In Search of Lost Innocence

Spent the whole day day lazing around, nothing to do, nothing to look forward to. Feeling a bit lost this weekend, hoping for a better upcoming week. Not single a single soul to chat with.. Haix . Everyone is busy with their own lives and schedules. Sometimes, it makes one wonder when this whole 'work thingy' will stop.. Life is getting tougher each day. Do I really have to suck up to others in order to rise up the ranks? Hmmm .. Maybe yes.. On second thought, to hell with you. Let me tell you more about NSFs staying back at schools being as instructors.. In unison with De Shun, we NSFs are being 'abused' by the regulars.. Why? And how? That is the question. Without us, do you think they are able to stay out every night? Without us, who will be there to do daily chores in the bunk? Without us, there won't be a chance to push away tasking. Sometimes, I wish that, just let me go to unit and train outfield.. I might be happier with my men, who are more devoted and cl...

Hey people, I am back. =) Things weren't the same like the last time I visited Taiwan.. Haha.. The weather had a big drastic change.. Its the winter season there at Taiwan, and its quite chilling to be training out there in the cold.. I think the lowest temperature reached was around 11 degrees.. Haha.. You can't see snow yet, but at least there vapor coming out from your mouth as you speak.. Haha.. I have never been to any winter countries before, so I guess there would be the lowest temperature I ever experienced.. The cold seriously slows a person down.. Haha.. Had a few close shaves during my time there.. Had a minor accident.. Haha.. Got a bit of concussion, bruises and sprained my ankle.. Haha.. But I am ok now, so all is fine. Being an instructor or a trainer isn't an easy job.. Sometimes to lead to perform requires you to do things that undermine your principles.. Hate to do that, but this frame I have lost my cool at times, and I will be seeking to improve on that....