today afternoon, i heard a very loud sharp bang while i was studying. then i heard a woman living opposite my block screamed. i thought she dropped something. but no, it was a person. i didn't know, because my blinds were down. when my sister came back and told me, i looked down from my window and i saw that blue tent. the ones the police use to cover dead bodies. two people were wailing in agony. it's tragic. how painful it is to lose a loved one...

it is ever so clear to me now, that ending our own life could inflict so much hurt on the people who love us.