Sunday, August 28, 2005
arghs.
lotsa work to do.
manage to complete 2003 e.maths paper today.
smiles.
still have loads of others to do.
-faints-
anyway, publish some photos.
choo's leaving.
saddening.
=(
all the tchers are leaving.
3e4 seems to be affected by them..
the MOST.
let's stay strong 3e4s.
having a serious headache.
too many things..
too little time.
-sighs-
monday having match wif ITE.
all the best vball giirls!
miss you loads.
iloveyou.
manage to complete 2003 e.maths paper today.
smiles.
still have loads of others to do.
-faints-
anyway, publish some photos.
choo's leaving.
saddening.
=(
all the tchers are leaving.
3e4 seems to be affected by them..
the MOST.
let's stay strong 3e4s.
having a serious headache.
too many things..
too little time.
-sighs-
monday having match wif ITE.
all the best vball giirls!
miss you loads.
iloveyou.
what we could have been, 12:21 AM.
my class de boys.
what we could have been, 12:20 AM.
me and linlin. =)
what we could have been, 12:18 AM.
me.huangjie.jiaying. smile!
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
3e4 OLE.
what we could have been, 12:15 AM.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
losing everything?
confused.
mixed feelings.
call it my sixth sense.
something's bad coming up.
from families to enemies.
the war's still on.
tryin to not care.
but yes,
it's affecting me hell lot.
crap shit.
need to seriously sit down and think.
something's wrong wif me.
@&_*^#^%!?>"ahhhh.
will smile like nothing's wrong.
and one day this smile will fade.
and it's time for good-bye.
mixed feelings.
call it my sixth sense.
something's bad coming up.
from families to enemies.
the war's still on.
tryin to not care.
but yes,
it's affecting me hell lot.
crap shit.
need to seriously sit down and think.
something's wrong wif me.
@&_*^#^%!?>"ahhhh.
will smile like nothing's wrong.
and one day this smile will fade.
and it's time for good-bye.
what we could have been, 11:32 PM.
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
high.
i'm so HIGH today.
lols.
thanks to lisi.
spread her high-ness to me.
then in class become mad.
cos TOO high.
haha.
angseeyuen is HIGH!
fianlly after so many days of downs.
got HIGH already.
thanks to all my friends and you.
=)
back to study SS.
see how i die. =X
so much so for being HIGH!
ahha!
iloveyou.
ni shi wo de kai xin guo.
lols.
thanks to lisi.
spread her high-ness to me.
then in class become mad.
cos TOO high.
haha.
angseeyuen is HIGH!
fianlly after so many days of downs.
got HIGH already.
thanks to all my friends and you.
=)
back to study SS.
see how i die. =X
so much so for being HIGH!
ahha!
iloveyou.
ni shi wo de kai xin guo.
what we could have been, 12:43 AM.
Sunday, August 21, 2005
anti-slacking
been really slacky the past few weeks.
homework all slipshot.
if not then last minute.
test all study half half.
w/o much preparations then go take tests.
come out results all suck.
-faints-
despite the war that's still breaking out at home,
i'll study hard.
i'll try to NOT slack.
okay..
i WILL NOT slack.
takes time i supposed.
mr choo's leaving.
sad.
sad.
sad.
we have a plan.
but whether to be carried out.
still under consideration.
=)
SS test on tues.
havent study.
tml still have CCA.
now still doing chinese.
AHHH!
i'm going mad.
i need to seriously STOP slacking.
studies DROPPING like mad.
time to buck up.
by 1st september.
i need to adjust all my time.
TIME MANAGEMENT.
must sleep before 11.
that's the 1st thing.
haha.
action speaks louder than words. =)
takkaire people. ^^
homework all slipshot.
if not then last minute.
test all study half half.
w/o much preparations then go take tests.
come out results all suck.
-faints-
despite the war that's still breaking out at home,
i'll study hard.
i'll try to NOT slack.
okay..
i WILL NOT slack.
takes time i supposed.
mr choo's leaving.
sad.
sad.
sad.
we have a plan.
but whether to be carried out.
still under consideration.
=)
SS test on tues.
havent study.
tml still have CCA.
now still doing chinese.
AHHH!
i'm going mad.
i need to seriously STOP slacking.
studies DROPPING like mad.
time to buck up.
by 1st september.
i need to adjust all my time.
TIME MANAGEMENT.
must sleep before 11.
that's the 1st thing.
haha.
action speaks louder than words. =)
takkaire people. ^^
i love you.
forever.together
what we could have been, 11:10 PM.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
pls say that this is not a dream.
i dun wan to wake up realising that everything was a dream.
for if that happens..
i will lose everything.
i rather sleep.
sleep forever.
never waking up.
the pain to lose everything
is just too deep.
too hurtful for words to describe.
fading
for if that happens..
i will lose everything.
i rather sleep.
sleep forever.
never waking up.
the pain to lose everything
is just too deep.
too hurtful for words to describe.
fading
what we could have been, 8:07 PM.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i LOVE my life. yes i do.
scoldings.
i'm immuned.
it's starting to get useless.
u cant do it the hard way.
and neither can u do it the soft way.
look urself in the mirror and think about it.
how many times a day have u scolded me?
and it's been 15 years..
i've learnt alot abt how hard life can be.
and so, now i'm strong.
i'm able to put up wif ur criticism.
think of all the times u bring me down.
i gave u hope and trust.
but now it's OVER.
the war's just started.
i'm immuned.
it's starting to get useless.
u cant do it the hard way.
and neither can u do it the soft way.
look urself in the mirror and think about it.
how many times a day have u scolded me?
and it's been 15 years..
i've learnt alot abt how hard life can be.
and so, now i'm strong.
i'm able to put up wif ur criticism.
think of all the times u bring me down.
i gave u hope and trust.
but now it's OVER.
the war's just started.
what we could have been, 6:28 PM.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i'm stupid... NOT.
i manage to pass the test.
16/30
i know it sucks.
and top was only 19/30?
and only FOUR passed the test.
and u gimme the you-are-stupid attitude.
and say 'wad if u compare wif other classes?'
wonderful.
i'm stupid.
i'm dumb.
i'm so OVER the moon.
thanks for demoralising me.
but it WONT work.
SORRY.
16/30
i know it sucks.
and top was only 19/30?
and only FOUR passed the test.
and u gimme the you-are-stupid attitude.
and say 'wad if u compare wif other classes?'
wonderful.
i'm stupid.
i'm dumb.
i'm so OVER the moon.
thanks for demoralising me.
but it WONT work.
SORRY.
what we could have been, 8:30 PM.
Monday, August 15, 2005
casual remarks
i've learn to be strong.
i wun let u guys bring me down anymore.
i'll prove u people wrong.
and yes,
i've got an attitude u cant accept.
TOO bad.
i wun let u guys bring me down anymore.
i'll prove u people wrong.
and yes,
i've got an attitude u cant accept.
TOO bad.
what we could have been, 12:43 AM.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
casual remarks
one moment i'm high.
the next i'm down.
i've got serious mood swings.
the next i'm down.
i've got serious mood swings.
what we could have been, 5:10 PM.
Friday, August 12, 2005
suicidal thoughts
now i'm thinking back..
of all the happy moments.
and of cos the sad ones.
tears, smile, joy, sorrow, miseries, happiness..
all of them are nothing but emotions.
emotions which we go thru.
but smile, joy, happiness seems to be fading.
i'm losing grip.
falling down.
deep.
tears, sorrow, miseries slowly creep into my world.
they are cornering me.
there's nowhere to run.
where's the light that once shine into my life?
death.
a word that means so much.
a word that leads to so many other things.
one day, all of us will die.
it's sooner or later.
and i know soon it's my turn.
my turn to leave this world.
erased. perished. gone.
life seems so bleak.
i'm out of control.
out of my mind.
before i go..
i wan to tell everyone who has been there for me,
that i'm grateful.
i love u people.
all my friends.
thanks for being part of my life.
it's because of u people, i hold on.
to the special one person,
even if i go..
i'll still love you.
thanks for always being there no matter wad.
you'll always be in my heart.
fading..
losing grip..
erased..
gone.
of all the happy moments.
and of cos the sad ones.
tears, smile, joy, sorrow, miseries, happiness..
all of them are nothing but emotions.
emotions which we go thru.
but smile, joy, happiness seems to be fading.
i'm losing grip.
falling down.
deep.
tears, sorrow, miseries slowly creep into my world.
they are cornering me.
there's nowhere to run.
where's the light that once shine into my life?
death.
a word that means so much.
a word that leads to so many other things.
one day, all of us will die.
it's sooner or later.
and i know soon it's my turn.
my turn to leave this world.
erased. perished. gone.
life seems so bleak.
i'm out of control.
out of my mind.
before i go..
i wan to tell everyone who has been there for me,
that i'm grateful.
i love u people.
all my friends.
thanks for being part of my life.
it's because of u people, i hold on.
to the special one person,
even if i go..
i'll still love you.
thanks for always being there no matter wad.
you'll always be in my heart.
fading..
losing grip..
erased..
gone.
what we could have been, 12:19 AM.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
my BEST birthday..
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to myself.
happy birthday to me.
lOls.
i'm lame.
anyway, before i talk abt my birthday let me wish some other peeps happy b'day.
happy birthday to Jin Hui,
happy birthday to Anson,
happy birthday to Singapore,
happy birthday to Sheila.
hee.
jin hui's and anson's birthday are on 8 AUG.
our nation's b'day was on the 9th.
and sheila my half twin sister on the 10th, same as me.
haha.
i wanna thanks lotsa people for wishing me a Happy Birthday.
Zul
Clement
Aloysius
Choo Min
Li Si
Michelle
Jun Jin
Zheng Rui
Kah Loon
Sheila
Melissa
Xu Yuan
Keith
Hui Min
Hoi Ting
Yeong Jing
Justin
Esther
Danny
Ming Hui
Wen An
Syahiran
Hong Hui
Jasper
Lin Lin
Huang Jie
Zhong Hao
Thina
in case i forget to list down ur name..
please tell me.
my memory is limited.
sorry.
but i realli thank everyone of you.
xiexie.
thanks Zul, LinLin, Hoi Ting, Hui Min, Aloysius, Keith and Justin for your presents. =)
today was awakened by a call from you to wish me happy birthday.
thanks so much. =)
then after that went online for a while.
then went to make my IC.
guess wad?
i saw HAGEN.
he wears his fav. green jacket.
haha.
not bad looking.
then after making IC went compass.
then saw hoiting they all and they gimme my presents.
after that met up wif you.
then we go collect my b'day cake.
then walk walk and go watch kids 'perform' at library.
haha.
then later at night go home.
thanks so much. =)
i realli thank all of you for making this birthday of mine so unforgettable.
i love all of you.
every single one of my friends.
especially those close ones and my prince. =)
takkaire people.
smile.
night.
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to myself.
happy birthday to me.
lOls.
i'm lame.
anyway, before i talk abt my birthday let me wish some other peeps happy b'day.
happy birthday to Jin Hui,
happy birthday to Anson,
happy birthday to Singapore,
happy birthday to Sheila.
hee.
jin hui's and anson's birthday are on 8 AUG.
our nation's b'day was on the 9th.
and sheila my half twin sister on the 10th, same as me.
haha.
i wanna thanks lotsa people for wishing me a Happy Birthday.
Zul
Clement
Aloysius
Choo Min
Li Si
Michelle
Jun Jin
Zheng Rui
Kah Loon
Sheila
Melissa
Xu Yuan
Keith
Hui Min
Hoi Ting
Yeong Jing
Justin
Esther
Danny
Ming Hui
Wen An
Syahiran
Hong Hui
Jasper
Lin Lin
Huang Jie
Zhong Hao
Thina
in case i forget to list down ur name..
please tell me.
my memory is limited.
sorry.
but i realli thank everyone of you.
xiexie.
thanks Zul, LinLin, Hoi Ting, Hui Min, Aloysius, Keith and Justin for your presents. =)
today was awakened by a call from you to wish me happy birthday.
thanks so much. =)
then after that went online for a while.
then went to make my IC.
guess wad?
i saw HAGEN.
he wears his fav. green jacket.
haha.
not bad looking.
then after making IC went compass.
then saw hoiting they all and they gimme my presents.
after that met up wif you.
then we go collect my b'day cake.
then walk walk and go watch kids 'perform' at library.
haha.
then later at night go home.
thanks so much. =)
i realli thank all of you for making this birthday of mine so unforgettable.
i love all of you.
every single one of my friends.
especially those close ones and my prince. =)
takkaire people.
smile.
night.
what we could have been, 12:06 AM.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
xinmin vball girls rule. =)
i inverted the colours and it became like this. nice? haha. =D
i inverted the colours and it became like this. nice? haha. =D
what we could have been, 10:46 PM.
xinmin vball girls rule. =)
PROUDLY drawn by yinlam! =)
PROUDLY drawn by yinlam! =)
what we could have been, 10:45 PM.
60th anniversary
friday was 60th anniversary..
not bad i guess.
cos no school and kinda slacked whole day?
haha.
meet mel at Mac at 1 p.m.
then later reach school at around 1.50 p.m.
take attendance at around 2.10 p.m.
then went to class to slack.
zhan yuan snatch my phone..
then thina and zhong hao oso join him.
make me so malu. =X
but actually i oso stoopid.
zhan yuan say one play game.
and i let him play..
haha.
but i very good one..
nvr angry wif they all.
all good friends still.
haha.
then later chee sheng more pro.
snatch my discman.
then act cannot hear me.
but of cos he got return me in the end.
=)
chee sheng forever that cheeky one. =X
i lOVE chinese dance performance.
v. nice.
haha.
then later went instructional room slack.
then went to eat the buffet.
not bad.
nicer to eat than expected.
haha.
then later go to instructional room again after eating.
then went to Mac again wif vball gers.
not a bad day.
=)
whole day only saw u once.
miss you..
thanks for accompanying me. =)
i love you.
what we could have been, 12:43 AM.
