Saturday, December 30, 2006
i hate this feeling that i'm having.
why do i feel so.
i wish there could be someone i could talk to.
not you or you.
but someone, an outsider who would definitely understand.
this is the period for having fun and parteeing.
& i will do just that.
but deep inside, its stil hurting.
confused and perplexed.
on the outside; so happy and jovile.
inside, crushed.
haven't felt like this before.
crushed like a huge wave just slamed on me.
& yet, there are other things i can look forward to.
the love that i have, ever new and improving.
but yet, need is different from want.
i want something else. something new.
what i need is getting old, simmering away.
why is fickle behaving like my best friend?
i wish it would go away and just leave me alone.
let me be devoted and loving.
but i'm not.
& this is me.
dead adorable babies & lotsa fun with my family.
i'm getting pretty scared tt i may not be prepared for my chinese As.
but no matter for that. i'll just see what i can do.
& enjoy for the moment.
<3
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i bought a new wallet!!! (: went shopping with mello and fi.
i swear we're all blind.There's was this huge poster directing us to roxy right downstairs and we walked right past it blindly. i swear we're all blind. hahah.
anws. ain't our wallets pretttyy? hahaha i'm so excited and all i just can't wait! hahah oh & WR is finally submitted! hooray for us!
much love to mel & fi for my happy day today!
its been quite awhile since i've blogged. my after promos activities have been many. hmmm
the promos were alright i suppose.J2 for me next yr.
& i hope and pray that my friends will be promoted along with me.
but now, i'm falling seeeek. heeelp.
alright. i'm going off now, to oli's bbq. later (:
*isimysuo*
Friday, September 01, 2006
haha.
& this was how my day went.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
i think i should stop living life with regrets. i only live this once. and i don't wanna live without knowing that i could have done much more. i feel so unaccomplished. this is suppose to be one of the best time of my life but yet.
i feel horrid.
WOOTS!last week was birthday week! fabulous pls! i can't say much cuz there's too much to say. i'll let pictures speak for themselves yeah :)
Sentosa with clique! embarassing day yeah haha. 
NYNY! GOOD FOOD LESS THAN MEDIOCRE SERVICE. (: COTTON CANDIESS. CAKE. GREEN. SO PRETTY.
MELLY, FIFI AND LOUIS! and my lovelylovely cake :)
and steamboat too! :D
guess who gave this to me! (:
of course, not to forget i met up with SARAH & IVAN(kaikai) during the weekend for a great day. i missed you both and i hope to see you all again! haha. jellybeans!
i'm seventeen finally. big girl alr worx! haha. hmmmm i know i'm a week late hahaha but thanks to clique: charm, puay, sut, shoots, ly, ky, oli,
her! mel-kins, fifi&louisboy! sarahtan&ivan! and of cuz all wellwishers who texted me. Thanks for remembering!
it was a great week for me. now i've gotta start mugging for promos! :D
& class politics. =/
<3
p.s for more pics, pm me! :)
