The McCafe at Lido there is great. Nice ambience with great snack.... Went there on saturdat nite with gy and alan...

Sigh... gy is still forcing me to attend this seminar/talk. Yes, it is about his network marketing again or some motivational talk by the CEO of that company. Met Lih at PS starhub shop on sat and he also said how the thing is a scam. I agree. Never mind, i juz dun wanna bother about wat he is doing already... it is juz pointless..

Anyway, something interesting is going on within our section in camp.. I dunno how it turns out this way, but i hope it will not degrade to a 'war'...

Sigh... was so depressed on monday nite and tuesday when in camp... but im quite ok now.

I dun wanna delve into it too much since if it gonna happens, it will happen. So no point making myself miserable..

Anyway, Zhou Chuan Xiong is coming to safra radio saturday and that day im on duty. So i might have to chance to see him.... haha

I have enough!

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Nah, this is not the day for me though...

Felt so pissed & depressed today when doing duty. I dunno wat they are thinking, but i dun wanna care anymore....

Hmmm..... when i was thinking of wat exactly is haunting me that i want to keep myself out of it, i realised i couldnt really specifically say wat it is.. Perhaps there are several factors causing it but they are so clouded..

But one thing for sure it is about happiness. I told myself to be happy for this year but it seems there isnt much things that can make me feel good...

Perhaps when in dreamland, I dun have to think so much about trying to make myself happy or other stuffs.. and sleeping is also another way of isolating oneself from this world, though temporary only.

Maybe after a sleep, one will feel better, just like a refresh mind with a new start..

Went to Elvin's house last nite. Only reached there at 2340hrs cuz i was a bit lost getting there. Ha. So peter, jx, yh, alvin and me, together with elvin were there. Played a bit of majong thruout the nite til abt 4am+ but we din play money. We used push ups as the bet... ha.

Then slept a bit and we continued with majong again at ard 8.30am. Left jx, alvin, elvin and me then. This time, we used Jalan Kayu's roti prata as the bet. Haha.... played 1 round plus 1 more wind. In the end, alvin lost the most to all. And i lost 3 prata to jx and 5 prata to elvin. Think alvin lost abt 40+ prata to all three of us... haha.

So had our lunch at Jalan Kayu after that. YH joined us also. Ate roti pratas of cuz. And we played this zhong ji mi ma game there cuz we couldnt finish the indian rojak. So the loser who got the number got to eat a piece of the rojak. Quite fun.... haha.

So went home after that. Was so tired man... and i got to book in tonight again for duty tmr. Went for range on thurs but din shoot cuz it was Cat 1 after we got there. So going back tmr again... sianz...

Ahhh, eating is so difficult when the gum near the wisdom tooth area at my left side of mouth is sore. The gum seems like rotting away....

Will be going to range tmr for the zeroing of our new SAR21.... sigh :|

Took this picture on monday nite.... too bad, it is a bit blur. But no choice, im using my handphone camera... haha =)

I really feel like vomiting blood the more i talked to him. He just cant get the point I'm trying to make. If that's the case, it is really pointless to say any more.

It's a new year. And it is february already. It isnt easy to be and stay happy. . .

What is going to happen to the rest of my new year resolutions....??

I feel like im evolving into a sleeping god. Just slept from 1.30pm to 7pm... Ahh...


Perhaps one subconscious reason why one sleeps is just like why one gets drunk....