In Search of Lost Innocence

Was in the East the whole day. Went to replace my POSB 'Go!' card as it was defaced, due to my itchy hand for peeling off the first layer. Haha. In the end, I have to pay $5 dollars for it. In addition, I went to inquire about the MySavings Account scheme that they were offering. Its a regimental savings plan that makes you earn higher interest by saving up a certain amount of money monthly. This sum of money is deducted from your main account, meaning that you are setting aside a sum of money to collect higher interest per annum. Sounds quite good eh? Haha. I am just asking. Went to Pasir Ris Park today with Jasmine. It was a rather nice weather, although dark clouds can be seen forming from afar. Luckily, it didn't rain until we were leaving. I spent the whole day indulging in the cooling sea breeze. Nature is just so wonderful sometimes. Went to the ticket.com outlet at Century Square to find out that they are upgrading the system and hence cannot process any transactio...

The fierce rivalry between STW and OTW is settled once again in a soccer match. STW side won 5-4, however, much to our regret, half of the team aren't from STW. Haha. Anyway, I went back to camp early in the morning to participate in that highly anticipated match. I was half-asleep though, but I am glad all went well. I got my ankle hurt in a challenge, but its nothing serious. Haha. Been out with Jasmine these 2 days. Had dinner and was looking for some gifts and cards. I had been trying to figure out how to solve some problems lately. Can't seemed to get things right. Maybe I am thinking too highly of myself for taking upon this task. Not that I am completely capable to begin with. Suddenly, I feel so weak such that I don't have any idea what am I doing. And I don't understand why do people like to shower me with cold shoulders just because they aren't feeling great at the moment. If you just need to be alone, go ahead and tell me, don't have to jab me with fr...

I did something that didn't make me look gentlemanly. Give and take, forgive and forget. Maybe I wasn't one in the first place.

Alvyn's back in Singapore, and I went to have lunch with him this afternoon. He had lots to share about the training there, and I am glad he came back in one piece. With this, I believe we can start playing soccer soon! Haha. If I've got the chance, I would also want to go there to train once. Maybe its time to go and meet up with the little kids who went too. Hougang Mall has changed much since the Secondary school days. The post office is shifted to the 4th floor while there are a whole new chain of restaurants opened in the 2nd floor, where NTUC used to be. The standard of living is getting higher, or rather, the cost of it. One plate of Wanton Mee costs $3.50 now, and its lesser than before. Oh god. Went to pay some phone bills. My brother's costs $80 plus, how on earth can someone uses close to 2000 sms per month? Anyway, Alvyn bought Winning Eleven 2008, and its for XBOX 360, so I went to his house to try it. To our dismay, the console was down. What a bummer. Someday...

Went back to camp yesterday night, so that I can wake up early in the morning to go for Life Run. Haha. Actually, all those was for that ORD Medallion. People who are leaving the service as NSFs in ATI will receive a medal for their contribution in the 2 years. Its nothing much, but at least its an appreciation for your efforts. Talked to ISM today. He is still the nice guy with a lot of things to share. I am glad I spent my 2nd year tour in ATI. Here's that medallion. What do you guys think of people going for sex-change? Haha. Well, I know its a bold question, but its happening in real life now. Of course its not me. Its quite scary to even think of it. Its rare for Zhen Cong to be so enthusiastic in organising a gathering. Its time to get something done.

Nothing's been coming up lately. Have been staying at home and watching 'Naruto'. Received a call that I need to go back and collect my ORD Medallion tomorrow morning. I just got to pick up my lazy boots and head back to camp tonight, if not I will never reach there on time tomorrow. Guess I will finish up the clearance as well. It feels like 15 years has just passed from my last collectable memory. Hmm. The tide of generation flow never stops. Feel like going for night-cycling, anyone up for it? And that Epic Battle restarts; Second Round.

Was flipping through some old photos of mine when I saw those of MSSB days. Vividly remembering the backstage and the dressing room in Esplanade, it was a out of a whole experience for a kid like me. Its super classy and sleek inside. Haha. And there are mini-televisions for people to watch the performance from backstage. Victoria Concert Hall cannot be compared to it at all, for those band people who remember. Montfiesta VI was something unforgettable, even though we may not play fantastic music nor exciting repertoire, seeing all our preparations and hard work paying off were all that was enough for little men like ourselves. And here are the little men that held together despite having different beliefs. Learning an instrument ain't easy I tell you. Remembering the seniors asking us to play some instruments to see whether we are cut out for it. I was quite fat that time, so was given a larger instrument to handle, but who knows I slimmed down and had difficulty carrying it aroun...

Been out with Tessa today. Supposed to do some gift-shopping for her friend, but we didn't end up with anything. Instead I got 2 Gundam figurines to add to my collection. Haha. They are sitting on my table shelf now. Since young, I sort of have an obsession for Gundam figurines, and I bought those 'fixable' kinds before. But my brother likes to play with them, and since they are so fragile, they often end up missing some bits and pieces. Haha. Can't help it also. I have to say this. I am quite disgusted by the behavior of our Singaporean commuters using the public transportation, namely the Mass Rapid Transit. There are common situations whereby during peak hours and the stations are more crowded with people, people like to rush into the train cabins despite others still trying to alight. I don't understand what's the prize for rushing in first, and it disrupts the flow of human traffic. Waiting a 1 minute outside the carriage won't kill. Is this the so call...

Found something interesting from Mr Brown's blog . Its a series of videos made by a group of college students, depicting Final Fantasy in real life. One thing's for sure. Its damn funny. Catch the remaining episodes at Youtube .

I read an article on how to be an " Savvy Psychology Major " . It talks about what to expect and prepare for my future studies as a Psychology student, but that's not what I want to share with you guys. Actually that article talked about the basic requirements for surviving through college and going further ahead to accomplish our occupational goals. To put it across briefly, it compared the people of today with the past. People today are more ambitious into getting into a college compared to last time, but I believe its probably due to the fact that its more or less a basic working prerequisite now. It said that there were 2 groups for students in college, namely those possessing aligned ambitions and those not. What does these names stand for? Possessors of aligned ambition just means that they are in a course or learning environment that will help them achieve their ambitions, whereas those of the latter doesn't. Be largely aware that most of us belong to the latte...

Urk. Couldn't get my clearance done today, due to the absence of some people while some others' signature can only be obtained on the day itself. I think I will have to go back sometime next week. Anyway, I am on leave until December, so you guys are free to date me out. Haha. I must be feeling rich to have watched 2 movies in a row. Caught 'Bee Movie' and 'Beowulf'. 'Bee Movie' is a rather family-oriented movie with comedy instilled in it. Its quite funny and relaxing and somehow there's always a morale of the story for this kind of show. In contrast, I felt 'Beowulf' was quite a flop. Haha. The story line isn't as nice as I expected and the computer graphics overshadows the real images. Angelina Jolie wasn't real too. I guess this is how it is to find the lull period. Somehow, I still can't help but worry for the 3 little seedlings who was posted in to replace us. One thing is, they aren't gelling together. Maybe time will t...

Hey folks, how have you guys been? Its yet another day of lazing around. Went to meet Wei Yen for pool. Seriously, he is like one of my closest friend now, and we are going to be hostel mates next time in NTU. Despite seeing what the girls are going through now, I am still looking forward to the admission into University. Haha. I guess being through army has increased the urge of going back into the society. There is going to be a big gap I guess, and there's much to catch up. Also, I have decided that, if I've got the time I will do some cooking, be it now or in NTU later in the future. Firstly, I think it possible to save up a bit of money on food this way, and I think its healthier too, provided I decided to go healthy. Haha. Speaking about money, do you people think its possible not to use your parents' CPF money for your education? Haha. I am trying to do that, but its quite tough I guess. Unless I get a scholarship that is. Without that, a bank loan seemed to be the o...

Didn't really do anything at all for this long break. Was supposed to meet S3A at AMK Hub for kbox, but apparently I overslept and lost the enthusiasm, hence stayed at home whole day. I guess its ok to stay at home and rest, I don't really feel like facing the sun anyway. Anyway, to share with those who have lack or part-time/full-time job opportunities, this may just be the solution for you. I have a friend called Nevin, some of you know him, and he is currently working for a employment agency. Thus, if you people are feeling restless and hyping for a job in order not to grind your precious time to waste, you guys can contact him or me. I will give you his contact, just say I introduced you to him. He won't reject you, so no worries. Maybe during this period, I should go and read some books and upgrade myself. Haha. It doesn't really feel good after staying stagnant for 2 years. I can't wait for Alvyn and Alex to come back. I have been listening to a lof of weird s...

Well, the funeral ended today. Can say that everything proceeded quite smoothly, although it was prepared in a rush. Hope he can get some peace and spend time with the others up there. Ironically, its actually this kind of event that gets the family together. Everyone came, those whom I knew, to those whom I don't. I just realised I got a 54 year old cousin. Haha. Anyway, it was a good experience and alls well that it ended smoothly. Been rather drained out due to the rituals and the sleepless nights. Life goes on anyway. What a date it has become. Maybe it was destined.

I finished my duty as of Monday, and hence I have no more regimental obligations left. Luckily for me, the duty was a rather easy and peaceful one. Thank God. Hence, what is left now is to slowly bring back the stuff from camp and do my clearance. I went to draw blood for HIV test at the medical centre today. It was a kind of routine check that people ORD-ing must do. Let me tell you first, it was a horrific experience. I was poked 4 times before the blood was successfully drawn. I almost fainted when I see the medic almost fainting after repeated failed attempts. Haha. When I get to see you guys, then I will tell you. Anyway, remember that 3rd Uncle that I mentioned a few months ago. Well he passed away hours ago. Hmm. Hope he rests in peace. Looks I will be spending some of my leaves at the funeral. And most probably, I won't be able to attend Sergeant Terrence's wedding. We shall see how then. The plague of epidemic seems to have fallen, as I found out that my 1st Uncle got ...

Another Saturday passed aimlessly, with me drifting around in the house looming over empty boxes in hope of having some chocolate cookies inside. Went with Wei Yen to 'zeng' our bicycles. Haha. Its not much of a modification or addition, just one bell and a few reflectors. I think it is still a good choice to get a sturdy bike that can last quite long. If I am staying in NTU, I think I should bring the bicycles there. NTU is quite big. Maybe I can cycle to Jurong Point from there. But I think storing it will be quite a problem. Haha. He wanted to test-drive the bicycles, so we went cycling to Compass Point. We wanted to test if anyone were to steal our bikes. Haha. If they were really stolen, we can just say that we are out of luck, cause there were at least 70 other bicycles there. Maybe I should stop visiting Seng Kang. On second thought, forget it. I need a game to expend the time I have. Or maybe something that will take a lot of time to do. Hmm. It's turn to be a big g...

Today, the first bulk of NSF from my batch took their pink IC, beaming with happiness and showing it off like they have won the 2.75 million dollar lottery. Heard from Bernard that Jia Ji eventually went back and show off his pink IC to the whole world, and he asked me whether I would do the same. Certainly, I can't say no. But somehow I have experienced this same feeling before, with people flashing their beloved pink card around, its hard to contain your own disappointment. So I told him I won't. I know its tough to suppress that form of delight. Haha. Actually, Aloysius was telling me he was feeling rather bored outside, and there wasn't really anything to do other than work. Haha. Don't know whether if he is trying to console me or what, but I kind of agree. I haven't got any plans after I get my card. Maybe I should continue to learn driving. But I think having gatherings will be on the top of my list. 1 more month to leaving everything behind. But leaving thin...

Just got home. It has come to the time where the people around disappear from the army where I still got one solid month left to serve. Well, I have got Guard Commander Duty this coming Monday. Haha. What luck. Just attended some Basic Security Protection course. I learnt more about the law and how to handcuff people. Haha. Just where on Earth am I supposed to find a handcuff? Went to catch the Sneak Preview of the movie 'Gameplan' with the 3 little kids. I would say its a rather nice show, with a cliche ending. Haha. Why don't you guys go catch it if you have nothing much to do? Went to eat with Ming Min at Jurong Point. Its going to be another 8 months or so before I head into NTU. Zi Heng called; a long distance call from him, made after training. Feels good to hear his voice. Well, hope he and the rest of the gang will be fine at Down Under. And that goes for you too, Alvyn. And what's up with Jia Ji trying so hard to leave an impression on my tagboard? Haha. I have...