In Search of Lost Innocence

Wooo~~~ Blackout yesterdae sia..... Stupid shit... Juz wen i was singin so happily... Den..... I tot my singin blew out the lights... Huh?? Hahaz... Anyway... It was rather exciting... U noe... To be wanderin in the dark... At first i tot the terrorists came.. N they were so clever tat they targeted the power station... So tat they can wipe out Singapore... Hahaz... A bit dumb rite? Den i walk out of my flat... To find out tat someone stole my slippers.... Wat the....? Den my toe was injured... Haf to wander around in the dark for my slippers... But in vain... Dumb... To think sumone stole it.... Haiz.... Hahaz... Hougang was one of the last to get back the electric supply... Around 12 midnight... Hahaz... I tried to call my frenz on my hp... Den dunno y cannot get through... Den i found out tat almost everyone else was muggin... Wat the...? Muggin in the dark!? Hahaz... Den i tried wif candles... So warm... In the end cant stand it... Blew it out n lie on the bed.... Hahaz... Den the ...

Tml are the examz!!!!!!!!!! Die!!!!!!! Hahaz... Nvmz lahz... I m mentally prepared... Heez... Haiz... Realli need all the luck i can get... Hahaz... Gd luckz to everyone yeah? Hahaz... Remember to wish mi back also... Sianz.. Life is gonna go back to the old style.... Haiz... School... Y cant the hoildaes continue? Hahaz... Didnt enjoyed enuf.... In addition to the stupid EURO 2004... Damn lame... So stupid... Wasted my time watchin.... My money too.. Heez.... Life is gettin more n more boring.... Sianz.... Hahaz... Take carez everyone!!! Best wishes!!!

My toe still isnt workin fine... Stupid thingy.... N so is min-min's grandma... Hope she gets real well soon, coz she like real sad... I sad also... Haiz... Underlying stress... Sianz 1/2... Performin for Montfiesta, still muz go back to school tml... Dun feel like goin anywhere wif tat dumb toe.... School reopenin, n there will be the examz waitin at the gate for all of us... Wat the...? *-Stressssssssssssed-* Bracin myself for the big challenge... Good luckz to AKG n all... Think we will all need it... Take carez!!! =p

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Todae was realli a dumb dae... Got scolded for breakin a stupid noticeboard, although it wasnt mi... Sianz 1/2... Haf to wake up early in the mornin... To see the discipline master... Didnt haf to pay though... But wat greatly agitated mi is tat the one hu was playin wif it ran away... Wat the.....!? Real dumb... Shimin i think u noe hu... Realli feel like punchin the guy up real good.... Haiz... Life's always so unfair.... Den i was real disturbed last nite... Counldnt sleep.... real dumb leh i... Haiz... Den todae, one stupid biker went over my leg. N there goes my whole nail.... Pain like siaoz, haiz... No choice also, haf to bear wif it.... Wat kind of dae is todae? Real suay... Haiz... Must go temple sumdae....

Haiz.... Still very busy even though band ended... Got another camp at montfort.... A bit stupid rite? Hahaz... Dunno y also... Decided to eprform for Montiesta VII after all... Still hafen study much yet... But lucky my other JC frenz goin there to haf a 'study camp'.... Dunno whether it will work... But i tot it will be betta than nothing... Hahaz... I not be at home for the next three daes... Hmmm... Gonna miss lotsa of ppl.... Hope everything goes well... Sumtimes i reali think i overestimated myself, got myself so many extra responsibilties i tot i could handle at first... Now havin second thoughts... Nonoetheless, i will try my best since i haf accepted it.... Too bad n foolish... No choice, life's always like tat for mi....

Hahaz.... Todae had a stupid start in the morning.. Didnt sleep last nite... Watched soccer at frenz house... Den found out tat i was late for my class group study.... Wat the...? Didnt mean it.. Was very tiredz lolz... Almost got banged down by a stupid van while walkin home.... Blurred vision... Haiz... Luckily nothing happened... *Heng* (touch wood) Den met my class at ten... N studied till 12.30.. Den dumbly realised tat i was goin to be late for band... Chong for lunch... Haiz... In the end i still late... Nevertheless.... Life went on... Durin the sectionals, so many irritatin things flyin 'around'... Stupid, cant stop them... *Speechless* In the end i n min min went for a walk... If not i will be bored to death den.... Still tiredz.....Hahaz... Den take 82 wif min min towards punggol end... Den sent her home... Heez... I onli liked the last part of todae.... Hahaz.... Den i suppose the campin thingy is cancelled due to some unforseen circumstances.... Haiz... Heez...

heyy pple! hahaa.first time tryg to blogg here.wonder how this works.same bah i suppose! hehee.guess evrybody's feelg rather down & under the weather.take care k?its nt easy studyg when its the hols.i know it.yupp...hehee.mmm..i want my $ back anyways..im gg broke.(k lar.if yx u want un-add me tt's fine..i'll only be a bit bit sad for a while.)haha..jk.i know im talkg crap.ugh.. *huggs & kisses* -tessa p.s just figured.must have title then can.zzz.

Haiz.... Sianz 1/2... The pressure to study is still on... Juz cant find the mood yet... Juz returned from a "camp" at a hotel... Ate luxurious food, pampered myself for 2 daes... But didnt get much sleep though... N the stupid disappointin soccer match between Portugal n Greece... Even though i won money in bettin Greece win... Drank lotsa alcohol... *burpz* Heez... Hahaz.... Got back home n found out tat there was a new testi by Angeline... Hmmm... Strange... I juz add her n i got a testi almost immediately... Bribin ehh..?? She muz haf felt threathened... I think she wun be affected if she continue normally wif her job... Think AKG isnt tat bad lahz, we dun anyhow 'kill' ppl... Onli tat stupid Seoul Garden freak... Lucky he is outta town... Life's much more peaceful... *phew* Juz found out tat actually i haf a lot of things to do.... But no time for it... *Stressed* Haiz... Now dunno whethr the campin thingy will cont anot... Still gotta study... Hmm... PW also...

Went to do CIP todae at Pertapis Chldrens' home... Tot onli will be an easy job... Didnt noe we haf to do so many other stuffs... The boys had to carry heavy boxes lolz, even though it was onli rite tat we did tat... (phew) Jun Rong was slackin bit by bit, whenever he can... Sianz 1/2... Still got fold cothes lolz, it was a hugh mess, but in the end at least we managed to show sum decent results... By the way, the reward was a calendar... Other than the service hours... Hahaz... After tat, went to watch sunset wif min min... So sweet... Yeahz... (^_^) A lot of funny things happened.... Hahaz.... Realli enjoyed myself... However, back home... Parents quarrelin as usual... Sianz 1/2... Dun worry... They will be alrite.... *Yawnz*

Todae was a tirin dae... Mugged for seven hours.... Den went for six hours mahjong session.... Wat the.....??? Hahaz... the best part of todae was wen i heard tat Montfort military band wanna get help for montfiesta VII.. Dun believe... They werent even happy the last time alumni went back to help... Wat a change.... Looks like things are gettin out of hand there... Hahaz... Depends on whether we r kind enuf tis time... Hmm dun think so... Anyway... Tml band also sianz... Even though without tat loudspeaker, life still sux there... Haiz... Still haf to go back... *yawnz*

Todae was a tiring dae.... Went to do stock check.... Den project work... After tat went for lunch wif CT... Den went for a badminton n soccer match.... Phew... Original plan to study was gone... As usual.... (I will study tml...) Met some of my old frenz.... Was havin quite a happy reunion... Till one POLY guy keep emphasizin on the the number of poly students around... Damn irritatin.... Wat wrong wif JC....??? Are u looked down by others....?? Hmm.. I jus think tat at tis stage, all of us r juz goin on wif our life, juz tat all chose different routes.... In the end... We might juz end up the same place... So doesnt matter.... Coz its my life .... Hahaz.... Nonetheless, tat doesnt bother mi at all... (Sianz 1/2... Still muz study....)Wahahahaz...

Sianz... Wrote a lot of things... Den COM HANG!!! Wat the.....? Nvmz... Write again.... Where was I...? Hahaz.... Was juz sayin bout my myself.... Yah.. Todae was a mess... My family was in a hugh mess... As usual... But the main thing is tat i found out tat the generation gap in my family in gettin bigger... Nowadaes like facin life alone... No support from my dearest... I m not blamin them lahz.... But... Watever.... Den still got so many things for mi to do... Especially aftr the bad posting thingy.... Stupid... On top of tat still got mid year to study for.... *Sianz 1/2* Sumtimes feel so alone n isolated... I realli cried underneath pillows often... Juz feel sad lahz... Feel like breakin down soon enuf.... Wen the time comes.... Hopefully not... I may seem to be a very cheerful n careree person.... But in fact i think a lot, not onli for myself, but of others also, always seemed to haf neverendin troubles..... Haiz... I never tell ppl of my problems in school, but i m used to bein...

Didnt noe will get sumthing like tis.... Was juz playin wif it.... Haiz... itchy hands.... Nevertheless, I m here.... So visit here often will ya? Hahaz....