Friday, September 12, 2003
Yo' pRettY cloudy right now. Haha!
Wanna Say specIal thANkies to those pplE who hElped me iN "upGradIng" my bLog, oNce again! hEE! *bluSheS*
Morning was pretty hectic. Mom started barging into my room and started waking us [ younGer sis anD mE! ] up! ArrGh~ it was 10:05am and for the fact i stayed up till 1 plus? [ hA, becauSe of this blog, of couRse.] shEesh. But nEvermind, glad to see it all set up and ready to go! *glEamS*
Orite, so uP Up anD aWay. But it took us like 20 minutes to really get off the bed. Too tired man. Haha, does this happen to all teens?
" But the Count of 3, We shall pull each other up to the washroom, okay?" I lamely suggested to my younger sis, who was, well, half-eyed already.
1..2..3..
And there you go. We regaIned thE siS's PoWer! wHoo hOO~ mAybe a little bit of mom's. cuZ she had the vaccumm cleaner in the room which went " VooM...vOOm.." in my ROom! Irritating..
DOnt want to go into the details about MOm and Me. [ i got pretty pissed by her..again.] For the fact that i almost.. YELL at her.. - shake head in resignation -
But anyway, things got better when we went out of our house! [ With dad, mom, Sis, and ME! ] yEp! When to Ah Moy Street [ wait, is this how i spell it? ] Oh wadever.. But i know it's around China Town MRT statIOn.
Yup! Went there to eat " WORLD BEST Fish soup" [ That is, according to my mom ] 7 bucks per bowl of soup and rice.
Didnt eat that though, ate nasi brani [ now, is this the correct spelling? ] instead. Cuz mom told me it was pretty good! Ha~ [ told you things got better w mom and me ] Orite, tried that. Crispy juicy chicken and fragent rice. Heavenly! *2 thUmbs Up*
But i didnt eat it all. COuld eat that much, so gave the remaing to " DUstbin" DAd!
Haha, i'm so mean, right? But my dad. i guess, he was eyeing on it! *winkS*
Not long, my elder sis came over!
This whole lunch thingy is especially from mom, to elder sis. [ my mom wanted to tell elder sis "where got good food!" ] heh~ ( My language here is pretty weird.) Heck~
Haha, My sis's working around there you see, lawyer firm. Using telephones, to call pple to pay their debts.. In short " Legal LoanSharkS" HAHA~ [ dont be offended, if you read this, sis! ]
By the way, have you heard of " Soya Bean Tart ?" It's pretty interesting neh~ cuZ on the whole, it looks like the normal eggtart, minus the egg, plus the soya bean milk! haha! so cool riteS? [ Specially going out to Ms Balerie, Food expert ] -bLeaH-
Haven tried it yet, though " ta-pao" already. Let me go try it after blogging lah. [ see, i'm so hardworking..]
Haha, i think mom was pretty cute when she said to my elder sis, " Hey, we'll walk with you to your office lah."
~ I mean, walk all the way to elder sis's office and walk back again, to the car park? New technique to lose calories? ~
Looks like sis had the same thinking lah.. [ " might as well just use the car to bring me back to the office?"] haha! so we decided to go on our separate ways! [ Cuz the road was pretty conjested at that time ]
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NExt Stop: Turf City [ to get my dad's car repaired, minor problem ]
" Orh, Orh.. wait the police catch you uh.. Go to this place.."
Now now, what's your problem, sis?
" Down here is where they bet on To-to , 4D and bet on those horses lah.. Gambling. LAter police catch.." My Younger sis replied as she looked out at the window.
RIght. I get her point. Do you? Let's faint together then! hahahaha.. kidding lah. My younger sis is so innocent plus sOOooOo cute at times. Few like pinching her cheeks man. haha!
Went into the shopping centre [ seriously, this is my first time in here ] and yes, my sis bought a watch that was water resistant. Haha, she so happy man when she bought it! In that watch shop, *whispers* I actually saw this Baby-G watch! it was so nice, so sophisicated. The strap is made of "Demin" material. ANd it look totally cool!! But guess what i realised how much it cost.
168 bucks.
Gimme a break. Get out of the shop right now.. -sighs-
hehe~ dun care about the watch, My dad went to buy hang-ten socks so i also went into that HT shop. [ duh~ ] and i bought new... shorts and a polo shirt! heehee~ so happy neh~ *smiLes brIghtly* Thanks dad for paying it for me!
Wait wait, before i go into that. I must say this..
..Sometimes moms forget how old we are..
Was trying out the shorts, and then went out of the fitting room to show my mom.
" Can anot?"
" Can, can." I said with enthusiasim.
And there, "monster mom" came nearer to me, about to start " adjusting " the shorts for me! AHH~ Superb Malu.. she almost lifted up my shirt as well, to see if it was buckled properly.
" Stop it lah! " I squeaked as i hurried back into the fitting room... half muttering myself silently that i'm already 14 years old, and not 4! [ btw, i wanted to say this to my mom. But didnt had the guts to do so.. later Malu myself even more..]
Mom did that to me.. twice. sheesh man... MOM, I'm 14! No longer a small girl lah.. -smacks forehead-
Could hear dad laughing whenever i ran back to my fitting room. Ugh.
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BUt i know, this was out of love. [ to make sure things was comfortable for me.]
Just a little more of the Humor / humiliating Love that happened to me...
In Public..
*applause please, for my braveness to tell you what happened to me man.. haha!*
9/12/2003 05:16:00 PM/ i know what you want to say
Thursday, September 11, 2003
Hey. Feeling bored plus a little sad. Well, Peanuts [ my guinea pig ] just passed away yesterday. [ 080903] Yep. Feeling sad cuZ he just died. [ duh~ ]
Actually, it's been pretty ill for a few days already. Didnt eat much nor drink. Was having pretty bad _ for a few days.. yep. and on SUnday, my elder sis came into my room and told me that peanuts was blind. it had some milky stuff in its eyes you see.. however,i thought it was just dirt that has formed into liquid? [ Ha, what the hell. ] Oh well, and i found out that my sis had put some human eye drops into its eyes. I crossed my fingers whenever i saw Peanuts. I didnt dare to go near it cuz i didnt want to feel how it felt. But i supposed Peanuts wanted some comforting from its owner. But i didnt. I guess i was selfish..
The next morning [ Mon ], i saw Peanuts lying very very still in its wired cage. Somehow, I felt i was responsible to take a look at it. FOrtunately, it was still breathing and i was obviously relieve. However, things got bad in the afternoon. My mom started saying that he was going to die.
Die.
Dead.
Death.
I held by breath and take a look closer at it. I saw his hind legs stiffened. And it had difficulty Standing up.
" Give it some Newspapers for it to lie on. He's feeling uncomfortable" I said.
There, I received the Newspapers and took plastic gloves to carry it on put it on the papers [ i was allergic of Peanuts,well, somehow later, my hands would itch if my hands were bare when i carry it. ]
Peanuts was so light.
TOo skinny.
Just bones.
My heart felt heavy although i carried " Light" Peanuts. He couldnt even stand up to drink. so we had to placed flat plates with water for it to lie as it drank. Sometimes he choked onto the water and i got worried. We gave him his favourite veggies and it occured to me that Peanuts started eating the stems of the veggie instead of the leaves.[ he always left the stems of the veggie for me to throw it away. ] Does that mean...... this was his last meal?
It got real weak in an hour time and we all felt it was time to let Peanuts go and my father got into the car with Peanuts and drove it to the SPCA for " Mercy Killing"
Half of me wanted to go, but the other, i didn felt like going. I wanted to say my last words to Peanuts before he was let go. But somehow, i felt sick. In the end, I didnt even said a " good bye" to it.
Peanuts was given an injection and it died peacefully.
No more suffering, Peanuts.
Rest well.
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How i met Peanuts was rather interesting.
Peanuts was actually being abandoned.
My sisters found it at the Public Garden and since then, we kept it for 1 and a half years or so.
We found out that Peanuts was 2 when we brought it to the vet 1 and half years ago.
That means, if he would have live till today, it would be about 3 and a half years, 4.
Peanuts was sort of a " loner". He didnt want to get out of its cage eversince we put it inside. And if it was countable how many times he got out of the cage to play.
Not exactly play. He didnt play. I guess he felt insecure whenever we placed it outside to " play". It was more like a game of " GOing back home" Because he always try to get into its cage again although he had such a wide area given to him.
Sometimes, i get annoyed because i wonder if there was such a pet who always wanted to stay home. I used to have hamsters, tortises even rabbits who loved to get out of its " home" But why was Peanuts diffrent from the rest?
Maybe, Peanuts was special.
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Today, it is the first day without him. I think of peanuts whenever i see its empty cage.
+ TeaRs in HeavEn +
By Eric Clapton
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven ?
Would you feel the same
if I saw you in heaven ?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven ...
Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven ?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven ?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven ...
Time can bring you down ,
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart , have you begging please ...
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven ...
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven ?
Would you feel the same
if I saw you in heaven ?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven ...
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9/11/2003 09:54:00 PM/ i know what you want to say
