i think i have really good patience tday.
i'm proud of myself for that.
those who know will know. HAH.
_____
but i guess all these fun came with consequences.
and i'm so sorry partner kristine tan! :(
for being unable to make it for your comp once agn.
4 solid matches, and i havent been down once. i'm really sorry. :(
anyway, do cheer up okay?
partner ang still loves you plenty!
_____
ohyes, i was playing bomberman.
the last lvl is lvl 30.
AND I WAS ALR AT LVL 27,
BUT I DIED AND WHEN THEY ASK IF I WANTED TO CONTINUE,
I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO PRESS NO FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON.
zzz.
AND SO, I"M BACK TO LVL 1.
I WAS SO PISSED I DECIDED TO NOT PLAY ALR.
boooo.
_____
crash course starts tmr,
i shld sleep early.
goodnight earthlings. (:
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
she's a sweetheart (:
i love melissa lim li ting.
thanks for making my day. (:
out with her to town tday.
we had subway for lunch.
and she must be honoured to be there with me for my 1st subway meal.
i always thought bread wasnt filling and all,
and she proved me wrong.
yummmy!
then caught movie w her.
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian is AWESOME. (:
go watch if you havent. hah.
after that was shopping time.
i bought some necklace finally.
niceee!
and she bought her bracelet too.
we're happy kids. (:
let's not forget cam-whoring! :D
our fav picture of the day (:
started with a smile.
then it got a lil' silly.
and ended up with a spastic shot.
i was on the phone and still managed to pull a smile. hah.
on the phone and looking retarded. HAH. :D
great day out.
and i'm anticipating tmr's sentosa outing.
wheee.
i wish studying was half this fun. :(
but nvm, i'm off to even start thinking abt it.
goodnights!
thanks for making my day. (:
out with her to town tday.
we had subway for lunch.
and she must be honoured to be there with me for my 1st subway meal.
i always thought bread wasnt filling and all,
and she proved me wrong.
yummmy!
then caught movie w her.
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian is AWESOME. (:
go watch if you havent. hah.
after that was shopping time.
i bought some necklace finally.
niceee!
and she bought her bracelet too.
we're happy kids. (:
let's not forget cam-whoring! :D
our fav picture of the day (:
started with a smile.
then it got a lil' silly.
and ended up with a spastic shot.
i was on the phone and still managed to pull a smile. hah.
on the phone and looking retarded. HAH. :D
great day out.
and i'm anticipating tmr's sentosa outing.
wheee.
i wish studying was half this fun. :(
but nvm, i'm off to even start thinking abt it.
goodnights!
what we could have been, 12:41 AM.
Monday, June 09, 2008
(:
just to keep it alive for awhile.
lazy to update. =X
friday was out with jying, hting and nelson.
funfunfun.
thanks so much,
y'all nvr fail to be there when i needed most. (:
saturday was flyer with family.
i think the ride was quite disappointing.
then at night went over to keith's chalet.
met up with hting, aloysius, junjin and keith.
super fun night out with them all. (:
sunday was pretty much slacked away.
other than the fact that i packed my maths file.
satisfied. (:
just change my blog song.
i think it's niceee.
okay, till my next entry.
takecare and mug hard people. hah.
lazy to update. =X
friday was out with jying, hting and nelson.
funfunfun.
thanks so much,
y'all nvr fail to be there when i needed most. (:
saturday was flyer with family.
i think the ride was quite disappointing.
then at night went over to keith's chalet.
met up with hting, aloysius, junjin and keith.
super fun night out with them all. (:
sunday was pretty much slacked away.
other than the fact that i packed my maths file.
satisfied. (:
just change my blog song.
i think it's niceee.
okay, till my next entry.
takecare and mug hard people. hah.
what we could have been, 12:36 PM.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
it's okay. :D
BRAND NEW DAY, i like. (:
anyway mr sng sms me early in the morn,
asking me how's my revision.
i'm been going slow.
still studying right?
but havent touch physics eh.
how to reply him sia? :(
alright,
JIAYOU FOR TDAY SEEYUEN.
anyway mr sng sms me early in the morn,
asking me how's my revision.
i'm been going slow.
still studying right?
but havent touch physics eh.
how to reply him sia? :(
may the studying spirits in me unite and bring out the mugger side of me.
hahahas. =X
alright,
JIAYOU FOR TDAY SEEYUEN.
what we could have been, 11:44 AM.
if you knew.
okay, it's like near 2 in the morning alr.
cant sleep, cant do anything.
i feel so useless. :(
but i know if you knew,
you wld have known the ways to take these pain away.
i dunno why but knowing friday is drawing near just sucks big time.
damn, i hate this feeling.
and it's a great deal cos it's probably another day to you.
deal with it seeyuen, deal with it. :(
people tell me love dun fall from the sky,
u have to do something, make effort.
then agn, try telling me what i can do.
and even if i can do something, tell me in what position am i to do anything?
and so what if i'm in a position to, i'm unsure if i wan to do anything at all?
i cant do all these myself.
and trust me, i dun even know if i wan to after so many everything.
cos i face all these uncertainties day in day out.
and i can say, it's not making me feel any good.
i'll delete this post when i feel like it.
cos it's a zzz post posted by me when i'm zzz.
and surprisingly, 'zzz' manage to sum up all my feelings.
yups.
i'm zzz-ed.
cant sleep, cant do anything.
i feel so useless. :(
but i know if you knew,
you wld have known the ways to take these pain away.
i dunno why but knowing friday is drawing near just sucks big time.
damn, i hate this feeling.
and it's a great deal cos it's probably another day to you.
deal with it seeyuen, deal with it. :(
people tell me love dun fall from the sky,
u have to do something, make effort.
then agn, try telling me what i can do.
and even if i can do something, tell me in what position am i to do anything?
and so what if i'm in a position to, i'm unsure if i wan to do anything at all?
i cant do all these myself.
and trust me, i dun even know if i wan to after so many everything.
cos i face all these uncertainties day in day out.
and i can say, it's not making me feel any good.
i'll delete this post when i feel like it.
cos it's a zzz post posted by me when i'm zzz.
and surprisingly, 'zzz' manage to sum up all my feelings.
yups.
i'm zzz-ed.
what we could have been, 1:53 AM.
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
i know too well.
stressed. :(
i get this every now and then.
i feel the pressure alr.
it's midyear, prelims and Alvls. :(
i wan to do well.
i mean who wouldnt wan to?
but i'm feeling quite stressed now.
enough of the stress talk.
i'm going to destress at hougang sports hall.
watching vball matches shall calm my soul. (:
anyway,
tday was a great study date with hting, nelson and gerald.
and nyp was fun! :D
till another day.
takecare earthlings!
i get this every now and then.
i feel the pressure alr.
it's midyear, prelims and Alvls. :(
i wan to do well.
i mean who wouldnt wan to?
but i'm feeling quite stressed now.
enough of the stress talk.
i'm going to destress at hougang sports hall.
watching vball matches shall calm my soul. (:
anyway,
tday was a great study date with hting, nelson and gerald.
and nyp was fun! :D
till another day.
takecare earthlings!
what we could have been, 7:19 PM.
Monday, June 02, 2008
SLEEEP.
YAYness! :D
cos i'm going to meet all my fellow vballers agn!
it's pearlyn's treat for us.
i seriously think batch 2008 is so loved by everyone.
hahaha!
no wonder people is taking turns to treat us.
1st mr chua. then mdm ho. now pearlyn. :D
i'm turning into a BIG FAT PIG.
cos it's all eat and no exercise.
i'm real lazy lar u seee. =X
anyway,
econs tuition this morn is craziness.
i had to wake up so early and be overloaded there.
mr lim cramped all the macro into 3 hours.
nice overview though, i had to admit.
i better get an A or B at the end of the day.
even if not for myself, at least for mr lim.
though i'm pretty sure for jct, it's an U alr.
but nvm, work hard SEEYUEN. (:
i reached home and slept from 3 to 4.30.
and now, i better go shower and leave hse sooon.
i better not be late. HAHA.
i'll blog agn sooon!
oh did i tell u hypothesis really sucked?
cos i'm going to meet all my fellow vballers agn!
it's pearlyn's treat for us.
i seriously think batch 2008 is so loved by everyone.
hahaha!
no wonder people is taking turns to treat us.
1st mr chua. then mdm ho. now pearlyn. :D
i'm turning into a BIG FAT PIG.
cos it's all eat and no exercise.
i'm real lazy lar u seee. =X
anyway,
econs tuition this morn is craziness.
i had to wake up so early and be overloaded there.
mr lim cramped all the macro into 3 hours.
nice overview though, i had to admit.
i better get an A or B at the end of the day.
even if not for myself, at least for mr lim.
though i'm pretty sure for jct, it's an U alr.
but nvm, work hard SEEYUEN. (:
i reached home and slept from 3 to 4.30.
and now, i better go shower and leave hse sooon.
i better not be late. HAHA.
i'll blog agn sooon!
oh did i tell u hypothesis really sucked?
what we could have been, 4:50 PM.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
MATHS :D
it's difficult.
but i'm doing it.
see the sec4 seeyuen coming back.
i can deal with F9.
so what's an U?
SHM, i like. (:
i get all the silly emotions in me.
but i hope this time it's different.
but i'm doing it.
see the sec4 seeyuen coming back.
i can deal with F9.
so what's an U?
SHM, i like. (:
i get all the silly emotions in me.
but i hope this time it's different.
what we could have been, 5:06 PM.
我舍不得, 可是时间回不去了.
all of a sudden,
i miss XINMIN SEC SCH .
i miss 404'06.
i miss all my XMS FRIENDS.
i miss XMS TEACHERS.
i miss XINMIN VB TEAM.
i kind of want back that kind of life. ;(
what we could have been, 1:15 PM.
