In Search of Lost Innocence

Sianz... SYF is comin.. All those who haf competed got SILVER. First, Dance, then, Gu Zheng, Guitar and Harmonica Orchestra. Well done n congrats to them... Maybe they didnt wanted tat result, but nevertheless, it is still not bad. Band, pls pls pls. NO silver, dun even think of anything below tat. This competition is very very impt to mi, there lies the key to Montfort Band's failure to get a Gold last SYF, n to prove to those out there hu think NYJC band SUX. Ah tay, MJ ppl, n many more. Juz u wait. I will shock the hell out of u. YEAH.. Hahaz.. Shimin dreamt tat she dreamt tat we got GOLD WIF HONOURS. n she was tokin to Ruth about it.. See. The pressure is comin, no doubt, we are juz so far (5 Days) To SYF. Not a lot. But also not little. A lot of things can be done durin these 5 days. Yeah, i m realli strivin for the best.. Next, to sae sorrie to all those ppl whom i haf treated unknowingly, bad to them. Due to extreme stress n pressure, den.. hahaz.. I dunno. These ppl include...

Sianz... Today was super suay dae lo... WTF.... Yesterdae went to buy bus concession, in the end, found out tat i bought the train one instead... I used the ATM machine den the machine a bit sot sot one... Den i ignored it, to find out in the next mornin(todae) it was actualli a train concession.. I wasted 25 bucks due to stupid machines... Ya, continuin tat, i was at the bus stop outside interchange for any buses tat can go to NY tis mornin... den i saw 853.. i flagged.. den the bus juz went past mi.. den i tot WTH... But actualli the bus stop doesnt haf 853.... haix.. so nvm... i head for the interchange to take 105, but juz as i started walkin a 53 zoomed past mi.. wah lao... sianz... Haiz.. Stupid dae.. Tokin bout band, i m still equalli disgusted by how our band members feel towards the SYF competition.. they still dun haf much confident of NY band... If u all insist on ur stubborn thinkin tat, NY can onli get silver n NOTHING ELSE.. Den most probably u will get ur wish... I serio...

SYF is nearin... Practised hard for the past week... Realli effective, i tot the trainin.... Hope we can get sumthing good tis time.... Todae went to play soccer.. Met some frens who were at MJ on Sat.. Hearin that NY sounded good was a pleasant thing.. I believe we were impressive and many ppl tat looked don on us was shocked.. Even the MJ president sae so... Tat is one thing tat is true.. NY band has realli improved alot since the Esplanade performance... Thankz to everyone especially Mr Adrian Chiang as well as Desmond Ng for coachin us so far... And everyone else who haf put in lots of effort in pracitsin... We can do it... 10 more days to SYF... Phew... So fast.. Think of it.. I think we realli learned alot in NY band... Compared to the Past... Hahaz... Hope we can realli clinch a decent award tat reflects our playin... Funny thing is, i keep on dreamin of us gettin gold with honours, lol.... We will get tat k... Hahaz... Hope it will come true... I was discussin wif my frens on R...

Todae is one of the worst days of the week... Emotions getting up n downs... Life is always full of worries n troubles... Sumtimes ppl get into depression and breakdowns n all tat... Well, it is inevitable tat ppl get stuck at crossroads, even regrettin the routes we haf chosen at times.... Life is not juz about us... Its about everything. Everything tat embraces us n those tat does not... Everyone tries extremely tough to haf even a little control over their lives.... But always in vain.. They cant... So do we.. Ppl sink into depression... Lowerin thier heads in shame, almost once they lost n failed in sumthing... Prolonged exposure to tis kind of depression is no good, in fact, it is bad. Sumtimes, no matter how optimistic we may try to be, things juz stubbornly dun go our way.. We juz hope some hero will rise among us to help us through those difficult times.. Despite the desperate prayin n desire for that sumone, they normally dun appear.. And we haf to rely on ourselves... Once we...

Woo... Long Time since i blogged... Todae got Band prac.. Nothing much though... hahaz... WAH.. I got shuffled by lots of uncles n aunties todae.. On bus 88... very packed ma... den i one of those few to board... SO qiao got a mother n son alightin at the front.. So i stand to one side lo.. DEN THE PPL BEHIND (AH PEHs N AH MUMs) pushed mi away, and tried to go into the bus despite the mother n poor little kid alightin.. WTH... Why Singaporeans like to be like tis huh... Wait a while will grow millions of white hair izzit? or Grow ROOTS on the floor? sianz.. nothing to sae le.. All take carez k.. Blogger like got problems... Hmmm.. dnnno la..