~~ Goh ~~

那天, 和Goh看戲的時候............




看到戲中女主角想墮胎的鏡頭覺得很恐怖.......




傻傻的Goh........
看起來很嚴肅的臉, 可是有時候又會說出一些好笑的話來 :)



十多年的感情了.
對我來說, 生命裏有你是我最大的得著
彌補和包容著我的不足

<-- 想哭.... -->

是的...........

無法言喻的壓力

帶來了排山倒海的沮喪.....

喘不過氣來, 喘不過氣

<--- 心情隨筆--->

心情一直很鬱悶.......
其實知道是什麽在困擾著我, 可是又很難了解自己爲何會有這樣的想法, 所以才會一直庸人自擾!

人們往往帶著面具做人, 不敢輕易表達出真實的自己, 害怕赤祼祼的自己會因此而受到傷害. 或許, 帶著面具做人已經不再算是一種虛假. 這只是因爲人類是一種複雜的動物, 在黑與白之間總有數不清的灰色地帶, 而那也不是三言兩語或者坦誠就能解決的問題. 或者可以那麽說; 同一句話, 對不同的人, 就會起不同的效果. 無疑的, 坦白會解決很多不必要的問題, 讓人們的心更爲貼近, 可是也有一些人, 也會因爲對方的坦白而受到傷害呢....

所以, 面具除了能扮演著保護自己的角色之外,也間接的保護了某一些人敏感脆弱的心靈. 而且誰曉得那張深藏在面具後面的面孔, 會不會比面具更醜陋, 更加的虛僞??

Little An An

Little An An
My brother's second baby boy
3 and half months old
He always smile ~~
very very very Adorable ~~~



An An with Yi yi and Qing qing



An An with Yi yi, Mei Bo and Qing qing

~~ Holiday ~~

Happy Valentine's Day

and

Happy Chinese New Year

Note: I've take the leave from 15 February 2007 and will be back on 26 February 2007.......

Guess who is this baby

Cute cute baby.........
Let's guess who is this baby?

*The Making of New Year Banner*

stage 1



stage 2



stage 3

禮物

Goh的生日要到了, 爲了給他一個驚喜, 我趁著等他來載我回家的空檔時間去買了一件他上個月看上的黑色外套. PY問, 不會讓他發現嗎? 我說, 他是個很blur的人, 就算我拿著衣服在他面前逛, 他也有可能不會發覺到. 那種blur法, 有時候真的讓人很抓狂.....

就像我說的, 他完全沒有發現到衣櫃裏多了件新衣. 本來我是想在他生日當天才給他的, 不過還是忍不住對他說了.......



收到新衣的Goh, 笑到見牙不見眼.

<----- 結婚 ----->Part 1

最近爲了結婚擺酒的事, 搞到我心情低落...

認識我的人, 都知道我是個大懶蟲. 懶惰做家務; 懶惰和朋友聯絡; 懶惰處理瑣碎文件; 懶惰去政府部門辦事; 甚至於有時候連逛街都懶! 是那種最好每樣事情都能有人幫我做, 幫我打點, 讓我能可以舒舒服服'躺'在家裏享受的人. 嘿嘿~嘿~
不過, 我那有那樣好的命?! 所以還是需要事事親力親爲. 減肥, 拍婚紗照, 請親朋戚友與籌備婚禮的事, 我單單想, 就覺得頭痛............唉, 或許這就是爲什麽我和Goh拍拖了這麽多年, 卻還沒結婚的原因吧. (因爲我懶他也懶, 哈哈哈~)

朋友們聽我說要結婚也已經聽了好多年了, 只是每次都不了了之. 終於, 今年應該逃不過了吧, 畢竟長輩們都已經來提過親了. 老實說, 我倆的年紀也不小了, 像他們說的, 好命的, 孩子都讀小學了. (聽聽都覺得汗顔')

說也奇怪, 我公司裏的同事, 特別是R&D部門的同事大多都沒有對象. 而且大家似乎都抱持著不是很在乎的態度, 覺得遇到喜歡的固然是好, 沒遇到也沒有辦法, 總好過因爲適婚年齡而隨隨便便結婚, 那才是把自己往萬丈深淵裏推, 永世不能翻身了吧. :P 所以啦, 愛麗斯每次都叫我快快結婚, 幫公司沖沖喜, 那他們找到另一伴的機緣才能提升. 哈哈哈哈哈.......( 笑聲越來越小... 又想起婚事了...)

I'm not your super woman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table
and I make sure that your coffee has it's suger and cream
Your eggs are over easy and you toast is lighty
All that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
And I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry But it's making me weak

I'm not your super woman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down

and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart

as a token of love from you to me

I find my way through the rush hour, try to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there, you just tell me, you're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry Still I can't help but care

I'm not your super woman Oh no, no, no
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down

and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human I'm only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart

as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your super woman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down

and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart

as a token of love from you to me

Ooh baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you, through good and bad times
But I can't be that super woman that you want me to be
I'll give my ever lasting love if you return love to me

I'm not your super woman Oh no, oh no
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down

and think that eveything's ok
Boy, I am only human I'm only human
This girl needs more than occasional heart

as a token of love from you to me

If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me

I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realise that you got to be sweeter to me
I need love,I need love, your love

I'm not your super woman
Oh no the kind of girl that you can let down

捉弄Honey Tan記

Honey Tan 是個很喜歡和別人的想法背道而馳的人. 例如說, 大家都公認好吃的食物, 她就偏偏要和我們argue說不好吃. 大家公認長得好看的演員, 她就偏偏要說他醜. 還有還有, 她最喜歡"指鹿爲馬", 我畫貓的時候, 她就會故意問我是不是畫狗....真受不了她. 這就是我們的Honey Tan了.




她很討厭聽DIGI的廣告歌. 所以當她"搞怪"的時候, 我和PY就會唱這首廣告歌, 把她氣走~~ 嘿嘿嘿~~

另一個可以依靠的男人

那天應哥的邀約去了半山芭度假村BBQ(希望我沒有記錯度假村的名字... :P) 我和姐這倆個大懶蟲因爲有Goh和宇宇的賣力服侍下而吃得好飽. 原來吃BBQ而不需要自己動手燒烤是這麽快樂的事情啊~ 哇哈哈~哈~~ 姐還說, 要吃什麽叫宇燒就好了, 何必自己動手.

我們倆個會不會被控虐待兒童啊??! 想不到8歲的小小外甥已經成爲我們另一個可以依靠的男人了!

遲來的新年祝福~~

最近網路很~~慢~
所以好久都沒upload自己的網誌了(其實是自己懶...)
好吧, 在新的一年裏
要好好的"經營"我的網誌.... (-o-)

也祝願大家 在新的一年裏

身體健康 萬事如意

Merry Christmas! (2)

Little Ghost (part 1)



Little Ghost (part 2)



Brother How



GM Patrick



CK



Michael



Hong Kai



Douglas



Fara



Chek Ee



Alycia



Yap



Wilson

Merry Christmas! (1)

Christmas corner



Poyin (part 1)



Poyin (part 2)



Karbin



Wai Yee



Esther



Lester



Jason



Yuen



Hong Choo



Honey Tan Han Ying



Henry (SG)

Christmas Song

I like Christmas and i will sing Christmas's song anytime i like.......




PY -------->> my "competitor"....

Pervert!

看DVD看得入迷的我沒有意識到變態佬早就有所預謀, 當他第一次以快速的動作接近我時, 我還沒有警戒心, 只是以爲他要把DVD放回原位, 還向後退了一步. 但當他再次重複同樣的動作時, 我才知道自己被"博蒙"了. 因爲就算是要把DVD放回原位, 也不需要以快速的動作吧? 更何況我就站在架子前面, 普通人都會小心翼翼, 以便引起不必要的誤會吧??!




氣死人! 我只瞪了他一眼就走掉了, 想想真不甘願, 應該多瞪他幾眼的.....

>>------ HaPpY ToGetHeR ------<<

----- 當我們同在一起

在一起 ~ 在一起 ~




----- 當我們同在一起

真快樂無比 ~~ (^__^)

1 December 2006 12.00pm ---> Earthquake!!!

Date : 1 December 2006
Time : Around 12.00pm Malaysia hour
Location : Office in Petaling Jaya, Selangor



6.6 magnitude quake strucked Sumatra around 10.58am and we felt the quake after 1 hour later.
I thought I was dizzy at that moment. Can't imagine if the quark happened in Malaysia........

>>--- I m back ---<<

Still feeling down..................