Ling Sans

笑傲江湖

滚滚巨浪　红尘纷乱
滔尽英雄汉
笑里藏刀　人心难料
无奈世态皆炎凉

知音难寻访　痴心愁断肠
多情总被无情伤
风云多变幻　缘聚又缘散
浮生若梦一场欢

My attempt at translating this paragraph of lyrics:
( 老师如果您看到可要见笑了。)

人生漫漫路遥长
A life's journey is long and hard
看透繁华落尽见真章
You will see the truth when u see through the world's materialism
豪情肝胆照　千杯醉难倒
A hero's heart fears nothing;
not even a thousand cup of wine will make him drunk
伴我逐浪迎风笑
He rides the waves with a laugh in the wind.

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我想做这种英雄豪杰。

普通の日曜日

Even though this was the job i've dreamed about doing since i was 15 years old, as with many other things in my life I got used to doing this, adapted to it and ultimately it became boring. I suspected I could do more using the language of design, something outside of promotion and advertising. 

Hi Mr Sagmeister,

I feel the same.

Sincerely,
Huiling

I hope to visit Sagmeister's Happy Show some day!
Photo from http://www.minimallyminimal.com/

The Artist is Present

I'm strangely intrigued by this artist.
How she felt sharing a minute in silence just by looking into the faces of so many strangers with this huge amount of people looking.
How people would fly from all over the world to sit.
I wonder how all these strangers felt looking at her like this.
I'd love to sit if she performs this in Singapore.

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I dislike how my days are so easily forgetable.
I couldn't remember the last movie I watched without much thinking back.
It's not very meaningful that way isn't it?

By default

I think I've been dissatisfied with life lately. Seeing my work becoming some kind of a routine; having less quality conversations with people. I question myself what's there to look forward to? Watching dramas and movies seem to have become things to pass time by. I thought being a graphic designer was my dream but boy why am I getting bored?

Hello I'm only 25? What's with this imminent gloom outlook I have in mind when thinking about the future.
I did a little googling and realise I have anticipatory anxiety insomnia — excessive rumination, worrying about the uncertain future. At least I've come into terms with whatever it is that I'm having a hard time coping with. I found some solutions off google which seem helpful. It's not gona be easy but I will try to fight it.

http://www.practical-anxiety-disorder-advice.com/anticipatory-anxiety.html
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/debunking-myths-the-mind/201101/anticipatory-anxiety-the-suffering-and-solutions
http://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/treatinganxiety/2010/08/fear-of-the-fear-how-to-combat-anticipatory-anxiety/