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this blog's got a nice song. singer's voice not really xP

i found that spray paint FINALLY. yayness.

today's bio lecture was interesting. for the first half at least. talking about kings and queens eating too much and having small beady eyes OH HAHA. then when she got into the topic, i started my head-nodding again. julianah kept poking me but no use lah haha. she said after 10 seconds she'd see me sleeping again. i can't help it!
slept too late yesterday night. today i MUST sleep early.

i realise my hair's a source of entertainment hahaha. shall answer their question. "nope i don't live near the magnetic field" (:
and the five nuts keep bullying me. =( i'm not kids central. NOT.

went back to cedar together with walnut to collect our certs. but that clerk said our certs weren't ready! but at least we saw our juniors. it's been a long time since i've seen them.

cheryl didn't reply me when i talked to her on msn yesterday. her nick... oh well. kenny's a great friend. really. he reminded me of what a true friend is. i was about to forsake yy, but a true friend thinks of ways to guide her back to the right path, and not abandon her when she's in darkness. without kenny's words i would perhaps have done that. he enlightened me :) changing someone back is a noble thing, coz you're caring for that person without letting her know and it takes a GREAT deal of patience. and at the same time she doesn't understand why you're making such a big fuss. it's sort of a long-term burden you're willing to carry on your shoulders for a friend. i'm glad kenny's there for me. sometimes i wonder if the four of us would have stood by our lifelong promise without kenny. and i thought yup we still would. but kenny certainly helped us alot, with his goodnight messages and everything =) we have to be strong in our belief yup.

want to thank everyone out there, for being my friend =)

kenny lost his handphone on the bus. xiaohui's one got stolen. so i'm really sad, coz i can't contact kenny as easily as before and xiaohui's so heartbroken. =(((( i hope that they can find their handphones back. <3 *piang* i have something to blog, actually a lot to blog, but i kind of forgot what i want to say coz it happened quite long ago and i didn't have time to blog. i screwed my bio test again. my apparatus was faulty and my stopwatch's battery died flat on me. was really SUAY that day k. i met up with cheryl pamela and pras on tues and we were so super upset that yongyong abandoned us for her basketball date with her NEW friend. we're not trying to be selfish here and say she can't have fun with her new friends coz all of us do. but the thing is, she can see her new friends all day but how often does she see us. and especially when pamela hasn't seen her for so long. i wanted to type something to make yongyong feel guilty but she doesn't use the computer so what's the point. HAHA. oh yeah she spikes her hair now. so naughty muaha. and she called me siao za bo followed by a "shut up lah!" now i get what cheryl meant when she said yongyong changed. haha but it's ok. coz i always get angry with her one day and smile to her the next day. think bertram denise sharyn kenny pamela cheryl and i will be meeting on sunday afternoon so i can pass them the tix. i can't meet on saturday unless 6pm is ok coz i have dance until 6 =S haven't confirmed with them yet, i'll sms them tmr =) thanks alot for supporting me coz i really appreciate it yup. qian ning said something that made me want to cry coz she said "only true friends will want to come to our concert." i'm really happy and thankful for what i have. i went out with the nuts today and we celebrated shalini's and rina's birthday by treating them to ice cream! haha so nice right =P i ate until the ice cream got into my eye and julianah had fun taking my pics hahaha. and i'm not retarded k! boo. alright! i'm going to study.

oh, how much i miss you
even though i see you
our hearts are linked
but we could not touch
i want to love you
but i am forbidden to
why is this so
i don't know
i wish i could start life anew
but it is refused by you
keep our promise
and walk to the path of no return
we used to feel it
but now we don't
it is supposed to be so
yet better otherwise
anyway
what more can i say
your happiness
is nothing but my joy

life is a game, sometimes it's so fun, but the rules are such a pain. nobody understands, but me alone.



inspiration. neh ;)

ok, kenny just called me to say bertram and denise aren't going for the outing. pamela's got leg pain, and yong yong has to do her project work. nice. so kenny became sian and i was sian plus sian. but ok la, can stay at home to do project work and we can always meet at nyp heehee. sorry kenny =( hope pamela's leg will get better. alright i can continue with my half-done project work already haha.

yay! my ballet exam is finally over. the best thing is i never made any mistakes =DDD i'm going out later with pamela kenny yongyong bertram and denise whee. timing very weird, so should i eat first or eat with them? haha. don't have the mood to go out, coz i haven't done finish my project work and lots of other tutorials. julianah and i were squeezing our brain cells that we wanted to go bang wall haha. i'm sorry i sounded so sian when yongyong called me. and i really want to see cheryl! hope last minute her boss let her change shift to meet us =( i know she wants to meet us too. she sounded so pissed off and didn't even reply my message. i think me and yongyong will go j8 visit her after school someday. haha christina was so funny. she called me just to scream "minitoons in yishun storewide 40 percent discount!!! 3 bags 15 dollars!!!" hahahaha. ok i got to go do my project work!

okok i'm a little free today compared to other days so i can finally blog! my ballet exam is just around the corner! just two days away. scary lor. and to make things worse, my accompanying pianist is SO "good" ah. heard from jieling that it was really bad lar. poor thing. can only wish her all the best. i hope it'll be over soon so i'll have one less thing to worry about. today i went out with shalini julianah xiaohui eileen and rina to help our class buy ribbons to tie our hair tmr coz it's international friendship day. haha. the six of us were laughing so loudly on the train the people looked at us. oops. we were so high we didn't care =P then we went taka food court to eat prata sausage and took neoprints at heeren. took two times ok! i'm broke =P somemore buy hershey kisses for them = broke x2 haha but it's worth it! for my nuts and my class =) hope bertram will recover soon. his leg sounds so bad. i'm so happy that denise got into early childhood. hooray! oh yeah yongyong cut her hair yesterday again. kenny! act fast! say it. NOW. ahaha. yongyong hit me and ran off. i couldn't hit her back so i've got to pass it to arlana. HAHA then she screamed her head off and told our other dance mates to stay away from me. haha so funny. they'll get used to me soon. muahahaha. i love the touching game ;)