Thursday, February 28, 2008
fatigue ):
i'm super tired.
so bogged down by issues recently,
and i'm both mentally and physically worn out.
to my dearest team-mates:
i love y'all plenty. (: let's pull through this trying period tgt.
there's a long road ahead and as long as we're tgt, nothing's going to put us down.
let's grit our teeth and hold on tight.
stay strong girls! <333
anyway, i'm really super tired now.
i wan to sleep sooo much.
but i see the workload and i feel so depressed.
i think i really wannnn to sleep. x(
going out with team tmr in search of teambag.
and most probably rushing down to catch IHDC in aj.
cos my dearest jiaying is acting. and nelson is the director can!
i'm definately coming down if i can! (:
go cheetah!
nights dearests. (:
so bogged down by issues recently,
and i'm both mentally and physically worn out.
to my dearest team-mates:
i love y'all plenty. (: let's pull through this trying period tgt.
there's a long road ahead and as long as we're tgt, nothing's going to put us down.
let's grit our teeth and hold on tight.
stay strong girls! <333
anyway, i'm really super tired now.
i wan to sleep sooo much.
but i see the workload and i feel so depressed.
i think i really wannnn to sleep. x(
going out with team tmr in search of teambag.
and most probably rushing down to catch IHDC in aj.
cos my dearest jiaying is acting. and nelson is the director can!
i'm definately coming down if i can! (:
go cheetah!
nights dearests. (:
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
photos. (:
i promised to update photos.
here is my promise to all.. (:
THE ONE at NYJC.
CNY at XMS
YINGRONG's B'DAY.
i'm supposed to do tonnes of chem now.
gooodnights earthlings. (:
what we could have been, 10:17 PM.
Friday, February 22, 2008
it's everywhere (:
tday is a really tiring day.
took physics test, p&c retest, vectors(II) test and econs surprise econs drq timed practice.
during econs i was nearing a state of serious fatigue, but i still managed to endure. phew.
felt so super tired that i didnt go out with lisi, keli and kristine.
also skipped random friday night gathering with jiaying, jinkai and nelson.
i'm finally back on the team.
and i love each and every one of them plenty.
definately anticipating japan trip.
and yes dad, i promise to study hard to earn the japan trip. (:
AJteam is a great big family with many great people. (:
i've had much regrets in many things.
but joining volleyball in my tertiary education life was nvr one. (:
i'm supposed to go join some online thing so that i can play mahjong with jiaying, jinkai and nelson later.
till another day then.
GOODNIGHT. =D
took physics test, p&c retest, vectors(II) test and econs surprise econs drq timed practice.
during econs i was nearing a state of serious fatigue, but i still managed to endure. phew.
felt so super tired that i didnt go out with lisi, keli and kristine.
also skipped random friday night gathering with jiaying, jinkai and nelson.
i'm finally back on the team.
and i love each and every one of them plenty.
definately anticipating japan trip.
and yes dad, i promise to study hard to earn the japan trip. (:
AJteam is a great big family with many great people. (:
i've had much regrets in many things.
but joining volleyball in my tertiary education life was nvr one. (:
i'm supposed to go join some online thing so that i can play mahjong with jiaying, jinkai and nelson later.
till another day then.
GOODNIGHT. =D
what we could have been, 9:33 PM.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
finding my way (:
gp lessons have struck me that i dun have a purpose in life.
so just now, i decided to have a short heart-to-heart talk to mom and dad.
i felt so lost in life and numbed to everything so i asked dad about why i dont have a purpose in life and what shld be my purpose?
dad says my ultimate goal is to stay happy.
but to reach this ultimate goal, at different stages of our life, we need to have certain aims.
and mine is to do well in As, cos this will make me happy and secure a future.
so we talked and talked..
i still didnt felt like it was a purpose for me and i cant drive myself to do anything.
dad replied and said it's cos i've got everything i need, and thus, there's no drive.
it kind of makes sense.
he say it will come a time when the drive comes.
i think i nearly cried after the talk.
but i didnt. (:
i'm grateful for having such wonderful parents.
and as naggy and demanding as they can get, they nvr gave up on me.
i guess i felt much enlightened on where i'm heading.
i think i'll find my purpose somehow, somewhen, somewhere.
i love my mom and dad. (:
so just now, i decided to have a short heart-to-heart talk to mom and dad.
i felt so lost in life and numbed to everything so i asked dad about why i dont have a purpose in life and what shld be my purpose?
dad says my ultimate goal is to stay happy.
but to reach this ultimate goal, at different stages of our life, we need to have certain aims.
and mine is to do well in As, cos this will make me happy and secure a future.
so we talked and talked..
i still didnt felt like it was a purpose for me and i cant drive myself to do anything.
dad replied and said it's cos i've got everything i need, and thus, there's no drive.
it kind of makes sense.
he say it will come a time when the drive comes.
i think i nearly cried after the talk.
but i didnt. (:
i'm grateful for having such wonderful parents.
and as naggy and demanding as they can get, they nvr gave up on me.
i guess i felt much enlightened on where i'm heading.
i think i'll find my purpose somehow, somewhen, somewhere.
i love my mom and dad. (:
what we could have been, 11:04 PM.
Monday, February 18, 2008
get down to earth, seeyuen.
it's high time to snap back to reality.
it's among the crowds we feel the most lonely.
it's high time to snap back to reality.
it's among the crowds we feel the most lonely.
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
lost all my drives amidst the crap
if we're going to live till 80 years old.
then i'm announcing that while people are facing mid-life crisis,
i'm facing quad-life crisis.
zzz. and this is real bad. (and i'm only 17 going 18 for nuts!)
the unreasonably huge piles of hw.
the upcoming common tests.
the wrist that is bugging me.
the awful time-management.
and yada yada.
okay okay.
enough of all the irritating stupid crap.
friday was school followed by cross country.
set off with 3107 and had fun.
then was the actual run.
ran with the team. (:
and then had dinner with the team. ((:
after that met up with hoiting aloysius and keith.
went aloysius hse for mahjong.
and thanks huh, i lost 10bucks there.
but i think i always do lar. just depends on the amt i lose. zzz.
anyway junjin came a lil while ltr too. cos he was going to stayover at aloy's hse.
then played till like 2 plus.
aloysius and junjin sent hoiting to some esso.
and keith walked me back.
ohman, it was quite long walk lar! (next time shld go huimin's hse. hoho.)
i woke up at like 10 the next morning.
cos all my relatives and dad's friends were coming over.
and yups by 1pm my hse was literally flooded with ppl.
zzz, flooded with psp too lar. cos most of my cousins have one.
my bro's room was like psp battles all over the place. lols.
hoho, gambled later in the night.
overall like nvr win nvr lose lar. so zzz.
like after dunno how many hours only manage to coup back my losses.
then at 11 plus, they started to leave alr.
quite glad it was at my own house.
skip me all the travelling home and stuff.
next sat is visiting to my other aunt's hse agn. (though cny is over alr. lols.)
tags:
MEL; what abt the psp?we havent seen each other since _____. we do need to meet up soon! loves. (:
KELI; haha. you and your cool girl. xP and it's a pity she didnt run lar!
KRISTINE; i realised we STILLLLL havent watch movie. oh man, howhow?
_______________________
till another day.
takecare earthlings.
then i'm announcing that while people are facing mid-life crisis,
i'm facing quad-life crisis.
zzz. and this is real bad. (and i'm only 17 going 18 for nuts!)
the unreasonably huge piles of hw.
the upcoming common tests.
the wrist that is bugging me.
the awful time-management.
and yada yada.
okay okay.
enough of all the irritating stupid crap.
friday was school followed by cross country.
set off with 3107 and had fun.
then was the actual run.
ran with the team. (:
and then had dinner with the team. ((:
after that met up with hoiting aloysius and keith.
went aloysius hse for mahjong.
and thanks huh, i lost 10bucks there.
but i think i always do lar. just depends on the amt i lose. zzz.
anyway junjin came a lil while ltr too. cos he was going to stayover at aloy's hse.
then played till like 2 plus.
aloysius and junjin sent hoiting to some esso.
and keith walked me back.
ohman, it was quite long walk lar! (next time shld go huimin's hse. hoho.)
i woke up at like 10 the next morning.
cos all my relatives and dad's friends were coming over.
and yups by 1pm my hse was literally flooded with ppl.
zzz, flooded with psp too lar. cos most of my cousins have one.
my bro's room was like psp battles all over the place. lols.
hoho, gambled later in the night.
overall like nvr win nvr lose lar. so zzz.
like after dunno how many hours only manage to coup back my losses.
then at 11 plus, they started to leave alr.
quite glad it was at my own house.
skip me all the travelling home and stuff.
next sat is visiting to my other aunt's hse agn. (though cny is over alr. lols.)
tags:
MEL; what abt the psp?we havent seen each other since _____. we do need to meet up soon! loves. (:
KELI; haha. you and your cool girl. xP and it's a pity she didnt run lar!
KRISTINE; i realised we STILLLLL havent watch movie. oh man, howhow?
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till another day.
takecare earthlings.
what we could have been, 3:05 PM.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
happy valentine's day. (:
love much filled the air today.
i love all my friends tons. (:
it's the little things that make my day. (:
very often i get a little lost of where i'm heading.
at points of desperation, i nvr gave up.
and i really wan to thank all of my dearests who stood by me.
i dun need to list down any names, cos i know y'all know who you are.
much loves.
let everyday be valentine's day.
spread the love.
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐 (:
thanks for all the sweet little gifts.
i love all my friends tons. (:
it's the little things that make my day. (:
very often i get a little lost of where i'm heading.
at points of desperation, i nvr gave up.
and i really wan to thank all of my dearests who stood by me.
i dun need to list down any names, cos i know y'all know who you are.
much loves.
let everyday be valentine's day.
spread the love.
作的梦 虽然远远的
想像是 一种快乐 (:
what we could have been, 9:33 PM.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
some things nvr change
change in timetable seems abit screwed.
i had physics for 3 days in a row. zzz.
and now my tuesday is duper long. =(
thankfully 3days down.
thurs really suck cos of 3hr GP.
but valentine's day is going to make up for it.
i'm excited to share my cookies with my friends.
yay-ness. (:
i love and miss teamAJ.
i wan to go for trg.
but it's really quite demoralising to be able to do nth. x(
i dont feel like going into details,
only makes myself more emo. zzz.
okayyy,
i'm duperr tired now.
goodnight readers.
it doesnt really matter.
i had physics for 3 days in a row. zzz.
and now my tuesday is duper long. =(
thankfully 3days down.
thurs really suck cos of 3hr GP.
but valentine's day is going to make up for it.
i'm excited to share my cookies with my friends.
yay-ness. (:
i love and miss teamAJ.
i wan to go for trg.
but it's really quite demoralising to be able to do nth. x(
i dont feel like going into details,
only makes myself more emo. zzz.
okayyy,
i'm duperr tired now.
goodnight readers.
it doesnt really matter.
what we could have been, 11:52 PM.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
it's getting to me.
i had my fair share of the cny's celebration.
and now i'm so majorly screwed.
as usual. ohmy.
i so must thank yanling cos she told me that tmr's chem remedial is chem test not the worksheet.
but i also havent study. so zzz.
just completed the maths online test. and i think it's kinda screwed too?
the model ans wasnt exactly a model ans. but whatever lar. =X
ahhhh.
cramping last min work is such a bad habit.
ohyah, did i mention how much i tried loving school but it nvr ever succeeded?
try harder they say. =X
my cousins and 6th aunt is tempting me to buy psp.
a red one summore. lols.
but dear mommy says no to psp until after As.
so meanwhile i shall save for a reddd psp. (:
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
okay, not helping. (but u get my point of trying harder eh? =S)
nights world.
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
and now i'm so majorly screwed.
as usual. ohmy.
i so must thank yanling cos she told me that tmr's chem remedial is chem test not the worksheet.
but i also havent study. so zzz.
just completed the maths online test. and i think it's kinda screwed too?
the model ans wasnt exactly a model ans. but whatever lar. =X
ahhhh.
cramping last min work is such a bad habit.
ohyah, did i mention how much i tried loving school but it nvr ever succeeded?
try harder they say. =X
my cousins and 6th aunt is tempting me to buy psp.
a red one summore. lols.
but dear mommy says no to psp until after As.
so meanwhile i shall save for a reddd psp. (:
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
seeyuen loves to go to school.
okay, not helping. (but u get my point of trying harder eh? =S)
nights world.
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
what we could have been, 11:18 PM.
i've finish descriptive statistic. (:
i couldnt find any assessment lar, so i only printed lecture notes.
and now, i'm studying chem spa. (:
i decided that i'll just complete my chem remedial stuff tonight.
IF i have the time, i'll do physics.
i think i'll leave all the vectors nonsense to monday night.
cos i skipped vectors lecture and my poor lecture notes arent even complete.
how to do? lol. =X
the reactacts were properly mixed by swirling. as a result, the gas was evolved steadily...
takecare earthlings. xD
even the best fall down sometimes
i couldnt find any assessment lar, so i only printed lecture notes.
and now, i'm studying chem spa. (:
i decided that i'll just complete my chem remedial stuff tonight.
IF i have the time, i'll do physics.
i think i'll leave all the vectors nonsense to monday night.
cos i skipped vectors lecture and my poor lecture notes arent even complete.
how to do? lol. =X
the reactacts were properly mixed by swirling. as a result, the gas was evolved steadily...
takecare earthlings. xD
even the best fall down sometimes
what we could have been, 12:12 PM.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
nobody's gone if we all stay here
happy cny to all! (:
hope everyone out there is having a great new year.
cos mine has been pretty fine.
reunion dinner was outside at pariss.
cos ahma and ahgong were too lazy to cook.
and the food was still oh-kay lar. =X
1st day of cny was pretty much routined.
visit maternal side 1st. then paternal side.
hohoho, angbaos. =D
i like huge family gatherings, it makes me feel warm and loved. (:
2nd day was much the same too.
visited dad's friends.
and heh, more angbaos. =D
my dad's friends who are in thailand came back to s'pore.
i cant help but admire their friendship of 20 over years.
it's plain cool. (:
and tday was visit to my 2nd aunt's house.
played my cousin's psp and it's way too cool. i shld get myself one soooon. lols.
and then gambled. the banker's luck too good lar. lols.
my cousins attempted to teach me how to play the game 'risk'. but hoho, i think i better stick to helping them throw dice. lols. =X
tmr going over to my 5th aunt's house.
seeing them 3 times a week is definately not going to turn me off. =D
and my bro and i are both anticipating to test our luck tmr. hohoho.
we shld demand for a change in banker. ahkai gorgor's luck is way too good. lols.
anyway, everything i've mentioned above spells trouble. rahs.
cos, i have yet to settle down to do any work.
and tmr is another day gone. zzz.
how can aj teachers give us work to do on festive seasons?
boo to the school and teachers.
worse still. chem spa on monday.
i'll see what i can do tmr.
it's too late to do anything now.
tired out.
goodnight people. (:
cos i was born to tell you i love you
hope everyone out there is having a great new year.
cos mine has been pretty fine.
reunion dinner was outside at pariss.
cos ahma and ahgong were too lazy to cook.
and the food was still oh-kay lar. =X
1st day of cny was pretty much routined.
visit maternal side 1st. then paternal side.
hohoho, angbaos. =D
i like huge family gatherings, it makes me feel warm and loved. (:
2nd day was much the same too.
visited dad's friends.
and heh, more angbaos. =D
my dad's friends who are in thailand came back to s'pore.
i cant help but admire their friendship of 20 over years.
it's plain cool. (:
and tday was visit to my 2nd aunt's house.
played my cousin's psp and it's way too cool. i shld get myself one soooon. lols.
and then gambled. the banker's luck too good lar. lols.
my cousins attempted to teach me how to play the game 'risk'. but hoho, i think i better stick to helping them throw dice. lols. =X
tmr going over to my 5th aunt's house.
seeing them 3 times a week is definately not going to turn me off. =D
and my bro and i are both anticipating to test our luck tmr. hohoho.
we shld demand for a change in banker. ahkai gorgor's luck is way too good. lols.
anyway, everything i've mentioned above spells trouble. rahs.
cos, i have yet to settle down to do any work.
and tmr is another day gone. zzz.
how can aj teachers give us work to do on festive seasons?
boo to the school and teachers.
worse still. chem spa on monday.
i'll see what i can do tmr.
it's too late to do anything now.
tired out.
goodnight people. (:
cos i was born to tell you i love you
what we could have been, 11:48 AM.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
it's a crazy world we're in.
trip to nanyang with jiaying yesterday.
and it was filled with laughter, nonsense, high-ness, embarrassments.
thanks alot huh, jiaying! ><
started off by meeting ALOT of my fellow xinmins there.
at least got 20 okay. cos i counted on my way home with yingjie.
and then me and jiaying got nowhere to go cos we felt SO out of place, thus we just sat around the table areas.
slacked and stared into the field where the soccer players are playing.
then started cam-whoring. hohoho. =D
cos serena still has yet to reached, we just chatted/gossipped/rotted.
so when serena reached, we started queuing and i bought lightsticks from perry. lols.
and yada yada, waited for the ppl to settle down and THE ONE finally started.
to aishah: i'm soo proud of you to be able to stand there singing. you are alr a winner in our hearts. LOVES plenty girl. (:
i gave my soloist vote to aishah(: and group vote to underconstruction.
the winner was yingxue. some J1 girl from cedar.
and ohmy, i think her voice was really GREAT.
so yups, after the whole thing was photo taking AGN.
i finally see weixun after 3847105years can. rah!
and so i took photos with jiaying(agn!), weixun and changhoe.
ended my trip there with supper with jiaying, yingjie and serena.
we ate at some soyabean shop. and haha, we gossiped some more. =D
i went home with yingjie.
and on the journey, MORE gossips. oops.
i'm sounding like some aunty alr lar. lol.
was so tired. i showered and zzz instantly. lol.
some photos are with weixun.
and i shall post them all up when i received ALL of them.
BUTBUTBUT,
my dearest choojiaying(:
for all her irritating, nonsensical, silly, random behavior, she's still much loved by me.
i can foresee an 80 year old seeyuen and jiaying. hohoho.
i'm off to bed now alr.
cos my random kristine decide to have break with me and si at 5.40am tmr.
haha.
NIGHTS. (:
i miss AJteam.
it's been a long time, yet still there.
it's amazing. really.
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
Monday, February 04, 2008
a lil' harder.
1.34am now.
proud to say i did my 1st econs hw of the year.
mrs ng shld start loving me now. (:
i decided to perservere and make miss ma love me too.
off to chem now.
i'm starting to declare i'm a nocturnal monster.
hohoho. =D
goodnights.
it takes a lil more strength each time.
proud to say i did my 1st econs hw of the year.
mrs ng shld start loving me now. (:
i decided to perservere and make miss ma love me too.
off to chem now.
i'm starting to declare i'm a nocturnal monster.
hohoho. =D
goodnights.
it takes a lil more strength each time.
what we could have been, 1:34 AM.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
anticipating cny. (:
effectively, school is only mon and tues.
cos i'm skipping school on wed.
if there are ppl who wants to go xinmin with me,
then i shall go.
if not i'll just stay in and sleep longer. hohoho.
trying to read econs now.
it's superr boring and i feel like zzz-ing alr.
but then, got essay to write lar. sians.
going to nanyang tmr.
supporting my dearest aishah for her THE ONE.
and i'm planning to meet xuyuan, melissa and weixun there.
hopefully i can see all of them. (:
it's school day tmr.
may monday blues not hit us.
goodbye.
cos i'm skipping school on wed.
if there are ppl who wants to go xinmin with me,
then i shall go.
if not i'll just stay in and sleep longer. hohoho.
for once it's 2 days of school instead of 2 days of weekends.
trying to read econs now.
it's superr boring and i feel like zzz-ing alr.
but then, got essay to write lar. sians.
going to nanyang tmr.
supporting my dearest aishah for her THE ONE.
and i'm planning to meet xuyuan, melissa and weixun there.
hopefully i can see all of them. (:
it's school day tmr.
may monday blues not hit us.
goodbye.
what we could have been, 12:44 PM.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
you're one in a million.
yay-ness.
it's the weekends agn. (:
didnt have trg agn tday.
hopefully after i join back the team, i'll be able to catch up.
rahs.
but i did gym and my run on the threadmill yesterday.
didnt do stuff related to my wrist, so i did all the leggy stuff.
after that, went hougang point with some of my team-mates for snacks.
felt good after work out. (:
since no trg, i went to have my haircut and bought a new pair of shorts.
bro bought a pair of jeans and shorts.
now back home and slacking. BFS in action. hohoho.
hting and jying are coming over to my hse tonight.
online shopping. lol. crazy us.
i'm anticipating though! hahas. =D
tags:
sheryl: haha, issit? i think i havent seen u for the longest time eh. takecare plenty alright?
huishan: heyhey! (: you jiayou too. will see you around sooon too. hehs.
yilin: i'm sure u can survive one. no worries. and i'll takecare one. thanks. (:
mel: i read abt you being kicked out of gp alr. heh. and yea, i miss you alr too. meet up agn!! i'll see you online then. loves plenty girl. <33
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will blog sometime agn.
takecare.
it's the weekends agn. (:
didnt have trg agn tday.
hopefully after i join back the team, i'll be able to catch up.
rahs.
but i did gym and my run on the threadmill yesterday.
didnt do stuff related to my wrist, so i did all the leggy stuff.
after that, went hougang point with some of my team-mates for snacks.
felt good after work out. (:
since no trg, i went to have my haircut and bought a new pair of shorts.
bro bought a pair of jeans and shorts.
now back home and slacking. BFS in action. hohoho.
hting and jying are coming over to my hse tonight.
online shopping. lol. crazy us.
i'm anticipating though! hahas. =D
tags:
sheryl: haha, issit? i think i havent seen u for the longest time eh. takecare plenty alright?
huishan: heyhey! (: you jiayou too. will see you around sooon too. hehs.
yilin: i'm sure u can survive one. no worries. and i'll takecare one. thanks. (:
mel: i read abt you being kicked out of gp alr. heh. and yea, i miss you alr too. meet up agn!! i'll see you online then. loves plenty girl. <33
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will blog sometime agn.
takecare.
what we could have been, 4:19 PM.
