thinking

was thinking e last couple of days..wat actually is friendship? dunno..jus seems scary how relationships can drift apart quite easily..or maybe i'm jus being oversensitive..hmm..it's not anybody's fault ba...i oso dunno why..jus a thot la..ppl reading this will prob be wondering what big thing happened..but really, it's nothing much..was jus a thot that dwelled on my mind e last couple of days..

on e contrary, am also very very thankful for frens who are haf always been there for me and i know will continue to be there for me..likewise, i hope to be such a friend too? ppl who lent a supporting shoulder when i needed it, provided hugs when it was greatly wanted, and shown concern when it felt like nobody really understood what u were going thru. :)

oh no..this whole entry is starting to sound depressing..but really, it isnt meant to..it's jus smth i've been wanting to blog about for quite long, but always too tired to do so..jus smth i wanted myself to remember that's why i'm bloggin bout it..about appreciating e ppl around us now, cherishing them, cos a few months down e road, things may not be e same anymore?

results are gonna be out in a week plus...thank God that indeed i'm not anxious about e results, and that it's not cos of confidence or anything, but i guess i can truly say i'm past all that? haf accepted e fact that no matter good or bad, i know God fulfils his great plans in HIS own time..and we're jus too small to understand e great plans of his. :) it's true that indeed i'm still worried bout e road ahead, about university plans, where, how, what..these neverending questions...but besides that, wat's important is to keep our focus on Him and Him alone..cos that's what that matters..i hope that i'll never lose sight of HIm no matter what happens..

hmm once again..how i wish blogs can be kinda personal..ha..but anws..it's still good to remind myself of what i had been thinking of a few months back when i read this again a few months later.

will be going for choir pract next week..supposed to go today, but i decided i didnt wanna miss BS cos it's on one of my fav chapters..and called jh she said it still wouldnt be too late..so..next week lors. :)

a song that always never fails to remind me of how big our God is, and all we haf to do is be still and let him lead. :)
When the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with you above e storm; Father you are king over the floods, I will be still, and know YOU are God.