最后的朋友...

你...

是我最抱着希望的朋友。

但是，

你却...

就这么样离我而去...

我不接受你的“重生”...

只希望你还记得这“十界”。

你，

卡在了

“畜生界”...

做朋友

想不到，

我需要求朋友...

当我的朋友...

这，

就是人生...

其实

其实，

问题从来都没有解决。

一代传一代...

从当年开始，

就已经开始自己顾自己，

或

“自己顾自己友”

爽吗？

现在搞到这样~

3 to 4.

It's 3 years old.

Turning 4 years old soon.

What is IT?

My worst Nightmare.

The problem never being solved.

The one that work hard themselves get what they want.

;

The one feeling being abandoned...

Left one by one.

Who's fault?

Me?

Ya...

I am abandoned...

I am forgotten...

又是朋友...

朋友啊！

我知道这个世界不能少了你...

我很肯定！

但是，

你可以不要忘记我吗？

我很想，

很伤心而厚脸皮地告诉你，

我有利用价值的！

真的有！

请不要忘记我！

可以吗？

难道这就是，

缘分...

不管我多想，

可是，

缘分归缘分...

我不是你的好朋友...

直到如今，

我还是放不下，

你所说的话...

虽然失去记忆,

我忘不了...

我曾经痛过。

3 Stages

about Future Picture Upload.

1) Afterlife

Where will my Afterlife be?

"On the land under 50 fifty stars..."




2) The road to Afterlife

I don't know how long will be take to reach there.

But,

Technology advanced.

I won't be taking boat.




3) Before I die (already uploading...)

It's all about what I left when I "was" alive...

Hahaha~

As a record...

Last Saturday,

Finished my TOEFL exam..

So,

Happy!!! ^^

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Done my 1st reflexology session today, just now...

Ya...

Lol~

Treatment is about 40 minutes ++

Feel bored and keep thinking and thinking about other things.

Now,

Feeling weird and pain...

Weird because feeling unbalanced.

(And maybe that is the real balance...)

Pain is pain lo...

Haha!

笨的原因

其实，

我并不笨。

但为什么我这么笨？

应该是习惯了在家里封闭头脑的关系。

妈妈：“顺我者生逆我者死。”

父母的决定总是正确。

没有选择的权利。

没有机会选择。

不敢选择。

选择。

不想再想，

也不敢再想。

只有默默的接受。

我回想，

曾经告诉自己，

“宣布死亡！”

因为我真的太失望了。

我需要到冥界跑一趟，

找回自己...

因为，

又到另一个时间的旅程碑了。

到底，

这个前途，

是我的选择,

还是...

因为...

Randomly post..

Less Post = Less Emo

So,

But today's simply simply post...

Feel ok today...

Not much Emo already...

(Don't tickle me then'll be fine)

Just,

Letting go the bad feelings.

Because I understand.

Something's just can't change.

You already have this kind of thinking.

For so many years.

It's very hard to change.

I feel pity.

Even myself,

Sometime's just can't change so easily.

So,

I can forgive.

Because you are my friend.

I consider you as friend.

But,

Do you vice versa?

Last Day...

Last Day of ELS d...

View Pictures on my facebook... Thanks~

原因

只有一个原因...

我们，

不是好朋友...

选择...

分岔路了...

我决定要为了艺术，

放开一切，

做自己想做的...

我要学更多东西!!

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今天是糟糕的一天...

哈哈！

没关系...

明天再来...

ELS, 8th Day...

Lol~

What a day...

My Speaking did improved,

but need to add in some wonderful Vocab...

Just found out that a girl that same class with me,

just 15 years old!!!

But her English is good...

She knows how to use good vocab...

Geng!!!

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Few things happened today...

1) Piano teacher sicked... T_T~

2) I rent a piano near Subang there to practice,

But the piano... (=.=")

I prefer the one in my house...

3) Train was delayed,

And I can't get in when it arrived...

Zzzz...

4) Talked to a Iraq "Boy"

He claimed that is 18...

(my opinion is 30++)

He wanna study at Uniten,

Dunno wad wad Engineering.

But his mom sicked and he is going back.

He said his dad dunno wad wad travel at Itally.

He say his country is going to have election.

Will have a new government.

LOL~

5) Let a pair of couple sit together in the train... Lalalala~

What a day... Haha!

ELS, 6th Day...

The Sixth Day...

Ntg special...

Taking KTM is quite... Boring...

I can feel the shaking effect of the train right now... Zzzz....

Someone actually Farted on the train... He stood beside me... Zzzz...

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I don't know why...

A force guided me...

Is this what is called as,

The power of GOD...

HE left me with pain,

so that I will choose,

the path...

Maybe that's the reason...

Why...

I am not invited...

Saturday Morning...

Saturday...

Will be another deadly day...

Hope I can get through it easily and usefully~

Enemies that once friend,

Came to find me...

Should I be pleased or disturbed?

Because,

This was what I once dreamed for...

People find me ask question and push me to the top...

But,

I don't have this stupid feeling anymore...

I feel lazy...

There's other thing worth me fighting for...

I can't compare arts,

It's terrible...

But,

I am happy with it...

4th Day.. ELS~

Wow,

Late post...

Eye witnessed an accident while the KTM's door is open...

Nothing special happened at ELS...

Maybe the fate is controlling me again...

Feeling so proud...

Not over proud,

But it's a thankful proud...

Thank you everybody...

Although I don't wish to list you all here...

T_T~

Work hard!!! Damn!!!

3rd day of ELS

Lol,

Myanmar boy absent... Got test...

Ntg special happened...

Just realized that on this earth got 3 Malays don't have common sense...

(I am not Racist!!!)

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Haiz...

Haiz...

Haiz...

只能说，

“放开是一件好事！！！”

ELS, second day...

Today,

1 absent, 2 new people...

One malay boy, one chinese girl...

Ntg much special today...

Just normal class...

Just knew that the Myanmar boy is going to Canada to study Engineering... LOL~

Helped a lady to press "Open" button on train at Midvalley station... LOL~

Good Luck everyone~

1st Day at ELS

Just found out that.

That Subang ELS is so near to Subang's Taylor.

1st Day,

4 Human

3 Guys, 1 Girl, 1 Female Teacher

3 Chinese 1 "Myanmarist"

No distinct age difference...

TOEFL is...

Boringly Hard!!!

Alot of Vocab...

Have to memorize set of words start from "A-Z"

Each set about 40words

Teacher say,

"there will be words on the passage you never seen in your life..."

=.="~

Ntg to say...

Good Luck~

Q & A

如果感觉正确...

你问我，

“你漏了什么东西在我家吗？”

我会说 :

“我的心。”

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你或许不会明白吧~

没关系，

这是缘分的问题...