Monday, July 25, 2005
Yay! Another major thing is out of my life! And that's the CIP. Hahah, pretty glad that i've finally completed my 6 hours. Hah, i love the granny that talked to me. She kept reminding me to go back home, bathe, eat and then study! Haha, how cute. And she told me about her kids, how hardworking they are and everything. And boy, she's indeed enjoying her retirement. :) It's kinda nicee to see the elderly appreciate the students coming down to visit them. Oh yes, that granny told me to visit her again as she'll be here everyday. I will, granny! Heh,heh,heh.

Nothing's really exciting right now.. it's only 5 more weeks to the Prelims and i'm totally freaking out. Oh yes! Chemistry for 3 whole periods tomorrow. How cool is that, someone tell me?

Haha! I forgot to mention that the weekends were a blast, totally. Haha! Finally lay my hands on Harry Potter's Half-blood Prince and most ridiculously, i've read the entire book by Sunday, 4pm. Hahaha. You see, i haven done any revisons nor homework till Sunday evening. ( Yes, please shoot me and make me die. ) and i've been staying up to 2am to read that book. Heh,heh. How obsessed! :/ Harry's my superhero!

And I'm glad that Fel and I manage to have a fabulous jog to Kovan lastnight. Hahah! Just told her that I was really feeling vexed and asked if she wanted to accompany me for a jog. Suprise,surprise! My big sister actually agreed to it. No doubt, we've talk so many stuff, especially how things are at home. We shared some oh-so-effective hints to ease the tension. Hoho! and 1 or 2 hot gossips too. Hahah! Let's just pray that our family wouldnt be torn into pieces, huh!

Well, i've got nothing else to blog about except that the fact that i'm totally tired, my legs are aching and that... I STILL HAVE TO STUDY FOR CHEMISTRY TEST TOMORROW. Uggh. Oh yes, i need to mention that I'm looking forward to the sec4 farewell as well. Teehee! :D

Sunday, July 24, 2005

I do not know what the hell's happening to my family.
I do not know what the hell's happening to my family.

It's putting me off right now as I'm typing this post. Feeling irritated and utterly frustrated. Well, if this is gonna be it, I'll tell myself to concentrate on my own stuff and not give a damn about it anymore. I do not get it, why must this thing happen whenever it's nearing the exams?

Dont the adults have brains to even think about it?

All they care is about themselves. How irritable, how selfish. I used to think that I've got a good family. Now, I beg to differ.

It doesn make sense at all. This is getting really annoying and it's seriously irksome to even think about this.

It's scary to say this, but I'm already quite numb to this whole damn crap. Seems to me i should care about myself and be selfish and calculative in whatever way i can. That's the example I've seen through them.

Yah, follow them and I'll screw myself up. How stupid and childish is this going to be?

Friday, July 15, 2005

Ah, finally! I'm heading for the weekends. Which mean, NO more 3am studies, NO more bad tantrums. More time to do whatever i want. Yay. But, it's only for 2 days. So sad, huh.
The sec4s attended another talk about the O levels this week. And seriously, i think those talks are making me work harder. It's that kind of an invisible push in your brain that tells you to BUCK UP. Hahaha.

School's been tiring as well. I mean, being in school till 330pm is obviously tiring, not to mention draining as well. By the time i get home, the energy to study really deteriorates a whole lot. That's why i have to wake up at 3 to study for at least 1 and a half hours. That's the reason why my dark eye rings are getting really obvious. ( Tiffany! You're making me feel even more depressed) And that's the reason why i cannot shit in the morning anymore. Goodness, the stress level is way high. However, i was thinking, i'd probably face bigger stress in the future, thus, this is only the beginning. Haha, rather tormenting to think of it this way, huh.

Working hard on my F&N coursework B, and the execution is this coming monday--- Racial Harmony Day. Crapp. Okay, I intend to undo the whole coursework because it's really full of rubbish and i really should do something about it. Whisking or creaming method, someone tell me.

Teachers' Day Audition is on Thursday. Gotta make up for those CIP hours. So many things, yet so little time. It's getting frustrating somehow.

Oh yes, did i mention that the Chinese Listening was totally tough? Hah, i cant do anything about it now though. I cannot do chinese. Okay, you might say that it's all in the head.. but, i'm not confident for my mother tongue at all.

Let's just let it go and I'll see what I'll decide on August. :) I'm gonna watch the chinese serial now. ( Hah! See the irony?)

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Just done with Maths tution, finally. I tell you, you can hardly see me placing my bum on the chair and doing Math questions for 2 hours. 2 hours plus plus PLUS for nuts. Hahaha! Anyway, had a fabulous lunch at Macdonalds' ( for the umpteen time, i think i'm gonna get constipation soon. I'm not eating enough of my veggies!! and obviously, an increase in calories. *gulp) with GayGang! Heh,heh,heh. Hah, my mad gang has decided to drink coke in a different way. You know, as in how the ancient chinese people drink their tea from their little tea cups? With its fast action and all.. thank goodness no one blurted out their coke into anyone's faces. Hah, we were laughing and all. How fun, especially with my fantastic friends! :)

Okay, i have to remember to bring FHM magazines tomorrow. Gonna ask my sister for it. Er, I hope she allows because most of the time, she doesn allow me to read it. (I've got to sneak into her room to flip a few pages of the magazines.) Okay, I'm not into these magazines, alright! It's just out of plain curiousity. Anyway, I'm bringing the magazines to do up some sex related topics la. I forgot what's the title... so, we'll just see how we're on it tomorrow, yeah?

English lesson. Was totally horrible. Having not to see Ms Kuar for a week, the first time we see her this week we were asked to do a compostition. How's that, huh. Dont think i'll do well cus i had a serious writer's block. ( Hey, i haven wrote a compostion since the MidYears.)

Okay, Mom's bugging ask to eat dinner now. Gonna join her!

Monday, July 04, 2005

I feel like a muddle head! Change that, i AM a muddle head.

Oh great, my elder sister asked if i've been checking my gmail account. Hah, and to tell you the truth.. i haven touched it since 2 months ago? And yes, I'd totally forgot what's my email address! I've been fiddling here and there.. and the best part is, i cannot even retrieve it back. Kind of a stupid ending, huh. And to make me feel even worst, Yahoo just freezed my email account as well. As in, my yahoo account. Hahaha! This basically shows that I cannot handle 3 email accounts! Okay, guess I'll just stick to hotmail.

Well, I must say that today's been a fulfilling day. At least I see myself really studying hard now. Been spending my time on Chemistry and studying about Alkane and Alkene. Okay, you know why is this so? Because during Chemistry tution yesterday, my tutor was practically breathing onto my worksheet, and just keeps staring at what alphabet i'm gonna choose for my MCQ. and yes.. i was under so much pressure alright, because I didnt know a damn thing about homologous series and blah blah blah. Totally scary.

Oh yes! I've been doing my Chinese Orals too! And I'm so glad that I'm making my younger sister ( who's 11 this year) to study with me. Heh,heh,heh. At least, we get to motivate one another. Haha, half the time i was screaming at her though. Oh yes, my sister also stopped me from gobbling another spoon full of chocolate ice cream. I instructed her to stop me from eating anything from 2 to 7.. and if i didnt obey her, she's able to do anything to me. Hah! It works pretty well, alright!

Ah-ha! I've also followed mum's instructions to change the bedsheets for the 3 rooms. (Usually, i'll just change my OWN bedsheets.) Haha! Obviously, my sweetie sister helped my along the way. So, thanks jx! You've been a wonderful help! :)

And to Fel, I know you'll get over it. Because, you've always been strong headed and determined for all your 21 years. No matter what happens, i just wanna say.. I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!!
Let's go catch A Lot like Love, yes? Hahahaha! :)

Mom's coming home soon, yay!

Friday, July 01, 2005

I just stumbled upon this photo! Hahaha! Edison Chen's hot, aint he?  

Having a snapshot with the Sec4s Handbell girls. Our faces look so contented after having a time of eating, eating and eating. Hah! 

At Hotel Inter-Continental. PL Handbell Girls, together with Mr Fong. (Hah! We look like we're modelling man.)  

Happy Youth Day to all!

The weekends are here again and i'm so relieved about it. Because it just means that i can sleep for at least 8 hours. Yay! Hah, i must mention that we'd a fabulous time at school and after school, huh! Yes, we did something sinful.. but you know.

Yes, you know. :)

Anyway, Mdm Dillion was talking about our mid year results and blah blah blah.. and to sum everything up, it just means that our cohort did very very badly amongst the other years. Sigh, i know we all need to buck up, and these 4 months are damn critical. But, the most difficult thing is to start revising, you know. It's the starting that is tough, really. Sure, we'll make it.

Hah, you know what i feel like doing now? Eversince i've learnt to post pictures up this blog... i really really feel like putting up crappy photos. You know, just for the fun and accomplishment for learning how to do such stuff! And i just saw the Handbells' photos from Elizabeth's blog. Whoots, way cool man! *grins
Will probably put up some later!

Chinese Orals on the 12th July. Emms. I'd better start brushing up my chinese. Guess I'll make everyone speak in chinese till the 12th. Hahahah! Goodness, I dont think i can even bear doing that. But still, all the best to all! :)

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