Tuesday, February 27, 2007
500th post.
This isn't a perfect world and people do get hurt,
you smile when you feel like crying,
you act like you're okay when you're falling apart inside and you let it go.
You move on, because there's nothing else you can do.
the worst is when ur mind says to let go,
but your heart wouldnt.
fiak.
what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
random.
got this for junjin's blog.
it's nice.
at least to me. =X
____________________________________
i don't know what to do about you
i wish that you were mine.
i wish you felt like i do
but i know i'm wasting my time.
so i sit here filling in the lines
lines of wasted rhyme.
should i say goodbye?
help me please, i need a sign.
i don't know what to say
'cause i've never felt this way.
i know it's not okay
but these feelings seem to stay.
and i don't know why you're with him
when you could be with me.
there's such immaculate perfection
that i'd like to help you see.
i wish you had tried.
i try not to believe.
you lied and i cried
as i cut way too deep.
so don't say you care
unless it's the truth.
i want to be there for you
and this poem's the proof.
i think i just might love you
and yeah i don't believe.
'cause even i'm not sure
when these thoughts were conceived.
i don't know what to do.
and all i know is that
the feeling i feel towards you.
baby they're more than real.
when i'm not there
they say you don't care.
you'll never even dare
and it's a pain i can't bear.
i'm begging you.
hoping for a chance.
i love you so much
and it's more than romance.
and every new day
i'm wasting away
.now i don't know what to say
cause this never felt okay.
but where were you?
when i fell.
nowhere near close
as far as i can tell.
so when the phone rings
my heart sings.
wishing it was you.
but then my heart stings
cause it isn't.
and what am i to do?
then my heart bleeds
and cuts form around my wrist.
i know your the one i need.
so why do you make me feel like this?
everyday without you
is a day i want to die.
i don't know how to tell you
that my pain is not a lie.
the pain i feel.
in my dreams
the kiss you give.
so real, it seems.
the lie i live
when i'm awake.
i'm left with a heart
you seem to break.
and i don't know what to say
i wish that you were mine.
i've never felt this way.
but am i wasting my time?
______________________
zzz.
slacked my weekends.
they say time will heal these wounds.
it's nice.
at least to me. =X
____________________________________
i don't know what to do about you
i wish that you were mine.
i wish you felt like i do
but i know i'm wasting my time.
so i sit here filling in the lines
lines of wasted rhyme.
should i say goodbye?
help me please, i need a sign.
i don't know what to say
'cause i've never felt this way.
i know it's not okay
but these feelings seem to stay.
and i don't know why you're with him
when you could be with me.
there's such immaculate perfection
that i'd like to help you see.
i wish you had tried.
i try not to believe.
you lied and i cried
as i cut way too deep.
so don't say you care
unless it's the truth.
i want to be there for you
and this poem's the proof.
i think i just might love you
and yeah i don't believe.
'cause even i'm not sure
when these thoughts were conceived.
i don't know what to do.
and all i know is that
the feeling i feel towards you.
baby they're more than real.
when i'm not there
they say you don't care.
you'll never even dare
and it's a pain i can't bear.
i'm begging you.
hoping for a chance.
i love you so much
and it's more than romance.
and every new day
i'm wasting away
.now i don't know what to say
cause this never felt okay.
but where were you?
when i fell.
nowhere near close
as far as i can tell.
so when the phone rings
my heart sings.
wishing it was you.
but then my heart stings
cause it isn't.
and what am i to do?
then my heart bleeds
and cuts form around my wrist.
i know your the one i need.
so why do you make me feel like this?
everyday without you
is a day i want to die.
i don't know how to tell you
that my pain is not a lie.
the pain i feel.
in my dreams
the kiss you give.
so real, it seems.
the lie i live
when i'm awake.
i'm left with a heart
you seem to break.
and i don't know what to say
i wish that you were mine.
i've never felt this way.
but am i wasting my time?
______________________
zzz.
slacked my weekends.
they say time will heal these wounds.
what we could have been, 10:04 PM.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
rahs.
tired.
shall make things short.
wed had PT.
2.4km plus conditioning.
bengs.
then jying, hting, nelson, jinkai and chongyang came my hse.
gambled. =X
tday.
had PE.
2+6 rounds.
with is equivalent to 3.2km.
omg lar. and remember i ran 2.4 yest? =X
then had training.
AHH. x(
and i'm so sorry to mrsng.
i'm freaking worn out.
and not going to do econs.
she's a nice tcher lar.
guilt-stricken.
nigel borrowed my forces lecture+tutorials.
and tml got lecture. i nvr do. >.<
zzz.
i'm slack can. tsk.
i owe han lao shi parents letter.
for ponning. =X
and miss pillei didnt punish me for ponning her physics.
merely concerned bah.
she's a nice person i supposed.
SEEYUEN!
after 2nd intake,
you jolly well not pon and be a good girl.
okays.
tml having cny dinner with vballers.
mr chua's treat.
lalalas. xD
TIRED.
going off now.
takecare ppl.
i'm still learning.
teach me.
shall make things short.
wed had PT.
2.4km plus conditioning.
bengs.
then jying, hting, nelson, jinkai and chongyang came my hse.
gambled. =X
tday.
had PE.
2+6 rounds.
with is equivalent to 3.2km.
omg lar. and remember i ran 2.4 yest? =X
then had training.
AHH. x(
and i'm so sorry to mrsng.
i'm freaking worn out.
and not going to do econs.
she's a nice tcher lar.
guilt-stricken.
nigel borrowed my forces lecture+tutorials.
and tml got lecture. i nvr do. >.<
zzz.
i'm slack can. tsk.
i owe han lao shi parents letter.
for ponning. =X
and miss pillei didnt punish me for ponning her physics.
merely concerned bah.
she's a nice person i supposed.
SEEYUEN!
after 2nd intake,
you jolly well not pon and be a good girl.
okays.
tml having cny dinner with vballers.
mr chua's treat.
lalalas. xD
TIRED.
going off now.
takecare ppl.
i'm still learning.
teach me.
what we could have been, 11:18 PM.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
random
people are flooding my hse.
okays, not exactly.
slightly exaggerated.
i know it's cny..
but,
let's get abit random.
the thing abt love,
is feelings.
and feelings come and go.
that's bad.
cos you nvr know when it'll come,
and when it'll go.
the point is,
u CANT force feelings.
u dun pray for it to come back,
cos it wont.
and neither do u beg for it to go,
cos it wont. duh.
it takes.. TIME.
eventually, it will go away.
or if u wan, it'll come back.
whether it's going to be 1 day,
or 1 week, or 1 month, or 1 year..
it depends on how strong that feeling is.
yada yada.
i'm talking nonsense now. >.<
moral of the story:
(esp to kahloon and anson,
okay okay, count myself in)
it takes time no matter how much ppl say.
CHEERUP. x)
okays, not exactly.
slightly exaggerated.
i know it's cny..
but,
let's get abit random.
the thing abt love,
is feelings.
and feelings come and go.
that's bad.
cos you nvr know when it'll come,
and when it'll go.
the point is,
u CANT force feelings.
u dun pray for it to come back,
cos it wont.
and neither do u beg for it to go,
cos it wont. duh.
it takes.. TIME.
eventually, it will go away.
or if u wan, it'll come back.
whether it's going to be 1 day,
or 1 week, or 1 month, or 1 year..
it depends on how strong that feeling is.
yada yada.
i'm talking nonsense now. >.<
moral of the story:
(esp to kahloon and anson,
okay okay, count myself in)
it takes time no matter how much ppl say.
CHEERUP. x)
what we could have been, 1:39 PM.
CNY.
cny day 2.
first stop to dad's fren's hse.
uncle guoming's son, weikang is CUTE.
and i played soccer with him.
lols.
and he's biased.
he only serves me and my bro.
he gave us jelly and sweets.
cos we played with him.
super cute. LOLs.
and victor's uncle son, gavin is shuai.
my DAD was going gaga over him.
and i can swear gavin's face was red lar.
lols. poor him.
then to gugu's hse.
her hse is BIG.
double-storey somemore. xD
her curry is NICE.
ahhas.
then played blackjack.
finally won much tday. x)
played till 11 then alot of them went off le.
but then, mom and dad went to victor's uncle hse.
so we had to wait for them to fetch us home.
left 6th gugu and his children and me and my bros.
lols.
yuanli is cute.
me and ahkai korkor was asking him he wad lvl.
then he say.. "pri.1"
after that his sis, jingyi said his "pri.2"
we were like.. huh?!
and yuanli replied, "cos i still 7yrs old mar."
me and ahkai korkor BENGs. lols.
he's like K2 size lar.
i have to admit kids are CUTE nowadays.
totally.
their innocence totally blow me off.
and i finally reach home at 1.10..
yawns.
shall go sleep.
cute edward is coming over tml. xD
lil' children totally ROCK.
takecare.
first stop to dad's fren's hse.
uncle guoming's son, weikang is CUTE.
and i played soccer with him.
lols.
and he's biased.
he only serves me and my bro.
he gave us jelly and sweets.
cos we played with him.
super cute. LOLs.
and victor's uncle son, gavin is shuai.
my DAD was going gaga over him.
and i can swear gavin's face was red lar.
lols. poor him.
then to gugu's hse.
her hse is BIG.
double-storey somemore. xD
her curry is NICE.
ahhas.
then played blackjack.
finally won much tday. x)
played till 11 then alot of them went off le.
but then, mom and dad went to victor's uncle hse.
so we had to wait for them to fetch us home.
left 6th gugu and his children and me and my bros.
lols.
yuanli is cute.
me and ahkai korkor was asking him he wad lvl.
then he say.. "pri.1"
after that his sis, jingyi said his "pri.2"
we were like.. huh?!
and yuanli replied, "cos i still 7yrs old mar."
me and ahkai korkor BENGs. lols.
he's like K2 size lar.
i have to admit kids are CUTE nowadays.
totally.
their innocence totally blow me off.
and i finally reach home at 1.10..
yawns.
shall go sleep.
cute edward is coming over tml. xD
lil' children totally ROCK.
takecare.
what we could have been, 1:33 AM.
Monday, February 19, 2007
CNY.
cny eve.
had reunion dinner.
my uncle/auntie came back from america.
and had a great feast at some restaurant.
nicenice.
then went ahma's hse gather.
edward is CUTE.
undeniably cute. =))
cny day 1.
went maternal ahma's hse.
was my ahma's bday as well.
nice one.
celebrated.
and received angpows. xD
and edward is cute..
"edward.. wad time u wake up tday?"
"i never wake up.."
"huh? why never wake up?"
"i never sleep." -LOLS.
"then wad did u do last night?"
"i also dunno" -double LOLs.
he's so damn freakin' adorable. xDD
then to my paternal ahma's hse.
CROWDED.
and all my cousins came.
imagine my ahma with NINE children.
and out of nine, eight are married with children.
just imagine.
and had massive gambling.
admit it, me, guoqiang korkor and shijie arent good gamblers.
oops.
guoqiang korkor is funny lar.
with his army hairstyle summore.
me and my bros nearly died laughing.
lizhen jiejie is nice.
and she's in NTU.
smart can.
i shall start thinking abt my future after cny. =D
cny is so nice.
when everyone gathers and talk.
i'm so loving every moment.
takecare all my relatives. xD
a brand new start to all.
and to me..
had reunion dinner.
my uncle/auntie came back from america.
and had a great feast at some restaurant.
nicenice.
then went ahma's hse gather.
edward is CUTE.
undeniably cute. =))
cny day 1.
went maternal ahma's hse.
was my ahma's bday as well.
nice one.
celebrated.
and received angpows. xD
and edward is cute..
"edward.. wad time u wake up tday?"
"i never wake up.."
"huh? why never wake up?"
"i never sleep." -LOLS.
"then wad did u do last night?"
"i also dunno" -double LOLs.
he's so damn freakin' adorable. xDD
then to my paternal ahma's hse.
CROWDED.
and all my cousins came.
imagine my ahma with NINE children.
and out of nine, eight are married with children.
just imagine.
and had massive gambling.
admit it, me, guoqiang korkor and shijie arent good gamblers.
oops.
guoqiang korkor is funny lar.
with his army hairstyle summore.
me and my bros nearly died laughing.
lizhen jiejie is nice.
and she's in NTU.
smart can.
i shall start thinking abt my future after cny. =D
cny is so nice.
when everyone gathers and talk.
i'm so loving every moment.
takecare all my relatives. xD
a brand new start to all.
and to me..
what we could have been, 1:16 AM.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
cos time keeps running,
and it'll nvr stop.
and girls,
thanks alot.
4 years with your around,
i've enjoyed.
as we all move on in our lives,
we may spend lesser time tgt.
but you girls have left me memories.
to lisi, mel, xuyuan, yinlam, evelyn,
i love you girls. <3
to my dearest XUYUAN,
hope you've enjoyed urself yesterday.
a sweet 17th ahead for you.
LOVES!
AJ cny concert by far is the nicest thing bahs.
and wushu is nice lar.
freakin' nice.
anyways,
zhanyuan crashed yest.
he maybe coming over bahs.
hope to see u around in 2nd intake. =)
ohyahs,
miss cai and mr chua both say i look guai.
which means..
they now know i'm not.
LOLs.
mr chua say i rattle alot.
oops.
better get going.
a happy cny to all! =)
and it'll nvr stop.
and girls,
thanks alot.
4 years with your around,
i've enjoyed.
as we all move on in our lives,
we may spend lesser time tgt.
but you girls have left me memories.
to lisi, mel, xuyuan, yinlam, evelyn,
i love you girls. <3
to my dearest XUYUAN,
hope you've enjoyed urself yesterday.
a sweet 17th ahead for you.
LOVES!
AJ cny concert by far is the nicest thing bahs.
and wushu is nice lar.
freakin' nice.
anyways,
zhanyuan crashed yest.
he maybe coming over bahs.
hope to see u around in 2nd intake. =)
ohyahs,
miss cai and mr chua both say i look guai.
which means..
they now know i'm not.
LOLs.
mr chua say i rattle alot.
oops.
better get going.
a happy cny to all! =)
what we could have been, 4:20 PM.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
back to school.
finally back in sch.
get to see all my friends agn.
though i really dislike studying la.
LOLs. >.<
thanks to all my friends.
received lots of valentine's gift.
michelle.
selina.
geraldine.
eugenia.
audrey.
xueshuang.
yilinong.
yilinma.
nelson.
weixun.
and for those i've missed.
sorry.
but still, THANKYOU. =D
well,
several of us pon-ed lessons tday.
typical us. =X
7 periods lo.
which is erm.. 3.5 hrs.
me and koksiong went to support xms vball team.
and the rest went to play pool.
lol.
dunno why lar.
nowadays damn no mood to attend lessons.
blehs.
i'll try and get the mood in soon.
hopefully..
anyways,
i feel that this year's competition..
not that competitive.
no atmosphere.
abit sians and dead lo. =X
me and koksiong went to be the linesman(spl?).
cos mr. ang asked us to.
kinda weird lar.
but nvm, we got ourselves ten bucks each. xD
then hongyao, melvin and yilin came to support too.
and we all felt it was DEAD. =X
okays..
xinmin boys got first for both B and C div.
and the girls got third for both B and C div.
ROCK ON.
and all the best for nationals. xD
had training today.
now i'm supposed to train defence.
which is receiving.
ohmygod lar.
cos i'm scared of balls.
and i'm really bad at receiving.
i miss setting somehow.
boos.
and we are going KOREA.
ohmyfreakingod.
it's soso gonna be nice lar.
i love those girls soso much.
and my room partner is evelyn. x)
anticipating!
ahhas.
random abit.. =X
i ran 2+6 rounds tday.
and i made it lar.
PRO. xD
tired.
gtg.
takecares. =)
i need to
ctrl+alt+del.
get to see all my friends agn.
though i really dislike studying la.
LOLs. >.<
thanks to all my friends.
received lots of valentine's gift.
michelle.
selina.
geraldine.
eugenia.
audrey.
xueshuang.
yilinong.
yilinma.
nelson.
weixun.
and for those i've missed.
sorry.
but still, THANKYOU. =D
well,
several of us pon-ed lessons tday.
typical us. =X
7 periods lo.
which is erm.. 3.5 hrs.
me and koksiong went to support xms vball team.
and the rest went to play pool.
lol.
dunno why lar.
nowadays damn no mood to attend lessons.
blehs.
i'll try and get the mood in soon.
hopefully..
anyways,
i feel that this year's competition..
not that competitive.
no atmosphere.
abit sians and dead lo. =X
me and koksiong went to be the linesman(spl?).
cos mr. ang asked us to.
kinda weird lar.
but nvm, we got ourselves ten bucks each. xD
then hongyao, melvin and yilin came to support too.
and we all felt it was DEAD. =X
okays..
xinmin boys got first for both B and C div.
and the girls got third for both B and C div.
ROCK ON.
and all the best for nationals. xD
had training today.
now i'm supposed to train defence.
which is receiving.
ohmygod lar.
cos i'm scared of balls.
and i'm really bad at receiving.
i miss setting somehow.
boos.
and we are going KOREA.
ohmyfreakingod.
it's soso gonna be nice lar.
i love those girls soso much.
and my room partner is evelyn. x)
anticipating!
ahhas.
random abit.. =X
i ran 2+6 rounds tday.
and i made it lar.
PRO. xD
tired.
gtg.
takecares. =)
i need to
ctrl+alt+del.
what we could have been, 10:59 PM.
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
blehs.
okays.
so it's valentine's day.
it's bad.
alrights, maybe not that bad.
crashed ny.
AGAIN.
the sch is nice lar.
and jiaying is nice to crash with me.
love her. xD
and weixun gave me and jying stuff.
thanks! x)
ANGS rock.
and jying and me are so guai.
we attended chinese lesson,
but we were doing other stuff.
i was doing physics.. and she was doing chem.
lols.
then we walk ard and slacked.
saw lotsa xinmins there.
esp. my darling zhixin.
thanks girl.. i'll be fine. x)
saw audrey..
and she gave me v'day pressie.
thanks.
and yilin too.
yingjie's chocs are nice. =)
and i saw hoon.
hugged her.
i miss 404'06.
sobs.
didnt stay for the carnival.
but i went yilin's hse to slack.
did kinematics there.
talk abit and left le.
numb.
cos there's a million things,
running thru my mind.
so it's valentine's day.
it's bad.
alrights, maybe not that bad.
crashed ny.
AGAIN.
the sch is nice lar.
and jiaying is nice to crash with me.
love her. xD
and weixun gave me and jying stuff.
thanks! x)
ANGS rock.
and jying and me are so guai.
we attended chinese lesson,
but we were doing other stuff.
i was doing physics.. and she was doing chem.
lols.
then we walk ard and slacked.
saw lotsa xinmins there.
esp. my darling zhixin.
thanks girl.. i'll be fine. x)
saw audrey..
and she gave me v'day pressie.
thanks.
and yilin too.
yingjie's chocs are nice. =)
and i saw hoon.
hugged her.
i miss 404'06.
sobs.
didnt stay for the carnival.
but i went yilin's hse to slack.
did kinematics there.
talk abit and left le.
numb.
cos there's a million things,
running thru my mind.
what we could have been, 6:35 PM.
the day.
ohwells.
it's twelve plus le.
which means to say.
valentine's day.
a happy happy day to all.
had a fun day.
met up with jinkai.
and then we went vivo.
then met up with nigel.
jinkai left cos he had to go pei serene.
then me and nigel waited for anson.
he's so nice.. cos we're supposed to meet at 2.30..
and he reached at 4.10.
hahs.
bought a new bottle.
it's nice. xD
and i got myself a new wallet.
mom's been pretty nice recently.
i think i splurge money when i'm down.
now i'm starting to get guilty.
but i still like my bottle and wallet.
ohyahs.
tml crashing ny with jying.
we need to rush tutorials lar.
SAD. =(
but i supposed we'll have fun.
then going out with vball girls.
i so love them.
when i see them so sad,
it reminds me of my own story.
and i cant help feeling so down all over agn.
dear god,
i've been such a strong girl.
please let me get pass this day.
i'm getting tired agn.
oh please,
i dun wan to start from zero agn.
hang in there, seeyuen.
it's twelve plus le.
which means to say.
valentine's day.
a happy happy day to all.
had a fun day.
met up with jinkai.
and then we went vivo.
then met up with nigel.
jinkai left cos he had to go pei serene.
then me and nigel waited for anson.
he's so nice.. cos we're supposed to meet at 2.30..
and he reached at 4.10.
hahs.
bought a new bottle.
it's nice. xD
and i got myself a new wallet.
mom's been pretty nice recently.
i think i splurge money when i'm down.
now i'm starting to get guilty.
but i still like my bottle and wallet.
ohyahs.
tml crashing ny with jying.
we need to rush tutorials lar.
SAD. =(
but i supposed we'll have fun.
then going out with vball girls.
i so love them.
when i see them so sad,
it reminds me of my own story.
and i cant help feeling so down all over agn.
dear god,
i've been such a strong girl.
please let me get pass this day.
i'm getting tired agn.
oh please,
i dun wan to start from zero agn.
hang in there, seeyuen.
what we could have been, 12:28 AM.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
zzz.
school's starting soon agn.
boohoos.
i need to try and finish up my chi. compo.
sians.
i havent touch chi for such a freakin' long time lo.
wonder how i'm going to complete a compo. =X
anyways,
was reading aishah's blog.
i totally agree.
maybe if i retake Os,
i'll do better.
but, seriously,
i've given it my best shot.
i've nvr studied liddat in my past 3 years plus.
and if it's a TEN,
then it's a TEN.
i think nigel is STILL sleeping.
pig. >.<
and he was supposed to cheer me and anson up.
nvmnvm.
jinkai is going now.
he shall do the job.
punggol pri. rocks too.
cos of the nicenice mates i've known.
i'm proud to say they're my 6 years-and-counting friends.
and xueling,
do come AJ.
i miss ya loads. x)
missangseeyuen,
stop wallowing in sorrow.
all your friends need you.
yesyes, gogogo. x))
boohoos.
i need to try and finish up my chi. compo.
sians.
i havent touch chi for such a freakin' long time lo.
wonder how i'm going to complete a compo. =X
anyways,
was reading aishah's blog.
i totally agree.
maybe if i retake Os,
i'll do better.
but, seriously,
i've given it my best shot.
i've nvr studied liddat in my past 3 years plus.
and if it's a TEN,
then it's a TEN.
i think nigel is STILL sleeping.
pig. >.<
and he was supposed to cheer me and anson up.
nvmnvm.
jinkai is going now.
he shall do the job.
punggol pri. rocks too.
cos of the nicenice mates i've known.
i'm proud to say they're my 6 years-and-counting friends.
and xueling,
do come AJ.
i miss ya loads. x)
missangseeyuen,
stop wallowing in sorrow.
all your friends need you.
yesyes, gogogo. x))
what we could have been, 11:21 AM.
cheerup..
B'girls'07,
steady ACE!
they won sembawang tday.
me, yl, eve, si, mel, fel went down.
it was worth it.
cont. to jiayou, girls! xD
i've been pretty fan over JAE.
TJC had been tempting.
really really.
but i've decided on AJC.
yups, final.
to kahloon and anson,
do cheerup.
we'll get through it somehow.
=)
anyways,
going out with nigel and anson tml.
i miss them.
let's hope nigel will cheer me and anson up.
in moments like this,
i really hope i know wad to do.
maybe i do.
go, SEEYUEN! =)
steady ACE!
they won sembawang tday.
me, yl, eve, si, mel, fel went down.
it was worth it.
cont. to jiayou, girls! xD
i've been pretty fan over JAE.
TJC had been tempting.
really really.
but i've decided on AJC.
yups, final.
to kahloon and anson,
do cheerup.
we'll get through it somehow.
=)
anyways,
going out with nigel and anson tml.
i miss them.
let's hope nigel will cheer me and anson up.
in moments like this,
i really hope i know wad to do.
maybe i do.
go, SEEYUEN! =)
what we could have been, 2:10 AM.
Monday, February 12, 2007
smiles.
alrights.
let's start this post with some well wishes.
HAPPY 17th B'DAY TO HOITING!
HAPPY 17th B'DAY TO YUZONG!
HAPPY 19th B'DAY TO LINLI!
i sang hting b'day song last night.
though i think it's horrid.
but then, it's the thoughts that count.
right girl? =P
i wished yuzong online.
and he sure seemed happy.
so sad u're leaving aj.
miss me alrights. =P
i smsed linli.
she's such a nice senior.
and she's already 19.
see you during northzone finals. xD
i've got no school till thurs.
and i heard fri is half day.
might as well no school this week? =X
so sorry to 2607.
cant make it on tues.
got vball training.
enjoy yourselves at sentosa! =)
oh yahs,
think crashing ny agn on wed.
lols.
i think i'm starting to like crashing.
oops.
this entry is soso super random lar.
i keep jumping topics.
tahan with me ppl. =X
okays,
side track a BIT more.
ANGs did pretty well this time.
mingkuan got 7.
weixun got 11.
edwin and me got 10.
i'll miss the ANGs in xms.
ROCK ON. xD
okays..
i going out soon.
gonna see vball matches.
last year, ppl see me play.
now i see ppl play.
XINMIN B'GIRLS, STEADY ACE! =))
takecare.
miss me. xP
let's start this post with some well wishes.
HAPPY 17th B'DAY TO HOITING!
HAPPY 17th B'DAY TO YUZONG!
HAPPY 19th B'DAY TO LINLI!
i sang hting b'day song last night.
though i think it's horrid.
but then, it's the thoughts that count.
right girl? =P
i wished yuzong online.
and he sure seemed happy.
so sad u're leaving aj.
miss me alrights. =P
i smsed linli.
she's such a nice senior.
and she's already 19.
see you during northzone finals. xD
i've got no school till thurs.
and i heard fri is half day.
might as well no school this week? =X
so sorry to 2607.
cant make it on tues.
got vball training.
enjoy yourselves at sentosa! =)
oh yahs,
think crashing ny agn on wed.
lols.
i think i'm starting to like crashing.
oops.
this entry is soso super random lar.
i keep jumping topics.
tahan with me ppl. =X
okays,
side track a BIT more.
ANGs did pretty well this time.
mingkuan got 7.
weixun got 11.
edwin and me got 10.
i'll miss the ANGs in xms.
ROCK ON. xD
okays..
i going out soon.
gonna see vball matches.
last year, ppl see me play.
now i see ppl play.
XINMIN B'GIRLS, STEADY ACE! =))
takecare.
miss me. xP
what we could have been, 12:19 PM.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
the good side of everything.
life's been pretty much down.
but then again,
there're still the nice side i supposed.
2607 is a nice class.
most of the ppl are nice. x)
and my pri. sch friends.
it's a wonder to still be in contact with them.
jiayou ppl. =)
vball.
where the greatest girls are found.
steady ACE. =D
404'06.
my freakin' nice class.
we totally rule.
lalalas. xD
xms.
my wonderful sch.
and friends i made in there, rock too.
i'm loving it.
tadah!
there are soso many nice things around.
so why am i brooding over bad ones?
cheerup, seeyuen!
life dun stop here.
keep going on. xD
from now on,
let's be OPTIMISTIC.
but then again,
there're still the nice side i supposed.
2607 is a nice class.
most of the ppl are nice. x)
and my pri. sch friends.
it's a wonder to still be in contact with them.
jiayou ppl. =)
vball.
where the greatest girls are found.
steady ACE. =D
404'06.
my freakin' nice class.
we totally rule.
lalalas. xD
xms.
my wonderful sch.
and friends i made in there, rock too.
i'm loving it.
tadah!
there are soso many nice things around.
so why am i brooding over bad ones?
cheerup, seeyuen!
life dun stop here.
keep going on. xD
from now on,
let's be OPTIMISTIC.
what we could have been, 5:00 PM.
i miss xinmin.
the teachers,
whether good or bad,
have played a part in my life in xinmin.
the students,
are what keeps the school alive and happening.
they are the ones who have made xinmin, xinmin.
xinmin is where i belong.
i love xinmin.
the culture.
and all.
it ROCKS. <3
shld be staying in aj.
99%.
people, pls come AJ. x)
i think i'm like talking rubbish here.
but nvm.
it's norm for me to crap.
crappalogy. =X
takecare all.
nights.
the teachers,
whether good or bad,
have played a part in my life in xinmin.
the students,
are what keeps the school alive and happening.
they are the ones who have made xinmin, xinmin.
xinmin is where i belong.
i love xinmin.
the culture.
and all.
it ROCKS. <3
shld be staying in aj.
99%.
people, pls come AJ. x)
i think i'm like talking rubbish here.
but nvm.
it's norm for me to crap.
crappalogy. =X
takecare all.
nights.
what we could have been, 12:32 AM.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
that's it.
gotten back results.
ten.
supposed that it's not too bad bah.
quite satisfied.
thankyou to all my wonderful tchers.
it wouldnt have been the same w/o you ppl.
thanks alot to all my friends too.
and you who were there for me.
i'm proud to say, i've done my best.
xinmin totally rock.
sec4 batch of 2006 totally rock.
jiayou all. =)
totally shagged.
byebye.
如果能够从心再来，
而结局还是一样，
我还是会的。
but this time,
i'm letting go.
for good...
ten.
supposed that it's not too bad bah.
quite satisfied.
thankyou to all my wonderful tchers.
it wouldnt have been the same w/o you ppl.
thanks alot to all my friends too.
and you who were there for me.
i'm proud to say, i've done my best.
xinmin totally rock.
sec4 batch of 2006 totally rock.
jiayou all. =)
totally shagged.
byebye.
如果能够从心再来，
而结局还是一样，
我还是会的。
but this time,
i'm letting go.
for good...
what we could have been, 3:02 AM.
Friday, February 09, 2007
cant sleep.
rahs...
cannot sleep sehs.
>.<
thanks to all the super nice seniors.
xinmin still rocks.
TOTALLY. xD
i'll try and go get some sleep.
i wan to sleep lar.
cannot sleep sehs.
>.<
thanks to all the super nice seniors.
xinmin still rocks.
TOTALLY. xD
i'll try and go get some sleep.
i wan to sleep lar.
what we could have been, 12:29 AM.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
where the real thing starts.
damn.
tml is results le.
sians 1/2.
i should be staying in aj.
80%.
but still depends on results.
crashed tjc and nyjc tday.
both the schools are nice.
tj produces good results, but super far.
nyjc looks and feels nice and homely, but academic wise, soso.
aj is super old, yet produces not-too-bad results.
so where shld i go? >.<
if i leave aj..
i'll miss team aj.
definately.
then my friends. x(
but if i stay..
i dunno if it'll kill me.
cos it's like b-o-r-i-n-g.
and old.
lols.
still,
it depends on results.
i shall see.
i miss 404'06.
and i'm so glad we're having one last breakfast tgt.
we soso rock lar. xD
mr chua says,
to keep emotional feelings out of court.
and he says,
the actual thing starts after JAE.
it's time i heed advices.
thanks to all who wished me luck.
luck to you people too. x)
tired out.
totally.
tml is results le.
sians 1/2.
i should be staying in aj.
80%.
but still depends on results.
crashed tjc and nyjc tday.
both the schools are nice.
tj produces good results, but super far.
nyjc looks and feels nice and homely, but academic wise, soso.
aj is super old, yet produces not-too-bad results.
so where shld i go? >.<
if i leave aj..
i'll miss team aj.
definately.
then my friends. x(
but if i stay..
i dunno if it'll kill me.
cos it's like b-o-r-i-n-g.
and old.
lols.
still,
it depends on results.
i shall see.
i miss 404'06.
and i'm so glad we're having one last breakfast tgt.
we soso rock lar. xD
mr chua says,
to keep emotional feelings out of court.
and he says,
the actual thing starts after JAE.
it's time i heed advices.
thanks to all who wished me luck.
luck to you people too. x)
tired out.
totally.
what we could have been, 11:50 PM.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
oops.
i'm not going school tml.
that's pretty bad right?
and i think alot of xms ppl all nvr go.
lols.
esp. aj ones.
we're not bad, just very bad. xP
ohwells,
tml crashing tj with mel.
meeting up with huangjie.
she miss me soso much lar.
and i miss her too.
pinqi, clarissa and gekhui crashing too.
and then fri is RESULTS.
that's like super horrid lar.
all the best to me. =X
i miss mel.
totally.
and finally getting to see her tml.
so much to tell her.
one photo before i end..
you guys rock.
see ya on fri.
takecare. x)
that's pretty bad right?
and i think alot of xms ppl all nvr go.
lols.
esp. aj ones.
we're not bad, just very bad. xP
ohwells,
tml crashing tj with mel.
meeting up with huangjie.
she miss me soso much lar.
and i miss her too.
pinqi, clarissa and gekhui crashing too.
and then fri is RESULTS.
that's like super horrid lar.
all the best to me. =X
i miss mel.
totally.
and finally getting to see her tml.
so much to tell her.
one photo before i end..
you guys rock.
see ya on fri.
takecare. x)
what we could have been, 10:19 PM.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
KNS.
rahs.
been sleeping at 1 plus since monday.
totally worn out.
not gonna do chem tutorial.
cos i'm so super tired. >.<
i realise i'm v. lag in JC.
the lecturer finish kinematics,
and halfway into forces le.
yet, i just read up and understood kinematics.
super lag lar.
sians.
there are so many things to blog abt.
esp. superstar finals.
i shall find one FREE day to blog abt it.
tgt with our crazy photos.
anticipate. xP
zzz.
tml got chem test summore.
shall go off now.
keeping myself busy all the time helps.
it's just not easy.
been sleeping at 1 plus since monday.
totally worn out.
not gonna do chem tutorial.
cos i'm so super tired. >.<
i realise i'm v. lag in JC.
the lecturer finish kinematics,
and halfway into forces le.
yet, i just read up and understood kinematics.
super lag lar.
sians.
there are so many things to blog abt.
esp. superstar finals.
i shall find one FREE day to blog abt it.
tgt with our crazy photos.
anticipate. xP
zzz.
tml got chem test summore.
shall go off now.
keeping myself busy all the time helps.
it's just not easy.
what we could have been, 10:38 PM.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
slack.
SUPER slack tday.
havent do any work lo.
no mood.
>.<
and tml i'm going out.
for like erms almost whole day la.
that is bad. =X
i miss 404 soso much.
and huangjie keeps asking me crash tj.
and then she'll consider to visit me.
lols.
i miss the boys and their lameness.
but i miss the girls MORE.
esp. aishah and seehoon.
404, OLE. xD
anyway,
we're wearing blue tml.
cos we're supporting daren. x)
i think abit no link.
but nvm. =X
tday's huge thanks goes to nelson.
for just being there to listen.
and telling me lots of encouraging stuff.
and to hoiting,
the girl who nvr gives up on me.
thanks for having faith in me.
also to kahloon,
who makes sure i'm fine and going strong.
YOU GUYS ROCK. xD
tired.
shall go sleep.
i'm still learning.
havent do any work lo.
no mood.
>.<
and tml i'm going out.
for like erms almost whole day la.
that is bad. =X
i miss 404 soso much.
and huangjie keeps asking me crash tj.
and then she'll consider to visit me.
lols.
i miss the boys and their lameness.
but i miss the girls MORE.
esp. aishah and seehoon.
404, OLE. xD
anyway,
we're wearing blue tml.
cos we're supporting daren. x)
i think abit no link.
but nvm. =X
tday's huge thanks goes to nelson.
for just being there to listen.
and telling me lots of encouraging stuff.
and to hoiting,
the girl who nvr gives up on me.
thanks for having faith in me.
also to kahloon,
who makes sure i'm fine and going strong.
YOU GUYS ROCK. xD
tired.
shall go sleep.
i'm still learning.
what we could have been, 12:51 AM.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
moving on.
thurs had GP test.
that's all i rmbed.
kinda screwed up.
let's hope i'll pass.
fri had econs test.
kinda jialat too.
bengs.
then had cross-country.
ran as a team.
they were great buddies.
vballers rock. x)
and it was michelle's b'day too.
happy sweet 18th. =)
then out with og5.
cabre is fun.
took neoprints too.
crazy us.
tday had friendly with bukitpanjang.
played 4/5 match.
lost one match only.
nice one girls. =)
tml going out with jying, nel, loon and yuzong.
gonna watch superstar final show.
1st time. =X
bet i'll have fun.
so many things have happened recently.
and more to come.
such as Os results,
and of cos my gp test and econs test.
let's pray for the best.
huge thanks to jiaying.
your card was nice.
i'll be strong.
you're pretty much loved too.
blog agn soon.
takecare ppl.
i love you,
but i'm moving on.
be a strong girl,
seeyuen, JIAYOU.
that's all i rmbed.
kinda screwed up.
let's hope i'll pass.
fri had econs test.
kinda jialat too.
bengs.
then had cross-country.
ran as a team.
they were great buddies.
vballers rock. x)
and it was michelle's b'day too.
happy sweet 18th. =)
then out with og5.
cabre is fun.
took neoprints too.
crazy us.
tday had friendly with bukitpanjang.
played 4/5 match.
lost one match only.
nice one girls. =)
tml going out with jying, nel, loon and yuzong.
gonna watch superstar final show.
1st time. =X
bet i'll have fun.
so many things have happened recently.
and more to come.
such as Os results,
and of cos my gp test and econs test.
let's pray for the best.
huge thanks to jiaying.
your card was nice.
i'll be strong.
you're pretty much loved too.
blog agn soon.
takecare ppl.
i love you,
but i'm moving on.
be a strong girl,
seeyuen, JIAYOU.
what we could have been, 6:41 PM.
