Wednesday, June 29, 2005
freak out?
school has been okay?
well, maybe 40% okay. then 60% not okay.
lessons has been quite freaky these few days.
cos almost every lessons, i can hear girls going 'so cuTeEeE'.
and it's freakin me out.
they are actually fine. just that well, too high-pitched and sumtimes it gets realli irritating..
but wad to do?
we are in a class.
and i believe that after like a few more months i'll get used to it.
yea i have to.
suddenly, the word cute seems to have lost all its meaning.
cos everything is CUTE?
dots.
headache now.
hais.
well, maybe 40% okay. then 60% not okay.
lessons has been quite freaky these few days.
cos almost every lessons, i can hear girls going 'so cuTeEeE'.
and it's freakin me out.
they are actually fine. just that well, too high-pitched and sumtimes it gets realli irritating..
but wad to do?
we are in a class.
and i believe that after like a few more months i'll get used to it.
yea i have to.
suddenly, the word cute seems to have lost all its meaning.
cos everything is CUTE?
dots.
headache now.
hais.
what we could have been, 11:13 PM.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
mugging like mad.
arghs.
mugging like mad.
slack so much.
now must do like mad.
ahh!
cannot stand it anymore.
anti-homework.
anti-projects.
wanna scream and shout.
@$%*&#!&*#^@$&$*@%@!~^
breathe in..
breathe out..
okay, sorry for ranting like mad.
i need a break.
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS is making me
mad,
crazy,
go bonkers!
*pukes*
anyway, thanks jin hui for ur comics.
it's quite funni. =)
and mel, jia you in ya blog worhs. dun give up. and dun haiis.
not forgetting lisi, know u now facing lots of stuff. dun give up too. everything will be over soon. ill be there for you! best buds yea?
okay, takkaire everybody.
p.s. it's back to horrible a.maths! *faints*
mugging like mad.
slack so much.
now must do like mad.
ahh!
cannot stand it anymore.
anti-homework.
anti-projects.
wanna scream and shout.
@$%*&#!&*#^@$&$*@%@!~^
breathe in..
breathe out..
okay, sorry for ranting like mad.
i need a break.
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS is making me
mad,
crazy,
go bonkers!
*pukes*
anyway, thanks jin hui for ur comics.
it's quite funni. =)
and mel, jia you in ya blog worhs. dun give up. and dun haiis.
not forgetting lisi, know u now facing lots of stuff. dun give up too. everything will be over soon. ill be there for you! best buds yea?
okay, takkaire everybody.
p.s. it's back to horrible a.maths! *faints*
what we could have been, 9:02 PM.
i love this picture. isn't it nice? smilesx.* PRINCESS.KNIGHT ^^
what we could have been, 8:26 PM.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
back.
finally back.
=)
my trip was okay.
not too bad.
also not too good.
the tourguide wad talking in cantonese.
and for god's sake,
i catch no ball.
so, i listen to my discman the whole trip.
=D
the hotel room was so cold.
so i practically bury myself under the blanket.
haha.
then just visit some places.
nothing much anyway.
and my mom was shopping, shopping, shopping.
and mind you, she shop, i follow.
so my legs were aching like hell.
BOO.
tml still hafta go for training and projects.
so tiring man.
now i have to rush my homework.
damn.
arghs.
should have done it earlier.
stupid me.
so disorganised.
*slap slap*
it's late now.
bye people.
takkaire.
=)
my trip was okay.
not too bad.
also not too good.
the tourguide wad talking in cantonese.
and for god's sake,
i catch no ball.
so, i listen to my discman the whole trip.
=D
the hotel room was so cold.
so i practically bury myself under the blanket.
haha.
then just visit some places.
nothing much anyway.
and my mom was shopping, shopping, shopping.
and mind you, she shop, i follow.
so my legs were aching like hell.
BOO.
tml still hafta go for training and projects.
so tiring man.
now i have to rush my homework.
damn.
arghs.
should have done it earlier.
stupid me.
so disorganised.
*slap slap*
it's late now.
bye people.
takkaire.
what we could have been, 11:41 PM.
Friday, June 17, 2005
immune
in abt 3-4 hours tym,
i'll be leaving for hong kong.
sad.
will miss everything here.
going dere wif my family is sure gonna be a bore.
when i was young,
i used to be sad everytime my parents scold me.
now that i'm older,
things have changed.
i'm immune to your scoldings.
no way am i tearing over that.
i'll still do wad a daughter should do.
but then i shall no longer be changing to who u wan me to be.
u wanted me to be a doctor.
but i couldnt get into triple science.
u guys drop ur hope.
then u guys have plans for me.
this this this and then that that that.
i'm sick of all these.
it's MY life.
get it?
MINE.
dun expect me to be wad u wan me to be.
i'm sorry, i cant be a perfect daughter.
i've tried.
and then i realise i was silly.
just because i'm ur daughter u have to take over my life?
i'm sorry.
if that's wad u think will work.
it WON'T.
for i am ME.
not YOU.
i'm sorry for being a failure.
i understand u guys wan the best for me.
but i need a breath.
take a break.
ur expectations are killing me.
it's like i'm about to fall over the edge.
just blow, and i'll fall.
fall down hard.
fall down deep.
and then i'll be gone.
is that wad u guys wan?
give me back MY life.
let me go.
dun push me anymore.
i cant take it.
maybe before u blow me off the edge,
i would have jump down myself.
tell me wad to do?
i dun wanna be a bad daughter.
and i need a break.
i'm sick of making choices.
please, dun make it difficult for me.
i'm sure u dun wan all ur efforts to backfire.
so pls,
i'll study hard.
but let me choose wad i wan to be.
DUN force me.
it's enough already.
it's getting too much.
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.
i'll be leaving for hong kong.
sad.
will miss everything here.
going dere wif my family is sure gonna be a bore.
when i was young,
i used to be sad everytime my parents scold me.
now that i'm older,
things have changed.
i'm immune to your scoldings.
no way am i tearing over that.
i'll still do wad a daughter should do.
but then i shall no longer be changing to who u wan me to be.
u wanted me to be a doctor.
but i couldnt get into triple science.
u guys drop ur hope.
then u guys have plans for me.
this this this and then that that that.
i'm sick of all these.
it's MY life.
get it?
MINE.
dun expect me to be wad u wan me to be.
i'm sorry, i cant be a perfect daughter.
i've tried.
and then i realise i was silly.
just because i'm ur daughter u have to take over my life?
i'm sorry.
if that's wad u think will work.
it WON'T.
for i am ME.
not YOU.
i'm sorry for being a failure.
i understand u guys wan the best for me.
but i need a breath.
take a break.
ur expectations are killing me.
it's like i'm about to fall over the edge.
just blow, and i'll fall.
fall down hard.
fall down deep.
and then i'll be gone.
is that wad u guys wan?
give me back MY life.
let me go.
dun push me anymore.
i cant take it.
maybe before u blow me off the edge,
i would have jump down myself.
tell me wad to do?
i dun wanna be a bad daughter.
and i need a break.
i'm sick of making choices.
please, dun make it difficult for me.
i'm sure u dun wan all ur efforts to backfire.
so pls,
i'll study hard.
but let me choose wad i wan to be.
DUN force me.
it's enough already.
it's getting too much.
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.
i miss my knight.
the princess and the knight.
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
i miss u guys!
it's so boring.
staying at home.
nobody to chat wif.
cos all my buddies all go vball camp le.
so left me.
who call me sick.
sad-ed. =(
hope ur enjoying now.
anyway thanks to all the people who call me to take care when i was sick.
these wonderful people are:
Lisi
Zoe
Mel
Xu Yuan
Yin Lam
Yi Lin
Lee Ying
Gim Hock
Clement
Zul
Choo Min
erms, i think still got.. but now cannot remember.
sorry.
but thankiews so so so much =)
*smiles*
yesterday start mapling.
suddenly all the fun came back.
haha.
thx to jun jin, clem and wallace.
xiexie ur help me lvl up.
*smiles*
tym for work le..
alot amaths dunno how to do sia.
sian.
so now is homework-ing and mapling.
=)
takkaire people.
miss all vballers. =)
staying at home.
nobody to chat wif.
cos all my buddies all go vball camp le.
so left me.
who call me sick.
sad-ed. =(
hope ur enjoying now.
anyway thanks to all the people who call me to take care when i was sick.
these wonderful people are:
Lisi
Zoe
Mel
Xu Yuan
Yin Lam
Yi Lin
Lee Ying
Gim Hock
Clement
Zul
Choo Min
erms, i think still got.. but now cannot remember.
sorry.
but thankiews so so so much =)
*smiles*
yesterday start mapling.
suddenly all the fun came back.
haha.
thx to jun jin, clem and wallace.
xiexie ur help me lvl up.
*smiles*
tym for work le..
alot amaths dunno how to do sia.
sian.
so now is homework-ing and mapling.
=)
takkaire people.
miss all vballers. =)
what we could have been, 4:30 PM.
Friday, June 10, 2005
so proud of myself.. so nice. =)
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
new blogskin! =)
heys people.
i got new blogskiin.
wootsx!
*smile* =)
the font realli small mehs?
can see lar horh?
haha.
anyway got this nice poem i came across..
read it.. it's nice..
Broken Doll
I am a broken doll,
Average I am no more,
On the out side I am perfection,
But my heart is bruised and sore.
They call me broken doll,
Because of my broken heart,
My heart broke long ago,
And now it's in two parts.
The only visible sign of hurt,
Is the sadness in my eyes,
No one knows how I feel,
My smile is my disguise.
I am a porcelain doll,
With a very broken heart,
My thoughts were weapons that broke it,
Now it's in two parts.
So sweet looking on the outside,
But inside angry and sore,
Why must I watch such tragedy,
Everyday hour by hour.
Placed here on this window sill,
Looking down on the city below,
I see all the madness and misfortune,
The city has for show.
Old ladies being muggers and battered,
Children being shot,
Men sleeping in cardboard boxes,
In empty parking lots.
Inside my tears are falling,
Continuously non-stop,
My broken heart gets heavier,
With every single drop.
Inside my broken heart,
Is swimming in my tears,
For its thinking of the tragedy,
I've witnessed through the years.
I am a broken doll,
Who'll be broken ever more,
On the outside I am perfection,
But my heart is bruised and sore.
nice horhs.. hee. =)
takkaire people..
i got new blogskiin.
wootsx!
*smile* =)
the font realli small mehs?
can see lar horh?
haha.
anyway got this nice poem i came across..
read it.. it's nice..
Broken Doll
I am a broken doll,
Average I am no more,
On the out side I am perfection,
But my heart is bruised and sore.
They call me broken doll,
Because of my broken heart,
My heart broke long ago,
And now it's in two parts.
The only visible sign of hurt,
Is the sadness in my eyes,
No one knows how I feel,
My smile is my disguise.
I am a porcelain doll,
With a very broken heart,
My thoughts were weapons that broke it,
Now it's in two parts.
So sweet looking on the outside,
But inside angry and sore,
Why must I watch such tragedy,
Everyday hour by hour.
Placed here on this window sill,
Looking down on the city below,
I see all the madness and misfortune,
The city has for show.
Old ladies being muggers and battered,
Children being shot,
Men sleeping in cardboard boxes,
In empty parking lots.
Inside my tears are falling,
Continuously non-stop,
My broken heart gets heavier,
With every single drop.
Inside my broken heart,
Is swimming in my tears,
For its thinking of the tragedy,
I've witnessed through the years.
I am a broken doll,
Who'll be broken ever more,
On the outside I am perfection,
But my heart is bruised and sore.
nice horhs.. hee. =)
takkaire people..
the princess and her knight.
what we could have been, 10:36 PM.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
replies.
sorry people.
i'll reply all ur tags here..
to ah zhi: hee.. finalli can see le arhs.. hahax.
to a[n]gel*: thanks.. i'll try to enjoy dah holidays de.. =) u enjoy too.
to tinGz: haha.. dun worri i'll take my medicine regularly de. haha.. u oso better come back for check-ups at my condo horhs.. hee.. i'll beat her de. i'll try my best.
to [x]sh` : haha.. that person is someone u know. next tym have chance then i tell u. thanks. u enjoy ya holidays too. =)
to Wei Xun: i not jumping cos of lousy results.. cos i lost to HER.. but i wun jump de la.. hee.. holidays so sian lorh.. then the training is torturous. ur media club like nothing to do de. i'm tryin` my best to enjoy the hols. haha.
to YJ: hee.. dun worri.. i'll cheer up de. just have to try harder during EOY.. hee.. u jia you okay?
to Choo: i'll try to suit in the holiday mood. but somehow, the holidays are just doing homework, sleep, VOLLEYBALL trainings and com.. haisx.. =(
to huishan: yea, i'll jia you de. i'll also takkaire de. u takkaire and jia you too! hee..
to sheryl: thanks.. i'm so fortunate to have a sis like u.. =) i'll look on dah bright side of life de. u too okay? jia you. i'll always be behind u! ^^
to everybody out dere: all the best to wadever u guys do. jia you. like everyone say, enjoy ur hols. =)
to dat special one: thanks for being there always. we'll pull thru the next three weeks together. remember that i'll always be wif you in heart and soul. =)
phew.. finally reply everyone.. thanks people for taggin! a big hug for everyone.
i miss my knight. =(
what we could have been, 11:45 PM.
