Thursday, October 28, 2004
Okay. I just cut my hair.. my witnesses are Amanda, Michelle and Wendy.
My hair's really short.

SIGH!


Please dun laugh at me,
Mock at me!


I'm still straight! HELLOS! hahahahahaaha! :)

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Another day has passed! And I do not know if I'm supposed to be happy or sad about it. Days been passing by really fast, and it seems as though I've have not spent enough time with my friends.

I probably wouldnt experience the same plight as my other friends. But really, as a friend or a classmate.. it's still hurts to see you guys being apart from me. From us, from the class.
We'll miss you. No matter what happens, we're still be friends. Good friends.Eternal friends. Can someone assure me that?

I asked my friend whether she felt insecure about everything that she's experiencing. She said perhaps, she was. I thought to myself and i felt that she was a girl whom we all admire. She was truthful to me, to herself.

Furthermore, though she is taking the downturns in her life right now. She's still able to have that smile on her face, assuring me that all would go well. And i totally have to applaude to that kind of response. No one, i've ever seen whom could have such optimism in her life. And I felt stronger, really.

Things are moving on so fast, so fast that I'm not able to grip whole of every memory I have. Especially with you.

Thank you, Amanda. :)

Reading Cheryl's testimonial for me has really banged me. We're not moving apart, aint we? Tell me, we wont. Because, everyone has already craft something into me. It's just so impossible, so unthinkable that we would fall apart.

I know things would go really different next year.. without all of you. Without the whole of Sec 3c2 going up to 4c2.. I'm really very reluctant to experience that emptiness next year. I really am. Say I'm scared, freak out.. but as a friend, things are not gonna be the same again.

But i know, and I'll make sure that i'll never ever forget all of you guys. Especially those who have impacted me.. whether by big actions or small, good or bad. I'd still love all of you people!

I'll make sure I'll treasure every moment we had with one another. Those hugs, tears, laughters.

~*~
We had Christmas performance this afternoon. All of us were happily joining hands, joining shoulders to each other and forming a chain, running all around the air. Singing out of tune carols ( Because we were all shouting instead of singing) and those crazy gossips we had, enjoying the moments with my friends. Enjoying one of the last moments in PL..

That, would have already made me remember all of them by penning them into my blog. :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Happy Birthday, Wenxin!

Happy Birthday to yoouuu.
Happy Birthday to yoouuu.
Happy birdday to you, you!
Happy birthday to you!!

Hey girl, may all your wishes come true!
And please, become fairer a little. ( I look like a bai zan ji , next to you. If you noticed! )
Although, the gathering was a little plain.. and that we havent bought you a present. ( Yes.. i'm so sorry. I'll buy you one, i promise! :)

We still love you no matter what! Heh!

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Went to eat at Macs to celebrate Wenxin's birthday! Wish it had been better, but i still hope that Wenxin had enjoyed it. Because, it's the first time whereby our whole clique ( the 6 of us ) are able to make it altogether!

Before that, we had help Esther with the wrapping of christmas gifts too! hahaha, we were so reluctant to leave after that because it was so fun! *grins*

Oh yeaa, we had a game of truth or death ( i mean, dare. ) hahah, Must say that I'm better at this game already.. I used to be so shy to do those crazy dares that my own good friends sabotaged me to do. Getting intimate with Amanda?! Haha, Indian dance around the small plant with Weijing! Making Esther bite Jingwen's______ ( haha, tell you at the end of the entry. :p)
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Got back from Mega-camp! Wu-ha! It was damn fun, i tell you. But Camp fire's wasnt as " happening" compared to our Alpha Camp. All of us entertained ourselves!( Our cohort was singing those cheers that we did during alpha camp) Boy, it went on great!

Amazing Race was pretty cool too, first time i've ever experienced such a game. Especially when the weather wasnt favourable to all of us. It was actually drizzling. The chase after for bus 81, those butt writing at Tampiness Mrt station for the 5 values that makes a leader.. Those crazy cheers that we did. It was damn cool! :)

I think Faithful's such a great group. I made many new friends, a good mixture of juniors as well as school mates. Making up with my friends ( Like Klara, i think we had a conflict long before your time.. And right now, Klara and I are friends again! hahaha! )

Faithful rawks.

And i've come to a realisation that a Team and being a Group is so much of a difference!

Oh yahh. I forgot. We made Esther bite Jingwen's blouse. Haha! What were you thinking about, tell me!

Tell me nothing but the TRUTH!

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

met a little girl, who's really cute on the MRT. haha, we were playing peek-a-boo with her, and passing the parcel ( which i think the 4 of us found it really silly after that! haha!)

I finally went to Orchard after so long! haha! It was so cool. yeaaa.
My dear Garfield didnt come though! Why Hilary? haha! You should have come. You should have!

Emms.. About school today, i think most of the 2c1'03 people had some kind of gathering. It was like, we were all back to the history, and were made to recall our sitting arrangments. Eh, It was so darn difficult to recall! haha! Even remembering the register numbers were tough enough. Sigh!
Anyway, i hope this problem would be solve soon.. i know it will. It's only a matter of time! :)

Watched the movie " Leave School" ( Direct translation from chinese, huh. ) I mean.. it was damn sick. And Thomas Ong was so darn cute. haha! but he was paralysed at the end of the movie. How sad can this go?
But i guess all of us were soo looking forward to the Rape scene. hahah! Perverts, are we!

Watched Wimbledon with Michelle, Balerie and Wenxin. I'm glad all 4 of us could make it. Although the MAIN person wasnt here with us. And some LAZY people didnt want to go.. like FY! I'll slaughter you. You shall wait!
The movie aint bad as most people think larh! I think it was pretty much romantic plus sweet plus romantic ( AGAIN?!) and yeaa. darn exciting. Tennis balls. HAH.

Well, decided to have neoprints again.. It's been so long since i've ever taken those neos. ( Er. It's because i really find it a waste of money. No offense though! ) And i'm glad that all of it turn out really nicee. And i mean nice! All of us look soo pretty in it!

I Badly wanted to go down to Paragon. Eh.. you know what i mean. But nope. Balerie said we should go down to Heeren. Oh yess.. as a big sister to porridge gang. I had to give way. BUT PLEASE! Dont always make me give way lah! (hahah. Joking, joking.)

But hell no, i didnt regret stepping into Heeren. It so happens when we saw a crowd crowding round the circular thingy. When i kinda go take a look at what's so happening. ( haha, typical curious on-looker ) Haha, then this pretty cute guy suddenly asked me if i've seen Jerry ong? I had a big shock man. The guy's cute! Heh,heh. I was like " Where, Where?!" Then his friends started laughing at me when i told mich that there was Jerry Ong, apparently.

But there aint Jerry Ong lah. They bluffed me.

But hey! We caught Christopher Lee! ( As in , the S'pore Idol ) I was quite estastic already.. cus i like his good looks. ( He really had the typical boy-next-door look. Boylishly cute!) Just as i wanted to drool over Christopher, MIchelle started running to me and screaming hysterically that she saw Sylvester ( eh.. i didnt really caree at first. But Balerie got me THAT excited after that) and mich ordered me to lend her my pen! hahaa! So cute, mich. But the best part was, the moment i handed over my pen... SHE JUST RAN AWAY SCREAMING " SLYVESTER!" ( hahah. Too exggerated.) That shows how much we mean to her man.
BAD SCARDEY CAT.

Actually.. i didnt even see Sylvester until the 3 of us ( remember that mich has already ran away from us! ) walked towards a small crowd. Balerie then started screaming " Sylvester! Sylvester! " hahah! She made me feel madd too. I started screaming along with her. 2 crazy girls.. i wonder how did wenxin feel man! hahaha!

Balerie tore my half of my paper for Sly's signiture. ( Haha, she was so excited about it that she tore the paper damn edgy and all that, but I'm sure she had already cut out the edgy parts by now! ) and i busily dug up my file with Ben's and Sly's picture. ( good enough, at least there was his photo there! ) But seriously, Sly probably took like 1/8 of my A4 size paper. while ben eio took the rest. heh!
Was damn embarrassed to ask for his signiture, actually. Mainly because he only had a picture! haha!! So i asked Balerie ( who was so happy to help, i guess. ) to ask him to help me sign. Haha, armed myself with my phone and snapped shots of him while signing.

But it isnt fair! haha! i had a small signiture than all of the rest.. ( The rest had a bigger signiture and a " Smile with you, Sly" ) that kind of thing. and then i had a small signiture! hahaha! Damn funny. And i still think it's because of my prized possession!

I wanted to take a snap shot with sly after he got out of " Energie" shop. I was like " Excuse me! Excuse me! Can i take a photo with you?"
He turned, flashed his smile and declined-- mainly cus he had to go off already! hmms. Wasnt that bad to me, actually! At least it wasnt ben eio who declined! HAHAHA.

Saw Taufik. Kinda cool-dude. I guess. But i must admit that he didnt had as much crazy female fans after him than Sylvester did.
Michelle thought she saw Taufik in HMV. Haha, turned out to be a wrong guy! hahaha!

Went back home. The 4 blurblocks took ( or did we miss our station?) the wrong train. Sigh! I guess we were all so absorbed in ga-gaing over the few idols we saw. heh!

Feeling good, i finally bought my 17 magazine! :)

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Oh man. Extreme Gormet was extreamly gross.
EWWS.
Bull's testicles. Smell of urea, PUBIC HAIR?! damnit. SO gross!!!

the Alex guy was cute though! Heh. I watched it because of him!
Poor guy.. have to experience the scorpions next week. Apparently, he got stung before. SO POOR THING! Hiash.

Yay! Out to town tomorrow! Cant wait to get into sisley! hahahahaha!! I know, i know. Provided we have the time, yeah?! :)

Darn. My last post got DELETED OFF. AGAIN. It always get deleted! Especially alternate entries that i make. BLOGGER, You're a loser.

Then again, why would i wanna spent time with a loser? hahaha. Whatever lah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GARFIELD, HILARY.
I hope Garfield will not be too grumpy anymore.
I hope that Garfield can become fatter.

I Love Garfield!

~

3c2 did so well today! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS. oh mann, how cool is that! It's like.. damn cool! ( I'm answering my own question, huh. Dont wanna give you a chance to answer, that's why. ) WAS screaming my head off! Until my voice broke---badly. heh. michelle couldnt stand me.

but 3c2 RAWKS. hahaha! Big time.

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Watched the show Pearls of the Carribean.
It was sort of scary, yet retarded.
what's with skeletons crawling all over you under the moon light. ( OO. Moon light, doesnt it sound so romantic?!)

Haha. But nope, it was not romantic at all.
It was freaky.

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Mega camp in 3 days. I'm so not excited for it, mind you. I NEED TO TONE UP MY TUMMY.
Gawd.

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Hah. I'm happy, unlike my previous update.
call me a "changeble taffeta" whatever, because i'm really really REALLy over the moon!!

yeaa. I thought i would have regretted to go for the dinner, and oh no! i was wrong, So wrong!

Because i saw you! hahaha. you came so unexpectedly. I didnt expect you to come... oh man! You were so cute that night! HAHAHA.
Sure, i made a fool out of myself. But heck it all, alright? Haha!! And i really enjoyed your accompany though i didnt really talk to you! Haha! You're a good kid.. and i even see little kids so ga-ga over you! hahaha.
~*~

Alright. I dont want to go into details.. only a few know about this!
Anyway, Monday's blues. Oh man.. we were all made to sing the school song 3 times! Oh gawd. It was so annoying, i tell you. Does she expect us the sing so loudly till our voices crack or something?

But thinking of the better the side.. it could jolly well train my vocals for Singapore Idols next year. Tracy and I made a great deal that we're going to the auditions to do a hamster song cum dance. HOW COOL IS THAT.

DO catch the 2 idiots dancing next year. AND SUPPORT PL. Darn it.

Alright, i was being sarcastic. Please do not bear this in mind. I REPEAT. It is a sarcasm.

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Grooming was madd. I mean.. i thought a well groom lady with elegance that would make one drown with her gracefulness along with her. Little did i know.. it was the uncle who took us. Oh damn. It was the most boring talk i've ever sat through.
Suree, he went off track and all. But that was not all, i think he almost flared up. HAHA. What's with calling " Su?" hahahah!! oh wells.. i think our class drives elders nuts.
But this uncle who took us is a big fry, really. He said that he was the one who did the outfits for the casts of " The Best Bet". And tracy was like " I would scream if he ever design the clothings of the Singapore Idols."

Yeaa. Maybe he was the one who made Olinda wear that red feathery thing that night. How flattering is that! :)

I think i'm pear-shaped. Am i pear shaped? emms.. AND STOP POKING FUN OF ME. Michelle and Amanda.

Music was worst. I mean.. what sort of music enrichment was that? Eh.. i mean.. by tuning into the radio would have already taught us about music? Music is an entertainment, isnt it? What's there to teach about Music when it's like... all around us? HEAR ME SING. Uh huh. that is a form of music already. Get it?

But still.. before any teachers catch this post of mine. I would like to say that i totally apprecitate those enrichment things~ ( That is not a sarcarsm, mind you. ) :))

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OO. WhiteChicks. Damn cool. Was laughing from the beginning till the enddd. Really.

" Let's go SHOPPppPPING!"

hahahaha! darn hilarious. I was almost choked by my Ice Lemon Tea.
~

Bloated. I AM BLOATED. I wanna burp but i cant. I wanna shit, but i cant. SIGH. what's with me,really!! I'm getting soo exasperated!
I am gonna bathe now. Dont come disturb me. I'll kill. hahaha.

Even the blogger is making a fool out of me. Typed out a post, a long one i supposed and it didnt came out. what the hell wrong is this?!

Jerry's out for good. thank goodness. Christopher, please improve. Because i think you're really cute. Stop with those high screeching voice, it made my hair stand. It really did.

Thanks Wendy and Amanda for the great company at the mall yesterday. Well, i didnt lay my hand on another VCD nor did i bought Alicia Key's album.. mainly because, i couldnt find it or amanda talked me out of it.

Instead, i rented a Nicholas Sparks Book. " Nights in Rodanthe" Oh mann. Nicholas is just one romantic guy, at least for me. Just look at those " Oh, so charming" type of words he writes.. it's so cool. And i wanna write like him!

~*~
I think i'm blurred. Really blurred.

It's like.. i do not understand what you're thinking, mum. You're just ever so unpredictable. Just what do you want from me?
Alright, not that i blame for going to work on the day i'm supposed to be out with my cliques.. but didnt you just said 24 hours ago that i was able to go out and not look after jx?

I know it's unfair for jx, but sometimes, i just feel there's just something going on between me and jx. Jealousy, perhaps. I dunno myself. It's like.. why should i even look after jx if she's so unappreciative of me? what's the point of showering so much care for her when she doesnt remember it at all? Damnit.

You guys may say " Afterall, she's your sister."

Yes, i know. i know i'm responsible for her.. but why isit that jx comes out from the subject and prevent me from going out because of her. Damnit, i dunno what i'm talking about. But really, dont mind me. I'm just feeling frustrated with everything. Especially myself. I do not understand why i have those thoughts.

Is it because of you, i ask myself.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

TIRED. I'm really tired. Had such a FULFILLING day man.. RIGHT after the exams. i deserve a pat on my back, i really do. I AM TIRED.

" Tracy, why are you smiling?"

OH MAnn. tracy, i'll be waiting. i shall wait.
I think you've tried to hard to trip me down, huh? HAHA. so sorry your plan didnt work although i've got small eyes ( bigger than yours can already..) i didnt fall. heh. heh. heh.

nothing can beat your stupid um-cheo face. HAH.

Ms Yeo calls me a royal servant. But yeaa.. today was such a tiring day for cinderella. She not only had to rehearse for bells, she also had to arrange the chairs, lay the magic red carpet in the hall and followed step brother's orders to stick up those "dirt" on the carpet.

Tell me, how bad can this go. And suree. you call it this freedom right after the exams.

And i hope jx gets well sooon, she's been ill for 2 days. I mean, it's so sad to see her soo ill. And she had better drink tubs of water!

Cant go out cus i have to look after jx.. you see, i'm needed so much in the family!

Is that a bad thing or a good thing, i wonder?

To parasite [ michelle ]: Hye. Please dont be soo down, man. You've got many more days to come--- it's not like, you're at the end of the road and you cant go on!! :)

Tracy, come get me man! HAH. i'll be waiting, " And what's with that smile on your face?" HAHA. :p

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

I need to do MCQ questions.

I need to do MCQ questions.


I need to do MCQ questions.


Alright, I get it. I need to start my revison. Oh crapp.

My dad almost slaughtered me when i told him tomorrow's paper is a gamble.

Just by throwing the eraser with the alphabets on.

HAH.

Monday, October 11, 2004

Just understood michelle's comment on my blog. Hah... why are there like postings hanging in the middle of nowhere. orites.. WEIRD. is the exactly the word.

but i still love my blog! hahaha!! Finally.. just 2 more days and we'll be freed from puretorture.
sigh.. but are we really freed??? After those papers that has passed.. are we really freed?

OH YAH. major big wooha going on.. at least for me, huh. Delia just told me that evon met benjamin eio yesterday. and guess what?! she took a photo WITH him. orite, how bad can this get...

I WANNA SEE HIM too.. hahahaha!! guess my elder sister will be reading this and she'll probably starts rolling her eyes but HECK.

she took a photo with him! I'm gonna bug her, i really am. although i dunno her at all. HAH. how daring can i get, really?

i almost forgot. Our class theme is " DARE to DREAM." how could i forget? We dream the most realistic dreams man.

Indeed.

oh yahh.. i wanna complain!!

What herbs do tomato soups have?!

hello teacher, do i loook like a manufacturer of some tomato company? Come again, i am.. *ahem ahem* an assistant manager of OLIEIO's Bandana. WHAT if big post and high ranking Tracy sees this?!

she'll probably thinks i'm corrupted with tomatoes.

OH MY. and then i'll be doubly fired.

That's what i went through during f&n papers. Oh yah.. guess what was my answer for the herbs question about tomato soups?

My answer: Chinese herbs?!

yeaa.. i put that as my answer. i mean, what sort of question is that?! Since mrs nair gave us such general question on tomatosoups, why cant i give a general answer as well?! HAH. chinese herbs makes me cringe, really.

Sighh. Mich, i cant go out on a thursday.. I have to look after jx when my mom's isnt home.. eh.. i just ask my mom if i can go out on saturday she was like " see how, see how?"

looks like mom cant even gimme a firm answer. mY life is soooo unpredictable. HAH.

Saturday, October 09, 2004

LIZARD on the ceiling

Forgot to add in one of the mission that my sister and i went through last night. it was sooo hilarious--- to the extent i almost forget to boil my brocoli for dinner last night.

My sister went yelping away that she saw a baby lizard at the play house's ceiling. i went to check it out and thought of an evil yet fun plan.


to shoot that little baby innocent lizard down to the floor.

ISNT THAT PATHETIC?!

haha.. so we used the rocket thingy that can be shot up quite high. and though we spent like half an hour trying very much to shoot that lizard down.

oh yah... everytime we shoot up the rocket we're start covering our heads and running away from the danger zone-- in case the lizard land onto our heads or worst.... into our CLOTHES to seek comfort and safety.. HAHA.

Despite the half an hour mission with our good ability of shootin g and good skill of screaming and running away.

..... i hereby say that:


we failed our mission to shoot that lizard.

IS THAT EMBARASSING OR WHAT?!


The lizard busters grown tired and decided to take a rest and wait for dinner,
allowing the baby lizard take control of the world.




Haha. Isnt this such a hilarious entry?!

I hate cramming up chinese words. i really do. I KEEP FORGETTING MY chinese words. oh crapp. How the hell am i gonna pass my chinese??

and oh darn, i just remember that i haven even touched my f&n textbook.

and i still have the cheek to come over here to blog.
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thanks balerie, for helping me to do up my blog. what can i say? it's sooo beautiful!! at least there's a pink colour down my tag board. HAH.
and yes, my hot favourtie song ( er.. to tell you the truth, it's because of ben!! ) This Love! yay! i luurrve the song. :)
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last night, i let my emotions flow-- finally. Been putting it up for long. and my skin hasnt been doing well.. and i got soo frustrated by it. What's with my rash, sometimes? Perhaps, this was meant to be.

a challenge for me to conquer my rash. SIGH.
thanks big sister, for talking to me last night. Without you, i think i will be all alone to bear the pain.and those self pitying.. what can i say? You're the bestest friend i ever had! You're the only one that know those cries of mine ( although i usually try to keep it silent. but you see through me man! )

thanks mom, for trying all means to heal me! And my dad and younger sister, i know you do carree for me!! Daddy! you'll be home soon-- tomorrow to be exact. *grins*

I should think of the unfortunate before myself

Friday, October 08, 2004

sigh.i jolly well know that i haven been updating my blog. hahaah!! but heck it all. i dont think anyone's gonna read this anyway, my last entry was probably 3 months ago?!

exams are gonna be over soon... dun understand why i'm not at least happy about it.

it's like.. on the surface, i look as though i'm sooooo happy that exams are gonna be over in a couple of days


but, my heart gives me that burden. and it's really heavy.. and i understand that i cant turn back time and retake the exams.

i hope i can scrape through.. i really do.
and my dear friends, i hope all of us can pull it through together and stand side by side for next year. hmms.. is that too much to ask??


sigh!

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