i shall take a little time to blog today because i find that today's a meaningful day for me.

anderson junior college has arranged a few sessions of sexuality talk for the j2s, and today's the first session that the boys and girls got separated. sexuality isn't about sex, it's about our whole being. but the main point, the essence, that i really got to learn from the session is that "do platonic friends really exist?" i'm not shy to blog about this because i've opened my mind, my heart, my eyes. and yes, i do strongly believe that platonic friendships are very and always possible, but of course, just like what mrs --- said, it always requires a great deal of maturity and internal confusions and mental struggling to know what you want out of the relationship with the opposite sex. whether we want the relationship to be maintained as friends or develop into something else more special. and, in a friendship, two very very very very (and i stress again, VERY) good friends a boy and a girl, will go through a period of infatuation before becoming TRUE GOOD pals even if they don't mean to be infatuated with each other. It needs plenty of maturity to get out of the infatuation period and be truely innocent friends. and that deliberate physical contact of affection becomes only the doing of good friends and nothing else. no funny crooked thinking or whatsoever. of course, if both parties are infatuated with each other, they may consider developing their relationship or not. sometimes not wanting a closer relationship at that moment, that's when the sensible part of you come in, to sort out the enclosed mindset. that's how platonic friendships work out successfully.

and for all these, i find it important, to help me improve my relationships with the martians. do you think you're my good friend?

lalala weekend's here!! so happy. and i've the time to slack now coz my "laptop" is with jieling!!! haha!! so got excuse to not do work le. later meeting her at 6 to get it back. =D woohoo! finally have the time to blog. last weekend was a really fun weekend, coz i went out with panthera ogls to junhao's house to barbecue. then sunday went to kbox with darling pardus!!! oh my lovely cuties! hahaha talking about this, i really really miss selina and ella. luckily can still see them sometimes in school =) and hor, there are a lot of things that i want to blog about, but i forget what le. =/ coz throughout the week no time to blog. hee hee. oh! and dance is SO hiong. scary =S but! i survived and will continue to although i overstretched my right thigh. arlana told me a way to heal it which is to stretch it even more!! until it becomes numb. i was shocked when i heard that hhaha!! but like that can be more flexible so i don't mind trying. wheehee. dance always ends at 8 plus. when i'm home i'm deadbeat. next day still got school. abit siao but nvm coz dancing is my PAssion. (:i love my dancing friends too. =)

you are always here with me. <3

we'll work through our assignments together ya :)

keep going too tough little boy warrior!!!
haha =)

we can do it(:

HAHA I AM SO OVERLY HAPPY. i think my heart shot to the skies and stars and back!!! orientation's over. and PANTHERA WON!!!! woohooooooooooooooooooooo! can you believe it?? out of six houses of panthera, pumera, leopardio, cougario, jaguario and cheethia, we won the best house! wheeheeee! they are all very competitive =) panthera ogls had to do lots and lots of cheers to get so many points until we've got sore throats hahaha. xiaohui and peiqi especially. they could do a perfect imitation of ah du's songs!!! HAHAHA! really k. they kept singing for us. and, not to forget, SHE!!!! woohoooo! we rock man. i am so happy because my og won the best descendant. pardus! whoa what joy! it wasn't easy of course haha. and we're the "screw up group" for the scary admin. hahaha me siow yun and eve admitted it. =P but still, our og was great!! coz they were SO enthu!! kept cheering and cheering for games and all until we've got croaking voices. *croak croak* haha now i think i need blackcurrant strepsils. i can join ah du's band too! along with shi qian. hahaha! can i be in both SHE and ah du? =P haha! melvin kept laughing at SHE and my "hanqi" lo HAHA. the j1s in my og even thought i'm really called Hanqi la!! i quickly cleared up the misunderstanding man hahahas! oh.. i love SHE and pardus so much. =) SHE was so happy until we held our flag and flew up the stage laughing and shrieking to collect our best og prize! yea man!! haha i think our j1s were so happy too. it's the best memory ever in orientation 07.. for winning the best ancient and og. i can't bear to let it end! haha AND what i couldn't forget is after the ogls said "PANTHERA, OGLS LOVE YOU" the j1s immediately said"OGLS, PANTHERA LOVES YOU TOO" whoa personally i was so touched! really moved. i didn't expect them to say that. it was their first loud unity not led by us =) it happened after the grand finale campfire which is the end of the whole orientation.. it makes me cry in my heart even more. i love our j1s truckloads for being so sweet and hyper. and jia hao in my og was so enthu! haha! oh well.

monday is the last time i'll see them as an og. to help the teacher mark their attendance. =) i think on tuesday they'll be in their classes already. haha. aww so sad. but, me siow yun and eve have decided to have og outings!!! to always keep in contact with our lovely j1s. yes=) orientation 07 is the best orientation ever. VRALA!!!

i'll never forget siow yun, eve, xiaohui, eileen, meili, melvin, kee yang, bang kiat, shiqian, kailing, hida, shi-en, kiahui, peiqi, fangqing and junhao ever. the best ogls and all our efforts put in.:)

i'll miss you all, along with all our j1s. =)