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Tuesday, November 29, 2005 @ 10:54 pm whoopsydaisy! super uber busy this week, hell i shouldnt have said that school was still mudane luh. kickstarted some projects, goody good. jus tons of tutorials to catch up with now and lots of revision to do, loads in fact. :( mm lets hope i find some time to breathe soon..two days into this week and im dyyyiinnggg. - If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a sharpened seatpost either way. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your this should be interesting! CLICK LINK BELOW AND DO. :D Saturday, November 26, 2005 @ 8:28 pm hello you stinky people who stop by my blog yet dont tag! its one of those chilly, saturday nights where i happen to be home on my own. sadly enough, im the only family member who doesnt have plans for a saturday night. geez. and as of now im in a very wierd mood with lotsa random thoughts, strange musings, boredom and a pang of loneliness. ahhhh. oh everyone, i made gelato today! four pans: peach rum&raisin oreos and durian. looks lip-smacking lovely. but fwahahaha, i hope i dont cause some poor soul a tummy upset or something, i realise im quite bad at measuring out ingredient amounts. heh. gonna go make myself nice hot instant campbell soup with pasta twist now, high MSG content or not. hahaha, tas! Friday, November 25, 2005 @ 8:31 am decisions, disappointment, and dominoes. "..the worst thing that could happen is that when an opportunity presents itself, you're on the wrong track." thats the thing with choices. you dont know if what you're choosing's gonna take you down the path of success and happiness, or if it'll lead you down a path of utter misery. you want it to go this way and that, you wanna look see look see ahead of time so you'll know if its alright to take this option, but bloody hell, you cant. maybe you wanna go with the flow, but then again, maybe not. you dont know whose advice to listen to, whose to block out. and infuriatingly it jus gets tougher and tougher. jus like one of those gigantic stupid mazes with the damned obstacles everywhere. and well, half the time, things dont turn out the way you want em to at all. instead they backfire and bite and you feel bitter and then you end up in sad-ass tears. jeez God, why does it have to be this way? Friday, November 18, 2005 @ 11:33 pm i know you wanna know. HELLO WORLD :) what better way to end a dull school week than a satisfying shopping trip aye! spend spend spend..boy that made me feel good today. :D hahahah, thank god we've got fridays off early la. i went towning with stef, and eugene fer awhile, after class. we ate fried mars bars and shilin taiwan's new mushroom and cheese crepe at far east! we went to tangs to jus get some free perfume for stef! we walked to filipinos paradise aka lucky plaza and walked from top to bottom in search of eug's white shoes..uber boring place! lol. then that fella left, then the real shopping started!! walao hohoho the amount of sales around town now are amazing please! dkny had like 70% off clothes okay, but darn they were all in wrong sizes. yea anyway got myself a new belt, a dark red mango top, and something from littlematchgirl fer christmas. ah so fab, i like! the harry potter movie was amazing, caught it on thurs night. the thrill was there, the eerie-ness, the awe of magic. but they've cut out alot of scenes from the book, so dont be too disappointed if you've read it; i guess they had no choice considering how sucha long story had to be compressed into a two and a half hour movie. school's shiok still. abit mudane, but bearable. signed up fer a couple of school activities recently, had an interview with tpsu too. hohum, fingers crossed, im hoping all goes well and i get chosen in. lol and finally, here's some advice mister seah our nutcase tutor passed on to our class during econs lesson today. to get a bigger serving when buying food from the nasi padang store, always a) get the generous lady to serve your food, if not let the guy behind you go first, b) choose the food that comes in variables before you pick the ones that come in fixed amts, and c) point at the food you want fer an extra long period of time. hahahhahaha, flame la yes? x) Wednesday, November 16, 2005 @ 5:03 pm entertainment! i found THIS scrotum-whacking game on lena's blog, and on tuesday during lab lesson this is what the guys were doing on my comp. trying to outbeat each other at um, their balls-whacking skills. rofl! enjoy, while i try to come up with material fer my next entry. life's at an all time ultra sian-ness point at the moment..ugh. haha. au revoir! (: Saturday, November 12, 2005 @ 10:12 pm splendid seventeen! wheeee i must say it was a pretty well spent birthday i had this year! :D two days of celebration and lol im simply exhausted now. quick birthday entry, yea? okay lets see. friday! aahhh it was amazing la! hahaha how often you get birthday wishes right? yea..its a good feeling. (: jus had one lecture for the day, thank goodness. mm then went to have lunch with my classmates at pizza hut. lunch was gooood. yup and then there i got my surprise cake and gift! AAHHH SURPRISES ARE SIMPLY HEARTMELT OKAY! i adore this kinda things, haha yea and it really made my day! it was like, im minding my own business trying to ask everyone to help me finish up the meatballs i ordered lol, then this waiter comes and places a cup of water in front of me. im going like 'huh i never ask for water right?!?' when another waitress brings this plate with this small reaaally sweet-looking tiramisu cake placed in the center and they all start singing happybirthdaytoyou and im still in that ultra stunned mode and its really very hahaidunnohowtosay la!!! hahahhaha. okay mainly, it was so sweet of stef and all to plan it, i totally didnt expect anything. and my present was so perfect its that shoulder bag i've been yearning for! heh :D bighugethanks, ya all know who you are! :) :) :) well so after all that excitement stephanie elena and i trained down to bugis street to looksee, and that place reminds me a hell lot of bangkok. mm tromped around the manymany stalls, then came home. dinner that night was a chocolate buffet at The Fullerton! fwahh, mini chocolate paradise please! haha ate to our hearts content in that splendid place, yup i enjoyed myself very much. ((: and today was made good with my cherished friends. :o) a whole new experience..went iceskating with kris leanna shaun and jared! boy, been wanting to do so like forever, haha yea and it was cool fun! the tiny kiddos who were in the ring with us were like waaay pro la..and they could do those kinda stunts you see figure skater do. very whooaa! lol. skating's nice. then left for cine, and we caught Just like heaven. predictable storyline, but its sweeeet. funny here and there as well. rightous! so yea! truth be told, i was looking towards a most monotonous, uneventful birthday this year. but it wasnt! things were simple, but i dont know, somehow they meant alot to me this birthday. it was great, and im extremly grateful to you all who had a part in making MY day great! <3 the messages, testimonials, presents, the company of pals, everything. makes me wish birthdays came more often aye! heh. well, one more year to eighteen! x) Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @ 11:31 pm facing the music, and the melody that rings true sup! am currently itching like a ferociously-mosquito-bitten sod. i've apparently gotten some sorta allergic reaction rash thingy that only appears and itches like shitty hell at night. aahhhh! i need calamine lotion. baaaad. well, school's been three days and hey its been good. didnt think it was possible to miss those mensa lunches with the rest, the good reads in the freezing library, the uncontrollable laughter and nonsense during lectures, those cold/dirty jokes that keep getting repeated, our class gossip and whatever not, all so much! hahah ah so very refreshing la :D my new subjects. mmm. another dreary computer subject which doesnt look like it has an inch of excitement in it, a mathematical subject (erks!) which is gon require tons of practise i forsee. french!..omg i actually have oral tests fer that can you imagine i've got to start practising on rolling my Rs and different gender-ed verbs hahahaha. org behaviour..a lil like POM so i guess its okay? hopefully. lol, and the rest i've yet to find out how they'll be like. and aside from getting back most of our notsoverynice lecturers this sem again, things are pretty fine and dandy for now. jus signed myself into one of those club ccas with the girls today. and i aint got any projects, tutorials, and presentations to worry about. yet. (: Friday, November 04, 2005 @ 9:41 am twisted words yawnyawn. beats me why im up so super early on the third last day of the hols ah. awaiting fer my timetable now. nehneh, hurry up la! well. nothing to do today. shall carry on with movie marathon-ing on my own later i guess. wa Dirtydancing2 is HOTSTUFF!! aahhh if only i'd be able to dance AND have a dance partner like that. *dies!* (HOLY COW!!! hahaha my dad's in today's papers! home sect pg 3. and if you check out the ST website today, his big smiley face's there too! ah gosh, lol i feel proud he's my dad. he's been working on that project fer kamillion years now la, and its paid off. award from prime minister. whoaa! eh and im mentioned -in a way- in the first para of tt article okay..hehheh. :D check it out!) there aint much out-of-the-ordinary things that happened this week, other than that. met up with dearest anisha (finally!), had a splendid ya kun breakfast with kris and leanna, went bowling with the family, n been visiting grandma in hospital. for something a bit more not-so-ordinary, lol well went fer a photoshoot on tues, with pretty nice results i must say :) mm i liked my dress very much, i should buy it from em. oh fwahaha, sup! my time timetable's out! its not thaaat bad. and, im gon be a frenchie! oui oui, le francais est amusant. :D okay, so much for that. rarr. school's beginning again. i feel like its gon be jus like an entirely new chapter opening though. this entire hols, well, they've had one helluva different ring to it, compared to any other i've had in my entire life. its been like, a yo yo on a constant downward swirl? you know how they say: when shit comes, it alll comes. and everything jus makes heading back up a few times tougher. there's so much i wanna let out, sob about, and jus confide to someone else about. know what i'd wanna do quite badly? i wanna head out to an empty beach on a cool evening with a good person who'll give me time and simply listen to me pour out this and that, comfort me and make me smile, lift everything off my shoulders for a while, and scream with me out to the open sea so i'd feel better. hah, this'll never happen i know..too many reasons why. but i've never lived life with so much bottling up of emotions and thoughts and such, and now that i am, i realise, hey fucking hell its quite bad aint it? that barrier hurts like crazy. its no wonder people fall into depression. lol anyhow. its MY fav month already, and im gon try and be happy for what its worth. ((: remind me to smile when you see me will you? and i'll remind you how you could make me smile. HEHE. |