work

after working a few jobs,

I realized I usually am very excited about work the first month of work slowly lose the passion, then I start to become lazy and dread work.

how? why am I like that?
I don't want to go to work or do a job that I do not look forward to. I believe I can make a conscious choice to choose a job I find fun or like to do.

it shouldn't be a chore.

I know in future if I change jobs like that I'll probably never get promotions or pay rise. but I can't help it? I have put up and endured with studying for so many years I don't want to be putting up with something all the time.

maybe for jobs, there is also 'The One'.

maybe my calling is just not here yet.

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Why did you get married?

is a question I want to ask married couples.

How do you determine if you really want to spend the rest of your lifetime with someone?

Being very happy together for a considerable amount of time doesn't mean you won't get tired and bored of each other one day. Loving someone does not mean they will love you back as much. Someone may cheat on you no matter how faithful you are.

You may think you know this person, but one day, they may change to become someone you don't know at all.

Why do people get married to each other?

Is it because it seals a guarantee that there will be someone who will take care of you when you are sick? Does it means you will have company, so you do not have to live life alone and be lonely?

I see responsibility, commitment, stress. Do you know of any married couples who are very happy with their other half and long to see him/her everyday? I think it becomes a norm, a routine and nothing exciting anymore. Maybe you gain company, but at the condition of losing your social circle and life. It's allowing yourself to be vulnerable.

If it's about love, will he still love you tomorrow? and the days after?

If he listens to what you say, will he still do so tomorrow? And the days after?

If he treats you well, will it always be this way? I've seen men talking to their wives like they are the most irritating thing ever, and vice versa. I'm not being sexist here, everything I say applies to both men and women.

I've heard too much about infidelity. It's all around, be it a friend, a friend's friend or acquaintance.

Marriage is a contract.

I watched The Bucket List when I was in Australia,

this good man said this about his wife: "She is still the same woman I knew when we first met, I still love her, but it's like we lost something along the way." It's sad, isn't it?

i dont ever want to lose that something.

pigging out.

sometimes i wonder if anybody is still reading this blog

went for IPL today and i can't wait to see the results soon,

it's unlimited sessions and i can soon be waving to everybody with eternal hairless armpits!

i love photo-blogging on google chrome, it's just copy paste, so convenient and the photos don't go out of alignment!

countdown! im flying over in 2.5 days' time.

im thinking if its okay to swim in the pool in this weather.

matty's self-decorated wall:

"If you wander off too far, my love will take you home.

If you follow the wrong star, my love will take you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

get back on your feet and think of me, my love will take you home,

Boy, my love will take you home."

my current life, full of feasting sitting around in a circle.

popeye's night at airport viewing gallery

we are such gluttons,

the reason why i fat back to my original state.

and a freshly dyed hair:

budget kids:

boss anticipating the start of feast:

we come in all shapes and sizes.

im trying to embrace my body shape. really.

i don't want to graduate!

thankful for adj

night at waterfront:

first time trying toptable at TP:

only $13.80

been eating crazy lots of food.

and i still have two buffets to go to in September.

bless me.

july 11 tragically busy

I am uploading my powerpoint to my email and it's taking forever.

so while I'm waiting, let me just log a short post.

these days have been busy but fun,

matt has left for about a month,

but I'm going to australia to visit him next week.

lugging my luggage to school and heading straight to the airport after that.

on another hand ycp has got himself a charlala and this time i know he is really happy and i'm happy for him too.

i haven't been working much this month, in fact probably only one day cause I have been deluding myself by telling myself and everyone else that i am keeping myself available for the interview. but the fact is that i'm just plain lazy

few days ago before matt left:

the bff

razif's cat

my cosmetics

xiaojun

and his cracked phone

Fooods:

and me

done with uploading!

evening picnic tomorrow with the classmates after school tomorrow,

it feels like the last day of school cause all assignments and projects are done.

it's august already :(

don't want days like that to end.