1. wenzi.
2. twentytwo y/o.
3. thirtyone0eight's my day.
4. co-working&studying.
5. complete my degree.
6. earn lotsa money.
7. &..... (:




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finally those busy days are over (for the moment). at least for the next 3 weeks. no lectures till 5th jan; just one more practical to go! so now i can fully concentrate on my work stuff, because audit period draws real close now!

Labels: Family, Random, School, Weekends, Work

time flies. today was my little brother's last day at work. 
i can't poke poke him anymore.
i can't play with him anymore.
i can't rest my head on his shoulder whenever i am feeling tired.
i won't get to see him passing by me and try to scare me, when i am walking to work from the bus-stop i alight every morning..
and so on, and so forth.. 
(aww. i don't know why, but when i typed till here, my eyes went wet. =/) 



yesterday 4 of us, went for dinner together, silly little boy kept asking me to eat 猪肚, o.o, initially we had 9 going, but somehow it happened that 5 can't make it, so down to 4, nevertheless, we still made it, and i was so glad, i did insisted on going. (: (in addition, im so glad misunderstandings were cleared too (:,  i realized i really think too much, cause while i am thinking about scenario a, in fact, it was scenario b..... but i was glad someone told me about it, otherwise, i guess i won't have the courage to clear them, ever! so... i kinda enjoyed yesterday (:)  


while conversation with him on fb awhile ago, made me even bu she de, especially when he was asking if i wanna send him off this friday, which i couldn't since i am on leave later already! let's hope i can really make it to visit him next year. 


miss you, xiao hui! )):


p.s today another newcomer, same age as me, but an october. too bad! i am on leave... shall see how he look like on Friday then. 


p.p.s i gotta thank lollipop for today, and of course yesterday too, (:

Labels: Colleagues, Random, Work

the strength i need; is the strength in you.

if that's the best option, i guess i won't say anything else, except purely-listening.
i just hope. the grey days are over, with the bright sunny days back.

december; marks the end of 2010 real soon. and that meant my audit days are so round the corner. buck up buck up! hope to get done with all re-checkings by this month.

i realised; i prefer biology to chemistry, yet im major-ing chemistry. suck big time....... im gonna be seeing more carbon structures than cell walls, DNA and sorts for the next 3 years... i better make myself fall in love with c-c structures...... it's almost 3rd week into this module..... =/

alit' depressed. since i can't seem to get over some issues in my mind, i just can't balance the rights and wrongs up there.. and it's the time of the month, that got me even hay-wired..

alrighty, i'll be fine real soon!

Labels: Random, Rants

i don't wanna spend forever wondering..

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because i tend to be disappointed when i anticipate! however, it's not entirely a disappointing day afterall, ((:

well. felt kinda upset to hear from lollipop whats been happening.. & somehow i could even feel the stress althou it wasn't directed at me.. i thought i had to be partly responsible for the situation now, but lollipop said nah, ): i hope everything's gonna be okay soon..... ))))):

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i wonder whats with those weird-messages these days.. does making the blog private helps??
well. i might intend to private it soon too. (:

anyways, SIGH. end of my "honeymoon", no more solely school, but back to work+school.

alrights, at least, i get to bicker with lollipop ya? ((:

hao hao hao! i try to be positive!

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sighs!
let me get done with this module. forward the time to 19th November 9pm.

but before that, i have to deal with this wednesday's last quiz & 15th November's practical exam.

-.-

life's great. ):

some good stuff to look forward THOU.
-i believe i still have 3 buffets to go. namely, the coming sakura buffet with my colleagues; dim sum buffet when charmaine's back & the mongolian buffet that i bought online through the deal site for mum's birthday celebration. O: good luck to me!

-settling missie's present! (my dear, if u happened to read this entry, sincerely apologising, i promise i will get it done by christmas as soon as my exams are cleared! x:) & meet ups!

-hanni's birthday celebration

-wedding dinner this end of month

-charmaine's back. meaning, mahjong sessions. woops...

-december, the season for celebrations!

but, speaking of december, it's almost my audit (again.......) -.-

back to mug, ):

indeed, happiness ain't long-lived hur?

Labels: Random, School

Lifes change like the weather

I hope you remember
Today is never too late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent


I felt disheartened to hear their differences,
you've got your point, and you've got your stand,
each has it's valid reasoning.
who knows if i have been rational?
maybe i wasn't. maybe i was wrong.
but i just wanna run away, for as long as i can..

Labels: Lyrics, Random

almost approaching the 5th week of school, that meant another 2 weeks, it will be revision week, followed by 2 days of exams. and guess what, that week i am gonna be working for probably 1.5 days, supposingly it sounds like a great deal, but guess not, revising at home, and meanwhile having my little boy at home with me, i might have a tough time concentrating.. but i guess most probably the day after exam there's still school for the new unit, O:

tsk tsk. 8 weeks/perunit makes everyday passes like how the lightning strikes. hahahas. however. i realised this term i couldn't concentrate like i did for the previous unit. i know i know why. :p

can't believe 2011 is approaching tooooo. aww. i simply had this hunch that 2011 will be an expect-to-see-lotsa-differences year. hmm, let's cross fingers that they're mostly positives (:

anywaysssss, i really hope i can control my passive-ness! and not 动不动就被感动.. buttttttttt.... many thanks, ((:

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺

我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活
只是这样的日子
同样的方式
还要多久
我们改变了态度而接纳了对方
我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想
只是这样的日子
还剩下多少
已不重要


时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样
像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅
你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样
如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯
让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强

让我在没有你的地方疗伤

Labels: Lyrics, Random, School, Work

sometimes. i wish i am not studying. then probably some of my issues (out of the many) can be solved.
but beats me. for i don't know whats happening either.

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i wasn't afraid of losing it, if i hadn't had the intentions to have it.

i don't know what can i really blog about, there's alot to say, but nothing types out.

err. i better get back to my assignment.

happy weekend everybody! ;D

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am i dumb.
someone already asked if you could manage it alone, and i stubbornly replied, no problem!
and then i would sulk when someone took your word for it.

but then again, it was raining heavily yesterday initially. :s

maybe i should stop playing such games since there's school now.

looking at the list of videos to finish every other days, i seriously preferred going to school for normal lectures than self-studying. asking me to watch & listen patiently on my own time gonna kill me, with every week a 4% quiz. :s and the upcoming essay assignment. it turns out that a seeming-easy-unit, is a freaking-hard-to-cope-on-your-own-unit. hmmmm. i really need lots of determination! and time to clear my leaves. ;D

speaking of leaves, reminds me of work. and reminds me of some nuisance thingy that i've yet to solve it. but whatever it is, if i can't settle it, i shall pass the baton. (:

aww, after buying this laptop, i gonna cut down alot on shopping. bwhohoho. yes, take my word for it!

Labels: Random, Rants, School

we have to learn to forget, in order to remember. just like an external hdd, we have to delete unnecessary stuff in there to release some memory space for the uptodate stuff we want.

end of my 9 weeks of break, and back to mugging in another 10 hours time.

shall update my tomorrow's happening tomorrow night, (;

Labels: Random, School

i wish i can 花痴 everyday, like today, ^^

although today i had screwed something up terribly, but it's still a flowery day, hees.

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a favourite song of yours (or one that you put it on loop), usually relates whats on your mind; the song with the melody and lyrics that touches every inch of your heart. ❤

i know this's an oldoldold song. but i just love it, and whats even surprising me, this might even be someone's favourite too.

When I was young

I'd listen to the radio
Waitin' for my favorite songs When they played I'd sing along
It made me smile.


Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they'd gone
But they're back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well.
*chorus

When they get to the part

Where he's breakin' her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.


Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.


It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.


*chorus

All my best memories

Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry.
Just like before
It's yesterday once more.
                    - yesterday once more, the carpenters

so this is how i spent my longweekend productively. i actually stayed home for the -72 hours-, alrights, maybe for the mere twentyminutes that i went down to get 25 pieces of cd-r and paid my credit card bill. i was doing room-cleaning, and o'crap, if i ever have to move anytime, i think im screwed, im not exaggerating but i simply don'tknowhowtodescribetheloadofstuff i have. in future i shall showcase them (provided im able to own a house la, i am trying very hard now, laughs!)

examination results for the previous unit gonna be release soon, while school's resuming too. i made a new resolution, and i shall fulfill this in due time. it isn't gonna be tough to make this resolution i believe, since time is not compromising with me either, what matters - i can't regret! but then again, i always fail to discipline myself.

enough of that. constantly running about in my mind, i am thinking of doing this favour for him, then he'd feel in debt to me. but lets see if he's taking the bait. hehehehe~

enjoy the last 10 hours of freedom, before i gonna sink into the endless workload (again) and my inspection for the week!

loves loves. (:

Labels: Lyrics, Random

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

- not like the movies, katy perry. 

timetable is out! should i really get a netbook? hmm. shall decide next weekend.
grr, next week, a duper terrible workload i believe, lets hope everythings good, and i can go for a day of leave before school resumes!

seriously, i really felt so mesmerized with his eyes can! hahs!

Labels: Lyrics, Random, Work

sometimes if you wanna say something, you should just jolly well say it out, and not after a few times of "filtering", because it sounds just totally 不自然, 不自在 and so 不对! that someone will just go blank, thinking what the hell you trying to say?

yes, thats what happened to me today. or yesterday, ok i mean twentyfour.

and why am i so easily moved by trivial matters? why why why???!

everyday's been so freaking busy, i wonder why my paperwork are always endless? beats me. =/
but i must aim to finish most of my preparation work for the next few months since school's gonna be starting in less than a month time soon, busiest period of the year is gonna be here so soon again. & believe it, i am already planning for my 2011 audit date! :s

anyways, day 2, failed. :s lack of determination.

and i am still puzzled why am i still bothering myself?

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day1.
only youteaseme. no iteaseyou.

feels weird. i need to seek some consultation soon. :s

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