my blisters haven't recover then i go dance again. as if i have a choice. the thin new skin broke la. and this time it was worse coz there was blood. i need to upgrade from normal plasters to cloth plasters haha. coz they're thicker and can provide more padding. won't come off so easily either. hope it works. qianning danced until the dance floor got her blood. haha oh. =S she looks alright coz she still can scream very loudly into our ears. hahaha. she and her shoebag. HAHA funny. i'm just the accomplice. wigglytuff's the mastermind. *sticks out tongue* hahaha (:

haha xiaohui just msged me in msn but i go open my hp thinking it's sms. I'M GOING MAD. hahaha

AJ's got this APTS. academic progress tracking system. only the last 20% are "honorable" enough to get spied on. i think i'm in it. so i'm off to study now! bye. haha.

oh yeah! it's time i take off his photos, before he comes to my blog and see himself there.

Hope is the theme of my syf dance next year
amazingly my taggybox is working again. for me. =)

i like the feeling of pain. i've got bruises on my elbows and knees and the biggest one on my hip. and super big burst blisters on both of my big toes. two on the same spot. ouch. all due to dance. but i like the feeling of pain. haha i'm not a sadist. it's just that the pain from all these injuries make me wake up and remind me of all the hard work i've been putting in for the syf dance next year. so i'll work even harder and dance even better. yes. =)

my mother went to the parent-teacher meeting on friday. all my teachers laughed when she said she's wanqi's mother. haha what's their problem la. and they told her i'm a blur girl. but attentive and good. =) haha i know i look blur but i'm actually listening k. my ears never missed a word. all and each of every of them came out of my teachers' mouths and went into my ears then registered by my brain neurones and digested. boo. hmpf! haha.

i can see you again tomorrow.

there's dance tmr. yay! i can see my dance friends again. i hope jancy's alright. wigglytuff and jigglypuff are always happy! i love you. (:

i miss you. i really really do.

you're leaving me so soon.
sometimes i wish i've never known you so that when you leave i won't have the feeling of pain.
but i would rather live with the pain of missing you then not know you at all.

i know you will miss me too.

you said a lot of things to me. i know you mean it.
i'll miss your smiles that always made me happy from the bottom of my heart because you have always done from the bottom of yours, and your little teases that always made me shy.

i really love you.

i feel like putting down all of my burden and live a life of my own, without caring what people would think of me. but too bad, life is not about myself only; it's about me and others, because others share my life. they're a part of me. sometimes it can be such a pain, to live a life and have to care about what others will think. it's so tiring. the things i WANT to do is just being me but people would think it's wrong. what's wrong and what's right is really being subjective. maybe people need to get out of their cosy shells and come out to the real world and see how things really are. stop just thinking in their own mindset. they think they're mature beings but they talk before they think, and the things they say are what little children will say. they have no idea the impact of their words; they say it just simply because they want to say it. they think they've grown up but actually they haven't. A lot of things has been happening in my family and they've made me grow up. my mentality is not as crazy as who i am in school. i behave this way but when i think i think the other way. perhaps i think too much i always get lost in my thoughts and look dazed. oh how sad people still stay comfortable in their own cacoons and think the way how the thinking of the majority has always been. it's time to grow up and think about how you really want to think and what a person you want to be. as in really.

when respect turns into love, when admiration turns into affection, when concern turns into empathy, when jokes turn into loving teases, everything becomes too late to turn back.

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i'm surprised i actually survived 16 hours outside without my wallet today. the discipline master was nice; he was really concerned and he asked if i had money to eat and how i was going to get home. haha very caring right! anyway, my friends were nice. shalini lent me money to eat lunch and julianah offered to lend me her ez link card so i could get home. hahah i sound so pathetic. but i'm really grateful! there are lots of good people in this world. =)) during econs something funny happened. violence involved. cruel julianah blew an ant off the table and sent it flying horizontally from us. it never showed up on earth again.

yeah i know. that poor ant. hahahahahahaha

during dance i twisted my right foot like mad. i mean it wasn't intentional of course, but it was really bad. siping cuishan and i heard a few of my bones squeeeeeeeak and crack. siping saw the whole thing and said it was gross. it was laa. i saw my own foot twist before my eyes. and it's not the ankle, it's the middle of my foot. after that i hugged it close to my chest and rolled on the floor. it really hurts ='(. i thought the pain was going to subside but in the end when i reached home it worsen and it's swollen now like some sweet potato. i had to bandage it. my foot looks so ugly now! i hope it heals quickly coz i really really need it to dance.

today's birthday party was fun. pamela's birthday. =) cheryl's sweet to invite us to her place haha =D bertram's nice. i had no ez link card so he helped me. x)))) hahaha. spent quality time with sharyn bertram pamela and cheryl hahaha. oh it was great talking to them again! sweetness! xD

you know when i'm nice to you please don't take it for granted.
when you are my friend i treat you better than i treat myself please don't take it for granted.
there's a limit to my patience. you cross the boundary and you'll know me. the person i am when i'm angry. please. don't force me. who wants to be angry when i can be happy? put yourself into my shoes and think carefully and truly how you'll feel. so stop the crap and say something else. nice.
i would love to love you, but please allow me the chance to do so.

my loves from qian nu you hun. x)




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zhu ge liu yun (wu jing)

i'm tired. dance is really tiring. all the techniques and movements. my back feels twisted and i've got bruises all over. it's really PAINFUL. nevertheless, dance IS enjoyable =) because simply, i love to dance! and my dance mates (: i love ms yong coz she's really nice. pairing up with cuishan is great! i think we've both got rapport, coz we're the only pair with no mistakes and we only have to show ms yong once to get her approval! haha yay. she said " hao de" then passed us! hooray! woo~ i'm really exhausted. gotta go do my tutorials and newspaper commentaries.



i love my qi ye ge ge. *blush*

haha renbin told me to update. *cough* haha today gp at lt 1 so interesting. and gross! especially the tattooing part. alot of blood =S and julianah wrote something on my paper. i think is "i love barney"? i thought she wrote "it's so boring" so i thought she spelled wrongly. haha so i said "i think you spelt wrongly leh. you never spell the i" then amerlyn cynthia and lucinda spun round to look at me! i thought only they heard me. then i realised actually the whole lt heard coz everybody was looking at me lah. and the worst thing is the teacher heard it too. then she said " wow that was loud. you mean i spelt the lecture notes wrongly?" HAHAHAHAHAHA omg i was so paiseh! if the teacher was chandini mani i sure die. funny leh, i thought i was just talking, in the end i guess my voice was so loud the whole lt heard me. !!!. i should whisper next time. =P hahaha.










ohh life is a mirror. if you're lazy to update, people are lazy to tag. if you want people to love you, love them first. ;)

I just cut my hair. I like the new sweet smell of it. It smells nice, and it reminds me of him.

THANK YOU RINA for lending me her shorts! =))))

i got back my bio test today. eh i managed a sub pass! is that good or bad? hahah. anyway, it's a marked improvement so i've decided to be happy. =) BUT, my chem mcq!!!!!!!! 6/15. aiyoh. don't know why i still put it here =S funny leh, i thought i'd score better than that lo. there's lots of room for improvement! my chem teacher says "in a levels you don't think anymore, you just do." omg =X i guess i think too much during the exams in the end no time to do. yaya.

haha side track abit, i saw jieling wearing spectacles in bio lecture today!!!!! so cute. not nerdy k. x) and she was dozing off too. heh cute la. really! this shows i wasn't listening to bio lecture either. since i'm looking around =P
HAHA andrea SO FUNKY la! i said hello! and he winked at me. hahahahaha

i think i offended julianah today man. shouldn't have played water. shall remember today and never play water with her again! i didn't dare to talk to her lo. apologised le but apparently didn't work. haha. oops! my fault kk. too playful liao. in the end she talked to me during bio lecture and YAY! she's not angry with me already. heehee =D next time i'll think of other things to play with her HAHA. with no risk of getting her angry that is ;)

i hate pe! run here run there. too long no pe i've become a lazy girl liao =P aha. met cheryl and pamela for dinner! hmm i never talk much, abit guai4 guai4? maybe too long never see them and i don't know what to say. i was also really really tired. sorry! i'll make sure i'll liven up their spirits the next time i see them! when i'm more focused and not so dopey. =)