Thursday, December 11, 2003
Dear QIAN RU,
Your usually dependable judgment may seem somewhat clouded by emotion today. Perhaps you find yourself unable to decide between different courses of action, or perhaps you're feeling a bit distracted and can't focus on what needs to be done. ((thIs iS sO tRuE!)) Don't be afraid to put things off for a few days and work on something less taxing, QIAN RU. ( Yeah. I shAll bLOg! ) Things will seem clearer tomorrow, which is soon enough. Spend your day relaxing; forget about work for a while. ( Sure. WheN i hAven EvEn touChed my woRk fOR decAdeS.)

SOmEtiMEs, i juSt feel thiS dAilY hOroscOpe thiNgY iS sOooo Incorrect.

hAHa. oH Yeah! I'll be gOIng foR LI hOm's auTograPh sessIon! YiPeeS! mY MuMmy actuAlly diDnt aLLow mE to, bUt You knoW.. daDdY's alWayS to dO resCue! hAhA! sO yup yup yup! Li hOm! Wait foR mEh! Oh yeah, do anYone wannA cOme AlOng wiTh mEH? cAllIng fOr bAlerIe ( i called yoU today by the way.. bUt yOU were out wiTh doRiS apparentlY..) sIgh. i'll bE going wiTh faNg Ying anD her frieNd wHOm she mEt iN koreA! anyonE iNterEstEd? dO cAll mE okAy? i'm not goNnA leaVe mY nuMber hEre thOugh... *smIrKs*

OriTe. lEt mE tAlk about suNdAy's pErfOrmAnCe.

hAhA, belIeve it or nOT. i actuAlly woRe heeLs to scHool with mY Uniform. too laZy to chAnge inTo hEels lAter mAh.. cOme to thiNk oF iT.. wHo woUld Look at yOur sHoeS? rIght rIght!? UnlEsss you'll suPer duPer bOred.. got nutHig elSe better to do lAh. HEh heH.

sOmethIng hAppEnEd thOugh. As thE few of uS appEared into thE conferEnce rOOm. bOy, it was fLOodEd with All the hAndbEllErs by the way. i thOught there weRent anY teachErS at All.. but tA-dAh. I HearD a vEry fAmilar vOicE.. YuP. that waS mRs Wong yT'S. anD YeaH..( 've to admit i had quite a severe shOck ) i hAd to trY to avOid her glAnce frOm lookIng at mY hEelS with my UnifoRm. [ thiS reminds mE of a " PeeK-a-hEeL" instead of peeK a bOo ]

hAhA. okAy, sO we arriVed at thE sPeaKerS cOrNEr akA hOng LiM pArK. wAs quitE a bIg pArK. [ oh yeah, i suddenLy remEMbered that my dAd exggerated that it coUld HoLD 10,000 pEopLe, not that exggerated thOugh.]
anD thE plaCe wAs So UncLEan. eSpeciAlly whEn we all hAd to cArry thE stUff [ YEs, with OUr coStuMe that coUlD reach the fLoor * AhEm* that's foR mINe thoUgh ] Up tO thE bacKstaGe. that paSsagE waY was toTally disgustIg mAn! hAhA sO wet, dIrtY.. thaNk goOdneSs i hAven seEn a rAt rUNning pAss mY feeT. hEh.

AtE "brAndEd" foOd pRovIded bY MrS wOng! McdOnAlDS![ trAcY, dOnt stArt sIngIng " I'm lOvIn iT! ] hEh. thOugh the friEs were soGgY... the burgers was smArsHed. coKE was spLit in the plAstic bAgS ( btw, can AnyoNE teLL me whO tOok caRe oF thE fooD?! ) iT wAs goOd enouGH to fIll mY tummy!

thIngS weNt chAotiC aS wE were abOut to AppEar On stagE. it Was sOooo trOubLesoMe! hAndbEllS boxeS, tabLeS, scOrEs, PegS, mAlLetS, cushIOnS, sKirtIngS... thE moSt iMportAnt... *whiSperS* Us anD we tOOk soMe tiME tO arrAnge everythIng on Stage.. doUble sIgh.

we hAd to plAy 7 songS. And By thE thIRd song, i was already perSpirIng lIke a mAd doG. anD mS tAy was already fOlding Up hEr slEevEs befoRe cOnduCtIng. totally disAtrOuS thE sOund syStEm wasnt goOD... thE mikEs wOnt evEn wOrK somEtiMEs.. extrA mUsic was PrOdUcEd. that wAs thE ecHos oF thE mIkEs.. i dUnno hoW to exPlAin. but it irritated mE Alot!

it was that annoying. It was so hot insiDe the cosTume and our lEgS were already aching cuZ of thoSe heelS. the resPonSe was Not at all gooD espEciAlly whEn it started to rAin...

RAIN.
sIgh.

wE cOUld sEe pEoplE waLking awAy.. movIn to vEry bAck of the garDen whEreby they provided shelterS. wat thE hEll.. hoW cAN thEy even hEar uS plAY?! cOme On.. thEy were suPposEd tO "( Do You) hEar dO yOU whAt i Hear?! " * that wAs oNe of thE songS we plAyEd.. bY tHe way.

prettY bad exPerience. were all sO shAggEd oUt after the perfOrmance.
Oh Yeah! wannA thAnk mY parentS And mY xIAo mEi mEi foR coMing ovEr As well! hAhA, you guyS were the bEst! hAh! mUm anD siS was baSicAlly clApping lOudLy.. plUS chEerIng foR all oF uS! thAnk you!

oH yeah. my Dad sAid that hAndbeLLs cAnnoT bE plAyed in opEn areAs..[ we all nod in total agreement] You knoW what.tHOugh hE was stanDing pretty near the sTage, he said he could not really catcH thE tunE. thE soUnd of the bell was travelling upwards.. ( No wonder, my daddy's an engineer.) anD hE mAde mUch theory aboUt thoSe SOunds anD all. hAhA! cAnt rememBer what hE cOmmented about, sadly.

hAhA. i guEss aLL of uS havE learnT sOmethiNg at the end of the day. hAhA!

hAndbEllErs, we'll do oUr bEst foR the next perfOrmAnce at RafflEs city oN wedNesday riGht?! hAahA!

jiA you jiA yOU jiA you!!

tIll next timE i uPDate! [ anothEr 2 monthS? hAhA...]
buAiZ! *yAwnS*

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Dear QIAN RU,
Don't blame everything on others today, QIAN RU. It is important for you to be adult enough to take responsibility for your own actions. Understand that things aren't always going to happen the way you want. Realize that sometimes you just have to take the good with the bad. There is a somber mood today that might overwhelm your normal attitude. Try as best you can to stay focused and disciplined.

ooOoo yEah!
hAhA! yeah. finally touched blogger after sooo many months! hAhA! i knoW many of you havE been miSsing mY updateS. right rIght? *gRinS*

Em. i SeriouSly do noT tHInk thE firSt paRagrAph lookS right to mEh. cuZ i hAven evEn blAmeD anYone today yet! ThiS iS so hilAriouS. iN facT, i'm tOo hAppy to go rOund blAminG othEr mAn.. hEhhEh.

hAhA. guEss wHy i'm so hAppy todAy! bEcuZ my evErdearEst yOUnger siSter oF minE juSt boUght mE lI hOm'S alBum! [ hAhA, i suBsidiSe 10 buCks thOUgh..] mAn. i'm juSt gonnA go boNkers riGht noW! heh,heh. sO sweet of you, sweetie siS, loVe yAh! *blowS kissEs*

anYway, i juSt hopE i wOuldnt accidentaLLy delEte thiS whOle entire upDate agAin, oR elSe.. i woulDnt want to touch bloGger for anothEr 2 moNthS! hAhA. in fact, i alwayS wanna update thiS bloG.. [ dOnt smiRk..] but mY deareSt friEnds has bEen comPlaIning to mE that mY blog was totaLLy dead. No Life. bUt i nEed sOme mOtivatIOn mAn.. you knoW, to sit down and type.type.type.

cAn someonE hElp mE to pUt muSic inTo my bloG? *puPPy eyEs* eSpeciAlly going out to thoSe whO knoW my pAsswoRd to thiS bloG. hEh,heh. that's how lazy i am.. even to give my password to others. *blEh*

anYway. HandbElls pracTicE waS not bad.. NOT BAD. that mEans there were still faults here and there..
evErdearEst lEna.. hiAyo. I totally forgot that she's aint here today.. hAhA, shE's been telling mE but i still forgot. sigh. soMEonE gimMe sOme "gooD mEmoRy cEllS" pleAse. juSt wannA tell you that.. becuZ lEna aiNt here today.. i was totally not used to it. heh. [ iF you see thiS , lEnA, dOnt flY uP to clOud 9 okAy? ] *winkS* becuZ ever dearEsst lEna havE bEen hElping mE to flip thE scorEs.. dOIng thiS dOIng that. hiAyo. I just feel so paiSeh all of a suDden. buT i muSt reaLLy say that shE's a very niCe hanDbell partnEr to go wiTh. yup! hAhA, gueSs lEna gonnA havE gooSebUmpS and aLL. But shE's niCe lAh. sO lenA, dOnt alwayS thiNk about writtiNg pareNtS letter yAh? wahAhA!

anD to ever-dear-- opPs. mAjoR cOrrEctIon. it's ever-irritating eliZabeTh enG. oH mAn.. i juSt dread standIng nExt to yOu foR slIent nIght. [ okAy, thiS isnt the right title.. but it's still silent night.] hAhA! Dont thiNk i'll start humiliAtiing yoU infrOnt of the eyEs of a perSon who's reading it. buT woNt yOu stOp actIing sO chiLdiSh?! arrrGh. I am sO piSssssed. hAhA! and stOp chAsing after me wanting to shove the handbell gloves into my mOuTh! hAhA! goSh. so mAny thIngs to say aboUt you mAn. buT beSideS actinG sOoooOOO " You-know-what" in front of me, you actually a nice pal to ask to. Will alwayS remebEr that timE when you kept teaching/lecturing/about-to-scream-at-me/ foR thE sOng merrY chRistmAs. hAhA. altHough in the enD the timing was slIghtly incorrect, i still need to thank you for teaching me! Yup!

wIll do anothEr update! hAhA, i wanna talk about the performance we had on suNday at hOng lIm parK. heh.hEh.

see You soOn!

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