i'm starting to hate school. because of school i neglect some other important things in my life as well. i would have suffered a nervous breakdown if not for my friends who are going through the same thing as me. i don't know what on earth we have to do for project work and i realise i can't afford to be blur anymore. tomorrow's aj dunno what day so we have no lessons! only games and games the whole day until 2 plus. yay man. that means i don't have to use my brains so i can sleep late. if not i couldn't even blog today.

school is draining so much of my energy i almost lost myself. and yongyong's "HI!!!" became "hi." that's why i need to laugh and joke around and make friends in school as much as i can or else i'll just become a walking zombie. school's fun because of friends yup haha. but of course, i hate school is one thing. i love studying is another =) i'm so happy my class is celebrating tmr for people who have their birthdays in the first 3 months! can get to eat CAKE already! haha i like :)

cheryl says we're on tv! so fast! i never see leh. haha then again i rarely watch channel 5 except for american idol. this is so exciting. but malu-ating at the same time ;)

haha my bag's so EXTREMELY heavy coz i've spent a few hundreds of dollars on notes, so the thickness of the stack of papers is *whee*. ugh. haha i can even put my legs on my bag as a stool! xiao hui said my bag's a stone wahahaha. both of us just realised we've got the same pair of RAINBOW SOCKS from minitoons! and we agreed to wear them on every thursday together :)) my weekly birthday anniversary to remind myself of my dearest mi friends. i remember we used to swing our legs on the bench at the bus-stop :) oh yeah my com's got no internet access so i'm using my sister's com. won't be using the com as often =|

had bio make-up lecture in the morning and dance after that till 12.30. me and shi ping found out we have the same birthday =) then me and yongyong met up to go for lunch together at j8 and went to play basketball! yay.
while we were waiting for darling pras to come after her church we talked about pamela and cheryl heehee. yongyong's bball got improve =D and now she knows how to trick people of going to the wrong direction haha. we would love to meet every week for bball with pamela and cheryl like today but we are too busy =( so one month once lor hee. haha me and yongyong almost murdered two aunties coz our ball flew the wrong way and almost hit them. the way they shun the ball is so funny =P it's really fun today ;)

my home tutor looks likes some ah chek who sells coffee in a coffeeshop. and my econs teacher looks so much like chen wei lian!!! especially when he looks down. so everytime when he does that me xiao hui and eileen will start laughing hahaha. REALLY look like k! ah we saw qian ning's boyfriend. sweetness :)

haha i woke up after kenny's sms then i remembered i was supposed to do a school survey! it's very late already but i'll do a short entry before going back zzz heehee. today me cheryl and kenny went to eat our fishyball noodles then both of them went home and i went for my extra ballet class. thought we'll be seeing each other again after that but poor cheryl couldn't get out of her house. hahax it's ok! we'll meet sometime at the end of this month, including pamela =D

dance is so busy and tough coz it's four days per week. but it's always so enjoyable coz of the people. all of us had swollen elbows, bruised knees and hurt our lower spine after dancing, but because we are suffering the pain together we became united and enjoy dance even more. haha during 'resttime' we're supposed to practice but we gave ourselves time off and started crapping! my favourite =) and we love our dance instructor!!! coz she gave us delicious biscuits to eat even though our teacher-in-charge doesn't allow us to =P haha

today is a much much greater day! after school today cheryl yongyong pras and i went to j8 for dinner! we ate at macs then went to ntuc coz yongyong wants to buy biscuits for tomorrow's recess to save money. she had four breaks and she ate for ALL four breaks. greedy girl. haha =P she had her personality analysis talk today and i had mine yesterday. and we both have the same type of personality! haha yay.
here's my and yongyong's summary of our character

the ENFP type
warmly enthusiastic and imaginative.
see life as full of possibilities. make
connections between events and
information very quickly, and
confidently proceed based on the
patterns they see. want a lot of
affirmation from others, and readily give
appreciation and support. spontaneous
and flexible, often rely on their ability to
improvise and their verbal fluency.

it's called a mbti test and we have to answer 90 plus questions honestly so we could obtain the most accurate result possible. very interesting =) anyway i'm really happy i went out with cheryl yongyong and pras today coz i miss them so much! i'm sad pamela can't go on thursday. lessons have already started and i'm starting to mug already. somehow i like to mug haha! but not too much xP i seriously need to go sleep coz i've been nodding my head during lectures since the first day of school. haha!

bertram's tag is so so so...ahhhhhhh. it brings back all the beautiful memories i've had with yongyong. i could see faded images of us fooling around in the LT... scribbling on the LT desks... talking about anything under the sun including rubbish... and just simply enjoying each other's company. it's just like replaying a video a second time. I LOVE YONGYONG! things just aren't the same and doesn't FEEL the same, now that we're not in MI. sounds funny... but the place matters you know. the place, time and people must be correct to meet someone you're fated to meet. everyone in MI and 06S10 played a part to be a memory whether he or she is close to me or not because it's everyone that makes MI the MI i remember. without anyone of you it wouldn't be MI anymore. i cried. i tot i wouldn't on the last day of MI and i didn't, because i didn't think things would change after we go our separate ways. now i feel it. the despair and helplessness. yongyong would be standing in front of me and yet i feel we're so far from each other! i hope i can find back the same feeling of closeness when we go play bball someday. thursday most probably, with pamela and cheryl yup. kenny perhaps.

ahh so today morning went alrighty~ better than i thought at least =) haha anyway today was so hectic. straight after attending kenny's church service i have to gobble down a hotdog and then rush down from expo to sembawang for my dance class within one hour. and in the end i was still late for THIRTY minutes haha =P luckily my dance teacher didn't scold me coz it was because of religion reasons and also because she's in a good mood. haha *phew* today i danced quite badly. must improve next week! yupyup. haha but i'm still very happy today coz i finally bought a pair of jeans for myself. yay! it's a very dark shade of purple :) tmr's my first official schoolday wearing my new uniform. haha wheee. looking forward to school coz i can see yongyong then. gotta sleep early to get ready for a fresh start in my life tmr!

tomorrow is kenny's church thingy and cheryl and i were supposed to go. but cheryl's got fever and she can't go le. haix. so left me and kenny. at first i told kenny i don't want to go le, but he sounded disappointed, then i tot there's no harm going anyway so i managed to persuade my mother to let me go. and my mother, with her usual one track mind, thinks kenny has some sort of ulterior motive -.- and she decided to come with us. great. hope kenny won't be offended ok. it's my mother lah. i feel so funny with her around =S i would rather not go than go with her. but then kenny called me while i was still deciding and he told me he didn't mind, so i said ok haha. kenny's so nice la. i was having a hard time deciding plus my mother was rattling beside me lor. i just hope tmr will be ok la. so worried haix. and i feel weird haha.

haha yesterday was so funny! me pamela yongyong cheryl and kenny went to support jenny's brother*HAHA* for singapore idol 2nd audition. then we walk walk walk to the place and saw jenny's brother*HAHA* for the first time. at first all of us were amchio amchio haha but at last we couldn't control and all of us just went HAHAHAHA. oops so bad =pPp i mean uh, we just cannot believe that we went to support him lah. somemore the backstage crew went to interview us THREE times! and told us to help them advertise for singapore idol. haha. his dance very cute lah. the camera crew wanted to laugh too. and THE MAN WITH THE EARPHONES IS SO FUNNY coz he look so constipated when he tried to control himself not to laugh haha! kenny pamela and i have a great time laughing already just looking at his face wahahahaha. then after that jenny's brother came out after the audition and got interviewed by daniel ong. me and pamela wanted to hide in the toilet haha but cannot coz got two security guards made sure we came out :P jenny's brother didn't manage to get in lah but at least he has the courage to try his luck at singapore idol =) haha we really had fun supporting him xP

after that we went yishun to eat kenny's favourite fishyball noodles! not bad, quite nice =D then kenny cheryl and i went to claudine's house to watch final destination 3 and excorcism coz yongyong forsaken us for her secondary school friends =( and pamela felt zzz. that place very nice! coz it's dark and cosy :)) after that we celebrated aaron's birthday and gave him a shirt with all our wishes on it. then we ate pizza for dinner, watch abit of tv and went home yup.

haha today i went bugis with aj dance people to take measurements for our costume for the performance and went to eat corrochan after that! so nice...yummy! and guess what? i saw cheryl! and she saw my secret. haha. don't tell anyone ok! wahahaha. so funny =X

today i woke up at 10am though the aj dance audition was at 12 and i could have slept longer :D but i couldn't sleep lah..abit nervous mah haha. then i reach there at like 11 plus and there were only 11 of us!!! they said 30 odd people signed up for dance but we guess the seniors "filtered" out those who were from ncc or npcc so left 11 of us only! aiyoh, so scary lah. then they taught us a dance and want us to do it after 10 minutes. it was still quite manageable and 15 minutes after the audition i was in!!! yay! so happy lar. coz i was one of the lucky six! haha =) got a sense of achievement heehee. the teacher in charge is VERY strict, but our dance instructor is very nice ^.^ i like haha. and the people are so fun! made new friends again today woo~ i got one friend in my ballet class in aj dance too! my dear jie ling! haha. then i never eat from 10am to 9pm lar! coz straight after the audition we have to stay back for dance practice to 7pm. all of us were like starving =| but overall the dance is so nice and the people are very friendly too :))

okok i shall talk about the escape trip yesterday! so fun! haha coz got cheryl bertram and claudine! claudine was so on. bertram just ask her on that day and she said ok le! haha i really miss her alotalot. finally can touch her le haha =P and cheryl was so ke ai. we went to sit viking...then the ship just started swinging ABIT only and cheryl was already hiding behind claudine's shoulder liao haha. then she pangseh us for haunted house and second time viking! =( haha but she's still very nice. help us take care of bags and everything. i find we got to understand each other better after that trip ba... especially cheryl bertram and me. coz claudine went off earlier yup. then the three of us were eating at bk and we talked about our families and stuff. and we asked ourselves if our class will still keep in contact at least after one year, and we were so sad coz we think our class wouldn't. except only for a few closer peeps ba. but it's life, and we got to move on yup. anyways, i look forward to my fishyball meeting with my dearest yongyong pamela cheryl and kenny! miss them so much already. hai. and i really want kenny to be happier.

actually i had a blog 2 years ago...but i had streaming exams and didn't blog for more than 3 months and opendiary just cancelled my account. boo. haha. i was too lazy to create a new one until now. i'm just trying out. also dunno what i am doing. heh.