juz added a song.. so sadx sia.. maths test sure fail de... i study sho hard lor.. stoopid means stoopid.. damn.. alwaes like that de leh.. wat i learn dun come out.. hate it.. blame it on my pure bad luck siax... then go tuition, so cold.. the air-con dunno wat degree one de... i think i wanna go maths tuition liaoz.. cannot tahan.. i wan to go pure or at least double pure lorx.. i dun wanna stuck wif subjects i dun like.. mush study hard hard for mid-year liaoz.. cannot afford to FAIL maths and science.. science i still okay.. maths i beri scared sia.. got that phobia ever since i fail maths last year.. then nvr overcome.. summore is set by mrs khor lorx.. scary~ anyways, all the best for ya mid-year friends... may god bless... *",*
haix
luv all
what we could have been, 5:32 PM.
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart
what we could have been, 11:36 PM.
Now, if Love is painful,
and tortures us so,
why do we Love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
Because it's...
Love
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.
haix.. i slack until very cham tis few days.. i tomolo gotta buck up.. from tomolo onwards.. i promise myself.. so stress tis few days.. no time to care for anything lioaz.. y i cannot go senior's match? their final match, i oso cannot go? muz study? wat logic... *cries* at this point of time only some can cheer me up.. and i wun name names.. i juz dun get it.. y my life sucks this big? *sadx*
luv all...
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.
well.. lost ger's back.. asking for directions? k.. anyway, today was at least more fun than yesterday.. okay or maybe to say.. a LOT more fun? skool's as usual.. wat wad do we expect? nearly fell asleep during Mrs Wong's lessons.. then PE.. i slack lorx.. run like slacker.. lOl.. then erm.. darn boring music lessons again.. so the boring.. sianzation.. heex.. then english then maths.. Clement told me sumtink abt maths lesson that make me smile lorx.. lol.. dun try asking him.. anyway, cool or wat? nicholas and sin chin changing place.. wooT~ okaY lar.. cannot be so bad.. but anyway, nicholas sit beside me got one good point.. teach me english.. lolz.. li yong him? then later lunch le lor.. i nvr go down.. stay in class see bryan and kynaston they all kope sweets.. hee.. then later went for assembly.. after that, go back to class i have to wait for all those english remedial ppl finish then can lock door.. then meanwhile play table-tennis.. so nice lor.. but i beri lousy.. heex.. then later at around 4 left skool wif Zoe.. then we so suay... the bus.. sort of broke down.. then need to change bus.. so shit lorx.. lOl.. then go huimin's house do project.. wah lao i go there.. kena attack by them arh.. keep using my hp dunno sms who.. lol.. then the huimin so secretive.. lols.. then huimin say wat.. "interesting interesting.. vERy~ nice~" lol.. the tone beri funni.. cutes.. lol... then later rush all hw.. then now.. stuck wif studying geog.. scared.. later fail.. then dies~ anyway, that's all le..
luV All...
what we could have been, 11:55 PM.
feel so down this few days... somehow or other i feel that gals can't be trusted.. cant find a soul mate juz yet.. maybe got two gals lor.. sheryl and lin li.. but they are like.. erm.. juz still not so close.. but at least i can speak out my mind lorx.. thanks lor.. then i feel i can confide in my kors lor.. they know me better ba.. er guo qiang oso larx.. oso thanks lots.. things had been changing now.. so fast.. so fast that i'm lost.. i feel like i dun even know who i am.. lost.. lost somewhere.. so lost.. i have to get back... mid-year coming liaoz.. have to score gooD.. i maybe giving myself too much pressure.. but, honestly that's how life had been for me all along.. i cant online starting from next week... is not cant lar.. juz that i dun wan oso.. i reallY wan to get good marks.. this year.. i slack a lot.. i know myself well... i have to find the real me back.. and u know u can.. so help me.. i dun wanna be so trapped.. all the while.. i juz live my life like it's my life.. but now i know that the life i'm leading now.. is my future.. something so big.. FUTURE.. haix.. leading a miserable life now.. god help me.. *sobx*
lost ger's finding her way back.. sadx...
will she be lost forever?
luff all
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
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luF aLL...
what we could have been, 9:40 PM.
hihi~ like i promise in my xanga.. i'll blog abt Melizo here.. okay it's two weeks ago.. but honestly.. it's nice lor.. people who miss it should regret.. cos it is really very very nice lOr~ esp. the anastasia part. erm.. that ming hui beri the bad lor.. came up wif a stupid scheme and it's terrible.. but thank god Hong You and Denise sorta save me.. wanna know more go and ask ming hui or denise.. de sheng oso know.. the 2e6 gals who went there all dress until beri the chio lor.. then volleyball gals oso.. lol.. they wear dress sia.. pretty.. *woo* then later around 11.15 then i reach home.. damn late lor.. then i at first not sleep mah.. then on TV and watch.. before i knew it.. i fell asleep lor.. so sianx.. i would attend Melizo IV de lor.. cos sho nice.. anyway, zong yi pian tai one.. go and kiss me on that day.. lol.. dun see her guai guai beri pervertic de lor.. heex.. erm.. that's all that happen on that day ba.. Ming Hui on that day beri chio sia.. let down hair.. beaUtY~ okie.. go le..
love all...
what we could have been, 9:38 PM.