Friday, September 28, 2012

changes

Human will change.
Personalities, appearance, feeling and many more.
Some people who used to be a close friend, can easily be a "Hi & Bye" friend.
Love interest who used to be a friend, can easily be a stranger to each other.
People who used to be a kid who never cares bout future, can think about it seriously when the time has come.
When someone said "Hey I think you changed a lot", most of the people will deny it, because they never realized they changed.
But if you said this to me, I will accept the fact.
I become fatter, I think of my studies and future after proceeding to Adv Diploma, 
I feel that friends I know from everywhere, become a "Hi Bye" friend, maybe because I decided not to let anyone to try and understand me.
And the girl, we are like stranger to each other. And I dont wish to let her know I'm actually still read and know what she write here and there or somewhere. 
To be honest, there are many small little things I know bout her. 
How I'm able to recognize her at anywhere, but acted like I didn't see her. 
Still remember the first time I noticed her bag and her back at the LRT counter.
And that was like some time during OO Night 2011.
It sounds like I'm a stalker, yeah I admit it, 
But there's always something special bout her.
"Personalities, appearance, feeling and many more."

I think I wanna go UK for Degree without register for local degree cert which is from Campbell.
It means Im taking a very big risk to make sure I don't fail any subjects in Adv. Dip.
I might even need to stop joining OO to avoid any problem although I know I will worry of the event.
Ahh I just need this place to burst out my feeling and thoughts.
Bye.

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