Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Uh, yes! I'll break completely free from Chinese for the time being. Part of me is feeling really happy and relieve about it, but the other part of me feels regretful for it. And you know, I really hate regrets. I regretted not studying for my Lower secondary syllabus and being too satisfied with myself for just studying my upper secondary notes. But then again, i've already finished the paper.. all cannot be un-do. I pray that the markers will grant favour for all of our papers submitted, really. Well, i would see if i'll need to re-take the examinations if i really really am desperate to get better results.

We'll see about it, yeah?

Okay, let's not talk about chinese!

Today's not as fantastic as yesterday.. if you consider cosying up myself in the living room being totally absorbed to a book being fantastic. ( Am reading " A Child called It" and the whole sequel) Emms.. you see. I wasnt supposed to go out with my pals to catch a movie because of my younger sister. Hey, but i dont blame her cus she's my responsibility. But i'm disappointed that majority of my friends have already caught the movie Madagascar, and my sisters as well. So, can i announce here that i need some company to catch this movie? Haha! It's really cute and humorous! :)

Anyway, the book that i'm reading really reflects on the different lives that children have to go through during their childhood. Firstly, I cannot believe the thought of myself ( or any other young kids) being forced to eat poo, being burned with the stove.. etc. It's really sickening to hear of such child abuses. And yes, i swear that i got pretty emotional when Dave Pelzer (despite what he has be putting through with, with his hellish mom) he still manage to pull through all odds. Which really make me wonder.

If he's able to pull thorough such a difficult ordeal in his life in such a young age. What makes me, to feel that miserable when i encounter such a minor obstacle in life? Let's say, the O Levels?

I really didnt had a chance to finish this entire life story about him in the past.( probably i was too young to read such a thick book. It's pretty demoralising as you go on and on.. and you'll be totally distracted on the way) Hah, I was the one who made my dad paid$ 30+ for this book and it's been time to touch this book.

Not to worry, i'll finish this book in no time! *grins

Alright, shall stop here! Gotto go! :)

Monday, May 23, 2005

Uh. It's officially 1.10 am. Monday.
Shucks man, i do not believe this.. Chinese Os in exactly a week's time! Oh hell, I'm only finished with the sec 4 syllabus. I think i wouldn have time to settle on my lower seconday notes so, yup. I'm just gonna finish the sec 3 stuff and i'm sure to pass.

Yeah, right. What-ever~

Didnt manage to pass my chinese prelims, so this time.. i'm really toughening up on my sentence making ( Which i really really cant make it .. i get like really low for that section) So right now, i'm memorising the sentences. Thank god, chen lao shi helped us out in eliminating some words that we dun have to study.

Okay, so here's the plan. I must finish my secondary 3 notes by wednesday, by hook or by crook. ( Or get me killed.) and yes, for the rest of the days, i'vegot be totally diligent in the ten years series exercises. Emms. Besides that, i will be reading chinese books, listening to the chinese radio station, eh. I want to try reading chinese newspapers instead of english, but you know. It's quite an impossible task to accomplish. Pretty gone case, huh?

From the sight of this entry, i realised that i'm really getting jitters about it already. You know, i'm really so reluctant to retake the chinese exams again if i were to do--- really badly. Wanna get this over and be done with, man.

I will and must be a good chinese student. ( This statement really sound corny but you know, i really need to have the motivation to study my chinese.)

Saturday, May 21, 2005

FRIDAY was probably one of the special days for the PG people man. The PG people ( Or rather, the Porridge Gang) includes the six of us : Mich, Wenxin,Fangs, Trace , Bal and myself. Oh man, it has been years since we've gone out as a clique together because all of us have different stuff in our lives and it's tough going out together as entire clique. So, yesterday.. was the day! Hahaha! Really happy... and we've talked about our history, like how we become a clique, the times we've spent... it was really cool.
Porridge Gang. Why that name? Ha, someone gave this name to us because when we were in Sec 2, the entire group was eating the School's minced pork and peanuts together. Ha, pretty cool, huh! :) We chomped on our Canadian Pizza ( 4 boxes, please!) and lose calories because we were laughing our heads off during the movie marathon ( After Walk-a-jog at east coast, we went over to Trace's house and watched White Chicks and Meet the Fockers)

Obviously, there were other people who made me laugh and smile. Because of these people: Wendy, Xiao Han, Esther, "Huh-ney", Lyds, Amanda, Yizhen and many more! Each one of you is my torchlight in my life man. It's no wonder why my life have been so bright! Haha!

Alright, I shall not blog anymore. I need to search on some other stuff! *grins

Thursday, May 19, 2005

I am going to be a good chinese girl from now onwards till 30 of May 2005. I will do my mother tongue assignments with great dilligence. All till the 30th of May 2005.

I've never, ever been like that before.

I'm almost becoming a freak.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

YES! I just heard the good news. Handbellers are gonna perform again. * Sec 4s included!
Oh yeah, oh yeah! :)
Man, i absolutely lurrve this great team. Hahaha!

Had chinese orals today. Hahah! I kept saying " And then, And then" Totally fed up with myself lah. It's prelims, you know. And i'm still stuck with this bad habit.

OH MAN. I could hardly wait to lay my hand on my bells again.

Haha, I know i'm really really REALLY jumpy right now. And yeah, all of us has been a united team, man. I DONT WANNA LEAVE BELLS. Siggh.

I want to play bells, but not with *them, man. Wait a minute, i think nobody wants *them. HAHAHA.

Think I'd better stop here. Because, i'm really quite messed up with my emotions. And darn, the Mid Years are gonna kill me, silently man. I mean, every subject is crying so hard for me to attend to them, but it's really tough handling them.
Besides, Chinese is my main focus now.

But Chinese is so uninteresting. *screams*

Just lettme touch my bells lah. I know it's only been a few days, but really. I wanna practice with all the other bellers SOOON. I miss all of them! :)
Annabel, i know you're reading this. SO PLEASE PLEASE, have a practice can? Pretty please?

Monday, May 02, 2005

Gosh, Exams are approaching. And i really mean it. It's tomorrow.
I cant help it but to hear the songs that we played over and over again at the back of my head. And i cannot like " erase" it for a while!

How?

Thank goodness, it's only paper 1. That means, i will have to pray that I'll have the inspiration and the energy to write tomorrow. And i'd better not fall asleep while writing this time. I'm always having this bad habit about sleeping half way through the paper-- especially during chinese letter writing. Sigh, Chinese is quite a drag for me, really.

Oh crap, I just realized that i'm yet to do my F&N coursework! As in, finish up everything! Okay, the situation is really getting pretty bad right now. SIGH.

Haha, Doris wants me to announce to everyone that i have changed my tagboard to a comment page instead. How's this, Doris? Thanks for helping me, anyway! :)

Shall leave this little saying that all PL handbellers have already known.

" I dont do different things,
I do things differently"
- Mr Christopher Fong

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