In Search of Lost Innocence

Finally, the arrival of the highly anticipated New Year. Went to watch Charlotte's Web. Haha.. Its something like a educational show. Not too bad overall. I think its like an Arts Film. Haha.. I guess there will be people counting down to New Year. So have you guys reflect on what you have did for the past 2 years? Almost 20 years of my life. Everything started back at Montfort, where band really played an integral part of my life. I had with me a bunch of comrades, which we named ourselves 'BOB' aka Best of the Best. We endured hardships, shared tears and joys, put in our best to bring glory to MSSB. The Silver Medal and the Esplanade performance are our greatest milestones that we can ever leave in our lives. New friendships formed and so did new rivalry. Little do I know that you, will ever turn out to be like this. My regret was not ending our buddyship in the most appropriate way. Seriously, I don't know whether to hate you or what. Soon, we departed into our next ...

Just had a mini S3A gathering cum dinner at Toa Payoh Lor 8.. Haha.. Head down to De Shun's Uncle's 'zhu chao' stall.. 8 person ate for $69 only.. Haha.. Marc, Xie Qiang, Leslie, Marcus, Ho Kong, De Shun and Xiao Hui turned up for the dinner.. Haven't seen Marc for ages.. Haha.. He seriously slimmed down a lot.. I guess training is tough for him.. Haha.. Xiao Hui still looks the same despite having a boyfriend =p Haha.. Shall not 'suan' her so much.. Hmmm.. Will be looking forward to New Year's day where there will be more people turning up at Lim's house.. Haha.. That should be a good start to the new year.. Yeah.. 2007 is seriously full of mystery. Will be heading down to Marina Square tomorrow.. Catching the movie 'Charlotte's Web'.. Haha.. I want to watch Deathnote though.. Maybe I will find Wei Yen to accompany me.. Things are finally beginning to settle down.. I am glad most things are back to normal.. Really hoping for a good year ...

Hmmm.. Finally got out of camp and now into the 4 days long weekend.. Soon, year 2007 will arrive, in about 2~3 days time.. Some people dread it, while others are hoping for the best in the upcoming year.. Hereby wishing all out there, A Happy New Year and may all your wishes come true.. Strangely to say, I find that more and more people are getting more occupied with their lives now.. But I don't know with what.. People are finding less time to catch up with friends and family... Are we really that busy? Or are there too many new responsibilities and commitments that we have to take up? Day by day, we are slowly stepping into the shoes of maturity.. I would say that this applies to most people, if not all.. But in the process of it, are we actually losing some part of our old lives? Somewhat, by inputing new things into your mind, you seemed to be deleting some as well.. What happened to all those friends that played and teared with you during your secondary school years? What hap...

Yeah.. Its Christmas!!! Haha.. A bit no mood though.. But nevertheless, Merry Christmas to all out there.. Haha.. Went to watch 'The Holidays' with fang.. Haha.. Raining though.. Thanks for the meal.. Yeah... Was searching for leng's gift.. Finally settled for something.. Hope she will like it.. Heh.. Was kind of late for the brotherhood dinner.. So left each other in a haste.. Haha.. Next time then.. Reached Alvyn's house and ate dinner.. As usual, we had great food spread across the table.. Yeah, by the way, the salad was good. =) Anyway.. He has to go church for service, so the rest of us went to play pool.. Wah.. Completely cannot play.. Haha.. Was trashed badly.. Played for 3 hours to wait for Alvyn to come back.. He came back and we are off to the 5th floor.. There was absolute Vodka.. Haha.. Drank quite a bit.. Before that, I drank Champagne -.- On top of that, at Chris' house, I tasted the extra strong Vodka (Don't know what is the name) Looks like I dra...

Today is Christmas' Eve's Eve.. Haha.. Organised a S6B class gathering.. I guess it was quite successful.. Woke up at 7 a.m, but went back to sleep as it was too early... Met up with Fang at Potong Pasir Station and went to Junction 8 together.. Haha.. She was late though.. So were the others.. Nonetheless, we reached there to find that Nevin was there already.. Went to NTUC and got the stuff required for steamboat.. Lolx.. Spent around $100 on the whole thing.. I paid for it firstusing NETS.. Haha.. Settled our lunch at MacDonalds' and head to Chris' house.. As usual, it was mahjong at his house.. Haha.. First round and Nevin lost $9.60.. Haha.. Seriously no luck... Soon, more and more people came.. And we started preparing the steamboat ingredients.. Lots of stuffs, including cuttlefish, squids, vegetables, all kinds of balls and all sorts of weird stuff we could think of.. Even otah was one of the ingredients there.. Haha.. Anyway, I picked the otah as I thought it ...

A week has passed yet again.. Its christmas! I guess last Sunday carolling performance was the end of my choir career for this year.. Haha.. I think it was rather fun and enriching that I actually stood in shopping malls and sing christmas carols to passer-bys.. Thanks to both Fang and Leng for coming down to support.. Haha.. Next time I hope Leng will be in the choir =x Haha.. Got a new phone, Sony Ericsson W810i.. Heh.. Happy eh.. On the way back to camp.. Took a cab in which the driver 'hiam' that Sungei Gedong Camp was so freaking far and kept on saying its his bad luck to have gotten a passenger like me. What the hell... I really wanted to punch him, but was rather exhuasted due to the 4 performances.. That loser still wanted to keep the change as his tip to cover his fuel costs for his return trip out. What kind of serivce was that? If you don't wish to venture into that far, so be it.. I won't board your vehicle... Fuming.. Back at camp.... Got a real taste of ho...

Woot... Had my second shot at Carolling today.. Performed at Tiong Bahru Plaza.. Today's performance was much better than yesterday's.. Haha.. I guess its due to the audio-picking devices.. Nevertheless, we performed to a group of more enthusiatic audience.. Haha.. Tired though.. Still got 2 more performances to go tomorrow, or rather later in the day.. 12pm at White Sands and 7.30pm at Century Square.. I thought Weiqi is coming today, but I never see her.. Haha... Met up with Chin Mei and had lunch at Plaza Singapura.. Long time since I last met her.. Catched up quite a bit.. I guess she hasn't change much.. Anyway, thanks for the gift. Will be getting a new phone tomorrow.. Poor people like me need to wait for ages to change to a decent phone.. Haha.. Actually, I am still considering about purchasing a new phone.. I guess I don't really need one now, partly because I am in the army.. Haha.. I also can't bear to part with my money... Well, talk to you people again....

Haix.. Couldn't find a replacement frame for my spectacles that was broken earlier this week.. Was hit by a ball, thanks to Ming Ze.. Seriously, do you really have to play so seriously? I guess it's just my luck. Why can't I be just like other kids? Not to be bothered by adults' matters since young. Why can't I, just go through the easy path? Why do I have to face all sorts of problems that some kids will never face? Talking about being fair, life's never. But if until now, when I got passed 19 years of my life, and I am still grumbling about whether life's fair or not, I guess I am dumb right stupid. What for grumble about something I can't do anything about.. I guess there are positive takeaways from this kind of life that I led. Remain positive. Yeah, that's what I am going to do. But seriously, how long can I do that? And you? Changing comformities is never an easy thing. Step out of your comfort zone. Make a difference.

Wooo...... Another tiring week has just passed.. I ended my Operators' Maintainer Course officially today.. Got a certificate though.. Haha.. After that, went to washing bay and help out with the washing of the tanks that just came back from outfield... By the way, if you people haven't watched the news recently, SAF is importing a new Main Battle Tank (MBT) modelled 'Leopard 2 A4'.. This tank is much more powerful and lethal compared to the current AMX SM1 we are using now... Hmm.. But I doubt I will get a chance to work on that tank.. Maybe when I come back for reservists' training... Today had my first ever choir performance at Century Square... Its an outdoor performance.. I think it wasn't really good but I believe it will get better as days go by.. Was a bit nervy at first.. But I couldn't care much when I cant even hear myself singing... Outdoor performance seriously need a lot of volume.. Anyway, there wasn't a spontaneous audience to sing to eit...

Woot.. Went out for lunch with Zheng Yu and Weiqi.. Quite a weird combination, but at least we all knew each other.. Haha.. Met up at Tampines Mall and had lunch at pizza hut... Couldn't stuff myself anymore with a piece of pizza left, so I tried to stuff it in bit by bit.. In the end, I gave up.. Haha.. Went to walk around after that... Weiqi didn't change much except for her hair and her wearing contact lens.. Still the same old her I guess.. Haha.. I asked Zheng Yu to go organise a S3A Christmas outing.... Hoping to see you people soon... Heh heh..Don't know why, but I am feeling very tired on weekends.. Is it because I tried so hard to cherish my weekends such that I overworked myself? Haha.. The thunderstorm is over, and now comes Heaven. The flower didn't falter, but yet she bloom further. Once thought she would die, but she pulled through and survived. T he clouds came and went, but that was never the end. Bestowed with a new life, pure like a clear sky. Delighte...

Another Saturday at home... Rotting away my precious weekends.. I guess I could well get some rest at home... Yesterday took the trainees outfield for their driving lessons... Phew.. It was really tiring as I had to go round and round the circuit explaining the same things to many trainees.. Haha.. I spent the whole morning in the circuit.. In the afternoon, I was substituted and I got some rest.. Haha.. It actually feels good to be an instructor, but definitely its going to be a tiring job.. Had my first taste of outfield, and looking forward for more to come.. Then at night went over to Ming Wei's house to play Mahjong.. Was dead beat by the time I got home.. But due to the promise I made to Hsien Yeow, I dragged myself there.. Haha.. Super tired.. Reached home today at around 10 plus.. Had choir practice today.. I think I am getting there but still needs quite a bit of practice.. But the performance is next friday.. I hope I won't disgrace the choir... Haha... Have faith in ...

I guess it really takes a long time. It doesn't help, when you can't help yourself.

Hmmm... I just felt I have wasted a weekend... Nothing much was achieved these 2 days.. Went to Yio Chu Kang driving centre to register for Basic Theory Test on Saturday... Ming Wei and I went to look for the centre with Aik Joon's given directions.. In the end, we got lost and have to back track -.- Found the place and got a place there.. In the afternoon, there was choir practice.. Everything isn't too hard, but I am afraid that I might not have enough time to practise.. Will be missing 2 weekday practice sessions.. Hope I can make it for the performances.. Couldn't wake up in time to go to Tampines for soccer today.. In the end, only left Ming Ze, Chok and Aloy reached there on time.. Rushed for cab, for unable to get any.. After 45 mins of waiting, I made up my mind n went home.. Due to that, I failed to make it for Leslie's birthday celebration.. Heh. Happy birthday to Leslie who will be turning 19 on 5th December... All the best for the upcoming year.. Till next y...

Back at home from camp... Trainees have arrived while I am still on course... Learnt quite a few new stuffs from the course.. I am looking forward to the coming year.. Just watched 2 epsiodes of "Tian Wai Fei Xian", the drama currently showing on Channel U at 7pm on weekdays... Watched the separation of the couple in the show, quite touched by their determination to stay together...... But I guess, ultimately its still a show... Haha.. 'Kaypoh' abit.. For those who still don't know.. Xiao hui is attached.. Haha.. I guess its time she found someone to take care of her.. Haha.. Going to register for driving tomorrow.. My goal is to learn get a license by the end of next year.. I guess it will come true.. But whether after that will there be a car for me to drive is another issue.. Heh. Last but not least, congratulations to Shimin who has earned her driving license on Thursday... Well done girl.. Now can go and drive around in her dad's car.. Haha.. I guess she ...

Another Sunday has passed. Just counting down the days to the next taste of civilian life. Went to Expo to take a look at the Adidas Sale.. As it was the last day, most of the good stuff were already taken.. Merely had a look around.. Haha.. I didn't buy anything... In the end, went to the Popular Book Store Sale next door... Haha.. Saw a book 'The Complete Encyclopedia of Tanks', wanted to get it.. But its kind of expensive.. Haha.. $40 dollars... Went back to Hougang Mall to look for Football Manager 2007.. But couldn't find it.. Maybe it's fated that I can't play games for now... Anyway, I am watching 'Tian Wai Fei Xian' on DVD.. Haha.. All thankz to Ming wei for lending me his precious collection... Went to play pool at Hougang Plaza.. Haha.. Today's performance was much much better than yesterday's.. Heard some things from Adelene just now... Hmmm... There will be other trees that you can grow bearing that fruit. Wondering how you are doing ...

Hmmm.. Another week has passed.. Nothing seemed to have change.. Haha.. Will be going for OM Course next monday... Haha.. Went for the 2nd choir practice today... Not bad, was singing much better than last week.. Hope will be able to perform in good condition for the 3 performances... Currently, my saturdays will be occupied with choir practice.. Wish to gain a good experience by joining MetroPhilharmonic Choir for carolling... Met up with Ying and Leng for dinner on Friday.. Couldn't decide what to eat.. So used my special coin toss method to decide... Ended up at Fish n' Co and had dinner there... After that went shopping with them for a while.. Girls, seriously, can buy anything -.- They bought shoes, slippers, Hula hoops and food.. Wah.. Unimaginable... In some things, I seemed to be very powerless in having any say in it. Or rather, I should not even go and bother myself with such stuffs... Maybe I should just go and live my life. An ordinary life.

Woot.. Today was my first shot at Choir... Met up with Melvin at Hougang Mrt and headed down to Farrer Park.. Haha.. Saw Eng Kee.. I guess he kind of expected me... Well, I learnt quite a bit about singing in a choir.. Haha.. Not bad.. Quite interesting... Will be having performances on the 15th, 16th, 17th, 21st & 22nd of December... The venues are Century Square, Tiong Bahru Plaza, Causeway Point & Millenia Walk.. Haha.. Hoping for a good experience out of this.. After that, met up with Jun Yang and Eugene to have dinner at Fish & Co... First time there, and I had quite a good impression of it.. Haha.. I guess the girl there will have to blacklist us soon.. Haha.. Keep on re-filling the glass of 'Kola Tonic', think till she 'pek chek'.. Haha.. Talked about the class that 3 of us were in back at primary and secondary schools.. Haha.. I could recall some of the primary school friends, but secondary school ones are still vivid in my mind.. Hmmm.. Its been a q...

Phew.. A tiring week just went passed... Didn't have much sleep during the week, especially coming to the end of it... Haha.. As usual, late night talks are just one of my many hobbies... Did guard duty as the Guard 3I/C on Tuesday night, while the others went out to Sakura International Buffet to celebrate Sgt Fabian leaving us, as well as MSG Cora's birthday.. Well, I guess its just my luck to miss it.. Nevertheless, I reported for duty not knowing what to do.. After the Guard Briefing, I was still unsure of what my role is... Lucky, the RPs there were quite helpful and they taught me how to perform my duties, except for one, who kept on picking on me as I was a novice.. In the end, I got fed up and went to scold him.. Haha.. Felt better after that... But being a Guard 3I/C is seriously mentally taxing and tiring.. Haha.. Especially during peak hours, where vehicular movements are much greater, I could hardly take a breather.. Was basically a dead corpse the next day.. Too ti...

Lonely Sunday. Stayed at home for most of the day, until Kang asked me out for a breather from his studies.. Went walking around Hougang, trying to prove to him how close Xinmin Secondary School was to my house. Went to his old house to see the tranquility he was missing since he moved... I guess it was really quite peaceful there... Went for dinner at a Kopitiam and of course, talked about lots of things again. Many friends out there admired Kang for his ever-adventurous and never-say-die spirit, and him trying to live his life to the fullest.. From backpacking, mountain-climbing, sailing, learning powerboats to joining choir and chasing girls, he has certainly tried all means to enjoy the life he longed for.. I guess nothing can keep his 'active-ness' down and I believe he will be trying more stuff in the near future... After finishing his dipolma, he will be entering Navy as a Marine Engineer(Regular).. Suddenly, it came down to what have I done so far. Back at Nanyang, I di...

What my Name Means.... You entered: Peck Yong Xiang There are 13 letters in your name.Those 13 letters total to 70There are 4 vowels and 9 consonants in your name. Your number is: 7 The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating. The expression or destiny for #7:Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can ma...

To think, I was so worried, that no one will be there for you on that day. To think, I felt guilty leaving you at a wrong moment. To think, of all the things I've been thinking and blaming. I guess, It's nothing. That phrase hurts. Hurts to the Damn Bloody Core.

Rain. One word to describe the whole outing at Sentosa... It rained non-stop from late morning till I went back to mainland... What a waste; such a chance to get a good tan and enjoy yourselves.. Haha.. Nevertheless, there was a mini gathering instead.. Kind of surprised to see Wei Lung and Aloysius.. As they are also 2 of those that I haven't meet up for 3 years... That Ashley is late again, despite giving promises and all.. On top of that, he is supposed to bring culery and stuff, but wasn't around till 1430h... -.- Late till I got nothing to say.. But nevertheless, some of us really had a great talk with each other and I hope all of us enjoyed today... Woke up at 0600h, but went back to sleep till 0630h.. At 0700h, I reached Kang's house with all the ingredients for cooking.. Supposed to whip up some dishes, so we decided on Fried Rice, Hash Browns and Chicken Nuggets... I went to dice the hotdogs and crab meat while Kang started to cook the rice.. On the other hand, wen...

Hmmm.. Back at home once again from that tiring place.. Realised that the feeling of booking out now is different from booking out back then, be it in ATI or SISPEC... Somewhat I don't really look forward to going home.. Don't even feel like going home... Suddenly felt lost with a sense of emptiness creeping from within... Don't feel like doing anything for now... At least back in camp, I will be occupied by work and sometimes games... But I don't really have much things to do at home... Will be heading down to Sentosa tomorrow, with Alvyn and Gang.. Hope to take some load off my mind and enjoy.. Haha.. Sianz, thought of using groundsheets from camp for tomorrow, but in the end I couldn't find any.. Haha.. Just have to see how long my canvas sheet will 'tong'... After a whole lot of experiences with people and things, I have come to the conclusion that, I am a hard-to-crack-and-understand 'kalipok', but yet wants the unspoken.... I guess it will be q...

Major changes in my life have happened since the 2 weeks break I took.. Hmmm.. I guess no point looking back now.. Should be looking forward to a new start.. Met up with long lost friends eg. Ashley (Self-acclaimed 10 years buddy but have not tried to contact me for 3 years =.=) Nevertheless, they try to bring me new opportunities in life with business proposals and insights on life itself. Glad to have these people with me still.. Somehow, meeting up with them and began to share past experiences made me reflect on a lot of things I have done so far for these 3 years.. Starting from the part that I left the Montfort Gang to NYJC, to the part I entered Tank Commander Course and passing out as an Tank Instructor... Sometimes, it's good to take some time out of your busy schedule and think back, whether anything meaningful or satisfying tasks have been done.. If you can't think of any, maybe it's time to get down to some. I am glad that I still have extremely loyal friends wit...

Stayed out till quite late with Kang yesterday night.. Talked abit.. Before that, met up with Ashley yet again to discuss his proposal.. In the morning, played soccer with the Brotherhood.. Haha.. Quite tired.. That's why decided not to go and play soccer with Aloy today morning... Haha.. Paisei ah.. Met up with Leng on friday.. Went to eat Swensons'.. Long time no see le.. Haha... Appearance changed alot, but inside is still the young and innocent her.. Hahaha... Suddenly, just trying to recall the wonderful past back at S6B.. Yeah.. By the way, today is Sharon's birthday.. Hereby wishing her a Happy happy Happy Birthday, all the best for your exams & may your wishes come true.. Stay happy with him ya? Haha..

Woot. Booking in in like another 2 hours time.. Haha.. But this time it will be a different kind of feeling... No more trainee liao... Hmmm.. Looking forward to new responsibilities and roles in the near future. Went to catch up with Quek. He came back from Taiwan today morning.. Haha.. Together with Deshun, went to Bugis/ Sim Lim area to look for some things. After that went to pray at the Guan Yin Temple there.. Hmm.. Its been a long while since I have been there.. One more month and have to call Quek 'SIR!' Lolx.. Saw Melvin though, by chance at Bugis MRT station.. He saw me first.. Haha.. He went to get the namecards he printed for his stall back at SP. Hmm.. Doing business eh? Haha.. All the best then... Haven't meet up with the 5I/6II gang for quite a long while.. Looking at the Montfort photos.. Should go back visit school one day ba..

I guess everything has long been decided. Just a matter of time.

To all Guys & Girls Out there~ Promoting for Shimin.. Here goes!!

Hmmm.. Went for Night Cycling on Friday night.. Haha... Juz late for quite sometime due to some stupid held up.. Haha.. Nevertheless I got to East Coast park juz nice when the sky was dark -.- Met up with Kang n deren and began our journey from East Coast... First stop.. We went to Lao Pa Sat in town area.. Haha.. I dun realli know the way.. I juz followed... Ate some stuff n had slurpee there.. Felt sleepy alreadi.. Den we tried to reach harbourfront Vivo City.. Actualli got lost during the trip.. But heng ah, anyhow bong also reach a main street that leads to our destination.. After that we decided to go up Mount Faber.. And we did.. Wah Xiong ah.. haha.. The view is quite nice i believe, juz that it is in the dark and we couldn't appreciate it... Stayed there for sometime.. After that, we cycled down n head to West Coast.. Wooo.. Happen to see some car racing there.. Hahaha.. Racing xiong sia... Went to see some Marinas by there.. But West Coast is too industralised for ppl to h...

My leave is coming to an end soon.. haha... Sianz.. Returning to work soon... Yesterday night went to Tampines Mall with Alvyn to pass Weiyen his No.4 coz suddenly, his OFF was cancelled and so is our application for Basic Theory... Nevertheless, to show how bored I m, I tagged along to Tampines Mall, knowing how far it is... Went to Suki Sushi, haha.. I think we kanna cheated there.. Anyway, it was quite a good night la.. So wun grumble liao.. Tonight supposed to meet up with Ashley to discuss something... But I dunno whether he has forgotten anot.. Hmmmm... Then, supposedly to night cycle with Kang and co from dunno where to dunno where.. Haha... No news also... HAhaha.. Most likely is flopped liao la.. Haha... Next sat will be heading down to Sentosa! Wooo.. Dunno what m I gonna do there.. Haha.. I missed Band days sia... haha.. all those Soccer, politics and of course instrumental playing are all so memorable... Haha.. Juz wanna re-live those days.. Once will do.. Haha... Should go...

Went out with De Shun then met up with john at Vivo City on thurs, whereas supposedly to get together with the TCC ppl on Sat.. But i fell sick.. Till today sia.. haha.. Celebrated Sok Fong's bday yesterday, haha.. Details can be found on De shun's blog.. Actualli we also did nothing much.. juz a get together session... Hmmm.. Need to think for November and December... Should have also met up with Tessa today to pass her the bday present.. But due to the fact that I m ill, i went to see the doctor instead.. Hmm.. Will have to see how I spent the rest of my leave.. Talked to Adelene yesterday.. We were talking issues on relationships... BGR those kind.. Suddenly talked about availabilty.. Supposedly, if you meet someone, and u tell them u are single, they will take more interest in you, especially if they are of the opposite gender. Somewhat, I came down to this theory... Humans, when they get into relationships, not all are in love with the girl/guy, they are actualli in love w...

Today was a slack day... Basically I did nothing.. haha... De Shun asked me out today... But I couldn't meet him and John as I was meeting Ashley instead.. Haha... So we decided to head out to Vivo City tomorrow to catch a movie... Met up with Ashley and Kang today... Just so happened that Jun Yang and Sijun bypass us.. Sat for dinner... Talked a bit... Surprised Ashley acutally got a girlfriend, despite all those previous vows and promises to stay single and be a successful bachelor... Haha.. I guess people do change... Haha.. Its been at least 3 years since I last saw Ashley... He seems quite successful, and on his way to make big bucks... ?Like before, he still bents on doing his own business and everything... With Luhao and Edmund with him, I guess they are going to be a successful team... Before that, wish Ash and Yan Ting all the best in the future... Today, after chatting with Ashley & gang, I seemed to have done a reality check on my future.. Hmmm.. They seemed to be ve...

Hmmm... I took 2 weeks leave... Now i seriously dunno wat to do at home.. haha.. The gals will be in university, the guys will be in camp.. Wah... But bo bian.. Have to clear leave..... If not will haf to forfeit away the 11 days.. Went to play soccer again.. Lost heavily, 6-2, despite having enuf ppl... I dun think I will enjoy playing in that team.. Haix.. Suddenly, something struck me. Despite thinking that, I consider a lot of factors before making a decision, I do make rash decisions.. And somehow, those seemed to be the most important decisions I have to take... It has been haunting me for quite sometime.. I dun think I am able to rectify the problem, but running away from it seems unwise either.. Hmmm.. Dunno seems to be the easiest word to say.. I hope I snap out if it soon.

Yesterday was the passing out parade... Promoted to 3SGT le.. New responsibilities, new jobs, new experience... Anxiously awaiting the outcome of my posting.. PSI index went up to as high as 140.. The haze's pretty bad... Better stay at home if you people have nothing to do.. Went out to town to buy a present for Patrick... Lots of things happened, and I was just sharing my opinions on the course itself.. Made me think through a lot... Somewhat it came down to the question, what have I really gained from the 18 weeks of training in Army.. Seriously, some things can't be put into words, neither can I find the correct phrase or words to describe them... Maybe I have grown and matured, but yet I don't feel that is true. One regret I have for this course, is that I didn't get the recognition I wanted. Instead I got another image. I don't want to be seen that way. Sometimes, maybe when one tries to prove himself too much, he might actually push and impose a wrong present...

Yo yo ppl.. I m back... haha.. from the tough training in Taiwan... Its 3 weeks gone without knowin wat happened back here.. No good.. Hope to meet up with more ppl to catch up with things... haha.. Wooo... Its a good experience to be there.. Experiencing the unusual weather and the undulating terrain... haha.. Phew.. juz glad its over... haha.. Here comes the 3 days RnR part... Haha.. Spent alot on food n stuffs.. Experience the different cultures the Taiwanese have.. Also saw the protesting.. lolx.. A bit lame sia.. But its an eye-opener la.. Now back in Singapore.. One more week to POP.. Soon everyone will be on their way to different units le.. A handful will stay back as Instructors, be it TCC, AGTS or CSW, while the rest going out to unit.. Kinda of sad to leave newly-established friends yet again.... Haix.. I guess that's part and parcel of life ba.. Hope we will enjoy the last week as coursemates together... yeah... All the best to all you ppl after we graduate.. {Tank Comm...

Yo.. This weekend will be my last weekend here before i fly off the ROC le.. woo... Will be flying on Sat morning 1.40 a.m flight.. for 3 weeks sia.. haha.. First time take plane sia... But not goin on a holiday but goin there for training... Good news for me.. I passed my SOC.. with a timing of 9.24 secs.. Kinda a good achievement for me.. yeah... Swee... Now i can pass out from my course le... Now whatever is left of the course is not much of a worry... Met up with my little one yesterday.. haha.. think she will miss me lots during the 3 weeks.. Take good carez of yourself k.. ppl out there, kindly take a look on her at times.. haha.. Thankz.. Saw the S3A video that De Shun especialli made for us.. woo... Its wonderful la.. haha... Brings back lots of memories... You all should see it man.. Thankz for the hard work.. Went over to sleep at Alvyn's house.. haha.. Watched the England match... What's surprising is the red moon-like thingy we saw at 1.25a.m... Slowly descending be...

Its this dreaded feeling again... Juz dunno why i m still doin this kind of things... I haf alreadi been in it for almost 9 months... I can't realli believe that i m actualli living this kind of life... Completed 10 km run in the morning today.. Didn't realli believe that i could actualli run that kind of distance... Haha.. Despite the sudden downpour and congested running route, the run was actualli easier than I expected.. haha.. Maybe training did help abit.. Lamed around Marina Square looking for a place to eat.. In the end couldn't decide and dragged till 10 plus... Wah piangz.. Den finalli settled down at Millenia Walk area with a Jap restuarant... Come to think of it, this is actualli the first time I m outside with my course mates... This shows that there were seriously no much free time durin the course.. haha... Supposed to meet up with S3A for the Teacher's Day Gift at 1130.. But due to the indecisiveness we developed after the run, i was still eating at that...

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No need to apologise dearie. It's ok. I know u really need the rest. Really appreciate it when u still fork out time to meet bei every week. As for SOC.. bei can only give you moral support orh. Just give your best n dont worry k.. It really saddens beibei to see you tired n unhappy.. i just want boi to have enough rest k. SMILEEEEEEE dearieee... It hurts everyone to see you like that orh.. bei give u a big tight hug k.. tk care always k.. Love you lotsssss orhhh *BIG HUGGGXXX*

Bad week at camp.. Suffered major blisters n cuts due to the intensive n insane SOC training.. Basically, i haf big worries for SOC.. Isn't very confident of clearing, on top of there, came these unwanted blisters... Hmmm.. Its gonna be very tough on the road ahead... Its kinda frustrating when u haf insensitive and senile PCs.. Crazy.. wun ever listen to your suggestions... Keep on complaining that we like to snowball, yet his own level of inefficiency prove himself otherwise.. How long m i gonna take this kind of life... Someone help man... Basically returned home with a heavy mind n mood.. With every seconds nearin to the least anticipated SOC test, i seriously doubt if anyone are in the mood for anything... Tired n exhuasted, misunderstood and suppressed.. Someday, everything might juz blow up.. Gotta apologise to my little darling.. For disappointing her once again... Sianz... Got lots of things to do, yet little time. Is it really all about time management and planning? Somet...

Back from outfield.. Missing all these people lots: 1. My beloved family and my little one. 2. O4S3A. 3. Brotherhood Gang. 4. All those people who made a difference in my life. Single tank battle course is over... now watever is left are SOC and ROC.. haha.... Hoping everything will end soon in a nice way... John has alreadi passed out as a spec.. sometimes it realli wonders how come i m still here... Counting down... Cheryl is back in Singapore... Glad S3A made the effort to meet up.. yeah.. At least the strength present ytd was 12... Alot alreadi... haha... Hope she had an enjoyable time with us... Hearing from her experiences in the States, made me think through alot of things... haha.. She still prefers Singapore.. I assume is the environment and the ppl here that makes her nostalgic ba.. But one thing she said, "Upon reaching there, I really see the real World." Its up to different ppl to think of things differently... Lolx.. Wat m i saying.. haha.. watever.. Some ppl pr...

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its been a while since i last blogged.. haha... About life in army: Its almost 10 weeks into TCC.. ROC drawing near and instructors getting more furious.. Siao liao i think.. Next week will be a 5 day 4 night tour of the camp area... Battle course.. With my instructor like that.. I will most probably die... Haix... Juz met up with Wei yen who juz came back from ROC the night before.. haha.. Sounds quite fun to be there... Looking forward to it... But he got lots of scars and injuries... looks disgusting... Anyway, glad to haf met up with alvyn n gang.. About life outside: Basically, I haf not seen a lot of ppl.. Yesterday met Gay, Karene, and Gavin. Its a weird combi though.. But nvm.. Next week i most probably wun haf time to come out.. So its another weekend gone.... Sianz... Everything is about the topic above now.. Hope Alvyn's dad is feeling better. Take carez everyone.

Got past the 8th week of TCC course.. Yeah.. but think hell is startin.. lolx.. with SOC n crew drill goin on.. woo... shiok liao... Slacked the whole day.. haha.. busy ripping sonsg into my mp3 player.. Kinda like it.. haha... met up with Alvyn n kang for dinner.. kang was grumblin how come there isn't salmon at Cartel.. Watever la.. haha.. Suddenly the good old days were like back to present.. haha... Went to his house and talk with Eng Kee.. Nice chatting.. but quite an emo one also la.. haha... Missed MSSB of 2003... Saw Sharon at Hougang mall.. Haha.. Actualli is she spotted me.. I was stunned by 3 things momentarily.. 1. Saw SGT Fabian. 2. Attempting to pick up a call from kang. 3. Surviving a shock from a tap by a crazy gal. Wah.. I completely stunned lo. Haha.. but then, quite happy to see Jie. Her smile and everything.. S6B juz flashed past.. haha.. Glad to find out she is doing well and goin to the same faculty as me... Hmmm.. Looking forward to ORD-ing, which is like a ...

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Got my com back up and running. Lots of stuffs are missing, haf to slowly install them back in.. Waste time sia.. It has been a terrible week so far. With crew drill starting, IPPT n SOC drawing near, the stress seems to be stacking.. Moreoever, with problems back at home.. Dunno how m i going to convince myself that i can pull myself through this. Glad that i met up with the few of S3A ppl. Those memories will never be forgotten. Not the best of things have happened so far, seriously hope everything will turn out fine... I realli need some hope and faith. Now.

This isn't one of the book out that i would normalli look forward to... Somehow everything juz feel heavy and moody... Sometimes, we wish we had some things like some others... Sometimes, we wish we can be like some others... Sometimes, we just simply wish, things will turn out fine.... Come to this stage of life, i think i haf come to realised that watever happens on the outside belongs to the outside.. Gotta cherish watever i haf instead of grumbling of wat i do not haf... To those who don't and will never understand, their opinions mean nothing... Just glad that everything still remains.. Sometimes... Wun be out for next week. Confinement on Sat.

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Its been nearly a month since i last blogged.. Shall clear up the dust n cobwebs abit today.. 4 weeks into the life at Armour Camp.. Slowly but surely, life is getting sianz.. haha.. at least more adapted there le... Now at gunnery phase.. Quite relax.. The programs mostly is lectures n lessons.. Rarely got practical.. Next week got IPPT CAT.. Hmm.. wonder how i will fare... Anyway, thats not the concern now.. haha... My buddy in TCC got high fever on thursday... Got sent to Teng*h Air base on drip.. Heard the medical personnel there cmi de.. Wth sia... Heard he got admitted into hospital on friday.. Goin back camp today... Garang sia... Take carez pal.. 2 Birthdays: Alvyn's and De Shun's. Alvyn's passed like quite sometime ago le... Haha.. Anyway, happy belated bday, hope u enjoy the life at the Medic training place.. haha.. dunno wat it is called.. For Deshun, happy bday, think its today rite... haha... thankz for all the effort in tryin to keep the outings goin.. lolx......

Dunno why... the one i typed juz now disappeared.. Retypin it again... Grrr.. Its been one week into the life at Armour. Yeah.. Basically, juz branded a traitor coz i left my frens back at armoured infantry for tank commander course after a selection test. They felt that i shouldnt haf left. Oh well. Ippt came n went. GOt silver but not good enough. Didnt go for xh chalet. Thankz for the offer. but didnt go as it was too late n rush.. I was also lazy la.. haha.. anyway.,, hope u guys enjoyed yourselves.. Will meet up next time.. 10/06/2006 2 Years. Jet'aime. Went to esplanade ytd, n saw some nice pics that were there in conjunction with the Singapore Arts Festival. Very thought-provokin but simple. Can go take a look if u need help in ur life. Somewhat it calms u down n let u think clearly... Its along the path from Citylink Mall to Esplanade... Met up with Brotherhood in the morning for soccer, in the end never play coz some couldnt wake up in time.. Went for breakfast instead. Ha...

SISPEC ended.. yeah.. got posted to armour... haha.. now enjoying my break.. although its kinda lonely without ur friends around.. haha.. anyway.. congrats to those ppl pop on tues... n good luck to those who juz got their posting.. haha... take carez ppl... Here's a result of boredom. I got tagged by Shimin! Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 pple to do this survey. 1. Shimin 2. Tessa 3. Alvyn 4. Kang 5. Quek 6. Kevin 7. Chin Mei 8. Sharon 9. Fish 10. Wen Fang 11. Leng leng 12. Ah neh 13. De shun 14. Chong Ying 15. Adelene 16. Xiao hui 17. my Mother 18. my bro 19. Eng kee 20. Chun ji How did you meet 14? [Chong Ying] --- In NYJC Band Room. She was the first girl to say i looked gayish coz of my blue OP bag. What will you do if you never met 1? [Shimin] --- Hmmmm.. Life wun be like this good alreadi.. lolx.. But its the result of a war between... What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? [Ji ...

Bookin in soon in an hour's time.. Nothing much left to look forward to, except the end of the course.. But well.. Dunno what will happen when kanna post to another place... Dumb sia.. Went out with min on Friday.. Watched Poseidon.. Haha.. Not bad la the show... Anyway, the time together is always so precious.. haha.. Dun worry too much k.. I will be here... Yesterday went to play BB with the S3A Guys.. Haha.. As usual, the norm will come late.. But the get-together seesions were good.. Most prob goin out with them to watch Da Vinci Code next week... Will see how... After that was brotherhood gathering.. haha... More or less the same kind of activity we do.. stay over at Alv's house to watch the FA cup finals.. Woo.. Quite a nice one.. Funny one also.. Lolx.. Talked our hearts out over the night... That same old nostalgic feeling.... It will never be forgotten... Realli felt so good.... Looking forward to the next one... Yeah.. Today is Mothers' Day. Wishin all mothers out...

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Hmmm.. Its been a long time since i blogged... Too lazy i guessed.. haha.. Went out most of the time.. Anyway, next week is the eighth week of BSLC le.. Soon things will come to an end, and maybe life will settle down abit.. Goin to Tekong next week for an exercise.. Hope can cope with the blisters that came after the 16km route march.. The pace was rather fast.. I guess too long nv march tat y couldnt catch up.. Hafen seen my class for a realli long time.. But tink i saw pw in Heeren yesterday.. Well with his bf of coz... but then didnt get to tok.. Oh well, there is always next time. =x Guess haf to fork out more time in order to meet them.. My gal is sick at home.. I m gettin a little bit of flu.. but i guess it will be ok soon.. Get well soon ah.. Take carez.. Elections came n went.. Haha.. I guess everyone knows the results.. Thinking of learning driving.. But like no time... Will see how.. Hope to get license asap. Anyway, will be out on thursday nite (supposedly). Lookin forward...

Yo.. I m back after 2 weeks.. haha.. At SISPE*... these 2 weeks was rather tiring.. but glad we got a long break.. Went for navigation exercise in Lower Mandai Area.. Almost got killed by rolling down a steep slope.. Night one was quite scary.. But overall was quite fun la.. haha.. i m goin back in tonite le.. Friday booked out in a rush. With only 2 hours of slp, chong area cleaning den went home.. haha.. well den rest a while n go out le.. Went to bugis with min, got a shirt n look look around.. haha.. i think i spent alot of money these 2 days.. Wah lao eh.. need to save up.. haha.. But once in a while la... Sat went for soccer, after that go out with the usual gang.. Haha.. Juz stonin around.. Eat till full liao still wan eat.. Ate chicken rice, subway, cartel & secret recipe.. In one day.. Haha.. watever la ah.. Glad that things are turning out well for most ppl out there.. With more n more ppl enlisting into Army, things seemed more sianz.. haha.. but soon it will be over le....

This week is a traumatic experience for me.. Haha.. Got posted to S*SPE*.. Woke up earli in the morning.. Neverous... Waitin to see what kinda of place i m goin to.. Sibeh suay... went there without printin the posting order.. I didnt know there was a need for it.. Jia lat.. But luckily nothing happened.. I got to my comapny safely.. Hey hey, who knows, I got into Charlie Company.. The commanders that are realli strict and demanding. Seriously, this was nothing i haf seen in BMTC. Subsequently, got to realise that it was a well-established fact that my company is the most GARUNG one.. Probably the onli one.. Anyway, everyday was about the same. Almost everyday got 5BX with 2 km Run. As u guys know, i m not good at running.. Well... Den comes the part that 2 weeks of rest without serious training will but ur body into a bad shape. Struggling with the training.. But i think is much ok after that.. My mum said i look more solid.. Dunno whether how true is that.. Haha.. First few days was ...

Today is the last day of the 2 week break we got le.. haha.. Well then, it will be sometime till the few of us meet up again le.. Anyway, added a few new links of my army mates.. haha... Well, got posted to SISPEC. Dunno is good or bad, but nevertheless, its gonna be something new from here.. Hope the future road will not be too bleak.. Fell sick le, due to the Suntec Foodfare, Thai Express Prawn omellette, Mac at 3 a.m, n the lac of rest.. haha.. Hope can get back to shape to handle the training at SISPEC. Was quite glad to be able to meet up with my class after such a long time.. Woo.. The same old feeling is juz too good.. Lim house to ton and the free food we nv fail to finish.. Hope next time can get to visit the new house he is living in.. haha.. Missed my friends sia.. N to my platoon mates whom are gonna be posted to lots of places... Good luck in ur unit, hope u meet good ppl n commanders.. If not, suck thumb go bang wall.. Haha.. Well, All the best to myself and the rest of t...

Yeah.. I wun be stepping into Tekong ground again.. At least for now.. Haha.. Juz had my guard duty experience, as Sentry at TFT. Wah... Sianz.. Do nothing but stand there.. With a stupid experience of someone.. ARGH. Haha.. But all in all, was quite fun la.. enjoy the sea breeze talk-cock sessions with Jeremy.. Lol.. Tok till i tired sia.. I wanted to be prowler though.. But then too bad la.. Haha.. Now that I got the 'FULL' BMT experience, i hope all ends well, and nothing more lingers behind. Hey hey, due to lack of time in the Army.. Would like to say a sorry to you. haha.. Dunno la.. haf not been doin my part when i was in army.. Haix.. Nothing i say will make much of a difference now.. Well.. Take carez.. Yeah.

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Yeah.. At last, a good news to share.. I passed my IPPT.. Haha.. May not find it very awesome, but to someone who hasn't been passin it for 9 years.. Its something incredible... haha.. thumbs up for myself.. Now that BMT has ended... We are awaitin for our postin to come out.. haha.. Might end up in command school.. Since I passed IPPT.. but watever la.. Anything comes i juz take.. Made new friends over the past 3 months.. Some realli good ones.. haha.. some which i nv want to see again... haha.. overall i think it is a good experience la.. Some of my friends enlistin soon.. this week will be a tough week for them.. haha.. shall contact them soon.. Now the thing on my mind is bout university application.. haix.. dunno wat to apply.. with all the essays n stuffs.. hope i can get a little help.. lolx.. I think friends play a very pivotal role in our lives now. Most of our decisions and mindset will be influenced greatly by their attitudes and interactions with you. And as usual, amon...

Wooo.. Time flies, now is almost time for the few of us to POP le.. 3 months juz passed n went like tat.. haha... but i m glad i didnt realli waste the whole of the 3 months.. yeah.. learnt lots of new stuffs n made new friends.. As well as enemies.. but watever ah.. haha.. The past week wasnt very heartening. Release of A Level results and the Drill Competition Results: Disappointment. Haha.. Shouldn't grumble much bout my results la.. It is good enough.. But juz disappointed didnt get wat i wanted.. Nevertheless...... That stupid drill com.. Could haf won sumthing though.. but then, due to some fcuked up ppl.. haix.. bo bian.. suck thumb.. Yesterday had the 24 km route march.. Wasnt realli very tough.. juz very tiring.. haha.. At least I completed it.. Yeah.. N to those who did.. Well done.. Coz we actualli walked 27++ km... Haha.. NO wonder it was the toughest so far.. lolx.. POP is all that we need to overcome now.. haha.. The S3A get together session on results Day was quite g...

Life is getting more n more routinal... I dunno wat to say much about the present.. My platoon Commander is leavin soon. Well, wasnt realli close to him, but i respected a guy like him. Haha. He is leavin before our POP, which was kinda sad, but then, that is not the main point. Losing such a good commander is very disheartening.. Haix.. Too bad la.. Everyday in the face of politics, the fighting scene never gets less entertaining. People quarrellin over stupid n minor stuffs, telling bad stuff bout others. Sometimes, I dun realli know who they realli are. Bought JJ's CD.. Haha.. Got a few nice songs inside.. Wooo... I think i m startin to spend too much money... Better stop wasting money on unnecessary stuffs.. So far, I haf gottan a bag, a pair of spects, a wallet and CDs.. Wah.. High.. N that is not the end of my shopping list.. WTH.. Hmmm.. Hafen seen much of the people for quite sometime le.. Hope Wed will be a good day to get together.. Haix.. Dunno.. Lost..

Yoyo.. its been a long time since i haf blogged.. haha.. too busy sia.. abit overworked by the packed schedule of physical training.. haha.. juz had my IPPT.. Here are the Results.. Sit-ups : 46 Standing Board Jump: 225 cm Pull-ups: 11 Shuttle Run: 10.0 Sec 2.4 K.m Run : 12.24 Mins As usual, i failed the run again.. haha.. by 4 secs though.. abit dumb la.. but watever.. not very important anyway.. haha... Soon enough.. Next next tuesday is my POP le.. Woo.. time flies... 3 months juz passed like these.. haha.. Made new friends, be it bad or good ones.. haha.. haf quite a bit of experience as a dumb recruit.. n also physically stronger ba.. haha.. hope so.. I m participating in the Drill Competition.. The platoon is quite fucked up.. but then.. wat to do.. juz pray ba... haha.. its a good experience too.. Yeah.. Hope we get something out of nothing.. haha.. Wooo... Next Wed is the results taking day le.. Guess it will be a hard day for us to pass.. Nevertheless, we haf to take them some...

Happy New Year! Back from the 7 day field camp... Quite tired n exhuasted, but the thought of New year juz brightens everything up.. Haha.. Field Camp wasn't realli tough.. Its juz very tiring. Didnt get to bathe for most of the days... With centipedes and commando mosquitos around, the stay wasnt realli pleasant.. Haha.. On top of that, stupid combat rations werent very tasty. But overall, its was quite fun la.. Ppl say field camp can see the real side of ppl. I guess that is quite true ba.. haha.. As usual, politics rule everywhere.. SIanz sia.. Haha.. CNY. A festive event in Singapore that most Chinese will be happy and joyous about. HAha.. To a few, its actualli quite boring with the visitin n stuff.. But then, i think is good that once in a while the whole family can stay in touch n catch up with one another.. Haha.. My kawaii little cousin never fails to cheer up everyone.. When i get the photos, i will show u guys.. haha.. Mahjong sessions are a must in such an event. haha.....

Life is startin to become more of a routine. With the stupid exercises i do everyday on that remote island, i seriously doubt i need my brain there. I m startin to get sick of politics... Tek*ng has more politics than u think there are. Some people are juz so selfish n arrogant. Dunno wat to do. I dun wanna return to my old self.... Now the new rookies juz went in to BMT phase... They are there now, while I m here.. WTH... den wat I do??? Hope they are doin fine.. Haha... All the best n take carez.. The class is getting invisble.. Will see how... The World is Dark out there..... Whatever.

Yo.. I m back guys n gals.. lolx... so long since i last blogged.. NS life.. NO good.. haha... i m bald now la... haha.. but ok la... used to it le.. So many things happened... I didnt even know McSpicy Double has changed to single patty.. WTH.. haha.. nvm.. Lost touch with quite some frens also.. glad that i m still alive to be able to meet up with u guys.. haha... so sianz inside... like jail.. everyday doinsame things over n over again.. haha... Wonder how u guys are doin now... Most gals should be workin or at least tryin to find jobs.. Guys muz be preparin for NS.. Haha... will be able to see them in tekong soon.. lolx.. I got lots of things to say la.. but cant possibly same finish de.. haha.. Take care people... dunno wat to type le.. haha.. nitez...