bon voyage rachel! rach just left singapore not long ago.
aw man, i'm like missing her alr.
do take lots of care.
rmb to e-mail me! =)


stupid chinese.
literally driving me nuts.
PEKCHEK.

and whatever,
i love BENJAMIN!
hehs.

goodnight earthlings.


baby, it's you.

tell me things are okay..

i need some life. had dinner with yinlam, evelyn, koksiong and gabriel.
it was a great night.
though we really spent alot of time deciding on where to eat.
hahas!

slacked and crapped.
we all miss koksiong lar.
mr. tj boy!


gabriel had to go home.
so we all left.
he stays in yishun lar,
so FAR can. lols.
then the rest of us took 159.

eve and yl alighted at hougang,
while me and kok alighted at sengkang.

i miss having such outings.
though i still see yl, eve and gab in sch.
stupid koksiong, we shall meet agn soon.


i will see all of them on national day agn.
yays. xD



nights.


will you be there when i reach the end?

tags. stuck at home.
rahs.



TAGS!
hoiting: hahs. i didnt shout ur name. i was at the back and abit malu ehs. =X!
seehoon: i miss you girl. x( yups, i totally agree. love's too complicated. boohoos.
yilin: conc on promos now bah. jiayou jiayou! and keep ur blog alive. hahs.
rachel: loves many many girl. i'm so gonna miss you when you're gone. x(
daryl: thanks so much. u jiayou for promos! it's coming right? gogogo.
keli: of cos u made sch enjoyable. i dun have to mention it.. we know it best. -winks.
xuyuan: girl, i miss you hell lots! hope you're doing fine. let's meet up soon agn. xD
wenbin: hahs! okayokay, xinminites. let's JIAYOU. we're 1/2 year down already!
melissa: PARTNER! i miss you lots. update me abt ur life soon okay? loves. <3




it still hurts,
but there's nth i can do abt it.

RANT! i shall rant alot in this post.
cos i really wan to now.

you are really rude.
sometimes, i feel like screaming like you.
like wthell.
my limits are almost reached.
and for nuts, stop sleeping,
cos it's pretty irritating.
i dun need a friend to tell me off.
arghs.
______________________


xinmin's having this run tday.
i so wanted to go back,
and stayover at jying's hse.
but like usual, i cant.
super pissed.
stop yelling at me saying, "you are no longer from xinmin"
like wthell.
and dun keep reminding me i didnt do well for midyears.
too much of it is definately not at all motivating.



yea, i'm like finally breaking into a temper.
cos i just cant take things any longer.


say if i'm not being rationale,
cos i couldnt care less.
blame me for being wilful.

play the music. rahs. x(
maths killing me.

and i pretty much sucked in trg tday.
totally off.
arghs..


i'm so badly in need of sleep.
boohoos.

my only consolation is that tmr is fri.
and then the weekends.
like finally agn..


talk on promos criteria tmr.
i think i'm starting to panic.
kinda stressed out and all.
and yet, i'm not doing anything.

i need discipline.
i need tenacity.


where's the momentum? x'(



i love FM98.7; blast the music.

to look back.
and remember. went back to xinmin tday.
man, i so miss sec sch.

i felt HOME when i went back.
wearing my AJ uniform,
i cant help but realise things are different now.


i wan to see my sec4 batch everyday.
i wan to see my teachers everyday.
i wan to see the campus everyday.


and i'm PROUD to say i'm a XINMIN-ian.
really.


to the current sec4 batch of vball girls:
i've not forgotten you girls. and i supposed i nvr will. cos we've shared much tears, joy and sweat tgt. it's your final year in xinmin. the last lap. dont be afraid, cos i know you girls will shine. prelims are coming, and before you know, the Os are here. do spend your time wisely, and while you're engrossed in your studies, rmb to look around you. cos after your Os, you can only look back upon these memories. spend time to appreciate the sec sch life you girls are in now. whatever sch you girls go to is not a problem. you're my juniors then, now, and in the future. do study hard, and smart. dun be too stressed alright? jiayou and gogogo!
you girls are <3! =))



i've taken this route.
and there's no turning back.
so might as well, do my best right?



seeyuen, JIAYOU! ^^

i miss xinmin. weixun's nick:
only consolation for going to sch, FRIENDS.



i totally agree with that statement.
and yes, i miss ANGweixun too. boohoos.





i miss xinmin. x(
i miss all the good old days.
i miss all my friends.
i miss all the teachers.
i miss volleyball there.
and the list will nvr end..





come to think of it.
i'm not even sure if i can go back to celebrate national day with xinmin.
cos apparently, aj is gonna have our own activities too.
wthell. x((

i really hope i can make it though.







the ones who make sch bearable:












goodnight.








and boy,
i miss you so.

weekends! this week is rather fast.
it kinda just zoomed and it's the weekends.


i'm so gonna die of fatigue.
i slept at 4am last morning.
and if ask me why..
it's because of the bloody EoM.

shit the Alvl syllabus.
cos PW really sucks.
arghs.


bowling competition is tmr.
me, jying, jinkai and clem.
hope we'll do well. x)



and result slips are out.
econs tcher wants to see my parents.
rahs.

i think my brain cells are deteriorating.
rahs.
whatever. =X



nights earthlings.

the pieces dun fit anymore i'm shagged.
totally.

well, i cant explain why it's not enough,
cause i gave it all to you
and if you leave me now,
oh, just leave me now,
it's a better thing to do.
it's time to surrender,
it's been too long pretending,
there's no use in trying
when the pieces dun fit anymore.

goodnight earthlings.

well, i'll hide all the bruises
i'll hide all the damage that's done.

scream with me. AHHHHHHH!
i'm so tempted to give up on everything.


bloody EoMs are like killing me.
and it's supposed to be like 600words.
-bangswallanddie.

i seriously dun see a point in PW.
it shldnt have even been an Alvl subject.
cos apparently, the marking system is also abit screwed for PW.

whatevere the case,
PW is disgusting.
disgustingly horrible.



kokisong says, "i rather have missabey for another 10years, to be in xinmin for another 10years."
like totally correct can.


i dun wan to grow old lar.
let me stay 16 forever.
and relive my sec 4 life agn and agn.
x(




i always try not to be vulgar.
but i really wan to say the Fword so badly now.
ahh..

i'm seriously screwed.




it's F-U-C-K-S-H-I-T!




at the rate things are going,
i think i might as well die.

monday blues. going to sleep real soon.
cos it's like going to one already.

just hung up with rach.
thanks girl. x)


today's really long and hectic.

rushed off for PW.
my grp rocks. heh.

then off to meet si.
we were both abit lost in the mrt.
lols. but nevertheless, we got what we needed.
xD

lastly to meet up with my family.
watched transformers.
it's damn COOL lar.


talking abt transformer,
i think optimus prime really is ZAI!
and bumblebee's a great and loyal comrade.

i wan a car that can transform into a robot.
and most of all, it can protect me. x)



and yea, i watched harry potter on fri.
it was MASS AJ MOVIE FEST.
i really mean it when it's mass.
jubilee is like flooded with aj-cians.

harry potter is NICE. =)
well, not damn damn nice.
but also not say not worth it to watch lar.
so, go catch it. x)

afterall, i've nvr missed a single episode.
lols.
i think the prof. umbridge is like an aunty.
damn comical lar.
and fred and george are FUNNY x 1million.
lols.



xinfony VII is not bad.
seeing the sec 4s receiving their grad cert for band,
i really feel old. boos.
and a few years down the road,
when i go back for xinfony,
those names being read out will be mere unfamiliar faces.
i really miss xinmin.



summore was chatting to koksiong yest night.
then he made me emo.
and i really miss xinminsec soso much.

i urge all sec4 batch 2006 to go back on national day.
rmb not to forget your roots..



goodnighs.


flames to dust.
lovers to friends.
why do all good things come to an end..




happy birthday to you. there are many things i wished i could do on this special day of yours. but i know things are different now.. really hoped you've enjoyed your birthday. keep smiling boy.. and may 2007 be a good year ahead for a 17 year old you.
muchloves.<3

great day out. had a great day tday.
special thanks to rachel and yanling.

headed off to hougang mall.
got our pw stuff and all.
then off to marina square.
and finally, fireworks! xD


it was really fun.
esp. all the laughing parts.
and we keep on "abit like".
i'm sure they get it. hehs.


i love hanging out with my friends.
crapping and laughing at stupid stuff.

i really enjoy the fireworks.
but i definately enjoy both of their company even more.
i love rach and yanling!


got alot of spastic photo of us.
shall post them real soon.
anitcipate! hahs.





goodnight!

i cant stop now. hello to the world.


got back all my results already.
kinda jialat lar.

GP; S
H1 chi; A
H2 maths; S
H2 chem; E
H2 econs; U
H1 phys; D

it hit me that i cant playplay anymore.
cos 15% is already gone.
i need my promos' 85% soso badly.
reallyy.


and to my fellow classmates..
especially cynthia, keli, denise and vathsala.
you girls are great, and i know you can do well for promos.
dun be demoralised.
continue to jiayou alrights?
keep going! x)



supposed to meet up with yanling.
but was too tired and lazy.
so, procrastinated and didnt go.
sorry girl!
we shall go on friday.
and this time, we WILL go. xD


and i miss vball and pe so badly.
i was practically ston-ing throughout pe lar.
seeing them play badminton, i so want to play also.
boohoos.



get me into the mood of mugging.
i'm not going to screw up promos.
rahs!


and yes,
to my xinmin graduating batch this year..
prelims are about 40 days away,
so jiayou jiayou.
hope to see you people in aj and the even better JCs.
i know y'all can do it. xD





takecare and goodnight readers.




可不可以任性，求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句；其实还爱你

oral was screwed.
period.

failed maths.
period.


my results are splendidly well.
can go bang wall and sing song lar.


pulled my right leg ligament.
two weeks no vball, no pe.
bleh.


looking forward to moviefest.
harrypotter with 3107. xD
and xinfony,
where my dearest hoiting is playing.
=D


tags!
ajani: will change your link asap. =)
daryl: jiayoujiayou. Alvls will be over before you know it. and my results sucks BIG time lar. rahs!
zhengrui: hmm, thanks..
seehoon: lols. i think i got tues blues, wed blues and alot of other blues. rahs. meet up soon! <3
mel: partner, i love you so! reallyy. and i know you do too. hehs.
keli: thanks! it's fated we're in the same class and same cca. and i'll treasure this fate. =)

_________________________________


GIRLS ROCK, and now you know why..

call it sisterhood, but where you might break up with your men over issues of unfaithfulness, abandonment or generic live-in slobbery, you never break up with girlfriends; you cant divorce them or kick them out.

Best Girlfriends simply come with less baggage. and they know you inside out, in a way boyfriends cant, simply because, well, girlfriends are girls.

women have always been great supporters of one another.

_________________________________



alrights,
i better get going now.
got lots of work.




even if another chance was given,
i supposed all's too late.
cos this pain's too deep.

how long will this last?
tell me.


emo.
emo.
emo.


like wthell.



i dunno how worse 2007 is going to be.
and i pray damn hard it gets better.





i'm going to be okay.
i'm going to be okay.
i'm going to be okay.
i'm going to be okay.
i'm going to be okay.

thanks jiaying. <3
i know i can always count on you.

i typed some emo post.
and decided to delete it.

i've got nothing much to blog,
and of no mood to.


rahs.
rahs.
rahs.



and i keep telling myself not to be dependent on you.
i feel like a loser. x(

070707 results are crap.
i failed GP; S.
physics was 50.0; D.
chinese; A.

gp was kinda expected.

i so expected myself to fail physics,
but i still manage to pass on the dot.

chinese was like wow,
cos my chinese has always been lousy.
but it wasnt a fantastic A lar.
manage to just scrape an A.

chem got back paper one. barely pass. -.-
econs is almost confirm U,
cos with my drq alone,
i'm currently hanging around 36%. zzz.

maths is a total M.I.A.
havent get to see or hear much abt it.
so ohwell.
i kinda screw it anyway lar.
so whatever.



came home tday.
and slept.
and slacked.
i'm such a lazy ass.
rahs!


but anyway,
it was NELSON's birthday yesterday.
and JIAYING's birthday today.

and to both my beloved friends!
happy happy sweet seventeen.
we were good friends then, good friends now, and will be good friends in the near future.
much loves! <3



it's gonna be 070707 soon.
i've got keli to pei me countdown. xD
i'm always fascinated over these kinda dates.
like in how many years to come will there be 070707 again?


so happy 070707 to all the people around. =D!



nights.





i wished you were here to dry my tears,
to hold me in your arms and say it's okay.
but reality is often too true and cruel.

random-ness i havent been replying tags for such a long time!
and i realised there is ALOT.
and some of them are really oldd.

so..
to all those who wished me luck for exams:
thanks soso very much. i needed alot of luck. and at least it's finally over. so time to sit back and stare at the 'U's. lols. xD
to all those who asked me to cheer up:
thanks soso very much too. i guess i just get emo randomly. year 2007 is pretty bad. but then, because of friends like y'all, i'm surviving still. x)


i shall start replying tags regularly from tday onwards. so keep your tags flooding in! hahs.


crapping with anson now.
cos i'm like super bored.
and there'll be a year end 6-11 gathering.
but always the few of us only lar!
lols.



okays,
i'll get back to chem bonding.

takecare my friends.
much much loves.






我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒

i've got to be stronger than before. dun ask me why.
but apparently i've got alot of new teacher.

pw teacher is currently mr hue.
gp teacher is currently mr ang.
maths teacher is currently miss ewe.
chem teacher.. have yet to see.


we had THREE hours of introduction lar.
rahs.

then we had pw survey discussion.
laughed until i beng.
yanling laughed until she cried.
all cos of joehan and his HAHAHA laughter lar.
=X


hmm, then had trg.
timing sucked lar.
as usual.
i seriously suck at running.

but had fun being with the girls.
keli had to leave early for vball.
then the rest of us played vball.
it was damn funny and fun. x)



back home.
self-directed learning for differentiation.
and i taught myself nothing much i guess.
zzz!



ohyahs,
i realised some things are beyond our control.
i'm sure lisi totally agree. x)
we just have to keep going.
we just have to be stronger.
and i know girl, we both can do it.
jiayou!



to lisi, keli, yinlam and evelyn:
we only have a strength of 5. but i know we are the best. whatever route awaits before us, we're gonna do it as a TEAM. we've got dreams we've yet to accomplished. we're the champions-to-be! =D




nights.




for all the things that i've no control over,
i know i'll have to be strong.
to the one above, thankyousoverymuch.

feeling lousy. just when i thought i had everything under control.
everything just came crashing down.
i really want to just get into a long long sleep.
and never wake up agn.



to the one above.
are u still watching over me?

i'm losing my hope and faith.
and these tears will drown me tonight.

whatever. went out with si.

some funny things that happened.

we were supposed to go plazasing.
then we took the travellator?!
lols.
we walked back in the end.

then i called evelyn.
she PICKED UP her phone lar.
i shld go buy 4D. lols.
but that's not the worse.
we need to buy yinlam's b'day cake.
guess wad?
she went to ask yinlam what cake she wans!
bengs x 2.

me and lisi pratically took the whole of NEL today.
lols.

my team is really comical.
ahhas!



alrights.
i better go rest now.
nights.

i'msorry. cos he's still the one.
and i cant let you in.


supposed to meet si tday.
then after that cancelled.

then she just sms-ed me agn.
and we're going out agn.
lols. xD


okays.
i have to go start on my english hols assignment.
if not i'll really be so dead when sch starts on tues.
rahs!

and the stupid 7% gst starts tday.
zzz.
i know i'm like super random. =X



i'm going to sentosa tmr.
with teamaj'07.
i miss them like crazy.
lalalas. x))



takecare!




i know what i wan,
and you're not the one.
i'mreallysorry.

you girls rock. xD i had hell lot of fun today.
and i dun need to elaborate.
cos you girls know best.





RACHEL! CYNTHIA! KELI! YANLING! RUOEN!
you girls rock.
it's simply more than words. <3






and now!
some photos.




my very spastic captain, lisi!


my comic addict vice-captain, eveyln!


she's the on diet girl, keli!


she's the artist, yinlam!


and it's all of us! xD


yawns.
nights readers.

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