so latex le, yet i'm still bloging.. lolx.. todae went to school to get report book.. wah.. 10th in class lehx.. last year 8th.. drop by two position.. so suay.. haix... then attended the talk on subject combinaton.. results sho bad.. must buck up liaox.. haix.. will show u my results later.. heex.. kaex.. then later at nite went out for dinner.. saw my cousins dere lehx.. so coincidental.. haha.. then talk a bit then when home liaox.. todae havent started on holiday homework.. lolx.. tomolo gotta clear up my room le.. sho messy after the mid-year.. heex.. dunno why but i feel that andrina angry wif me lehx.. sho sorry lorx.. i didnt mean to blame u for everything.. and i didnt mean to not go for nite tour.. sorry horx.. i really guilty leh.. so sorry..
haix.. tat's my results anyway...
x-engLish-x ... 57.1 C5
x-chinEse-x ... 64.7 B4
x-mAthematiCs-x ... 71.9 A2
x-sCienCe-x ... 62 B4
x-History-x ... 49.1 D7
x-geOgraphY-x ... 65.6 B3
x-LiteRatuRe-x ... 70.3 A2
x-aRt-x ... 74.9 A2
x-deSign&technOlOgy-x ... 80.2 A1
Class Position: 10th
Level position: 47th
haix.. so lousy.. cant stand it.. i'll buck up de.. haix..
takkaire
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
hey people.. pai seh.. long time no blog liaox.. heex.. eh, tell u about the recent news lorx.. me, desheng, yilin, keith, hong you get into SL board as trainees.. and it's a lot from 2e4.. heex.. honestly ish there anything that 2e4 dun excel in? perhaps studies ba.. then, the chinese drama on-the-spot competition we got into finals too.. lol.. looks like we have to act again.. lOl.. ehx.. still got wat news huh? okie Ming Hui is the 1st in class.. as usual.. not her then who? heex.. still got one last thing i think.. that the SLs trainees are having a camp.. how cool.. it's gonna be my 1st camp in Xinmin lorx.. cos i dun have any before.. but then hor we will be observed 24hrs there.. scary sia.. lOl.. then after that still got probation for like erm.. 2-3 months? heex.. hope that all 2e4 trainees can get it.. heex... sho jia you kaex? all must be guai guai in skool liaox.. but hor.. not too guai lar.. too guai beri odd.. cos i know i cant be.. lOl.. must start to control my blabber mouth.. i hope i can.. heex.. same thing for keith.. cos out of the five.. the two of us crap the most.. heex.. no offense hor keith.. lolx.. think that's all le.. so byebye.. enjoy ur holidaex my dear frenx..
lOvE aLl
what we could have been, 11:38 AM.
wah kao ehx.. i damn suay one lorx.. com internet can liaox.. then gunbound cant work.. and it's like i'm sho suay sia.. omg.. today was a bOrinG day... had to go tuition.. spent half my time fixing the display driver.. sick siax.. i've sore throat lorx.. anyway, today hoi ting, choo min, eve, hui min came my house to do IPW.. then do until beri latex.. like eh.. 10.30 like that.. song bo.. we made some prank calls too.. and eve was laughing like siao cha bo like that.. lOl.. even perry can recognised.. heex.. gotta try fixing the com again.. haix.. anyway read keith's blog abt his ordeal wif his tooth.. sounds so scary sia.. lOl.. wonder how he will look wif braces on.. must be funny de.. hah! okie i go liaox..
luv all
what we could have been, 12:07 AM.
hihi people.. my com ish finally fixed.. heex.. ehx, but then still sadx cos of my results.. i combined my CA + SA already.. and almost half my targets not met.. sickx.. let's see my "great" results..
x-engLish-x ... 57 (target of B3 Met)
x-chinEse-x ... 64.3 (target of B3 Not Met)
x-mAthematiCs-x ... 71 (target of A2 Met)
x-sCienCe-x ... 62 (target of A2 Not Met)
x-History-x ... 48.9 (target of B3 Not Met)
x-geOgraphY-x ... 65.6 (target of B3 Met)
x-LiteRatuRe-x ... 70.3 (target of B3 Met)
x-aRt-x ... 74.9 (target of A1 not Met)
x-deSign&technOlOgy-x ... 80.2 (target of A1 Met)
haix.. so sadx.. fail history.. but i'll strive hard for second semester.. but then.. my d&t was pure tyco.. didnt expect so high lorx. cos last year i lOw B3 only.. haix.. tot i was failing lit but was unexpected to get A2.. anyway, most likely getting 594.2/900 for this year.. and the percentage is 66%.. haix.. actually.. i no confidence for SA2.. i onli got confidence in CA2.. it's the same as last year.. i did all they while good.. until SA2.. haix.. today volleyball was a mess.. sianx.. seniors tried their best.. but without coach.. there's no spirit.. *sigh* anyway, not going online so often liaox.. cos mom dun really like it.. going for tuition for maths and science.. hOpe tO gO dOuble puRe the leasT.. muSt buck up le.. sadx gal..
love all
what we could have been, 11:16 PM.
it's 12.42 a.m. liaox and yetx i'm still awake.. haix.. i'm using my laptop now siax.. cos my com the adapter for internet connection is spoilt i think.. therefore, cant use computer.. sian.. then i sho lazy to download gunbound on laptop sho i cant play lo.. haix.. anyway... i doubt any of my exam will reach my expectations.. haix.. next semester onwards must work hard hard liaoz.. heex.. nOw i feel that i have no more routes to go.. i have tried to open all the doors, but yet none seem to be the right one.. i've been waiting for someone to open the door for me cos i guess i dun have the key which ish in the hands of the special someone.. i'm lost and terribly sadx.. and i'm still trying to accept the changes in my life.. haix.. hope to find the special someone soon.. help me open the door so that i can continue my journey.. okayx? tomolo got skool and i'm still not the least tiredx.. i todae beri badx.. make denise turn round and round.. haix.. sOrry deNise... anyway,i have to thanks some people for their encouragement for me to go on.. they are the volleyball girls esp. Zoe, LiSi and Melissa. my class galx, esp. hoiting, yilin, minghui and choomin. my kor clement and kahloon. my jie Felicia. my mei Sheryl.. thanks all of u.. of cos there are ppl whom i didnt mention.. oh ya.. and those who tag to cheer me up like Vanessa and Danny.. a BiG thanks to u people.. i'm glad to haf such great frenx wif me.. and once again thanks.. i was surfing thru the net when i came upon one site which i read that life have to go on no matter wat happens.. so, no matter wat we do life have to go on day by day.. perhaps some may take 1 day to overcome the obstacle but some may have taken 1 year and not overcome it.. but dun forget.. to be a champion is to win urself.. not to win others.. life have its ups and downs.. so accept them.. i find them quite useful.. and meaningful.. anywayx, i better go liaox.. later tomolo black panda not xiao3 mian2 yang2 liaox.. heex.. ^Oo...LiFe haF tO gO oN.. sO gEt oveR it aNd tomOlo isH a braNd neW daE...oO^
love ya...
what we could have been, 12:39 AM.
sobx.. realli sadx.. jiao lian had to leave us.. and it's like.. everyone feels so sadx.. except that damn toilet loo.. wat the fu*k lor.. i've cried juz now when zoe sms me abt sumtink.. it's all juz so sadx.. yet other people are treating like it's no big deal.. so wat if exams over? it doesnt mean u have to give me this ordeal. then i rather everyday test. i haf to agree that i haf been scolded and punished a lot of times.. but wat does it matters now? all i care is him to be back.. even if it means scolding and being punished.. u haf always been protecting all the volleyball gals from trouble.. and all of us really miss u.. i never know much of losing sumone who haf been part of my life till u came along.. the footprints that u left on my heart will never be erase.. and how many even cares how much tears i have shed juz typing this.. i've tried my best to act like nothing happened and be happy.. but i juz cant.. i hate to accept this change.. i may be so happy, yet inside me is a broken heart. i juz truly dun understand wat Xinmin have against volleyball galx... it's like the whole school feel that we are lousy.. we are not lousy for god's sake. thru the process of learning... we have become wat we are today... and it's all becos of him.. to say i feel that the strongest friendship come from the volleyball galx. although it's juz a small family.. it's a close family.. it's so hard to let go.. and the bonding of the family comes from him.. without him.. the whole volleyball team may come to nothing.. the whole idea of the school is to make use of volleyball to bring glory to the school.. and when we cant, they find lame reasons to go against us.. oh.. and we are scared? y must everything turn out like that.. the sms coach sent was so touching.. he had never let us down.. i know i have to go on wif life.. but how to when part of me is not there? i'm sick of life... i know seniors will be more upset than i am.. and i truly understands.. the teachers-in-charge have greatly let me down.. and i dun trust tis school anymore.. jiao lian, i know it's hard on u too.. but.. there's nothing much that we can do.. i hope that our plan will work.. and the family rebuilt.. this team is not a complete one without u.. and if not for u, i would had never played volleyball.. miss ya..
miss you..
what we could have been, 11:17 PM.
yoyo~ chinese test is okie todaex... but i think i will fail the "close passage" section.. hee.. compre was quite hard too 4 me..
anyways... my Ca1 results out liaoz...
x-engLish-x ... B4
x-chinEse-x ... B3/B4 (cant remember)
x-mAthematiCs-x ... B3
x-sCienCe-x ... B4
x-History-x ... B4
x-geOgraphY-x ... A1
x-LiteRatuRe-x ... havent give baQ yetx
x-aRt-x ... A2
x-deSign&technOlOgy-x ... havent give baQ toO
lanx?
haix..
lub alla
what we could have been, 5:15 PM.
hai yox.. i beri scared lox.. i scared my compo outta point.. haix.. target to beat nicholas.. how to? sianx.. i scared i B3 also cannot get.. i last year b3 lorx.. die die oso mux at least b4 lar.. tomolo chinese.. still okay.. only scared of chinese compo.. the others are okay lor.. so far my CA 1 results.. b4 for history, eng and chinese.. and A2 for art and A1 geog.. how pathetic am I? my lit most prob A2 then my d and t hoping for A1.. haix.. maths i think b4 also lorx.. science i get b4.. 64% sianx.. but no C already beri good liaoz.. hope mid-year dun get any C.. but possible for eng.. cos i OUT OF POINT.. arghX.. i alwaes pull up my marks by compo.. now out of point then i mati liaoz lorx.. haix.. sadx......
luf ALL..
what we could have been, 11:42 PM.
haix.. tomolo english test liaoz.. i must try to beat nicholas.. heex.. he damn hao lianz sia.. cannot tahan.. lol.. chinese left wif 3 chaps to study.. lit juz nid some last minute rounding up plus memorising.. the others still mux read hard hard.. anyway bryan send me a few really cool song.. hee.. i todae beri blur sia.. i got the qi huan lu zhen the Cd.. then got the song Only Lonely.. then when clement ask me if i have i say dun have.. actually the song is in the CD.. blur sY.. heex.. okie.. i muZ beat nich lar.. cannot let him hao lian.. mux try.. hai yo.. so far 9 subjectx.. i only handle 3.. die liaoz.. lOl.. juz finish packing my bag.. so light siaz.. honestly.. i must heed my tuition teacher's advice.. whether got test or not, must treat it as a normal day.. hee.. that helps great deal.. it's up to me to treat it as a normal day.. simple lar horx? hope so.. haha.. kaex.. i betta go liaoz.. later tomolo oversleep.. dun even needa take test.. bleah.. cHoY~ =P
all e best ppl for ya eng test...
target : nicholas
luv all
what we could have been, 11:15 PM.