i'm very very happy. i love You.
=)

from my dreams, to my hopes, to my actions, to my reality, my life. i am so happy that i was smiling to myself, when i edited my friendster profile just now. i added in, "NUS FACULTY OF SCIENCE".. i am really really very happy because all the hardwork i've put in, allowed my dreams to come true. it has finally sunk in, that i've got into my dream course.. i'm along my journey.. to be a CHEMIST! yes.. i CAN do it. the sensation of satisfaction and fulfillment is overwhelming when the effort i've put in has bore fruits.

and the friends i've made in science camp are equally great =) they're BIG people!! with realisations and dreams of their own. not compromising on their fun and MAD character!!! we really had BUCKETS of fun in that 5 days.. and we're going to have an og outing real sooOON! just thinking of them makes me so high :D
i've joined RAG dance too. we're going to take back what is OURS!!!!! the chancellor's shield... :)　

i just quitted my job this friday. missing my colleagues and the working environment now. i'm glad i took photos with them on my last day.
and my darling DOG celebrated my last day with me!!! by SHOPPING. hahah the very first start of my taitai life!!! =P i'm really looking forward to my big break. :)

tmr i'll be going for my science faculty camp. will be away for 5 days.. just to inform you all coz though i'm bringing my hp, i'll be a little bit more uncontactable. thanks for your understanding!

and buddy! study hard ok! JIAYOU! =))

wheez. i'm lazy to blog nowadays.
shall summarise everything! (or maybe as much as i can remember :)
1st june: sentosa outing with dearest dancemates :) saw mediacorp artiste chen han wei playing beach volleyball with his friend. he's super tanned lah! the 8(or is it 9? the rest are overseas or mia. hahah) of us took ALOT of photos at the beach! 100 plus. and we were SO noisy(as usual) with our deafening laughter hahahaha. sorry couples! we spoilt their romantic moments. hahahahhaa. anw, we saw 7 couples taking their wedding photos!! omg nvr seen so many brides and grooms all at once in my lifetime. anw, we had a wonderful picnic and had a GREAT time getting fat together. hahah!! with all the spaghetti, maple pecan muffins, chocolate chip cookies, yoghurt fruit salad, sotong balls, nuggets, tidbits and drinks. and ALL are homemade!! by US :) any day spent with them would be a great day. <3

6th june: 06/06. my mother's birthday. I LOVE HER! baked Hershey's "Perfectly Chocolate" chocolate cake for her. it's the first time i'm baking such a big cake and everything is from scratch, including the frosting. i'm elated it turned out very well and most importantly, my mother loves it :D haha oh btw, last sat after our swimming, jancy cuishan jewel and i baked our pandan "cake". it's yummy nevertheless. HAHAHA

8th june: SNOW CITY. went with jewel, meirong, jo, jancy and cuishan! =)) haha the only thing there to play is the slope lah! we slid down sitting on tyres with all sorts of possible formations, like circle, straight line forwards and straight line backwards. exhilarating!! scream like mad man! until the snow went into our mouths hahaha. then we took LOTS of photos too :) in our winter wear. FUN!

14th june: 14/06. my class birthday :) went out with NUTS of course! ah a pity julianah couldn't join us and eileen disappeared to somewhere hahah. we went ICE SKATING! wheeeee. it's really fun. much better than the first time i went. maybe because i wore thick and long socks so i didn't have any blisters :)) and surprisingly, i can ice-skate! i thought i couldn't but i managed to skate pretty smoothly. happy :DD and xiaohui's a fast learner too! =) ah let's go AGAIN! haha

hmm weird i can only rem what happened on weekends. weekdays a lot of things happened too.
nvm, FRIDAY is coming!! shopping time :D with DOG, my love. :)

hanged out with jieling and her nan hua junior xinyu today! ate dinner together then watched the dance concert organised by the CSTD Ballet Summer School. before i went into the auditorium, i saw my ballet teacher. the one who taught me ballet since i was five. she was really surprised to see me coz she hasn't seen me for 2 whole years. she.. asked me to go back to her lessons, to dance ballet again. i felt sad. and i still feel sad. i stopped ballet because i needed to maximise time for studies in jc, since modern dance training in AJ was sufficient to drain out most, if not all, of my energy. i can never escape the fact that, my ability to dance modern contemporary moves stems entirely from my ballet foundation. and this teacher of mine was the one who gave me my ballet foundation. when i told her i couldn't return.. i was upset with myself. her insistence made me feel worse. i have my reasons; the main reason is i've more interest in modern contemporary dance now. when i thought of how i was so determined to learn ballet when i was 3, how much i pestered my parents so that i could sign up for ballet lessons, i realise how much things could change with time. nothing is certain.....

i'm alright. just that seeing my teacher jolts back all these memories.
i want to tell her, i'm sorry.
i want to tell myself, i'm sorry too. i choose to give up ballet.

haha coming to think of it, jieling has been my ballet companion ever since we were 5 0r 6. ah i miss our dancing days!! we always partnered with each other when we were in lower grades :))) haha she's a good dancer. anw today she and xinyu has been GREAT company!!! hahaha omg we laughed like mad women again. love them man!!! hahahaha i'll remember today. they're real funny people :D xinyu is lame lah lolx!