Saturday, June 30, 2007
keli's hse. xD
at keli's hse.
hehs.
xD
go gonna enjoy myself.
i love the girls. <3
then yesterday had vball gathering at my hse.
had much fun too.
nicenice.
lisi is like super funny.
she loves my pink dog.
and i took photo of her spastism.
shall blog the photo very soon.
xP
alrights.
better get going now.
bye.
hehs.
xD
go gonna enjoy myself.
i love the girls. <3
then yesterday had vball gathering at my hse.
had much fun too.
nicenice.
lisi is like super funny.
she loves my pink dog.
and i took photo of her spastism.
shall blog the photo very soon.
xP
alrights.
better get going now.
bye.
what we could have been, 4:15 PM.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
say goodbye.
super oldddd song.
but i heard it at mos burger tday.
and i'm remembered of such a nice song.
but i heard it at mos burger tday.
and i'm remembered of such a nice song.
Say Goodbye
-S Club 7
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
go youtube and search for it.
it's nice lar. x)
to cynthia, rachel and ruoen.
jiayou for tmr's lit and hist papers.
meeting hoiting for breakfast tmr.
and then vballers coming my hse.
i've always love it when i'm with my friends.
goodnight readers.
you are all too similar.
but i know the one that i've once loved,
is no longer here.
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
OVER.
yeah.
exam's over.
chem wasn't great as well.
chinese was okay.
had mos burger today.
with rachel, keli, cynthia, ruoen, yanling.
and we're going cynth's hse on sat.
i cant wait lar.
after that went home with jiaying.
we were talking about econs.
then i said the marker will die laughing at my funny and crappy ans.
and i randomly came up with..
"i think the teacher will write there 'U' are damn funny."
understand? LOL.
and jiaying says: hello to U.
pun effect works totally here.
i think i'm going to play audition.
havent played since the second last week of hols.
but before that..
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN to zhixin!
my best table mate. x)
jiayou, girl! xD
much loves.
time for games.
takecare.
what we could have been, 6:36 PM.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
so screwed.
fine,
i'm blogging.
cos i feel so screwed.
like wthell.
today was maths.
yes, i so wanted to pass maths.
and when i took the paper tday.
call it mental block.
i couldnt even do partial frac.
and then i skipped.
and it was binomial.
i did halfway and skipped it too.
i was like freaking demoralised.
and it was only question 3 lar.
but in the end.
i did manage to get the partial frac.
and the hence part i cant do lar.
i so screwed up maths tday.
and i so know i'll fail.
cos i didnt do ALOT.
and those that i do also wrong.
physics yesterday was bad too.
but i know it's not going to be 4/30 anymore.
cos i felt that i could do more qns.
and i'm so pissed with my mother.
is it like wrong to say maths was screwed tday?
she started nagging and all.
saying stuff like she's not going to see my teachers, cos even if she sees, she know she can do nothing.
like what's her problem?
i dun need her to tell me that in s'pore, you jolly well get some certs if not u can like go suck shit.
i know it better than her lar.
and it's not that i dun care.
why else wld i get so pekchek and sad over maths if i didnt bother.
i know my econs and physics are gonna be Us.
but i do care lar.
i'm not gonna get Us for Alvls.
and i obviously dun wan to.
so now i have like currently 3 Us.
tmr is chem and chi.
i'm really losing all my confidence and whatever.
i think i need to find time, sit down and reflect.
my life is such a waste now.
all these crapshit,
i've had enough.
whatever have become of me.
rahs.
as much as i dun wan to.
straight Us is coming my way.
i've got life to do.
i'm blogging.
cos i feel so screwed.
like wthell.
today was maths.
yes, i so wanted to pass maths.
and when i took the paper tday.
call it mental block.
i couldnt even do partial frac.
and then i skipped.
and it was binomial.
i did halfway and skipped it too.
i was like freaking demoralised.
and it was only question 3 lar.
but in the end.
i did manage to get the partial frac.
and the hence part i cant do lar.
i so screwed up maths tday.
and i so know i'll fail.
cos i didnt do ALOT.
and those that i do also wrong.
physics yesterday was bad too.
but i know it's not going to be 4/30 anymore.
cos i felt that i could do more qns.
and i'm so pissed with my mother.
is it like wrong to say maths was screwed tday?
she started nagging and all.
saying stuff like she's not going to see my teachers, cos even if she sees, she know she can do nothing.
like what's her problem?
i dun need her to tell me that in s'pore, you jolly well get some certs if not u can like go suck shit.
i know it better than her lar.
and it's not that i dun care.
why else wld i get so pekchek and sad over maths if i didnt bother.
i know my econs and physics are gonna be Us.
but i do care lar.
i'm not gonna get Us for Alvls.
and i obviously dun wan to.
so now i have like currently 3 Us.
tmr is chem and chi.
i'm really losing all my confidence and whatever.
i think i need to find time, sit down and reflect.
my life is such a waste now.
all these crapshit,
i've had enough.
whatever have become of me.
rahs.
as much as i dun wan to.
straight Us is coming my way.
i've got life to do.
what we could have been, 12:42 PM.
Monday, June 25, 2007
the JCTs.
the oh-so-wonderful holidays have officially ended.
and today is the start of the i-am-so-gonna-die jcts.
boohoos.
and soon official lessons are going to start.
wthell lar.
maybe i'll learn to love jc life a lil bit more.
hahs. xD
econs was so dead today.
elasticity really sucks so badly.
mrs ng is so gonna kill me lar. =X
gp was...
how do you rate a gp paper?
the 1st summary really is BLEH.
no points.
70 words and i decided to stop wasting time and go next qns.
zzz.
and my FAVOURITE physics is tmr.
and i really dun think i'll do well.
shitshitshit.
i so need mrchee.
only he can make me appreciate and do physics.
went home with jiaying tday.
i missed her so much lar. loves! <3
while rach, keli and yanling went for pepper lunch.
i'm envious of keli and yanling.
lols.
cos they got such nice timetable for the exams!
i better go back to my definations and calculations.
and see how i die tmr.
RAH!
doubt i'll blog till end of jcts.
so happy mugging people.
我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留
and today is the start of the i-am-so-gonna-die jcts.
boohoos.
and soon official lessons are going to start.
wthell lar.
maybe i'll learn to love jc life a lil bit more.
hahs. xD
econs was so dead today.
elasticity really sucks so badly.
mrs ng is so gonna kill me lar. =X
gp was...
how do you rate a gp paper?
the 1st summary really is BLEH.
no points.
70 words and i decided to stop wasting time and go next qns.
zzz.
and my FAVOURITE physics is tmr.
and i really dun think i'll do well.
shitshitshit.
i so need mrchee.
only he can make me appreciate and do physics.
went home with jiaying tday.
i missed her so much lar. loves! <3
while rach, keli and yanling went for pepper lunch.
i'm envious of keli and yanling.
lols.
cos they got such nice timetable for the exams!
i better go back to my definations and calculations.
and see how i die tmr.
RAH!
doubt i'll blog till end of jcts.
so happy mugging people.
我不想不愿不去承认我的执著
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留
what we could have been, 10:06 PM.
emoemo.
yawns.
nothing's going in for now.
going off soon.
was okay for quite sometime.
and just the day before jct.
i'm here emo-ing.
boohoos.
emo+sick+studies.
someone help me do some maths.
rahs.
to my fellow great friends out there,
jiayou and all the best!
plenty of goodlucks to myself.
cos i'm so in need of them.
nights.
i need you so badly here tonight.
nothing's going in for now.
going off soon.
was okay for quite sometime.
and just the day before jct.
i'm here emo-ing.
boohoos.
emo+sick+studies.
someone help me do some maths.
rahs.
to my fellow great friends out there,
jiayou and all the best!
plenty of goodlucks to myself.
cos i'm so in need of them.
nights.
i need you so badly here tonight.
what we could have been, 1:11 AM.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
after this, i'll set things right.
still sick.
boos.
tummy still hurts.
but at least fever's gone.
tmr's exams already.
yet, i dun have the anxiety.
normally,
i'll freak out.
start memorising and all.
doing one million stuff even if it's last minute,
just to get somemore stuff into my brain.
and now.
i'm still reading and trying to understanding econs.
and it's own time own target,
when tmr's econs already.
zzz.
yesyes.
i hate jc life.
but i'm still determined to do well,
score reasonably good results,
and get into NUS.
maybe after getting back all my Es and Us after jcts,
i'll start getting the message to study.
i'll just flunk this rubbishy jct.
and let all the teachers scream at me.
and after all these, i'll start things the correct way.
cos jc life is all abt mugging and wishing you dun have to.
i missed all my aj vball seniors all of a sudden.
and thus, a photo of some of them on the left column.
jiayou for your upcoming A lvls.
i like some of the really great friends i made in aj.
and i like vball here in aj.
i do find joy in my class.
but i just dun like the life.
yea.. it pretty much sucks a hell out of me.
lalalas.
okays.
i shall try and cont. my econs.
takecare.
if i'm having an exam on you.
perhaps, i'ld have done pretty well.
cos it's like you're always on my mind.
but then agn, maybe not.
boos.
tummy still hurts.
but at least fever's gone.
tmr's exams already.
yet, i dun have the anxiety.
normally,
i'll freak out.
start memorising and all.
doing one million stuff even if it's last minute,
just to get some
and now.
i'm still reading and trying to understanding econs.
and it's own time own target,
when tmr's econs already.
zzz.
yesyes.
i hate jc life.
but i'm still determined to do well,
score reasonably good results,
and get into NUS.
maybe after getting back all my Es and Us after jcts,
i'll start getting the message to study.
i'll just flunk this rubbishy jct.
and let all the teachers scream at me.
and after all these, i'll start things the correct way.
cos jc life is all abt mugging and wishing you dun have to.
i missed all my aj vball seniors all of a sudden.
and thus, a photo of some of them on the left column.
jiayou for your upcoming A lvls.
i like some of the really great friends i made in aj.
and i like vball here in aj.
i do find joy in my class.
but i just dun like the life.
yea.. it pretty much sucks a hell out of me.
lalalas.
okays.
i shall try and cont. my econs.
takecare.
if i'm having an exam on you.
perhaps, i'ld have done pretty well.
cos it's like you're always on my mind.
but then agn, maybe not.
what we could have been, 4:03 PM.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
boohoos.
okays.
before i start my entry.
here's nelson's test,
go take it. x)
Create your own Friend Test here
i woke up and vomitted this morning.
total eewks.
so i went to see doc.
and i'm having food poisoning.
which is a SAD case. x(
my tummy hurts like dunno what lar.
and the doc had to inject me.
cos he said i would vomit out my medicine.
yes, it's that pathetic.
and my poor fish died tday.
it was so sudden.
i've had it since i was pri. sch.
its partner died 1 year or so ago.
rest in peace..
my tummy's hurting agn.
F lar.
before i start my entry.
here's nelson's test,
go take it. x)
Create your own Friend Test here
i woke up and vomitted this morning.
total eewks.
so i went to see doc.
and i'm having food poisoning.
which is a SAD case. x(
my tummy hurts like dunno what lar.
and the doc had to inject me.
cos he said i would vomit out my medicine.
yes, it's that pathetic.
and my poor fish died tday.
it was so sudden.
i've had it since i was pri. sch.
its partner died 1 year or so ago.
rest in peace..
my tummy's hurting agn.
F lar.
what we could have been, 4:59 PM.
x(
boos.
i'm feeling so terrible.
not that i dun wanna sleep lar.
but the moment i close my eyes.
i feel my head spinning.
like wthell.
and i didnt manage to read any econs.
like how to?
when your head's hurting like mad.
and all you wan to do is just lay and rest.
shit crap.
arghs. x(
suddenly i miss jiaying so much.
i havent seen her for so long.
got so much to rant to her.
boohoos.
i might as well die.
cos being sick sucks.
and having to study when i'm sick sucks even more.
when the stuff you're studying is midyears, it's the worst.
yea, so tell me what's next?
nights.
and deep inside, my tears i'll drown
i'm feeling so terrible.
not that i dun wanna sleep lar.
but the moment i close my eyes.
i feel my head spinning.
like wthell.
and i didnt manage to read any econs.
like how to?
when your head's hurting like mad.
and all you wan to do is just lay and rest.
shit crap.
arghs. x(
suddenly i miss jiaying so much.
i havent seen her for so long.
got so much to rant to her.
boohoos.
i might as well die.
cos being sick sucks.
and having to study when i'm sick sucks even more.
when the stuff you're studying is midyears, it's the worst.
yea, so tell me what's next?
nights.
and deep inside, my tears i'll drown
what we could have been, 12:40 AM.
Friday, June 22, 2007
sick.
my body decides to fall ill NOW.
down with fever. x(
and i'm supposed to start econs tonight.
i might as well go bang wall and die.
shitty.
i hate getting fever.
cos my head keeps spinning.
and my whole body feels like jelly.
and i lose all my appetite.
I'M FEELING LOUSY. x'(
f this stupid fever which comes two days before my exam.
the more i dun feel like taking jcts now.
fff!
bless my soul tonight.
takecare to myself.
rahs.
down with fever. x(
and i'm supposed to start econs tonight.
i might as well go bang wall and die.
shitty.
i hate getting fever.
cos my head keeps spinning.
and my whole body feels like jelly.
and i lose all my appetite.
I'M FEELING LOUSY. x'(
f this stupid fever which comes two days before my exam.
the more i dun feel like taking jcts now.
fff!
bless my soul tonight.
takecare to myself.
rahs.
what we could have been, 8:23 PM.
before the emo me sets in.
went sentosa tday.
along with si, mel, xy, yl and eve.
saw my juniors.
and man,
i only know half of them now.
i think i'm getting old.
like wthell!
i think i've grown darker.
lols.
and we celebrated yinlam's b'day.
me and evelyn are quite pro at hiding things i realised.
hahs.
okays.
i've watched surf's up.
not say not nice.
it's abit plain and well.. cartoonish? =X
not worth the money to watch.
and i watched it for free anyway.
hahs. xD
watch Fantastic Four lar.
and look out for jessica alba and chris evans.
wahahahas.
i finally know why thina loved jessica alba.
random-ing here. =X
ohyah.
was talking to zhixin.
random chats.
i miss sitting beside her.
i miss our lameness and crappiness.
you'll nvr be forgotten!
thanks alot. x)
loves.
okayy.
super tired.
better go off before the emo virus strikes me agn.
nights.
people change.
and i think i dont know you anymore.
along with si, mel, xy, yl and eve.
saw my juniors.
and man,
i only know half of them now.
i think i'm getting old.
like wthell!
i think i've grown darker.
lols.
and we celebrated yinlam's b'day.
me and evelyn are quite pro at hiding things i realised.
hahs.
okays.
i've watched surf's up.
not say not nice.
it's abit plain and well.. cartoonish? =X
not worth the money to watch.
and i watched it for free anyway.
hahs. xD
watch Fantastic Four lar.
and look out for jessica alba and chris evans.
wahahahas.
i finally know why thina loved jessica alba.
random-ing here. =X
ohyah.
was talking to zhixin.
random chats.
i miss sitting beside her.
i miss our lameness and crappiness.
you'll nvr be forgotten!
thanks alot. x)
loves.
okayy.
super tired.
better go off before the emo virus strikes me agn.
nights.
people change.
and i think i dont know you anymore.
what we could have been, 1:33 AM.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
i hate mugging. x(
rahs.
i hate having to mug.
cos it's horrible.
okay, who loves it anyway?
>.<
i cant finish chem tonight lar.
rahs.
some random quiz.
go try too.
hehs.
okay,
i'm going nuts studying chem.
and i think nothing is going in.
ahh... F!
and it sucks being all alone in this lonely night.
zzz.
i hate having to mug.
cos it's horrible.
okay, who loves it anyway?
>.<
i cant finish chem tonight lar.
rahs.
I feel loved when...
The Five Love Languages
My Primary Love Language is Quality Time
| My Detailed Results: | |
|---|---|
| Quality Time: | 9 |
| Physical Touch: | 6 |
| Acts of Service: | 6 |
| Words of Affirmation: | 5 |
| Receiving Gifts: | 4 |
About this quiz
Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.
Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.
Take the Quiz!
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some random quiz.
go try too.
hehs.
okay,
i'm going nuts studying chem.
and i think nothing is going in.
ahh... F!
and it sucks being all alone in this lonely night.
zzz.
what we could have been, 3:03 AM.
i so love 404'06!
met up with my fellow OLE-ians.
we so rock lar.
lalalas. xD
11/13 boys came.
10/25 girls came.
all in total,
21/38 OLE-ians came.
had pizzahut.
then went to somewhere near peiyen's hse.
girls gossiped and chatted.
boys as usual kicked soccer.
we've had fun.
i dunno when we're like gonna meet up agn.
i'm really missing those days.
404 rocks.
and i love all my fellow OLE-ians.
<3
anyways,
Create your own Friend Test here
go take my test.
i think it's like super easy.
so pls at least pass.
hahs! xD
i really dun wan to take midyears.
say BOO to midyrs.
i'm proud to say i'm from xinmin sec and was once from 404'06. cos we've been through so much. those fun, laughter, sorrow and tears.. these friendships i wont forget. we've gone thru the Os. we're strong and i know we can make it in whatever we do in the future. we're gonna be the best, go OLE-ians! xD
if only we could turn back time.
we so rock lar.
lalalas. xD
11/13 boys came.
10/25 girls came.
all in total,
21/38 OLE-ians came.
had pizzahut.
then went to somewhere near peiyen's hse.
girls gossiped and chatted.
boys as usual kicked soccer.
we've had fun.
i dunno when we're like gonna meet up agn.
i'm really missing those days.
404 rocks.
and i love all my fellow OLE-ians.
<3
anyways,
Create your own Friend Test here
go take my test.
i think it's like super easy.
so pls at least pass.
hahs! xD
i really dun wan to take midyears.
say BOO to midyrs.
i'm proud to say i'm from xinmin sec and was once from 404'06. cos we've been through so much. those fun, laughter, sorrow and tears.. these friendships i wont forget. we've gone thru the Os. we're strong and i know we can make it in whatever we do in the future. we're gonna be the best, go OLE-ians! xD
if only we could turn back time.
what we could have been, 1:03 AM.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
BACK.
rahs.
back in s'pore.
KL was not bad.
i like the hotel.
it's like super nice and cool.
hahs. xD
and the best part was..
i watched FANTASTIC FOUR at only 5bucks!
and i think it's nice.
hehs.
jessica alba is like damn freakin' hot.
and chris evans look pretty handsome in that movie.
nicenice. x))
i'll update agn tmr.
tired.
ohyea.
and i love my dearest jiaying.
JIAYOU! <3
nights!
back in s'pore.
KL was not bad.
i like the hotel.
it's like super nice and cool.
hahs. xD
and the best part was..
i watched FANTASTIC FOUR at only 5bucks!
and i think it's nice.
hehs.
jessica alba is like damn freakin' hot.
and chris evans look pretty handsome in that movie.
nicenice. x))
i'll update agn tmr.
tired.
ohyea.
and i love my dearest jiaying.
JIAYOU! <3
nights!
what we could have been, 11:34 PM.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
where the night is my day.
cant sleep.
cant sleep.
cant sleep.
i'm supposed to wake up at 5.30.
and it's going to 3 now.
the love we've once shared. something we can only look back and hold close to our hearts. yes, i know i've been silly.
but is it that we weren't meant to be? or is the love there, but we're both too unsure and afraid of? are we both moving on and sure there're no regrets?
but at least, i know we're both getting along with life.
say you love me one more time.
make it one last time.
nights.
cant sleep.
cant sleep.
i'm supposed to wake up at 5.30.
and it's going to 3 now.
the love we've once shared. something we can only look back and hold close to our hearts. yes, i know i've been silly.
but is it that we weren't meant to be? or is the love there, but we're both too unsure and afraid of? are we both moving on and sure there're no regrets?
but at least, i know we're both getting along with life.
say you love me one more time.
make it one last time.
nights.
what we could have been, 2:37 AM.
Friday, June 15, 2007
ain't no perfect.
some photos to start off.
hehs.
so here goes:
AISHAH! my sweet one.
SEEHOON! my tall one.
JIAYING! my cute one.
HOITING! my pretty one.
ALL OF US! the loved ones. <3
ZHIXIN(left): the one who sits beside me.
MICHELLE(right): the very smart and sporty girl.
and ALL OF US.
and these are the huimin house's fan! xD
(keith's missing)
my dearest 404'06. the OLE-ians.
i'm missing y'all. x)
i shall not go into emo stuff.
like missing xinmin, my class, my friends.
let the XINMIN SPIRIT stay.
hmm.
was at home all day.
grounded.
ohwells,
slacked and packed my luggage.
going off for holiday tmr.
and i'll be back on tues.
then wed having class dinner.
thurs, going sentosa for xinmin vball camp.
yea,
so midyears are like sucha gone case.
*(&!#%^%&#$@!
and my new blog song is nice right?
i'm sure aishah rmb this song.
hehs.
tags!
MEL- i think i deserve more than 32416896 hugs. hahs. see you on the 21st! loves! xD
KELI- so coincidental to see u that day. i know we're fated. hahs. girls rock!
KAHLOON- my new blogskin is nicer than you. lalalas.
WENBIN- it's funny. x( and thanks, i'll cheerup. it's 1.5years more. we can do it! gogogo!
DARYL- so paiseh. i cant make it tday with huiqi, jerlyn and you. anyways, JIAYOU!
AISHAH- i love you, girl. thanks for making my day. stay sweet! x)
SEEHOON- yups, really enjoyed myself. we'll keep meeting up. LOVES! x)
okays.
it's such a long post.
rahs.
i'll miss all of you.
takecare readers! x)
we both know this too well.
let's watch this love pass.
hehs.
so here goes:
AISHAH! my sweet one.
SEEHOON! my tall one.
JIAYING! my cute one.
HOITING! my pretty one.
ALL OF US! the loved ones. <3
ZHIXIN(left): the one who sits beside me.
MICHELLE(right): the very smart and sporty girl.
and ALL OF US.
and these are the huimin house's fan! xD
(keith's missing)
my dearest 404'06. the OLE-ians.
i'm missing y'all. x)
i shall not go into emo stuff.
like missing xinmin, my class, my friends.
let the XINMIN SPIRIT stay.
hmm.
was at home all day.
grounded.
ohwells,
slacked and packed my luggage.
going off for holiday tmr.
and i'll be back on tues.
then wed having class dinner.
thurs, going sentosa for xinmin vball camp.
yea,
so midyears are like sucha gone case.
*(&!#%^%&#$@!
and my new blog song is nice right?
i'm sure aishah rmb this song.
hehs.
tags!
MEL- i think i deserve more than 32416896 hugs. hahs. see you on the 21st! loves! xD
KELI- so coincidental to see u that day. i know we're fated. hahs. girls rock!
KAHLOON- my new blogskin is nicer than you. lalalas.
WENBIN- it's funny. x( and thanks, i'll cheerup. it's 1.5years more. we can do it! gogogo!
DARYL- so paiseh. i cant make it tday with huiqi, jerlyn and you. anyways, JIAYOU!
AISHAH- i love you, girl. thanks for making my day. stay sweet! x)
SEEHOON- yups, really enjoyed myself. we'll keep meeting up. LOVES! x)
okays.
it's such a long post.
rahs.
i'll miss all of you.
takecare readers! x)
I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you
we both know this too well.
let's watch this love pass.
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
hmm..
done studying.
so gonna zzz soon.
so gonna zzz soon.
you dont have to be
perfect.
to her, you are
perfection.
you dont need to
impress her.
she's already fallen for
you.
just love her.
that's all you have got to do.
i'm nocturnal for nuts.
$#&%^$(%!
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start.
Runnin' in circles, Chasin' up Tails
Comin' back as we are
i hate it when i'm missing you.
what we could have been, 2:20 AM.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
yippees!
i met my sec4's girlfriends.
aishah, seehoon, hoiting and jiaying rocks.
we met
we took neoprints.
we window shopped.
we walked.
we talked.
we drank starbucks.
we met zhixin and michelle!
yesyes.
we met them.
so..
we had dinner.
we talked.
we walked.
we went home.
i've got so many pictures lar.
and i'm in a rush now.
but anyways..
u can catch most of them at seehoon's blog!
i really miss 404 so much.
may this bond and love stay in all of us.
MUCH LOVES!
404! OLE-ians.
please take note!
class dinner will be at compass pizza hut at 6, next wed(20JUNE)!
miss y'all! x)
i think i'm having midyears in less than 2 weeks time.
arghs.
i'm kinda in the i-dun-wanna-care-abt-midyears mood.
LOLS!
but i shall still study lar.
BYE!
aishah, seehoon, hoiting and jiaying rocks.
we met
we took neoprints.
we window shopped.
we walked.
we talked.
we drank starbucks.
we met zhixin and michelle!
yesyes.
we met them.
so..
we had dinner.
we talked.
we walked.
we went home.
i've got so many pictures lar.
and i'm in a rush now.
but anyways..
u can catch most of them at seehoon's blog!
i really miss 404 so much.
may this bond and love stay in all of us.
MUCH LOVES!
404! OLE-ians.
please take note!
class dinner will be at compass pizza hut at 6, next wed(20JUNE)!
miss y'all! x)
i think i'm having midyears in less than 2 weeks time.
arghs.
i'm kinda in the i-dun-wanna-care-abt-midyears mood.
LOLS!
but i shall still study lar.
BYE!
what we could have been, 12:56 PM.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
OVER-blogging!
oh god.
i think i'm OVER-blogging.
yesyes.
i am.
okay.
so let's make this short.
went out with daryl to study tday.
okay.. i'm like late agn.
stupid kahloon says i'm not trying hard enough.
zzz!
nvm.
so i managed to complete my series and summation.
hehs.
not bad ehs?
and daryl kinda got stuck with a maths qns.
hahs.
then i met rachel for dinner.
we had sumo hse. x)
and keli met up with us for awhile.
after that, both of them went tuition.
and i went home.
slack around.
and here i am.
lols.
and nelson is nice today.
hehs.
he gave me studying tips. xD
thanks!
alrights.
i'm going off.
nights readers!
p.s.
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
i think i'm OVER-blogging.
yesyes.
i am.
okay.
so let's make this short.
went out with daryl to study tday.
okay.. i'm like late agn.
stupid kahloon says i'm not trying hard enough.
zzz!
nvm.
so i managed to complete my series and summation.
hehs.
not bad ehs?
and daryl kinda got stuck with a maths qns.
hahs.
then i met rachel for dinner.
we had sumo hse. x)
and keli met up with us for awhile.
after that, both of them went tuition.
and i went home.
slack around.
and here i am.
lols.
and nelson is nice today.
hehs.
he gave me studying tips. xD
thanks!
alrights.
i'm going off.
nights readers!
p.s.
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
I SO DUN WAN TO STUDY!
what we could have been, 12:03 AM.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i think it's supposed to be like this.
went to sch for trg.
finally some official trg.
vball rocks lar. x)
then had 1.2km run.
plus gym.
totally worn out.
then ask misslam and misslee qns.
they're such nice teachers. xD
i'll miss both of you!
saw yanling and rachel.
ohman, i miss them lar.
and i finally got to see them
loves.
hmm..
after that went mac and study with keli and si.
the mac is nice lar.
quite cosy.
hahs.
back home.
slack slack slack.
rahs! x(
last week xubin is out.
this week wilson.
the two whom i think is shuai both out lar.
zzz.
but at least benjamin's still in.
i felt that he sang well tday.
hehs. =D
alrights.
i dunno how i'm gonna do my midyears.
i really feel like dying right now.
stupid stupid stupid. >.<
i think i keep getting into emo stage.
like wthell.
gonna meet daryl to mug tmr.
i better go get some sleep.
nights.
and yes,
HUANG JIE IS MISSED BY ME.
the girl that bullies me. rahs! xP
i thought things wld turn for the better. but then agn, i dunno. cos though i've left, the pain's still there. when is all these going to end? why did everything turn out this way? and it's not like i'm not trying. i've been giving my best. sometimes, i really feel like crap. all these shit are killing me. mentally drained...
finally some official trg.
vball rocks lar. x)
then had 1.2km run.
plus gym.
totally worn out.
then ask misslam and misslee qns.
they're such nice teachers. xD
i'll miss both of you!
saw yanling and rachel.
ohman, i miss them lar.
and i finally got to see them
loves.
hmm..
after that went mac and study with keli and si.
the mac is nice lar.
quite cosy.
hahs.
back home.
slack slack slack.
rahs! x(
last week xubin is out.
this week wilson.
the two whom i think is shuai both out lar.
zzz.
but at least benjamin's still in.
i felt that he sang well tday.
hehs. =D
alrights.
i dunno how i'm gonna do my midyears.
i really feel like dying right now.
stupid stupid stupid. >.<
i think i keep getting into emo stage.
like wthell.
gonna meet daryl to mug tmr.
i better go get some sleep.
nights.
and yes,
HUANG JIE IS MISSED BY ME.
the girl that bullies me. rahs! xP
i thought things wld turn for the better. but then agn, i dunno. cos though i've left, the pain's still there. when is all these going to end? why did everything turn out this way? and it's not like i'm not trying. i've been giving my best. sometimes, i really feel like crap. all these shit are killing me. mentally drained...
what we could have been, 12:04 AM.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
headache!
wahlaos.
my headache is killing me.
plus i was trying to do maths.
and apparently,
the questions are killing me also.
zzz!
talking to calvin.
been ages since i last talk to him.
he was MIA during the last bball session.
hahs.
then we started talking abt jcs.
seems like no matter what jc u go to.
it's gonna be the same.
jc life just sucks. x(
1.5 more years to go.
to all my fellow friends,
hang in there!
okay.
i've got to go sch tmr.
better get some rest tonight.
nights.
i think i'm doing fine.
my headache is killing me.
plus i was trying to do maths.
and apparently,
the questions are killing me also.
zzz!
talking to calvin.
been ages since i last talk to him.
he was MIA during the last bball session.
hahs.
then we started talking abt jcs.
seems like no matter what jc u go to.
it's gonna be the same.
jc life just sucks. x(
1.5 more years to go.
to all my fellow friends,
hang in there!
okay.
i've got to go sch tmr.
better get some rest tonight.
nights.
i think i'm doing fine.
what we could have been, 11:48 PM.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
PICTURES! =D
lazy to type.
so here are some recent photos! x)
aishah and seehoon!
my very great buddies. =D
happy happy us!
and..
emo emo us!
and then followed by the girls...
who share the same passion as me.
we kinda used 20cents to play this.
LOLS!
CANDID shot.
i tried to act like sir stanford raffles. lols.
my dearest team-mates!
this friendship will nvr end. =)
this friendship will nvr end. =)
and i cut my hair.
rahs.
it's DAMN short.
BEFORE!
AFTER!
weixun say i look like missyeo!
boohoos. x(
and i took another random photo agn.
i think it's nice. xD
causeway point's mac.
hehs.
i love random stuff.
xD
anyways..
i watched shrek3 with my family tday.
dman FUNNY can.
lols.
hmm,
thina ask me to plan 404 dinner.
initially still tell me wad go jurong swimming pool!
lols.
i shall go discuss with jiaying and the rest.
404! i miss y'all! x(
jiaying's coming over my hse next week.
to mug, watch movie and chat.
missing you girl! <3
that's all for tonight.
sweet dreams.
the pain u've inflicted on me.
you never knew.
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Friday, June 08, 2007
let this be the last time..
tell me,
when your heart says to stay,
and your logic says to go,
what do you do?
so many times,
i've gave in to my heart.
this time round,
i really dun wan to.
i'm sad.
because those vivid memories keep coming back.
and wanting to let go,
means having to put this memories away.
sports day.
tuition.
chalet.
promnight.
midyears.
chalet.
eastcoastpark.
midyears.
prelim.
olevels.
if i go on..
it will nvr end.
i really wish i didnt have to put all these memories away.
goodbye to these memories.
goodbye to this love.
goodbye to you.
till the day come,
when i can relive these memories.
they'll be somewhere deep inside.
dun make me a fool.
look inside you,
and tell me if you still love me.
cos as much as u're sad.
i'm sad.
last goodbye.
when your heart says to stay,
and your logic says to go,
what do you do?
so many times,
i've gave in to my heart.
this time round,
i really dun wan to.
i'm sad.
because those vivid memories keep coming back.
and wanting to let go,
means having to put this memories away.
sports day.
tuition.
chalet.
promnight.
midyears.
chalet.
eastcoastpark.
midyears.
prelim.
olevels.
if i go on..
it will nvr end.
i really wish i didnt have to put all these memories away.
goodbye to these memories.
goodbye to this love.
goodbye to you.
till the day come,
when i can relive these memories.
they'll be somewhere deep inside.
dun make me a fool.
look inside you,
and tell me if you still love me.
cos as much as u're sad.
i'm sad.
last goodbye.
what we could have been, 8:52 PM.
where is everyone? boos.
arghs.
somehow, audition is deleted from the laptop.
and i so wanted to talk to someone.
and nobody is free.
kahloon is having lessons.
jiaying is not at home.
keli is watching movie.
rahs. x(
okay good.
talking to mel now.
lalalas.
alrights.
i shall go off now.
concentrate and talk to mel.
are you playing with me?
i dunno.
tell me.
somehow, audition is deleted from the laptop.
and i so wanted to talk to someone.
and nobody is free.
kahloon is having lessons.
jiaying is not at home.
keli is watching movie.
rahs. x(
okay good.
talking to mel now.
lalalas.
alrights.
i shall go off now.
concentrate and talk to mel.
are you playing with me?
i dunno.
tell me.
what we could have been, 3:29 PM.
nocturnal. -.-"
it's like gonna be 4 already.
yesyes.
4A.M.
and i'm so glad mel's here with me.
we're nocturnal i think!
hahs. x)
ohyahs.
and i found a new blogskin.
after viewing so many until my eyes are popping out!
kahloon!
i did change my blogskin afterall.
blehs. xP
pls comment on this blog.
which i think i use 15 mins to refine.
and 2 hours to search! >.< !
oh whatever!
econs lecture is BORING.
but meeting my girls are FUN!
lisi,mel,yinlam,evelyn,xuyuan!
you girls are booked next thurs too. xP
rachel is finally coming back tmr.
talked with her and keli just now.
i feel so fortunate to have such great friends.
to the both of you: KEEP SMILING! =D
okay,
i've been guai these few days.
my studying mood is on the rise.
x)
okay.
i better stop here.
cos i think i'm rattling off already.
lols.
NIGHTS.
w/o you,
i'm gonna be just fine.
yesyes.
4A.M.
and i'm so glad mel's here with me.
we're nocturnal i think!
hahs. x)
ohyahs.
and i found a new blogskin.
after viewing so many until my eyes are popping out!
kahloon!
i did change my blogskin afterall.
blehs. xP
pls comment on this blog.
which i think i use 15 mins to refine.
and 2 hours to search! >.< !
oh whatever!
econs lecture is BORING.
but meeting my girls are FUN!
lisi,mel,yinlam,evelyn,xuyuan!
you girls are booked next thurs too. xP
rachel is finally coming back tmr.
talked with her and keli just now.
i feel so fortunate to have such great friends.
to the both of you: KEEP SMILING! =D
okay,
i've been guai these few days.
my studying mood is on the rise.
x)
okay.
i better stop here.
cos i think i'm rattling off already.
lols.
NIGHTS.
w/o you,
i'm gonna be just fine.
what we could have been, 3:47 AM.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
060607; a new beginning.
went back xinmin.
i know it shld be the last place that i shld go.
but i still went there anyways.
so oh wells.
was late in meeting nelson!
paiseh.
and i managed to do maths.
hehs.
saw yuchuan, hongyou and huishan.
they had SL camp.
i so wan to camp in xms lar.
lols.
but anyways!
the BEST part was..
i met aishah and seehoon.
i call this fate.
and we ended up chatting and have fun tgt.
x)
then i met
samuel, murphy and melvin.
they had singapore team trg.
hehs.
a million thanks to:
nelson- for pei-ing me!
kahloon- for calling me!
rachel- for being there mentally and the countdown!
jiaying- for ur love and care!
aishah and seehoon- for having fun tgt!
keli- for your concern!
daryl- for your encouragements!
i wan to let my old friends know i NVR and WILL NVR forget y'all.
and to let my new friends know i'm ALWAYS here.
xinmin is where i call home.
<3
i heard gallant is having much fun.
so sorry i didnt get to join u guys.
but i do miss you all! x)
alrights,
i'm excited.
cos i'll be meeting the girls tmr.
=D
phew.
it's been a long day.
i shall give myself a pat on my own shoulders.
many nights i've prayed.
and now i'm saying goodbye.
i know it shld be the last place that i shld go.
but i still went there anyways.
so oh wells.
was late in meeting nelson!
paiseh.
and i managed to do maths.
hehs.
saw yuchuan, hongyou and huishan.
they had SL camp.
i so wan to camp in xms lar.
lols.
but anyways!
the BEST part was..
i met aishah and seehoon.
i call this fate.
and we ended up chatting and have fun tgt.
x)
then i met
samuel, murphy and melvin.
they had singapore team trg.
hehs.
a million thanks to:
nelson- for pei-ing me!
kahloon- for calling me!
rachel- for being there mentally and the countdown!
jiaying- for ur love and care!
aishah and seehoon- for having fun tgt!
keli- for your concern!
daryl- for your encouragements!
i wan to let my old friends know i NVR and WILL NVR forget y'all.
and to let my new friends know i'm ALWAYS here.
xinmin is where i call home.
<3
i heard gallant is having much fun.
so sorry i didnt get to join u guys.
but i do miss you all! x)
alrights,
i'm excited.
cos i'll be meeting the girls tmr.
=D
phew.
it's been a long day.
i shall give myself a pat on my own shoulders.
many nights i've prayed.
and now i'm saying goodbye.
what we could have been, 11:52 PM.
Monday, June 04, 2007
lazy!
shit lar.
i'm like freaking lazy.
zzz.
kahloon went offline to study lar.
and i told him i'm lazy to study.
like wthell? -.-!
hais.
i think i need some serious help.
my whole life is in complete mess.
like some fool.
x(
midyear, prelims, olvls.
you were there for me.
and now, it's another major exam.
yea.. w/o you.
emptiness. x(
i thought i was okay.
until tday when i know i'm not.
cos i'm still affected.
okays.
okays.
i think i'll start tmr.
nights.
turn around.
and i'll be there.
i'm like freaking lazy.
zzz.
kahloon went offline to study lar.
and i told him i'm lazy to study.
like wthell? -.-!
hais.
i think i need some serious help.
my whole life is in complete mess.
like some fool.
x(
midyear, prelims, olvls.
you were there for me.
and now, it's another major exam.
yea.. w/o you.
emptiness. x(
i thought i was okay.
until tday when i know i'm not.
cos i'm still affected.
okays.
okays.
i think i'll start tmr.
nights.
turn around.
and i'll be there.
what we could have been, 11:08 PM.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
i'm pig-ified.
shitman.
i keep wanting to slack.
diediedie.
some motivations pls? =X
lols.
woke up early morn to go lumjie's hse.
wahlao,
her hse is nice.
and her sofa is comfy lar.
not forgetting her ultra smart brother.
lols.
the main point is..
we completed our hopefully final draft 5!
hehs. xD
tmr got econs lecture.
yet to start on my hw.
i'm kinda dead.
ohwells!
lols.
the only excitement is having to go watch spiderman with ying tmr.
hahs.
cant wait girl! xD
ranted alot at daryl tday.
hahs.
i bet he's overloaded for the day.
but anyway, thanks!
i know u are shy. xP
lols.
some tags reply!
seehoon: so sad u watch spiderman3 already. lols. but me and jying also abit lag lar! lols. i'll go plan and inform u real soon. takecare girl..
mel: meeting up soon soon. and hint hint.. yinlam's bday coming. lols. miss you too! x)
kahloon: lols. i didnt miss u too anyway. lalalas. xP
wenbin: i'm BACK! but seems like u're gone agn. hehs. jiayoU! =D
keli: i hate running too. cos i cant run. blehs. nvm.. let's jiayou. see u tmr!
lirong: hahs. thanks. =) i have yet to tag at ur board. will go tag there soon.. =)
jerlyn: i'm efficient rmb? lols. we'll have some gallant meeting soon! =D
yilin: yups.. bball agn. but no more funny places. red court! lols. xP
daryl: lols. blur summore lar. xP u must be so proud of urself for appearing in my blog. hahs. pls help ur mom do hsework. =P
alrights.
nights readers..
to not remember,
is not to forget.
i keep wanting to slack.
diediedie.
some motivations pls? =X
lols.
woke up early morn to go lumjie's hse.
wahlao,
her hse is nice.
and her sofa is comfy lar.
not forgetting her ultra smart brother.
lols.
the main point is..
we completed our hopefully final draft 5!
hehs. xD
tmr got econs lecture.
yet to start on my hw.
i'm kinda dead.
ohwells!
lols.
the only excitement is having to go watch spiderman with ying tmr.
hahs.
cant wait girl! xD
ranted alot at daryl tday.
hahs.
i bet he's overloaded for the day.
but anyway, thanks!
i know u are shy. xP
lols.
some tags reply!
seehoon: so sad u watch spiderman3 already. lols. but me and jying also abit lag lar! lols. i'll go plan and inform u real soon. takecare girl..
mel: meeting up soon soon. and hint hint.. yinlam's bday coming. lols. miss you too! x)
kahloon: lols. i didnt miss u too anyway. lalalas. xP
wenbin: i'm BACK! but seems like u're gone agn. hehs. jiayoU! =D
keli: i hate running too. cos i cant run. blehs. nvm.. let's jiayou. see u tmr!
lirong: hahs. thanks. =) i have yet to tag at ur board. will go tag there soon.. =)
jerlyn: i'm efficient rmb? lols. we'll have some gallant meeting soon! =D
yilin: yups.. bball agn. but no more funny places. red court! lols. xP
daryl: lols. blur summore lar. xP u must be so proud of urself for appearing in my blog. hahs. pls help ur mom do hsework. =P
alrights.
nights readers..
to not remember,
is not to forget.
what we could have been, 10:33 PM.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
yawns.
it's been a hectic week.
and i'm tired.
gonna zzz real soon.
hahs.
thanks rachel!
for pei-ing me this afternoon..
very much appreciated.
no doubt my girlfriend.
xP
i managed to do some maths tday.
start of slowly 1st yea?
then slowly increase the pace.
i hope it's that way. =X!
my hair is getting super irritating already.
i think it's getting LONG.
time for haircut real soon.
hehs.
random abit,
i bought a new green marker tday.
i get happy when u buy new markers.
hahs. xD
alrights,
that fateful day is drawing nearer.
i dunno how i'm gonna go thru it.
but everything must have an end.
and it will be then.
i need some courage.
abit more for me to say goodbye.
nights reader. <3
and i'm tired.
gonna zzz real soon.
hahs.
thanks rachel!
for pei-ing me this afternoon..
very much appreciated.
no doubt my girlfriend.
xP
i managed to do some maths tday.
start of slowly 1st yea?
then slowly increase the pace.
i hope it's that way. =X!
my hair is getting super irritating already.
i think it's getting LONG.
time for haircut real soon.
hehs.
random abit,
i bought a new green marker tday.
i get happy when u buy new markers.
hahs. xD
alrights,
that fateful day is drawing nearer.
i dunno how i'm gonna go thru it.
but everything must have an end.
and it will be then.
i need some courage.
abit more for me to say goodbye.
nights reader. <3
what we could have been, 10:59 PM.
lalalas.
woke up early tday.
went out to play bball.
i still cant shoot for nuts.
blehs. =X
vincent and kenneth played against some other ppl.
while..
yilin, kahloon, weixun, wallace, clement and me played at some other place.
kinda enjoyed myself.
but the weather was super bad.
lols.
sweating like dunno wad.
then had lunch with them.
and i went home with weixun.
chatted somewhile and we both went our separate ways.
do meet up soon agn people! x)
now rachel is at my hse.
hahs.
she's having her beauty sleep on my comfortable bed.
xD
okays..
i shall go back to studying my ap gp.
i'm doing self-directed learning lo.
rahs!
takecare readers.
maybe i shouldnt even care.
oh, whdever!
went out to play bball.
i still cant shoot for nuts.
blehs. =X
vincent and kenneth played against some other ppl.
while..
yilin, kahloon, weixun, wallace, clement and me played at some other place.
kinda enjoyed myself.
but the weather was super bad.
lols.
sweating like dunno wad.
then had lunch with them.
and i went home with weixun.
chatted somewhile and we both went our separate ways.
do meet up soon agn people! x)
now rachel is at my hse.
hahs.
she's having her beauty sleep on my comfortable bed.
xD
okays..
i shall go back to studying my ap gp.
i'm doing self-directed learning lo.
rahs!
takecare readers.
maybe i shouldnt even care.
oh, whdever!
what we could have been, 5:23 PM.
stone-d.
woke up super early tday.
and i was still late for PT.
oops. =X
i completed my 2.4 at an outrageous timing.
and i'm so sorry to si.
cos she waited for me.
so we both got some lousy timing. =X
i'll try and run faster the next time.
then had maths lecture.
surprisingly, i was awake the whole while.
thanks to motivation food by keli and yanling.
=))
ohyahs,
our gpp is finally approved.
after wad seems like a million years.
phew.
good job ppl. x)
hmms..
chatted with daryl just now.
my very nice SI.
thanks boy. x)
and i'm not blur kays?
lols.
cheer up too! hehs.
let's plan some gallant outing soon.
i missing u guys already.
tmr gonna have bball with yilin they all.
yays!
ahhas.
but i dunno who's going actually. =X
after that, rachel's coming my hse.
hehs.
anticipating.
my outing with choojiaying is postponed to monday.
lol.
cant wait girl! =))
nights.
when emotions get the better of me.
boos.
and i was still late for PT.
oops. =X
i completed my 2.4 at an outrageous timing.
and i'm so sorry to si.
cos she waited for me.
so we both got some lousy timing. =X
i'll try and run faster the next time.
then had maths lecture.
surprisingly, i was awake the whole while.
thanks to motivation food by keli and yanling.
=))
ohyahs,
our gpp is finally approved.
after wad seems like a million years.
phew.
good job ppl. x)
hmms..
chatted with daryl just now.
my very nice SI.
thanks boy. x)
and i'm not blur kays?
lols.
cheer up too! hehs.
let's plan some gallant outing soon.
i missing u guys already.
tmr gonna have bball with yilin they all.
yays!
ahhas.
but i dunno who's going actually. =X
after that, rachel's coming my hse.
hehs.
anticipating.
my outing with choojiaying is postponed to monday.
lol.
cant wait girl! =))
nights.
when emotions get the better of me.
boos.
what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
