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Monday, April 27, 2009
Getting past the dialtone.
Tuesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Work and gym-ed.
Friday,
I was anticipating for this TGIF because according to the schedule, it was my supposedly off day. Communication not updated, i have to cover for my boss and so, burnt the day off.
Work and gym-ed.
After numerous days of working out, i'm just practically working out in my own comfort zone, i need a push.
Saturday,
Work.
I don't know why but again it's a crappy mood at work, even brewed coffee can't perk me up at all! And my Contra had to shut off whilst i'm at the most exciting part of the game.
And as you can really see the obvious, my life is revolved around gym and work, i know i'm whining but bear with me. I'm taking a break soon, to Thailand.
Sunday,
Sunny Sunday shopping on the streets alone and outburst of rashes. But i had bags of shoppings, mostly my daily necessities in travel sizes and pink bedroom slippers. My current one has yet to give way but it might come to good use anytime. Dragged my ass to gym because dinner with Rina was postponed. Since the day before, i only one one decent MacDonald's meal and i was not even starving, not a single bit. I reckon that it might be the mood playing tricks or maybe its just those days where you have no appetite at all. Late night century egg porridge was only finished by half. I survived the whole day with Calamine Lotion, my new found best friend.
Monday,
Can i say that my normal sleeping routine is getting back in tune? But this might not be exact good news. I just can't bring myself to stay up that late, my work and polka dots is adding stress to me, i just wished i wouldn't wake up and spend my day on the bed, TV and food. Just like today, i dread coming to work. Everyday is pretty much the same routine. Moreover, the plan of getting another source of income is working its way, which means, i'm gonna have lesser time for myself. On the bright side, increase in the income and thus balancing out the expenditures, or maybe an increase in that too due to temptation? Whatever it is, taking the days one at a time, come what may, it's just me, myself and i.
After 2 days of more than a half empty stomach, i have the urge to start binging. Oh god, here goes the cycle. My head bobbing syndrome is also here, right after my filling korean lunch.
Something off topic, i've broken my own record of leaving my nails free of enamel for like a week? I have no inspiration and moreover, by the time i hit home, i'm hiding under covers and putting myself to sleep.
Cause i gotta know, whatever way it's gonna go, rest my heart and soul cause i can never be no more.
Tuesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Work and gym-ed.
Friday,
I was anticipating for this TGIF because according to the schedule, it was my supposedly off day. Communication not updated, i have to cover for my boss and so, burnt the day off.
Work and gym-ed.
After numerous days of working out, i'm just practically working out in my own comfort zone, i need a push.
Saturday,
Work.
I don't know why but again it's a crappy mood at work, even brewed coffee can't perk me up at all! And my Contra had to shut off whilst i'm at the most exciting part of the game.
And as you can really see the obvious, my life is revolved around gym and work, i know i'm whining but bear with me. I'm taking a break soon, to Thailand.
Sunday,
Sunny Sunday shopping on the streets alone and outburst of rashes. But i had bags of shoppings, mostly my daily necessities in travel sizes and pink bedroom slippers. My current one has yet to give way but it might come to good use anytime. Dragged my ass to gym because dinner with Rina was postponed. Since the day before, i only one one decent MacDonald's meal and i was not even starving, not a single bit. I reckon that it might be the mood playing tricks or maybe its just those days where you have no appetite at all. Late night century egg porridge was only finished by half. I survived the whole day with Calamine Lotion, my new found best friend.
Monday,
Can i say that my normal sleeping routine is getting back in tune? But this might not be exact good news. I just can't bring myself to stay up that late, my work and polka dots is adding stress to me, i just wished i wouldn't wake up and spend my day on the bed, TV and food. Just like today, i dread coming to work. Everyday is pretty much the same routine. Moreover, the plan of getting another source of income is working its way, which means, i'm gonna have lesser time for myself. On the bright side, increase in the income and thus balancing out the expenditures, or maybe an increase in that too due to temptation? Whatever it is, taking the days one at a time, come what may, it's just me, myself and i.
After 2 days of more than a half empty stomach, i have the urge to start binging. Oh god, here goes the cycle. My head bobbing syndrome is also here, right after my filling korean lunch.
Something off topic, i've broken my own record of leaving my nails free of enamel for like a week? I have no inspiration and moreover, by the time i hit home, i'm hiding under covers and putting myself to sleep.
Cause i gotta know, whatever way it's gonna go, rest my heart and soul cause i can never be no more.
Monday, April 20, 2009
There's no middle ground.
Tuesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Work and gym-ed.
Friday,
Work.
Near the closing hours, was rushing to complete the manicure for Kalai. I literally brought my whole pink box and utensils of nail works to work. Astons for dinner.
Saturday,
As usual, it was to start at 11am, but instead i got shaken up by sister at 11.10am. Jumped outta bed and head to work, sister tagged along for the free ride. She was busy running in town getting the surprise presents for brother. Meanwhile after that, had packed lunch together.
Fast and Furious 4, i would only say it's not as good as the previous 3 but still, it deserves 3 outta 5 popcorns. Nonetheless, i can't help bobbing with the beats and watching tight asses, vroom vroom!
Before i turned in at about 6am, i got all 3 presents wrapped up and left the first and most disappointing one next to brother whilst he was asleep, so he'll notice it in the morning. In the midst of my sleep, i felt my calf tighten up without warning. It's been long since i've had this kinda pain. The muscle pull was so strong that i couldn't move an inch.
Sunday,
I got woken up by my brother, normally he would do it rudely but because he figured that i left that present for him, he was nice to me in the late morning. Of course, i would expect him to be a lil disappointed to just get a piggy bank from his sisters. Oh well, i'm just good with surprises, so i just gotta hold the suspense for a lil bit longer.
Lunch at Dempsey Road with family and dad's brother's. Before the meal was served, we made him tell how he found the present. I was pretty sure i tore off the price tag on the box, but somehow, there was another one right under the feet of that present and so he knew how much we spent on him. He was going on about his wishlist and we brought out the second present, a science experiment kit on how to make crystals. And yet again, he found a receipt we left in that bag unintentionally, what a bummer! Or maybe it was our carelessness.
Next trip, parents brought him to Build A Bear Workshop, was another surprise though. He named his new dog, Woofy.
Back home from a tired day, blew the candles and we actually wanted to place the third present under his bed so he could open it on his actual birthday the next morning.
But we figured that by the time he got up at 6.30am, the mood wouldn't much be there when he's preparing for school. Whipped out an authentic rubiks cube, something he always wanted. From the surprised look, we knew he didn't expect it at all. I fell asleep right after, all the way into the night without my dinner.
Monday,
Happy 10th birthday lil impish brother!
Work and gym-ed. It was the most tiring gym session ever because the PT had to tamper with my speed and elevation and i pant like i never did for a long long time. I always get groggy right after lunch, even though today's one was bland and tasteless. And then i start getting my motivation from the women with hot bods walking out of the gym because once the day is ending, you tend to lack the motivation to step in but instead go back home to hit the sack.
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday, my mind raced and let the moment slip away.
Tuesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Work and gym-ed.
Friday,
Work.
Near the closing hours, was rushing to complete the manicure for Kalai. I literally brought my whole pink box and utensils of nail works to work. Astons for dinner.
Saturday,
As usual, it was to start at 11am, but instead i got shaken up by sister at 11.10am. Jumped outta bed and head to work, sister tagged along for the free ride. She was busy running in town getting the surprise presents for brother. Meanwhile after that, had packed lunch together.
Fast and Furious 4, i would only say it's not as good as the previous 3 but still, it deserves 3 outta 5 popcorns. Nonetheless, i can't help bobbing with the beats and watching tight asses, vroom vroom!
Before i turned in at about 6am, i got all 3 presents wrapped up and left the first and most disappointing one next to brother whilst he was asleep, so he'll notice it in the morning. In the midst of my sleep, i felt my calf tighten up without warning. It's been long since i've had this kinda pain. The muscle pull was so strong that i couldn't move an inch.
Sunday,
I got woken up by my brother, normally he would do it rudely but because he figured that i left that present for him, he was nice to me in the late morning. Of course, i would expect him to be a lil disappointed to just get a piggy bank from his sisters. Oh well, i'm just good with surprises, so i just gotta hold the suspense for a lil bit longer.
Lunch at Dempsey Road with family and dad's brother's. Before the meal was served, we made him tell how he found the present. I was pretty sure i tore off the price tag on the box, but somehow, there was another one right under the feet of that present and so he knew how much we spent on him. He was going on about his wishlist and we brought out the second present, a science experiment kit on how to make crystals. And yet again, he found a receipt we left in that bag unintentionally, what a bummer! Or maybe it was our carelessness.
Next trip, parents brought him to Build A Bear Workshop, was another surprise though. He named his new dog, Woofy.
Back home from a tired day, blew the candles and we actually wanted to place the third present under his bed so he could open it on his actual birthday the next morning.
But we figured that by the time he got up at 6.30am, the mood wouldn't much be there when he's preparing for school. Whipped out an authentic rubiks cube, something he always wanted. From the surprised look, we knew he didn't expect it at all. I fell asleep right after, all the way into the night without my dinner.
Monday,
Happy 10th birthday lil impish brother!
Work and gym-ed. It was the most tiring gym session ever because the PT had to tamper with my speed and elevation and i pant like i never did for a long long time. I always get groggy right after lunch, even though today's one was bland and tasteless. And then i start getting my motivation from the women with hot bods walking out of the gym because once the day is ending, you tend to lack the motivation to step in but instead go back home to hit the sack.
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday, my mind raced and let the moment slip away.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Running out of fingers.
Tuesday,
Work.
Remember my last post? I had to rack my brains to configure that code of drawings on the wall to get myself out of Hotel 626. Just after writing that post, i gave it another try and at last, i figured the passcode and dashed out of the door. Right after following instructions from the man on the phone, i managed to check out of the hotel, in one piece. However, just when i got into the car and adjusted my rear view mirror, i have a new passenger at the back seat. The thrill is over, what's next?
Gym-ed.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Work.
I saw an adult monkey on the railing of the bridge, i had to take a video of it for James. He told me he sent them there to watch me, his furry jungle friends are freaking me out instead. I'm looking for someone to protect me from monkeys, kindly send in your applications.
Gym-ed.
Friday,
Thank God its Good Friday! However, being buried in the midst of work, public holiday doesn't seem much of a different from the normal days. I'm not spared from work too, and if it wasn't for Rina's exclamation being in the pre public holiday mood, i wouldn't have even noticed it.
Work.
Saturday,
Work.
While walking up the slope back home, i had my headset on as usual, bobbing to the beats. I heard a crack under my left foot, i thought it was just some nut or whatsoever i've stepped on. To my disgust, just as i turned back to give a brief look, i can't help but notice this cracked shell with slime underneath it, it was a freaking snail!
Anyways, i'm sure you guys know about Wii, now they have the female version of it called Shii, it's a must get! The games available are so enticing, ironing, gossiping, knitting and there's one more, whoever blows the best wins! Isn't that awesome? When it's really finally out, hell yeah i'm gonna get them.
Sunday,
Work.
Enduring 7th day of non stop work, i have already finished the book, Grotesque. Ultimately, she turned to prostitution just like Yuriko and Kazue. Next up, The Naked Heart, i love erotic stories that gives me those kinda goosebumps.
I remember having bad experience in the past with Subway and Darren, just because i do not like olive in my sandwich, i got an attitude from that. So i swore to never go back to Subway again, but that Tuna classic and Cold Cut Trio is tempting me. After years, i finally had my second Subway sandwich, awesome. And also, i have been abstaining from sweet drinks for the whole week, Sunday shall be my indulging day, drinking sweet drinks to my hearts content. Apart from my usual caffeine intake to perk up my day, i had my first coke after so long. I even bought myself Blackcurrant and Aloe Vera bits back home.
Its a whole different feeling seeing you talk and knowing you're really talking instead of using my imagination to imagine how your lips would move. Knowing that the smile comes along right after i did something silly or stupid, i can't help being a giggling machine. I just need you to notice that i'm already there, not making a sound, and maybe just receive me a lil bit more?
P.S. I love my new nail design, red, white and black flowers. Apparently, the white turned pink.
Monday,
I survived 7 days of work without a break, and ongoing, today marks the 8th. You gotta applaud me for my perseverence and hardworking capabilities, i think i deserve it?
I think it's starting again, this morning, i heard no alarms and i just jolted out of sleep at 11.34am. Need not say, i was late.
Work and gym later tonight. I'm getting groggy now after lunch, i should need a cuppa coffee in a few moments because my eyelids are drooping.
More than a minimum, i'm talking everything. More than a single wish, i'm talking every dream.
Tuesday,
Work.
Remember my last post? I had to rack my brains to configure that code of drawings on the wall to get myself out of Hotel 626. Just after writing that post, i gave it another try and at last, i figured the passcode and dashed out of the door. Right after following instructions from the man on the phone, i managed to check out of the hotel, in one piece. However, just when i got into the car and adjusted my rear view mirror, i have a new passenger at the back seat. The thrill is over, what's next?
Gym-ed.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Work.
I saw an adult monkey on the railing of the bridge, i had to take a video of it for James. He told me he sent them there to watch me, his furry jungle friends are freaking me out instead. I'm looking for someone to protect me from monkeys, kindly send in your applications.
Gym-ed.
Friday,
Thank God its Good Friday! However, being buried in the midst of work, public holiday doesn't seem much of a different from the normal days. I'm not spared from work too, and if it wasn't for Rina's exclamation being in the pre public holiday mood, i wouldn't have even noticed it.
Work.
Saturday,
Work.
While walking up the slope back home, i had my headset on as usual, bobbing to the beats. I heard a crack under my left foot, i thought it was just some nut or whatsoever i've stepped on. To my disgust, just as i turned back to give a brief look, i can't help but notice this cracked shell with slime underneath it, it was a freaking snail!
Anyways, i'm sure you guys know about Wii, now they have the female version of it called Shii, it's a must get! The games available are so enticing, ironing, gossiping, knitting and there's one more, whoever blows the best wins! Isn't that awesome? When it's really finally out, hell yeah i'm gonna get them.
Sunday,
Work.
Enduring 7th day of non stop work, i have already finished the book, Grotesque. Ultimately, she turned to prostitution just like Yuriko and Kazue. Next up, The Naked Heart, i love erotic stories that gives me those kinda goosebumps.
I remember having bad experience in the past with Subway and Darren, just because i do not like olive in my sandwich, i got an attitude from that. So i swore to never go back to Subway again, but that Tuna classic and Cold Cut Trio is tempting me. After years, i finally had my second Subway sandwich, awesome. And also, i have been abstaining from sweet drinks for the whole week, Sunday shall be my indulging day, drinking sweet drinks to my hearts content. Apart from my usual caffeine intake to perk up my day, i had my first coke after so long. I even bought myself Blackcurrant and Aloe Vera bits back home.
Its a whole different feeling seeing you talk and knowing you're really talking instead of using my imagination to imagine how your lips would move. Knowing that the smile comes along right after i did something silly or stupid, i can't help being a giggling machine. I just need you to notice that i'm already there, not making a sound, and maybe just receive me a lil bit more?
P.S. I love my new nail design, red, white and black flowers. Apparently, the white turned pink.
Monday,
I survived 7 days of work without a break, and ongoing, today marks the 8th. You gotta applaud me for my perseverence and hardworking capabilities, i think i deserve it?
I think it's starting again, this morning, i heard no alarms and i just jolted out of sleep at 11.34am. Need not say, i was late.
Work and gym later tonight. I'm getting groggy now after lunch, i should need a cuppa coffee in a few moments because my eyelids are drooping.
More than a minimum, i'm talking everything. More than a single wish, i'm talking every dream.
Monday, April 06, 2009
Let go of your yesterday.
Friday,
Work and gym-ed. I only had time for weights, and my arms are aching like they always do.
Saturday,
KahYee's 21st birthday bash, we even brought WanTing's presence to the party despite her existence in Melbourne. Unfortunately, the hot air was rising much faster in the house because there was practically no cold air present. In soaking perspiration, we still had a ball of fun and oil. When it was time to dispersed, we were called upon to join in the drinking game, and well, i had my girls to take care of me, so why not? To my surprise, no mixers were involved and of course, it didn't take much time for the blood to rush. And not to forget, i got all rashy nonetheless, the usual side effects that i got accustomed to. Reason number one to why i put a stop to alcohol, unless the occasion calls for it.
Sunday,
Stay home bumming Sunday with blocked nose.
Monday,
Work.
At about 4pm, i went to check out Hotel 626 and reckoned that it would be an experience to give it a try. I have to go through online booking and reservations for the room. However, they only operate from 6pm-6am, it sure is a creepily unique hotel. I mean, which hotel on earth operates only at that kinda unearthly hours? So after submitting my online booking, i await for my confirmation email at 6pm, when my room is ready for me to check in.
6pm, just as i got the email, i made my way to Hotel 626, checked in. I was too tired, fell asleep and suddenly awoke in just minutes, with a jolt and heavy panting. It was only 6.07pm, the place was already dim and the chilling atmosphere was setting in. As i walked the corridor hallway, i noticed a door very different from the others. Was it a mistake to open that door?
It was pitch dark in this room, and thankfully, i had my camera with me. The only way to light my way was to keep taking shots of flashes. I wasn't alone in the room, i hear the breath of someone in fear. I had about 12 shots, and i was totally freaked out that in a few of those shots, an image of a girl appeared in them, but they were all ducking away from the flash. Until my final 13th shot, i managed to capture it of close proximity.
Next thing i know, i was right in front of this door, which i opened that led to long flight of stairs. At this point of time, the climax heighten to another level. As i went down the stairs, it was almost never ending, so i decided to just open the next door i see.
I was pretty cautious with the expectation that this room is no exception from the ones i went to. And i was right, a cradle was right in the middle of the room, with a baby in it. I didn't want to wake the baby up, of course not when i had no idea what to expect if i did. Right next to my foot, i found this musical box. The wise thing to do would be to just wind it up and make sure it keeps the baby sleeping, not too loud, not too soft. Slowly, i inched my way towards the door at the other corner, trying to keep my balance and avoiding too much creaking of the old wooden planks.
Just as i managed to get out of the room stealthily, i was knocked unconscious from nowhere. When i regained conscious, a mad man in straight jacket sat in front of me. There were drawings and scribbles all over the walls. At the same time when i'm looking around frantically for a way out, i noticed a keypad next to the door. This is no good news for me, i had to find the code! The mad man must've known the way to get out, but he isn't speaking clearly.
Right now, at 7.35pm, i am still in the room, figuring a way to get out, i've tried numerous configurations of code. But to no avail, i can only relate this much with my cellphone, if there's even WiFi in this hotel for it to publish. Can anybody hear me?
I've kissed goodbye to my reservations, i know there's other fish out in the seas, not for me, i want you.
Friday,
Work and gym-ed. I only had time for weights, and my arms are aching like they always do.
Saturday,
KahYee's 21st birthday bash, we even brought WanTing's presence to the party despite her existence in Melbourne. Unfortunately, the hot air was rising much faster in the house because there was practically no cold air present. In soaking perspiration, we still had a ball of fun and oil. When it was time to dispersed, we were called upon to join in the drinking game, and well, i had my girls to take care of me, so why not? To my surprise, no mixers were involved and of course, it didn't take much time for the blood to rush. And not to forget, i got all rashy nonetheless, the usual side effects that i got accustomed to. Reason number one to why i put a stop to alcohol, unless the occasion calls for it.
Sunday,
Stay home bumming Sunday with blocked nose.
Monday,
Work.
At about 4pm, i went to check out Hotel 626 and reckoned that it would be an experience to give it a try. I have to go through online booking and reservations for the room. However, they only operate from 6pm-6am, it sure is a creepily unique hotel. I mean, which hotel on earth operates only at that kinda unearthly hours? So after submitting my online booking, i await for my confirmation email at 6pm, when my room is ready for me to check in.
6pm, just as i got the email, i made my way to Hotel 626, checked in. I was too tired, fell asleep and suddenly awoke in just minutes, with a jolt and heavy panting. It was only 6.07pm, the place was already dim and the chilling atmosphere was setting in. As i walked the corridor hallway, i noticed a door very different from the others. Was it a mistake to open that door?
It was pitch dark in this room, and thankfully, i had my camera with me. The only way to light my way was to keep taking shots of flashes. I wasn't alone in the room, i hear the breath of someone in fear. I had about 12 shots, and i was totally freaked out that in a few of those shots, an image of a girl appeared in them, but they were all ducking away from the flash. Until my final 13th shot, i managed to capture it of close proximity.
Next thing i know, i was right in front of this door, which i opened that led to long flight of stairs. At this point of time, the climax heighten to another level. As i went down the stairs, it was almost never ending, so i decided to just open the next door i see.
I was pretty cautious with the expectation that this room is no exception from the ones i went to. And i was right, a cradle was right in the middle of the room, with a baby in it. I didn't want to wake the baby up, of course not when i had no idea what to expect if i did. Right next to my foot, i found this musical box. The wise thing to do would be to just wind it up and make sure it keeps the baby sleeping, not too loud, not too soft. Slowly, i inched my way towards the door at the other corner, trying to keep my balance and avoiding too much creaking of the old wooden planks.
Just as i managed to get out of the room stealthily, i was knocked unconscious from nowhere. When i regained conscious, a mad man in straight jacket sat in front of me. There were drawings and scribbles all over the walls. At the same time when i'm looking around frantically for a way out, i noticed a keypad next to the door. This is no good news for me, i had to find the code! The mad man must've known the way to get out, but he isn't speaking clearly.
Right now, at 7.35pm, i am still in the room, figuring a way to get out, i've tried numerous configurations of code. But to no avail, i can only relate this much with my cellphone, if there's even WiFi in this hotel for it to publish. Can anybody hear me?
I've kissed goodbye to my reservations, i know there's other fish out in the seas, not for me, i want you.
Friday, April 03, 2009
We can break these rules.
Tuesday,
Work and gym-ed. I also took a monthly body composition analysing. After deducting the fat free mass, i am proud to say that majority of the extra mass comes from my heavy bones. This however, not quoted from me but from the Personal Trainer instead. However, im gonna continue keeping up my workout routine nonetheless. Despite at times, i don't get the motivation kick in my ass, i make it a point to make it up.
Wednesday,
April's Fool! This day itself, i would've gone around playing pranks on people around me. To my surprise though, i did not one of them. I was however punked by my Kalai, she got me all worried and naively believing her every word, all the way till she blurted out "April's Fool!" She got fcuked by me verbally though. That pretty much sums up my April's Fool, i guess mood plays a part in why i never got mischievous.
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Day off from work. Got my eyebrows done, although not up to my usual liking, for the fact that it was free. At least it looked much tidier now.
Friday,
Since yesterday, i have yet to catch any sleep, for close to 15hours. I was just waiting and well, if i went to bed, i would not have got up in time for my 845am appointment. It has been long since i felt half dead, dragging myself to the hospital while barely trying to keep my eyes open. I was totally put off by the attitude of medical officers these days, where has the professionalism gone to? Nonetheless, sniffing in that familiar smell of wards, makes me think back of the days working in the Day Surgery. It must be that tiny compassion in me. No, i don't have to be a nurse, there's always other options i believe.
Even after taking power naps, i felt it didn't help too much, but instead i got more lethargic.
Work and gym-ed afterwards.
I was given a clue, blood and fire, it somehow came as a surprise though, a painful but pleasant surprise. Now, how much more am i gonna think through of the pain i'm gonna be put through under the needles scraping on my skin, even if it's just a tiny star? I suppose some knockouts will do for me, and when i'm up, it's all done. Nonetheless, i heard that it's an addiction, well well well.
Tell me, with so many out there why i always turn to you, and it's so easy to see. If you'd take a chance, i'm not like them.
Tuesday,
Work and gym-ed. I also took a monthly body composition analysing. After deducting the fat free mass, i am proud to say that majority of the extra mass comes from my heavy bones. This however, not quoted from me but from the Personal Trainer instead. However, im gonna continue keeping up my workout routine nonetheless. Despite at times, i don't get the motivation kick in my ass, i make it a point to make it up.
Wednesday,
April's Fool! This day itself, i would've gone around playing pranks on people around me. To my surprise though, i did not one of them. I was however punked by my Kalai, she got me all worried and naively believing her every word, all the way till she blurted out "April's Fool!" She got fcuked by me verbally though. That pretty much sums up my April's Fool, i guess mood plays a part in why i never got mischievous.
Work and gym-ed.
Thursday,
Day off from work. Got my eyebrows done, although not up to my usual liking, for the fact that it was free. At least it looked much tidier now.
Friday,
Since yesterday, i have yet to catch any sleep, for close to 15hours. I was just waiting and well, if i went to bed, i would not have got up in time for my 845am appointment. It has been long since i felt half dead, dragging myself to the hospital while barely trying to keep my eyes open. I was totally put off by the attitude of medical officers these days, where has the professionalism gone to? Nonetheless, sniffing in that familiar smell of wards, makes me think back of the days working in the Day Surgery. It must be that tiny compassion in me. No, i don't have to be a nurse, there's always other options i believe.
Even after taking power naps, i felt it didn't help too much, but instead i got more lethargic.
Work and gym-ed afterwards.
I was given a clue, blood and fire, it somehow came as a surprise though, a painful but pleasant surprise. Now, how much more am i gonna think through of the pain i'm gonna be put through under the needles scraping on my skin, even if it's just a tiny star? I suppose some knockouts will do for me, and when i'm up, it's all done. Nonetheless, i heard that it's an addiction, well well well.
Tell me, with so many out there why i always turn to you, and it's so easy to see. If you'd take a chance, i'm not like them.
