I try

I try to understand
I try to think optimistically
I try not to bother
I try to be okay with it

Yes! I try!
But...it keeps making me...
~sad
~disappointed
~frustrated

I cannot promise you that everything will be the same.
Sorry. I've tried.
I laughed with you and you might know... I'm disappointed.
You might think I'm selfish...mian he.

While writing this post, I listened to Miracle by Super Junior to make the pain go away but it didn't totally work~

Today, it hurts me badly..

I'm still TRYING...

How is it like to be the only child in the family?

I wondered about it just now. Actually, I just went for shopping with my parents. Usually I’ll go with my other siblings but today, I was the only child who was available to hang out all day long =D. I felt different, just three of us. I got what I want without my siblings’ ‘interruption’. Is LONELINESS the right word? It’s hard to describe it.

My mom and I nearly bought ‘mother-daughter’ ring. Well, we always heard of couple ring but this type of ring…I made up the name. I persuaded my mom to buy me the same ring as hers.

“Mak, jom la beli cincin mak dengan anak…” I kept repeating the same phrase(what a spoil brat..yup, I know =P ).
“Senyap skit la anak mak ni…”my mom just giggled with the promoter.

That time, I feel like the only child. Sorry to all my dongsaengs =D


Does chatbox has some problems?

Sometimes

We asked people about something. SOMETIMES, we would be agreed with their opinions/answers. SOMETIMES, our heart tells us, “Argh, that’s not the answer that I really want to hear!”

Most of the time, the heart will make us blind and ignore our logical thinking. Everything that we learn is vanished. Just Like That! Once we know the consequences, we just hope that we can go back to the logical thinking. Unluckily, it will never be the same.

WZ, you know this, right?

I will never ever let this friendship dies. You mean so much to me even we are apart by distance.

I hope this will remind me of what should I choose. I will listen to you.

WaChul -ah, sarang hae =)

What to do?

Nothing… no chores to do. I was dead boring. I founded a number combination lock. I didn’t know the password, so I determined to find the combination. I started from 001…I thought it will be around hundreds BUT I was wrong. The combination is 097. Ah, I felt bored again. I tidied up my living room but I got bored again after that. I’m going to be crazy. Haiyo…

This whole incident happened at 2 am. I cannot sleep..

Hectic+joy+panic

Jcard members day was yesterday…




Well, the parking park was overloaded! My mom and I had to park the car in the next mall(Melaka Mall). I did well with my high heels(initially!).

I freaked out when I saw the trillion of cars around Jusco and I wondered how it’s going to be in the mall itself. Luckily, it was not the peaked time yet when we arrived there. Suddenly, I heard a promoter announced some kind of promotion for t-shirts. I was near the ‘crime scene’. People surrounded a bundle of t-shirt and I hardly saw the things that they want to ‘grab’. It's crazy,dude! Oh, I also bumped into hoobae Hazdiana(she's back from Mesir and now, spending her holiday here).

Fyi, I nearly lost my handbag(a present from my dad) there. I planned to bring just a small and light one to prevent any ‘accident’. Guess what, I still lost it! It is so light to the extent… I didn’t even realised when it slipped from my arm. Luckily, I saw a promoter held the handbag(only when I saw her with it, I realised that my handbag was not with me) and I quickly went to her to get it back! Fuh! She was actually on the way to service counter to hand in the handbag.

To make the 8 hours ‘fairy tale’ short, we arrived home at 11:50 pm. Dad even called to check on us(sorry,dad...). p/s: it’s not like we shopped like crazy but the queues were extremely long!


My mom totally doesn’t has any idea what happened to my handbag. =D

Haengbok/Happiness

Sometimes, I forget how precious something/someone to me. When we are apart, only then I can see your importance.


Just a simple SMS can remind me of that, thank you. I’m very happy that night when my beloved persons sent me SMS and made me crack to laughter. So, please remember them and everyone that loves you. I'll never forget those feeling =)

HAPPY! HAPPY!

Mega Sale..here I come =P

Kamsahamida, dongsaeng & chingu

Dongsaeng

Happy 11th birthday to another WZ...

Walin Zakaria

She is my lovely dongsaeng..

Her birthday present wish list:

• dad-->toy
• mom-->candy
• me-->chocolate
• her friend-->keychain

We'll celebrate your birthday after you are back from the camp, okay? =)
I'll buy you the chocolate that you want.Jangan naughty-naughty

A mind of a 11 years old kid is so simple!~no need for shoes, ManU ticket, flower,~ =p

Dedicated to...

Miss Hana Farina & Miss Kaki....ops..I mean Miss Akiey Kuki

That means, I still remember you guys and my other friends, okay? No more critics. Hoho... I hope both of you know why I dedicate this MV to you. Ehem..Ehem...

Btw, this is another image of Kim HeeChul (He's a funny guy!).

=D

I vividly remember how I spend my time at PDK Kajang.~Taf, Ayu, Hafiz, Akiey~

Take note: I'm still loyal to KiBum and Eunhyuk ;)

Wae????

wae?wae?wae?

The moment when we though that we already over it...it is actualy hasn't ended yet!

I want to.. BUILD A BRIDGE and GET OVER IT! Although there is a sign, giving us the direction. It is just so hard for me to follow it.

I guess, there are certain things that we cannot control..even my mind said so, my body won't follow it.





Recently, I use many Korean words...good luck with that =)

Stay My Baby

Basically, it is a song title, the singer named Miranda.
What I like about the lyrics where it says..

Everything will be okay, everything will be alright

Guess what, it’s not that easy to say that except when you say it to yourself.

a) my friend say that to me.-I will feel like, does he/she really understand what I’ve gone through? Does he/she really understand? But of course, we will take that words no matter what-

b) I told myself that –I will feel more motivated, put the past behind me and try my best to solve it. Because I know how is it feels-

Wahidah…remember those words AND always push yourself towards the end!

We are the one who thinks, decides and takes the consequences. No one understands us better than ourselves

Do not believe

Do not trust our senses 100%. It sounds like Theory of Knowledge statement, right? Wow, I have neither say nor type those subject’s name for a long time(I expected to get C for the essay but I got better grade. =D )

Just because we never see a person working very hard for a thing, it never means he/she is a lazy person. We are not at his/her side for 24/7. That’s why first impression is not 100% valid or even maybe we have know that person for years, he/she might be other person than we thought who he/she is. We should stop living in I-am-always-right-world…..

Do not lost!



Lastly, happy birthday to Super Junior Kim Heechul =)



He is such a hilarious person. I laugh like a crazy person everytime I watch him in variety shows. =))

A decent neighbour

ehem..ehem..The title tells more than I could

Happy Birthday, Lyn.

Thank you for everything =)
I'm grateful for having you as a friend

Boom

Isn't Eunhyuk a great dancer? Wohoo... the dancing machine =)

Kamsahamida to all my family, teachers, friends, fans, supporters etc for helping me to survive IB.
~praise to Allah~

Eunhyuk will represent me to give a bow to all of you. Phewit!

I need to remind myself; it hasn't ended, it will be a long path. It's not the end, do not give up, keep running!

There will be always my beloved ones to support me anytime through ups and downs.

InsyaAllah, Kent University...

Always say YES

I felt to pass out when my cousin asked for my help to make coffee for the guests. They don’t use instant coffee or some of us call it as 3 in 1 sachet. I was so nervous and feel like running away which was impossible. My mom was not there at that time and everybody who saw me will say, “Wah, Wahidah buat air, kene rase ni.”, “Jangan lupe, abang pon nak kopi gak”, “Baguslah ade Wahidah buat air,nasib baik dia ade”. I just smiled but scared.

Luckily, I survived! My grandma said I did well. Fuhh… “I did it!”

Okay, maybe I’m overexcited but I did it! By the way, Kak Dila is getting married, that’s why my relatives were there. My mom also shocked when she saw me made the coffee, she laughed and said, “Macam manalah rase, first time buat air.”(btw, mom..it’s not helping at all. Muahaha )

It’s basically about my first experience making coffee which not instant one. I did great for the first timer. Banzai!
Another video for my friends by my friend. Sorry if some of you cannot watch it.It's hilarious! Click HERE.(Ikhwan, tq.haha)

Let's dance ;)

It has been awhile since my previous post. It takes time to start blogging back. So, this is one of the thousands videos of super junior that I watched for this past weeks.

Enjoy =)
Let's dance ;)

What can I say? Super Junior is a great idol group!

My favourite member/dancer in this group is Eunhyuk(the main dancer for power dance)