I've been feeling upset and frustrated for a few days now and I can't quite figure out what's wrong.
Looming 30?
Previously I was upset at being micro managed. I was upset things at work weren't communicated properly. Now I'm upset at myself for not being independent enough to think about working abroad. Is it a mindset I have to change? I want to be free.
I've been thinking about who am I without my designer skin. Being a designer is an identity and pride that I hold so close to. Without being the designer I want to be, what am I? Is my frustration a loss of identity that got chipped away as I change my job?