In Search of Lost Innocence

Its this dreaded feeling again... Juz dunno why i m still doin this kind of things... I haf alreadi been in it for almost 9 months... I can't realli believe that i m actualli living this kind of life... Completed 10 km run in the morning today.. Didn't realli believe that i could actualli run that kind of distance... Haha.. Despite the sudden downpour and congested running route, the run was actualli easier than I expected.. haha.. Maybe training did help abit.. Lamed around Marina Square looking for a place to eat.. In the end couldn't decide and dragged till 10 plus... Wah piangz.. Den finalli settled down at Millenia Walk area with a Jap restuarant... Come to think of it, this is actualli the first time I m outside with my course mates... This shows that there were seriously no much free time durin the course.. haha... Supposed to meet up with S3A for the Teacher's Day Gift at 1130.. But due to the indecisiveness we developed after the run, i was still eating at that...

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No need to apologise dearie. It's ok. I know u really need the rest. Really appreciate it when u still fork out time to meet bei every week. As for SOC.. bei can only give you moral support orh. Just give your best n dont worry k.. It really saddens beibei to see you tired n unhappy.. i just want boi to have enough rest k. SMILEEEEEEE dearieee... It hurts everyone to see you like that orh.. bei give u a big tight hug k.. tk care always k.. Love you lotsssss orhhh *BIG HUGGGXXX*

Bad week at camp.. Suffered major blisters n cuts due to the intensive n insane SOC training.. Basically, i haf big worries for SOC.. Isn't very confident of clearing, on top of there, came these unwanted blisters... Hmmm.. Its gonna be very tough on the road ahead... Its kinda frustrating when u haf insensitive and senile PCs.. Crazy.. wun ever listen to your suggestions... Keep on complaining that we like to snowball, yet his own level of inefficiency prove himself otherwise.. How long m i gonna take this kind of life... Someone help man... Basically returned home with a heavy mind n mood.. With every seconds nearin to the least anticipated SOC test, i seriously doubt if anyone are in the mood for anything... Tired n exhuasted, misunderstood and suppressed.. Someday, everything might juz blow up.. Gotta apologise to my little darling.. For disappointing her once again... Sianz... Got lots of things to do, yet little time. Is it really all about time management and planning? Somet...

Back from outfield.. Missing all these people lots: 1. My beloved family and my little one. 2. O4S3A. 3. Brotherhood Gang. 4. All those people who made a difference in my life. Single tank battle course is over... now watever is left are SOC and ROC.. haha.... Hoping everything will end soon in a nice way... John has alreadi passed out as a spec.. sometimes it realli wonders how come i m still here... Counting down... Cheryl is back in Singapore... Glad S3A made the effort to meet up.. yeah.. At least the strength present ytd was 12... Alot alreadi... haha... Hope she had an enjoyable time with us... Hearing from her experiences in the States, made me think through alot of things... haha.. She still prefers Singapore.. I assume is the environment and the ppl here that makes her nostalgic ba.. But one thing she said, "Upon reaching there, I really see the real World." Its up to different ppl to think of things differently... Lolx.. Wat m i saying.. haha.. watever.. Some ppl pr...

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its been a while since i last blogged.. haha... About life in army: Its almost 10 weeks into TCC.. ROC drawing near and instructors getting more furious.. Siao liao i think.. Next week will be a 5 day 4 night tour of the camp area... Battle course.. With my instructor like that.. I will most probably die... Haix... Juz met up with Wei yen who juz came back from ROC the night before.. haha.. Sounds quite fun to be there... Looking forward to it... But he got lots of scars and injuries... looks disgusting... Anyway, glad to haf met up with alvyn n gang.. About life outside: Basically, I haf not seen a lot of ppl.. Yesterday met Gay, Karene, and Gavin. Its a weird combi though.. But nvm.. Next week i most probably wun haf time to come out.. So its another weekend gone.... Sianz... Everything is about the topic above now.. Hope Alvyn's dad is feeling better. Take carez everyone.