rag's finally over. all the intensive trainings in just one month are now over too. i'm feeling so nostalgic =( and i really think my life is like a drama; just one day before the competition today i had a serious injury by falling hard on my tailbone. it was so painful i had to down panadol pills to lessen the pain so i can be on stage dancing. ah how unfortunate.. i could have danced better if i wasn't injured. nevertheless, my emotional pain was so much more than my physical pain.. because as a dancer, not being able to dance the moves i usually have no problem with is the worst punishment ever. but i persevered, for the Faculty of SCIENCE. i love Science faculty. we weren't the overall champion, but in our hearts, we know we are. all of us raggers have done our best, so there are no regrets. winning the best float design is a joyful thing too =) seeing them dismantling our dear ship makes my heartache coz it's the most beautiful art piece i've ever seen in my life. i'm SO proud of Science, and our ever impactful team spirit =) TRILOGY CHEER !!!

haha today's rag dance prac super funny. chii tarng asked us to put ALOT of energy into our dance, so i literally danced like a mad woman. hahaha surprisingly he said, "everybody, follow wanqi!" hahahaha everybody laughed like mad when they saw how i danced. though there's no mirror, i know how mad i danced according to their laughter and rachel's super shocked face. lolx. it's really tiring to put that much energy. but we'll persevere!! =) i have bruises all over my waist due to the new lifting today. ahh pain, but nvm. coz i love being lifted into the air! heex (: i so agree when rachel said it's like sitting on a rollercoaster. haha!

last week i felt like crying due to the stress building up but i managed to control myself. this week i'm feeling much better =) friday is THE DAY ;))

you're pissing me off to the point of no return. seriously. how many times do you want to ask me that qns? how many times have i answered you? it's always the same ans ok. i don't change my ans every 3 hours. it's especially irritating when i'm really busy and you're there harping on that same thing over and over again. omg i feel like saying it. i shall refrain and tolerate.

i've been making so many sacrifices recently i'm feeling so tired. exhausted. and my friends don't seem to be able to understand. i dunno if they do, just that the feeling they gave me was they do not. what i'm going through now; i really need their understanding.

ok i gtg plan my modules for my very first semester in uni. oh go wanqi~! jiayou!

haha i LOVE the way i look. coz i look innocent. and everybody even chii tarng says my looks are deceiving. hahaha! (: wheeeeee! i am innocent what =) *blink blink* lolx.

anw i really really hope guo ren can carry me. i'm supposed to sit on his right shoulder and he's going to walk around carrying me on his shoulder. then.. haha ok i shan't say more here. must have element of surprise xD haha wei ren says guo ren needs to train up his right leg muscle, so he practised by piggying-back me all the way from NUH to rag site. omg he's mad. but it's a big improvement for him la :)

so far rag dance has been really really FUNN!! i've never regretted being a part of it =) though i was having migraine the whole of today. too much tension =S head super pain =( i should relax from tmr onwards ya =) wei ren is really nice to tell us not to stress up haha ((:
the rag seniors are nice, my rag peers are great, and everyone is just so loving. too loving until got scandals everywhere. hahaha.

3 more weeks ~

i'm sailing off this evening! at 5pm :) i am SO excited!!! on board the SuperStar Aquarius! going on a cruise with DOG is really so much fun. haha hope jancy and jo won't be so tired after their union camp. wheeee i can't wait! soonsoon :))

haha the thing is, i dunno when i'll be back. lolx! should be sunday ba. but i really don't know the time. hahaha. nvm just play as much as we can! =)))

these few days i haven't had much sleep coz of rag dance and also og outing at kbox again! =) sang from at night till the next morning 6am. slept over at nus from 7am to 12pm, then it's rag dancing again! i survived. but i felt cranky and moody and depressed. lolx! i guess i do need sleep :)

i'm a happy girl! :D
to all my friends, have fun!!! love ya as much as everr =))

hahaha. ok i just felt like laughing. coz i'm HAPPY! :DD

tonight i can see blackbeard again. haha ok in case you think blackbeard is a guy with thick and long black beard, blackbeard is my OG. hahah. it seems like we have og outing once every.. 3 days? haha! funny la. the last time was KBOX on thurs!!! right after rag and flag camp. we must have been mad coz all of us are so tired, yet we still went on to SING!! poor throats. haha. going kbox with them is really fun and interesting. coz i get to know everybody's style of singing. haha andy is emo. the way he sang was like.. wow. so emo lo!! hahah. jia en is mad. he just screamed into the mike lah!! hahaha!! and he was still clutching on to the mike when we had to leave already. chian wen is quite a good singer to me :) jinlin is not bad too! haha mingjin is just mad la. ah a pity man jun had really bad sore throat!! couldn't really sing properly. anw, blackbeard rocks!!! lolx.

oh yeah! tmr is the first official RAG DANCE session! i have a feeling it's going to be very very tiring. but i'm going to love it. :) wheee!!

gossip is oh so entertaining xP

i'm very very happy. i love You.
=)

from my dreams, to my hopes, to my actions, to my reality, my life. i am so happy that i was smiling to myself, when i edited my friendster profile just now. i added in, "NUS FACULTY OF SCIENCE".. i am really really very happy because all the hardwork i've put in, allowed my dreams to come true. it has finally sunk in, that i've got into my dream course.. i'm along my journey.. to be a CHEMIST! yes.. i CAN do it. the sensation of satisfaction and fulfillment is overwhelming when the effort i've put in has bore fruits.

and the friends i've made in science camp are equally great =) they're BIG people!! with realisations and dreams of their own. not compromising on their fun and MAD character!!! we really had BUCKETS of fun in that 5 days.. and we're going to have an og outing real sooOON! just thinking of them makes me so high :D
i've joined RAG dance too. we're going to take back what is OURS!!!!! the chancellor's shield... :)