Today marks the Third

This is an extremely happy post. Why? cuz i'm happy. why?

cuz today's our 3rd mth and it was fantastic!

we went to rent a video to watch at the sch library. <3 wanted Pretty Woman, but we couldn't play the disc, so got watched DragonHeart instead. so we finished watching it and headed for dinner at Mad Jack. We got seated at a pretty poor lighting spot, so we din manage to get very good pictures =( but we had alot on the bus though. will post them up later

Mad Jack's














We sinned a total of $40. <3 Couldn't take any cold stuff, so she dumped her ice-cream to me. BUT the brownie had ice-cream too, thus i got dumped with 3 ice-creams. not that i'm complaining, but it would greatly help if they din melt at the same time *sobs* the brownie's really good though. Mad Jack > Secret Recipe. the fries are quite nice too =)



Something i gave her


Something she gave me


*heart*


Her decapitated hand with the ring i got for her


That's how cold the bus was. i bet it was 15deg only. yiquan can u guess where i am?


RAWRRR!!!~

i'm happy. why? cuz i have you thats why. and with you, i think i will be stronger <3

the memories of today will be deeply etched into my skull forever. I couldn't stop smiling. that's how lucky i am to be with you. at times like these, it makes all the tough times worth it and bad times down the drain.

4 Chilli Ramen!

went to sch early to collect stuff from friend den slacked for 2 hours before meeting sahimi and shawn, who were both late. <3's friend CP found a cockroach in her laksa at canteen 3. i listen to the story also think it's damn revolting.

i brought a fishbowl to school today to lend to <3. carried it ard for half a day before passing it to her grpmates which broke it. i mean, it doesnt really concern me much but i have to take responsibility for it mah. and on top of that, i carried it for half a day nth happen, 10mins after i handed it to them it broke. abit.. i duno what to say. but it's glass. it's fragile. they shld know better....

so then me and <3 when to Suntec to walk ard. duno why feeling quite tired today. anyways, <3 treated me to the chilli ramen stall, which i forgot its name. the last time i went there i took 2 chilli, and we sort of agreed that if i ate 4 chilli, she would treat me. so i tried that today, and i almost wanted to cut off my tongue


my 4 chilli!

hers only 2 chilli!!!!!! [there was a pic uploaded with her in it. but she insisted it to be taken off. so.. =(((((( sorry folks ]

then we walked at Carrefour before going home. had quite a nasty salmon sashimi. today was a fun fun day cuz we had lots of laughter. i guess that's something worth cherishing in a r/s =)

The Truth

Dear Readers. You might not like this entry. but hey, curiosity killed the cat. and it could be you. give it a try. it would be helpful if comments against me will not be made, because afterall, this entry is just what im feeling at the moment. just know that im only an ordinary guy. Don't expect me to be a saint, cuz you know the truth.

I'm not gonna lie to you. I'm tired. And so are you. I don't know how much longer i can keep up with this Mr Goody-two-shoes until the devil is released from me. i know i havent seen ur ugly side, but you've not even come close to half of mine. im a real terror. just hope that doesnt happen

you know last time i had pushed alot of things to myself? it's because i got sick of it. like why isit everytime the blame gets somehow shifted to me. it's supposed to be the BOTH of us. as much as i would like to blame it all on you, i also know that it can never be totally be one person's fault. yet sometimes it infuriates me the way you put things together and make it sound like im the guy in the devil jumpsuit.

even if you say you dont mean it that way

but come on. i can say the things you say. and i can say it a 100 times worse. but the thing is, i dont. there might be many mean things you think i have said. but it's all due to spite. and i'm already controlling the words used.

I've changed. for the worse. never in my life have i felt the urge to beat a cat just to make something suffer. and dont get me wrong readers, i've not done it. the word here is NOT

so it's abt 3am now. and im not sleeping. and it's because a million thoughts are running into head right now

i might not know all the sacrifices that you've made. but neither do you

guys ARE supposed to be insensitive by nature. it is quite sad that i am not fated enough to be such an ordinary guy. im more of a wimp, so too bad for me. im fucking sensitive even if you dont think i am. but think abt me, how far do you know what im actually thinking? so far all the assumptions i have made on you are generally correct. this goes to show i am actually aware of it as much as it may seem that im not. but if i were to ask you, you wouldnt have much of a clue

sorry if this post offends you. you might not be used to this but hey, like the title says. this is the truth. and im restraining certain issues and language used because i know im going to regret it for the rest of my life. but yet at the same time if i do not say how i feel, i think my feelings will never reach out to you, and im going to self implode. you can bury me with my splattered body parts. or if you think it's too filthy, then you can leave them on the wall.

the fact that im telling u i will regret it, means that you are still impt to me regardless of what i say or do. but i am no saint. i am no monk. i am not benevolent or whatever that is holy. this is me. stripped.

thing is. i'm not totally stripped. im far worse than this

right now in our r/s?
happiness > sorrow
it is still worth it... for me. and im hoping it stays that way. the day that sorrow > happiness comes, would be the day i have lost faith in myself and in you.

Your sms got me crying
you know you mean the world to me.. dont you?

Fantastic 4: The Silver Surfer

Caught Fantastic 4: The Silver Surfer today. My <3 is back =))) hee. the movie's quite interesting, esp the silver surfer. damn cool. but the story ended abit abrupt. and wow, Jessica Alba is hawt!

we went to The Cathay and went to Gramaphone. then we went to play with the iMac there and took a couple of pictures, the picture edits were really weird :S







then i went to amkhub to meet my parents for dinner. then halfway through the dinner at the foodcourt the lights blacked out! nvr pay electricity ah! my mum says its not the first time already! and my mum says next to the cinema got a jackpot room. then the top winner is $22k


half the lights are out. look at the far end.. blackout


this is my side where im sitting. lols

sian sch starting soon

What-The-Hell day

<3's far far away right now. really wish i could see her. brought her to the sinseh ytd. she had acupuncture, damn funny. she was super nervous, but I WAS THERE *proud* was very sad to leave her =(

today's an unlucky day. 74 broke down on me today. at macritchie the bus started emitting a damn smelly smell. duno is smell of machine/methane/burnt rubber or what. just stank. so the bus driver got us all out. and he opened the back of the bus. it was steaming



den had to wait for another 74. sian. went to sch today to get my surveys done. needed to get 22 done but had quota for individual schools within NP. super sian. really annoying. and then i met some of my classmates to retake another jumping pic, which i was in it. but the girls were pretty bad at jumping, so they got Shawn and me to do it. and i can tell u that now. it looked pretty GAY



anyways, left sch. wanted to go over to weiliang's. it's been a long while since i even mentioned him here, or talked to him face-face. he came over to KAP to get mac at the drive-thru so i was at the smoking area outside waiting for him and George to come. den whilst waiting, i saw this peculiar sight which got me laughing


couple of bangalas pushing the van in the middle of the road

liang came and picked me up. went over to his place and slacked. and his mum works in the Sales dept for Hyundai. asked her if she could help me for my interview. really hope she can.

so had dinner with George at Al Ameen before heading home. and holy crap on the bus back to amk, i was sitting down comfortably. after awhile there was this foul odour. at first i thought it was the air conditioning of the bus. u know some buses just has that weird smell right? but the smell got worse, and i noticed this indian lady infront of me had her shoes off. WTF

soon, half the bus smelt of FEET. it was damn disgusting can. the ppl ard her were rubbing their noses trying hard to pretend that they're actually blocking their nostrils from her bloody foul odour. wtf. it was damn sick. so i held my breath and breathed through my mouth. den it got a little hard doing that, so i took and sniff, and caught a whiff of an even worse odour. the smell of FEET was damn overwhelming can. fucking sick.

so i moved sneakily to the end of the bus and tried smelling myself. wah i tell you, when i got off the bus. it was like i was reborn again! seriously THAT bad. the smell of feet. do try it sometime. just dont get ppl to smell yours PLEASE

<3's coming back tmr night. cant wait to hear her once again. miss her to the extreme~

Helpless

Just the other day things got pretty heated (in a bad way) btwn the both of us. Got really frustrating for me. But it turned out all good eventually. Thankfully =)

Kinda sad that she's leaving tmr to go msia till friday or so. most prolly wont be able to see her till sch starts on monday or so. and on top of which, i still have got projects to do. supposed to get ppl to fill up 22 surveys. got quota for different schools in NP summore. haiz. and i still need to find a Sales Manager who has Sales Reps under him, and their sales involves B2B. im so bloody screwed k? dont remind me

today something bad happened to <3. she was standing on a bench and we were fooling ard. she lost her footing and fell =( she was holding on to me at first but i had let go cuz i din wanna fall ontop of her and crush her. she landed on her butt.... well that would have been the good case scenario. but she landed on the tail bone.. which did alot of damage to her. and there i was, feeling so helpless at not being able to help much

a kind old man taught me to massage <3 to help relieve the stress. but her back was still hurting pretty badly so i couldnt do much either. i wanted to get a cab home for her but she said she didnt think she could sit *heartbreak* so i walked with her abit and took the bus

feeling pretty tired right now and waiting for hotmail to bloody upload my freakin attachment, which is taking ages






ah. it's finally done now. time to sleep. accompanying <3 to see a chinese physician tmr. hope she feels better. ugh boring post

Shrek the Third

so.. we caught ourselves Shrek 3. Although <3 was nice enough to watch it a second time with me cuz she already watched it with her parents. real nice of her to do so =]

<3 was pretty tired, poor girl. but managed to stay awake throughout the film. my holiday seems like it's flashing past and before i know it, it's halfway over. not to mention that i have to be in school next week for fieldwork.

i'm loving Westlife. forgot how amazing a boy-band they were.

cashflow is pretty much in the outlays....

and oh.. Fathers' Day is this Sunday.

be back real soon. cya =)

heee. Happy

today was FUN FUN FUN. hope for more to come =)

<3

Grandma's birthday. What an embarassment

i met my cousin robin to go funan to get a camera just before our grandma's 84th birthday. so we looked at a number of cameras, so he settled on sony t100


the camera's pretty cool. the price came up to about $630. so we went to grandma's birthday celebration at Jia Hiang Restaurant along Jln Bukit Timah Rd. we were LATE. anyways, the night was pretty much normal.. until a particular incident which got my face pink/red/purple.

i was showing my cousin kenneth pictures of her.. from my phone... den he was pretty pleased, den he passed it to his dad sitting next to him. but his dad's quite a nice fellow, so he just see only. nvr comment. den my sister was complaining why she din see her yet while the rest have. so to make the little puppy happy, i threw her the bone

den i thought she see a few pics ok already. but noooo. she scrolled through the entire list. and then there's this ONE pic of us together, with our faces.... well you should get the gist of it. anyway. kenneth's mum, aunty cat, took the phone from my sis and started looking at them as well. then kenneth HAD TO scroll to the pic with the....

den tadaaa. she exclaimed "AIYOH!!!" and then she continued looking at the other pictures, feeling amused. then she walked over to another table and passed the phone to other relatives "THIS IS JEROLD'S GIRLFRIEND!" then you know what happens in a singapore sale right? everybody started snatching the phone and passing it around. i was pretty much helpless T.T

so..... i was pretty much shamed. but oh well. for her =)

they pretty much liked her. asked me to bring her over on CNY or X'mas or smth like that. oh wells. it all depends on her la.. HOR? *paw*

Nothing much

Went out with cw today to get his girl a birthday present. it took only a short while. im serious!

im a little emotionally strung out. never had such rollercoaster rides in my life ever. but then again, im really glad im in it when i reach the top of the ride. i'll be understanding. i will. because of you, i will

Marketing Research CT on monday. seriously dreading it. it seems he's setting it harder just for the fun of it. he's not even telling us about the format of the paper. looks like the only thing we know is that it's A4 sized ._.

really love this song. really expresses my deepest feelings for you

Song by: Atlantic Starr
Song title: Always

Girl you are to me all that a woman should be
And I dedicate my life to you always.
A love like yours is greater
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way, for always.

And we both know that our love will grow
And forever it will be, you and me. (yeah)
Ooh you're like the sun, chasing all of the rain away.
When you come around you bring brighter days.
You're the perfect one, for me and you forever will be.
And I will love you so, for always.

Come with me my sweet, let's go make a family.
They will bring us joy, for always.
Oh boy I love you so, I can't find enough ways to let you know,
But you can be sure of love for always.

And we both know that our love will grow
And forever it will be, you and me. (yeah)
Ooh you're like the sun, chasing all of the rain away.
When you come around you bring brighter days.
You're the perfect one, for me and you forever will be.
And I will love you so, for always.

(Ooh...ooh...I will love you so for always.)