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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Is it over? Really?

first up. here's wishing Prac Test PASS Kia for passing his practical with 10 demerits only. wooters. rmb lemme be 2nd to sit ah. 1st if possible =) but i know that wont happen =(

went all the way down to sch just to meet up with the yaro teacher. talked abit, thankfully he din ask too many questions. more like telling me his whatever things he needed to say. den let me off. hopefully it's finally over. 16weeks of torture hasnt been kind to me in the slightest bit.

i watched The Prestige today. quite interesting, yet confusing. but it's worth a watch.

i outta get to my books =S

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

grrrrr RANT RANT grrrrr

damn you to the lowest level of hell. piss off. you can die in some deserted corner for all i care, cuz nobody does. is that why u keep bugging us? to make urself visible to people who ignore you? do you feel ecstacy when people curse and swear behind ur back?

i pity you. you have no friends. cuz the world is real, and you're living in a fantasy. you're lucky u have no car, else it would've exploded by now by countless of hate-fans.

i dont want to see you. why do you want to see me? and everyone else in my grp. get out get out get out get out of my life!!!!!!! forever! disappear! /rant

all the best to the one who's having driving prac tmr. hope you pass with zero demerits ;)

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Happy birthday yaro

Happy birthday to my bestie, yaro!

it's been 19 years already. least u have someone to spend it with ya? =)

hope u make it for ur prac, and u still owe me $ alright? pay up or i'll go to ur hse and write O$P$. lols

Saturday, January 27, 2007

What a tough week

i wanted to blog for the past week but i was too busy to do so. seriously. it's been a tough week, and im bloody glad that it's over and done with.

1. ECD report . had to come up with a business plan and projected financial figures. which was so hard. and on top of that, got some of my members writing for themselves only. they write already, and they nvr share their info with the rest. so in the end when the report come out, it doesnt flow a single bit. and it was such a fucken last min work and the financial figures were extremely hard to think of. i was super pissed off for doing quadraple jobs.

2. blaw presentation. was very worried also and thought that we were gonna screw it up

3. I&E is a pain in the arse if u ask me. the can crusher arrived on the day before the presentation. and i did alot of work to help get things done. im glad it's nearly over with me able to pass the module

4. ecd presentation today. it was screwed up as always because the same 2 members submit their slides to me so late. even though i warned one of them to do it early. but noooo. they like to do last min work, den no time for ppl to check through. den come out all gabra. figures were extremely wrong. but it's over as well.

5. hrm report has to be redone cuz our plagarism content hit 63%. i damn pissed off can. they copy all the things and nvr rephrase. like if u show figures, den nvm la.but they copy definitions and examples. den 1 chunk 1 chunk. our tutor show us the plagarised content and i was so shocked and pissed off. but she gave us another chance to redo it, since the content is generally ok, just that we gotta rephrase. and she say she wont penalise us as well. such a dearie. but seriously damn angry with my grpmates. konoha kia keep kp even though his part was short. den for some reason he kp non stop until i told him off. den he ask me why im so worked up. den im there thinking, how about you, dumbass!

anyway. it's over. im glad it's over. my packages were sent to me today. so happy =)

chuanwei's birthday tmr. shall rmb to wish him happy birdday. all the luck for his final prac too =)

Friday, January 19, 2007

Useless specialist

if you've been following up on my blog, u'll know i have a problem with my left ankle. today i went for consultation again, 2 weeks after i did my CT scan. ok, the background info is that my left ankle, has this slightly hollow area which is a birth defect so to speak. but the pain is at the vein there.

he flashed the CT scan and said as he had suspected, the hollow area isnt dangerous, like i didnt know already. but he insisted on taking the CT scan just to make sure. so i asked him abt the pain at my ligament, whether it's related to the bone. and he said no relation at all. den i said what is the cause of it then? he said tendonitis, my family doc also said that -_-

den i say if swell again how? take painkillers -_-" or if i wan, he can send me to physiotherapy.

he really is a mofo. all the while i keep telling him the pain, he 5min consulation ask me go take CT scan. ok, take already, den consult him, he say nth wrong. den say if pain take painkillers. den why the fuck i go specialist when u cannot diagnose the problem? wait like 3 mths+ leh in total. scam my money. tell me the things that i already know.

bottom line is. fuck you doctor!

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Sick like a tick

i went out with cw ytd evening to repair his phone den went meridien hotel food court to eat korean food which i heard is quite popular. not bad la. we ate 2 bowls of rice each, den i couldnt walk properly after that

at night, sore throat started to come in. den today woke up for I&E lesson, my body was burning. den at first i thought maybe im just hot cuz the fan was off. den i went to brush teeth feeling lousy. den i took my temp


a staggering 38.1 deg

so i nvr go sch, went to see a doc. wait damn long for him to come, until i wanna die. the temp was so high till i had headaches which made my body ache. in the end i walked home with alot of medicine.

man being sick sucks. so long nvr had a fever already, at most is sore throat, cough, flu.

today got open hse at NP. i really wanna see xiao mei mei =(((

Monday, January 15, 2007

Earthworm & Hairspray

I heard this very funny joke on 98.7fm today. Firstly, the muttons in the morning change to Carrie Chong and Vandetta. not my cup of tea, looks like the morning journey to school shall be accompanied by mp3 then =(

Story about this little boy who saw an earthworm crawl out of the soil. Upon seeing this, he told his grandfather that he dared to pick up the earthworm and put it back into the hole it crawled out from. So his grandfather said "I betcha 5 bucks that you can't put the earthworm back into its hole. It's too wriggly and limp!"

the lil boy then ran to his room, running out of it, he held a can of hairspray and sprayed the earthworm, which became stiff. He then pushed the hardened earthworm back into the hole. His grandfather lost the bet and gave 5 bucks to his grandson. Borrowing the can of hairspray, the grandfather ran into his room and came out 30mins later with another 5 bucks in his hand.

Thrusting the 5 dollar note into the lil boy's hand, he said "This is for you". Puzzled, the lil boy said "But grandpa, you gave me 5 bucks already!"

So his grandfather replied "This is from your grandmother"


enjoy your day!

Saturday, January 13, 2007

It's my dick in a box =)



oh dear... is that justin timberlake?

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Evidence

The following chat log has not been edited in any way. This is the full conversation.

let the other party be X

X: u there?
me: yes?
X: ya u sure not going 2 sch ah
X: tmr
me: ya, our entire grp confirm already
me: all not going
X: omg
me: why so surprised. u know our grp always half present anyway. lol
X: do u noe tat wei liang n kheng lyn i tink r part of the organisation 4 e G-cup
me: yes i know. i was there last week
me: mr tan said they need to contribute more
me: and that he needs help on the project
me: so he asked them to take part
X: D told me tat both of them r part of the organisation u noe 4 e G-cup
me: i know
me: mr tan asked them to help him out as organisers
X: oh ok
X: den hw they r not going wat
X: wat if he fails us or wat
me: he will grade us individually la
me: but if you wanna play safe, den you can go tmr and see what he says
me: weiliang and kheng lyn already got specific tasks to do, so it's up to them to do
me: he made them do it in order for him to pass them. so it's none of our business
X: u mite say tat we can go to e director if he fails us but wat if e director herself says tat we shld haf contributed 2 our collaboration
me: den u wanna play safe.. den you go tmr and see what he says
me: cuz im not going
X: ya its ok abt them since they haf wrk to do
X: aiya im jus asking la
X: im not toking only abt myself
X: im toking abt our whole grp
X: im jus concern tat we shldnt get in2 trouble
X: tats all
X: since e rest of u all r not going den mite as well i don go la
X: wat m i to do wifout e whole grp
X: rather stay at home n study 4 ecd
me: but i already asked the rest and they are willing to skip it. so what im saying, is that im aware it's boycotting, but im telling u all me and weiliang not going, so if you all dont wanna go, can dont go
me: den since the rest agreed. so might as well all dont go
me: =)
X: ya i noe tats wat im saying aso
me: den ok lor
me:
im going off to watch tv
me: cya

*END*

be my witness ok? this time round i play nice, i nvr scold her, i nvr use sarcasm, i nvr do anything k? im just telling her the facts to her qn, which is, 'we are not going tmr'. i seriously dont know what to say. i duno what kind of answer i should give. the fact that im even replying her means that im taking responsibility and replying to her queries.

1. i said i know they'd be taking part in the G-cup. i said i know
2. THG gave them the task solely to grade them on. personally, i think he likes the rest of us cuz we keep attending his class
3. im giving u advice, if you feel that going is very impt in his assessment, then by all means go, but i and wl on the other hand, really cannot be bothered, so no matter what, we wont be going. there, i've given the responsibility of informing
4. if he fails us, i think wl and i can either just hug each other and cry, or complain to the director and get nat's grp to join in the fun. imagine, nat is damn concerned abt grades, but even for this module she cant give a damn abt THG anymore.

im not complaining though. but i really dunno how to answer her qns if that's the way i think, and she doesnt see it my way.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Traffic Jam

firstly, it was reported that ytd, there was a green light as big as an aeroplane which flew across singapore at around 7pm+. it was suspected to be a shooting star, but according to singapore meteorological ppl, their satellite couldnt detect the damn thing even though it was huge.

link: edmw thread

today's traffic jam was bad. it took bus74 30mins to turn out of amk to marymount rd. the journey was so bad the bus driver took off the "74" plate so that he wouldnt have to stop each stop. zowned. the way back home was just as bad!

today used lighter to burn some stuff for project. the damned lighter refused to light up, so we kept trying until all our thumbs are bruised and burnt. i swear my thumbprint wont be recognised now =S

on the way home, was listening in to 98.7fm and Dan and Young were talking abt Cheating in relationships and wanted listeners to fess up. surprisingly, there were so many cheaters and so little loyal ppl. but i guess loyal ppl were too lazy to fess up. there was this girl who called in and said she cheated on her partner. and Dan asked her what was the reason. and she said "she left me for another girl" so Dan asked her what was the reason she cheated on her partner again, and she hung up. Dan and Young laughed. lol. meanies.

oh fmgt was good. 42/50 =)

Saturday, January 06, 2007

I&E rant

ok. here's my rant. im feeling very pissed off and sometimes, you'll just wanna just rant it at someone right? but then they also dun see it ur way, and then they also nvr comfort u to calm down, and instead they douse more oil to the raging fire. fuck it la.

ok here's what happened. thurs morning 6am+ my grp member sms me, say she sick, and ask me permission if she can dun go anot. then i nvr wake up so early mah, so i read the msg, went to brush teeth, den she msg again. same msg, thinking that i nvr read. so i abit dulan la den say she dun come dont need to inform me. it's her participation marks anyway. if she really sick, den get an mc show the tutor. den she got angry with my reply and said "i know its my participation! but im really sick"

THEN YOU ASK ME FOR FUCK

you sick? then you cannot come. just tell me u cannot come. if u really cannot come, i say i bomb ur house u ALSO wun come. so why the fuck u ask me permission when there's only one answer?

ok, this is my thinking. when i tell other ppl and rant, they say, aiyah maybe she think u cannot cope with the project and think she needed to be there. but back to my pnt, if she sick, i force her to come, also no use cuz she wun be able to do much, and it's forcing her to come. im not like that.

and then they also say, maybe she just wanted to ask permission a formality. back to the exact same pnt, if she really sick, i really cant force her. if i say NO YOU HAVE TO COME, will she come? i rather her stay till she gets well, and then help us out then.

then some also say, she respect you thats why will ask u for permission. but please, come on. i respect my tutors, but if im sick, cannot go lesson, do i ask them for permission whether i can dun go to class cuz my nose is dropping and my fever is 40 deg C? NO I DONT

ok the pnt of this rant is nothing actually. it's just that if for example i rant to you this, even if you dont see it my way, at least try to cool me off, since the event itself made me hot headed. and even if you cant bring urself to do it, then dont give any answer, just change topic.

and i did badly for my HRM. so fuck it even more ok? alright? ok? alright?

now im off to bitch to my pillow. so bye!

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

AMK NTUC Hypermart

firstly, happy birthday to xueli! wow 19 already. chuanwei's turn is coming very soon. hope u will have POL by then ^_^

aight, today's the first day of sch, had insomnia the night before and thus slping only 5hours. damn tired alright. went to sch, got back CMA test paper, wah din expect get so high marks 83.5 really unexpected, but i hope all the other tests also unexpected den get high high =)

went to print hrm report in sch, print like forever cuz so many ppl there. then got china ppl keep wanting to use the printer that we were using. really impatient freaks.

lesson until 6 today, damn late cuz of make up lesson. slept on the bus almost immediately, but the guy next to me is a motherfucker can? he play tennis, den he put all the things on the floor, den leg open big big, take up 3/4 of the seat. den i sit on the remaining 1/4, den everytime got ppl walk past will bang me. BUT I STILL SLPT! so tired!

ate at the small s11 next to mac, so many ppl! order my teh nvr come, eat liao i zao. went to ntuc hypermart to walk walk see see and get some stuff. not bad la, the mall itself is quite spacious, only some shops open. den went to basement2 where the ntuc is, den alot of aunties and uncles with grandchildren. got mini trolleys for kids to push/sit in, so cute. i bought CHICKEN BISCUIT! so long nvr eat! see already got craving, so there it is, lying on my kitchen table.


the many cashiers


oo. all the ice cream and frozen food


fresh section

still got electronics and meat all these, lazy to take. dun have good angle

Monday, January 01, 2007

2007

New Year's Eve
panicked. had nth planned for the night, so faster discuss. called yq but he nvr pick up, den sms him also nvr reply. last min finally got a hold of him, den he dun wan go. sua.

so me jc, cw, headed to sentosa for siloso beach party. wanted to go vivo, but no tickets, so .. too bad? so go siloso beach, took the shuttle bus, den on the bus, must stand until the door there, too many ppl on board. got this uncle suddenly talk to me, ask me if im going for the countdown, like, duh, this bus goes to the beach directly esp for the countdown. den i pity him cuz he looked like he was alone, so, smile smile =)))))

reached there, had to walk abit. den bought tickets, guess who we saw. sabi. well, in a way, good thing yq always nvr pick up my call, den nvr go, den nvr kana surprised. so anyway, went in. was pretty empty, so we sian 1/2. den we left to go to 7-eleven to get some drinks. cw spilt like 1/4 of the bottle on his shirt. GG. the drink sucked anyway, so it was alright. den we headed back in, this time lots more ppl.

ok, the thing abt this sickening party, is that 75% are male. and within this 75% pathetic males, are 75% kuro-people. and these kuro-people really wanna grab some ass. we were told that esplanade fireworks always got alot of kuro-people, but i thought hey, that's free to watch, so they go. but noooooooo. this one got entrance fee, and at sentosa, the kuro-people also go and happening and looking forward to some ass grabbing.

reached back the beach after the drink, den they had the babe/hunk competition. wah they stink. anyway, there was this new zealander who suddenly spoke to me, and he pretty much fun. he was there with his elder brother to visit his auntie or smth, Greg and Weasley(i think). really great meeting them, Greg was hilarious, kept asking the babes to strip when they chose dare for 'truth or dare' den one babe chose truth, den ask her what fetish she has, den he was saying 'FEET!i've fetish for feet!' and when she answered 6 packs. the host asked for a guy with 6 packs, and Greg volunteered, but he din get selected =( much to his dismay. and then at the end of it all, he joked saying that they just chose a winner because they had to. they all sucked anyway. and he was saying if he had come to sg 3 mths early, he would've won this competition already. funny guy, great meeting him.

the foam party started, we were the first few to enter. was alright, but alot of kuro-people. we danced from 9 to 10+. den we wanted to take a break, so we left. den we went out of the arena, den WTF! long queue. like 1/2 of the beach. so we requeued until 1150, den buay dong already, need to get in before it hits 12. so we decided to cut queue and queue with up some of the kuro-ppl who din complain. good for them =) and it's no wonder the queue was slow, cuz every bugger was doing the same thing, cutting queue.

so at 12, got a short bit of fireworks, and back to foam party, this time, got more ppl in the arena, which meant more kuro-ppl who wanna grab some ass.

New Year. 2007
we kept shifting, cuz too many kuro-ppl bathing in the foam. so run here run there, everywhere. but they were EVERYWHERE. every corner! and they'll be clapping and yelling "oi oi oi oi oiiiiiiiiiiiiii" which was bloody annoying. anyway, at 1+ we kinda met with these 3 girls and danced with them. den got this damn big foam floated down, and we all suffocated, couldnt even breathe. damn jialat. then after than 2+ we sian liao, the DJ play the songs all not nice, den slack. but alot of ang moh all zi-high. got this lady keep dancing by herself, damn high, must be on crack or smth to be that high. then lots more kuro-ppl came to join in the fun of ass grabbing.

there were like 2 big cases were the girls were groped and then yelled. one of them even chased after the guy, who ran. too bad la, who ask 75% of the ppl there are male and 75% within the 75% is kuro-ppl. what luck. anyway, we kept getting showered with water shot from the hose, den we were shivering damn badly. the girls left first, den we bth liao, too cold. so we got out of the wet arena, dried up, took our bags and went to harbourfront.

harbourfront centre's macdonalds wasnt 24hours, sadly =( so we ate at the coffeeshop next to the bus interchange and headed to the mrt station, but we were early, so thanks to the deck of cards i brought, we played blackjack. i was the first to get blackjack, so i hope this year would be a good one. jc kept exploding and then we kept playing until the mrt opened doors. then knn, so many kuro-ppl again! so we skipped the first mrt, and continued playing. and then mrt came, we still play. and then we finally stopped, cuz we got too pissed off with cw. he got 5 blackjack, 1 ban-ban. fucking tyco kia. got one ban-ban liao, next round blackjack. tmd. heng nvr bet money with him, i banker sia.

oh we were playing the cards when the train still havent left the station. den got one of the mrt crew he was in our carriage, den suddenly he say "set?" den i instinctively said "yes" outloud. but when i looked at him, he was talking to the walkie talkie, den cw and jc kept laughing at me. wah i kana owned.

it's been a long day, and it's already 8. i think i slp until 1pm, wake up, den do project liao. sian! wed back to mofo sch. but nvm, i hope this year will be a better one. not making any new year's resolution cuz none of them would ever work out. im just hoping my leg's all fine and good to go.

last but not least, if you've skipped everything above and reading this sentence now. den HAPPY PIGGY YEAR TO YOU!