I&E rant

ok. here's my rant. im feeling very pissed off and sometimes, you'll just wanna just rant it at someone right? but then they also dun see it ur way, and then they also nvr comfort u to calm down, and instead they douse more oil to the raging fire. fuck it la.

ok here's what happened. thurs morning 6am+ my grp member sms me, say she sick, and ask me permission if she can dun go anot. then i nvr wake up so early mah, so i read the msg, went to brush teeth, den she msg again. same msg, thinking that i nvr read. so i abit dulan la den say she dun come dont need to inform me. it's her participation marks anyway. if she really sick, den get an mc show the tutor. den she got angry with my reply and said "i know its my participation! but im really sick"

THEN YOU ASK ME FOR FUCK

you sick? then you cannot come. just tell me u cannot come. if u really cannot come, i say i bomb ur house u ALSO wun come. so why the fuck u ask me permission when there's only one answer?

ok, this is my thinking. when i tell other ppl and rant, they say, aiyah maybe she think u cannot cope with the project and think she needed to be there. but back to my pnt, if she sick, i force her to come, also no use cuz she wun be able to do much, and it's forcing her to come. im not like that.

and then they also say, maybe she just wanted to ask permission a formality. back to the exact same pnt, if she really sick, i really cant force her. if i say NO YOU HAVE TO COME, will she come? i rather her stay till she gets well, and then help us out then.

then some also say, she respect you thats why will ask u for permission. but please, come on. i respect my tutors, but if im sick, cannot go lesson, do i ask them for permission whether i can dun go to class cuz my nose is dropping and my fever is 40 deg C? NO I DONT

ok the pnt of this rant is nothing actually. it's just that if for example i rant to you this, even if you dont see it my way, at least try to cool me off, since the event itself made me hot headed. and even if you cant bring urself to do it, then dont give any answer, just change topic.

and i did badly for my HRM. so fuck it even more ok? alright? ok? alright?

now im off to bitch to my pillow. so bye!