In Search of Lost Innocence

Hi all, I am shifting back to Wordpress! Haha. Things are kinda shitty right now, so I would really appreciate a place where I don't have to censor my thoughts. So as I don't know who you creepy stalkers are, it's not safe for me to say a lot of things here. And I don't know how to lock posts either -.- So lalala, ask me for my new add if you are interested to continue stalking! Cheers, Yong Xiang

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Didn't really enjoy today as much I wanted to. Done.

There are a few people I hate extremely in my life now. Give me a chance, I will kill them. Trust me, I will. Life has been chaotic to the highest level possible. I am tired too. I m going to skip my lesson tml just to stay at home and complete my essay. For the first time in NTU, I didn't complete my assignment before the last day. Well done Peck, what the hell is wrong with you? There are 2 more essays coming and I have no idea how to deal with them. Die. I managed to shut off my feelings and deal with things objectively. But I probably can't do this everyday. I need to know what I am, if I am anything at all.

Seriously, just shut the fuck up already. There is this stupid rock concert going on downstairs at my park. It has been blasting non-existent music and all I can hear is people shouting nonsense. It has lasted for the whole of today. Bloody hell, I need some peace and quiet. Who organised such things in neighbourhood parks anyway??? Swimming is like my only respite now. I didn't use to like it so much, but now it just makes me feel good when I am in the water. Probably because it makes me feel so much lighter. HAHA. Then again, it's only you and the water when you are there. It somehow makes the time stop running. And really, I cannot stand certain people. They are getting on nerves increasingly easy nowadays. All these hypocrites.

hey people, how's life? Haha. That's like my most common question to everyone nowadays. Hope everyone's doing fine. Last month has been pretty hectic for everyone, at least those I know. Hopefully things have settled down a little for them. I couldn't talk to everyone of you, but my ear is always available to whine to. hahaha. Well, as for me, things have pretty much settled down too. Some things were ironed out pretty clearly, so good for me I guess. And thanks for all those who kind of pulled me through things. Hahaha. They were right, and it reconfirmed what I felt. So yup, things have settled down and so did I. I only live once, don't I? Can't always be thinking for other people. I had mobilisation today. The army hasn't advance after 3 years. Protocol pretty much limit every common sensical decision we have to make. And seriously, I don't feel like defending civilians after today. Let me tell you why. I was late for mobilisation, thanks to some cock...