Future

Hi there.

It's your usual Sunday night, dreading for work tomorrow. Well you're not really dreading, you don't hate work but it's not like you love it either. You still haven't passed that final written exam of yours, awaiting your third trial's result coming out in Dec. You've been saying to people you'll fail again but deep down you are just hoping, hoping you're going to make it this time. You desperately want to prove to other people and more importantly yourself that you, you can do it. That has kinda been your motto, "Yes you can do this".

You have just put your clean clothes nicely in your closet after a week (!) they've been all over your bedroom. You haven't started on that Marie Kondo book yet, you promised to read it just before you'd be moving into your new apartment. O M G. How's that place looking now? Is it as great as you imagine it would be? Awww do you cook your own food now? How minimalist is your home? How often do your family and friends come over to your place? Please tell me you are using the swimming pool or the gym at least twice a week! And and and do you still use the MRT to go to work? Hope you still love using the public transport. Most importantly please tell me your home is not messy! Marie Kondo better had helped you.

You're listening to the "Most beautiful songs" on Spotify playlist, damn the songs are good but you don't really know the artists. Do you still have that RM54 speaker you bought on Lazada? You don't know why the sudden urge to feel like writing/blogging. Ahh you really missed the old days of blogging. Social media these days have been kinda suck. Instagram? Facebook? Twitter? Is Twitter still your favorite? Are you still following that US news/politics stuff on Twitter?

You gotta stop writing now, gotta sleep to wake up early tomorrow.

You are going to be alright, I promise.

Pray for me, will you?