Why is there such a place call SCHOOL?
Why are there things such as EXAMS?
Why must we always compete and fight for almost EVERYTHING?
Why do i have EMOTIONS?
Why am i me and not YOU?
Why am i here and not THERE?
Why do we EXIST?
Why do i insist on asking WHY?
When i know all these is reality and parts and parcels of life.
Exams makes me CRAZY!
I hope time can be turned back and stop at the best moment.
with all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world...
11:10 PM
Wouldn't it be good if one can just disappear from the surface of this world.
Will there be anyone who will realise the emptiness you left behind?
Maybe it will not make a difference to them.
Anyway, earth will not stop spinning for anyone.
I don't want to be missed, i just want to disappear, to be non-existence.
Why can't I withdraw from this game of life and take the position of a bystander to see what is going on?
I want to be free from the turmoils of emotions, free from worries.
Want no more of all this complicated stuff brings.
However, life still goes on nomatter how much you try to deny it.
I winder what the future holds...
Facade
© By Jill Phillips
Picture perfect?
I'm not picture perfect.
I'm not what you think I am,I'm not who you think I am.
I lead a secret life,
Disguised in all these lies,
Trying to hide what I really feel inside.
The truth will come out,
The truth will be told;
it's inevitable.
Only time will tell how long I have to hide behind this facade.
I can't bear it much longer.
Trying not to break;
I'm on an enotional rollercoaster.
Too many ups and downs for my heart to handle;
as I search for a constant.
with all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world...
9:29 PM
ong yi lin