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❤C H A R M A I N E L A R A
Let's take this journey together, where ecstacy is not a word, but a reality. ❤You Know The Drills ❤You Knew About Us
AggieAmanda Angeline Aurelia Cheryl Cherlynn Dayana Diana Eunice Kat Mr. Khoo Priscilla Priya Rina ShiHui Wendy XiaXue Dawn Yang ❤The Journey
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Monday, September 29, 2008
Let's groove tonight.
Thursday, Work. Friday, Happy 20th Birthday Wendy! Work. Saturday, Happy 3rd month anniversary. Work. Dinner-ed with mom, sister and brother at foodstreet while dad was drinking wine and watching the qualifying rounds at the F1 race. So after the Michael Phelps season is over, now the attention is turned towards Lewis Hamilton, sister's craze over them. Night falls in, went to Frank's place for more dinner and wine. Impromptu clubbing at Ministry of Sound with Priscilla and Leah, i wasn't clad in the attire so no eye candies for the night, boyfriend must be so happy. Sunday, I missed the breakfast and lunch hours, in bed for 14hours, deep sleep. When i woke up at 7pm, partly because of the growling stomach, i had a 3 in 1 dinner. Pita from breakfast, fan choy from lunch and packed rice for dinner. Funny thing, with so much of sleep, i still feel lethargic, it's like i don't even wanna move an inch of my butt. Monday, Another couch potato day at home, i somehow reckon that it's my hibernating period where i lay dead on the bed, under those comfy comforters. I'm gonna fight my enemies, the last battle is certainly the tough one despite all the Ninpos and dragon swords. Die bitch, die! Let this groove, get you to move, it's alright, alright Let this groove, set in your shoes, stand up, alright Tell the DJ to play your favorite tune, then you know it's okay What you found is happiness, now
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
You see love at first is summer time.
Sunday, Brunch with family, uncle and aunt. My brother was somewhat rather pitiful that no one response to his irrelevant questions, then i realize i should start loving him. Just let him play with the ninjas and he'll be elated. Bugis-ed with them afterwards, headed for the winter wear department. From that moment, i fell in love with trench coats and fur hoods. I did some retail therapy alone because something cropped up for Kalai, something really unexpected. Monday, Training at work. Experiencing your love first hand, Is worth every difficulty I feel. It is true that love is easier To feel and show when we are near. Your love is so great; It is worth overcoming every obstacle That may stand in our way. I hold in joy. I hold in sadness. I hold in tears for both. I hold in so much that I want to say. I contain my emotions Doing it the best I can. Hoping to make things better. I know I have had only a small portion Of what you have to offer. My life will only be complete Once your love flows upon me Complete and unrestrained. You wonder why I am so dedicated to you You wonder why you are the center of my universe. It is because I know you hold within you The perfect love I have been searching for. I can give you that same love. That which you desire in your heart. It makes me happy to dedicate myself To something, someone, so worthwhile. It is my choice, my own free will. I choose to dedicate myself to you. To me, there is nothing I would rather do. I have everything I want As long as I have you. All the love you ever dreamed of Is right here for you to have. Take it, embrace it, and keep it in your heart This love we share is truly rare No lies, no cheating, no deception. You now know that it is all real. My love is true, my heart is yours. Every word and every action Will either tear me into pieces Or comfort me in your gentle hands and heart. Don’t hold in your love to me Don’t be afraid to express it. That is what I need and what I long for. Feel confident and lucky to have someone Who can love you beyond what most people know. Be proud of it and savor it. Return it in equal measure. What are the chances That others have a love like this No, not, and never. My boyfriend can get so lovey dovey that sometimes it just makes me speechless in a good and bad way, or rather i can just tape his mouth up with a masking tape. Maybe i should enjoy while it still last, just not too empowering and suppressing. Nonetheless, i still love you sugar pie honey bunch, maybe a lil bit more this time. Tuesday, Work. Happy 22nd Birthday Balvin! Wednesday, Couch potato-ed and my fat ass boyfriend didn't call me, i almost got up from the wrong side of the bed. Now i'm stuffing tissues up in my left nostril, i can foresee it's gonna be the right nostril soon, it's always like this. *Sniff sniff* Should i pop the yellow pills?
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Feel the fever.
Friday, Is it me or it's the global warming? The weather has been ridiculously humid and scorching, the ozone layer seems to be thinning and i can't help but scratch like a monkey. Jolted up when parents left for work, i had only about 4hours of sleep but i had intention of continuing them after i have a change of venue with fully air conditioned room. Surprisingly, i was wide awake so i tried the DS lite method to put me to sleep, instead i got hooked on to killing. Played The Woods on the dvd player and some heavy breakfast to make me drowsy, normally food and long movie does the trick but to no avail. Finally, dozed off at 12pm and the next thing i know, i have to wake up in 2hours to prepare for work. Work. Saturday, Work. Brunch and couch potato-ed while treating myself to a manicure and pedicure. I was supposed to catch some winks to replace what i missed, didn't achieve it though. Hong Kong drama with family on the couch while my nails dry up. To go along with it, mom made croissant with ham and omelette for snack. Freddy called from Pulau Tekong, some catchup and updates, i'm looking forward to some ghost stories. I wonder, will Steve have saggy breasts and flabby tummy that flaps when he turns 50, otherwise i won't promise a lap dance. I have a base coat of black, what should go on top?
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Lil sweet pea's peace.
Tuesday, Work. Raffles City with Kalai to hunt for the North Indian restaurant for her dog's birthday, makes me crave for the Indian cuisine so badly. Dinner-ed at Pepper Lunch after we made a round the fountain to figure out what to have. Met up with one turkey from Sofra, for a puff. Bugis street for the last 30minutes before they close for the day. Finally, after so long i get to see Zoe, she deserves some long tresses. Wednesday, Happy 2nd birthday Zoe! Last minute rush to buy the girly banners, balloons and wrapping paper, what a thing to do, to wrap the present in front of her. A great mini celebration and lotsa presents unwrapping. I was almost dozing off while boyfriend prepares it all. Dinner-ed at Thai Express for the don't know how many times, i'm afraid i might start to have a phobia for it, it's been churning my intestines upside down. The Coffee Connoisseur for desert. Back to bugis for some exchange. Ninja-ed my way back home on my red nintendo ds. Thursday, The weather has been so terribly humid that i'm almost soaked in perspiration totally. When the house gets empty in the morning, i immediately made my way to parent's room, switched on the air conditioner and back to my deep sleep. I haven't been myself for quite awhile, sleeping with only the fan, the power trips everytime i switched it on, it's so fuck. One of the lazy to dress up day, tees, pants and glasses without makeup, work. My boss gave me 20 dollars worth of cake vouchers, belated birthday present. Some issues at work, this girl has been telling me to watch my attire, first i was too revealing at the top, then now i have to wear jeans instead. My students come in with pajamas and singlets, what more can i say? I'm so upset, my purple undies with pink lace has totally turned purple!! I just merely soaked it in washing powder for a day. There's also a few pink blotches left on the lace, how awful. P.S. My boyfriend looks like a convict, especially with that faded ink.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Vacation in mainland.
Thursday, Updates with my birthday wishes, 19. Wendy, a cute emoticon on my sms. 20. ShiHui, sms wishes. 21. Eric, after i told him it's my birthday. Coffee with Priscilla and Eric at terminal 3, grabbed a seat with the view of belt 47. Sipping ice cold coffee into the morning of Thursday. Boyfriend didn't make it for my birthday, he was out about half an hour after that, it must be the customs. Frankly, i was having some jitters and prolly some butterflies in the stomach. We were reckoning that he might have missed the flight because the baggages left were not many. The only details of his dressing i remembered were just shirt and jeans, blonde guy with old man glasses and adidas backpack. Spotted this guy who was carrying an adidas backpack, but chances of being boyfriend was unlikely, because this guy had a red mohawk without glasses. He began to loiter at the pick up area, Priscilla decided to go check him out. Deep down i was hoping this guy was my boyfriend but then again, it would prolly be fat hope because my boyfriend's so not metrosexual. To my utter surprise, it turns out to be my fucking boyfriend, he had this haircut just before flight. "I was thinking of getting a haircut before i leave, i don't know how you want me to shave" "I'm fine with anything, told you i like mohawk." "I would get fired, i don't think it would grow back fast enough." "You don't have to do it for me." Damn was i speechless, grabbing this map of Singapore, hands dripping with beads of perspiration. It was a moment of awkwardness. Checked in to hotel, turns out to be not what the picture described it to be though. Then i unwrapped my present from boyfriend. A late night walk at clarke quay, grabbed some beers back and turned in for the night. Rise and shine, when i was still groggy from sleep, boyfriend popped the ring. Oh no, not the engagement, it would come as a shock to everyone, especially me. A kick start to a lovely Thursday morning. Made a trip back home to drop some clothes and to bag more. Strolled to the food street and had chicken rice for brunch. Boyfriend had the first contact with dad at orchard towers in the afternoon to pick up the camera. Back to hotel to nap and later wake up in the evening to dinner with Kalai at Shokodu pasta. My punkass boyfriend phoning his mom which turns out to be someone else's mom after a minute or two of conversation. ![]() ![]() Suddenly, i recalled that i have yet to give her a surprise for her birthday, ran to get a vanilla cupcake from Gloria Jeans. Buys for the day, fourskin caps and my gold boho band. Friday, Initially we planned this day for Sentosa, to avoid the usual beach crowds but unfortunately, the sky starts turning dark. Plan striked off! Apparently, everyone knew i love my boyfriend that day, it was on my tee. Brunch at Ramen Ten followed by major shopping spree, i got my new American visa card to splurge! Priscilla and Eric met us at Far East, loitered around the mall then drove over to Cineleisure for our movie, Forgetting Sarah Marshall. The name didn't really catch my attention but i was certainly wrong because the flick did, right at the start. 4 outta 5 popcorns. Down to Bugis for some night street stalls shopping, got a green earring. Dinner-ed at NYDC. His ice mocha. My e=mc², genius drink. Boyfriend wanted to go out for more booze but i was practically drained out, so stay in for beers. While packing, i played with his hoodie. ![]() Buys for the day, Cotton On body lingeries (boyfriend had fun picking them out for me) and pink bedroom slippers, Body shop's body butter, far east cheap thrills, Esprit zebra print slippers, Faceshop's neon pink nail enamel. All with compliments of my walking atm card. Saturday, A late but fierce start on the bed to the late morning, hungover. By the time we got dressed up we were late, cabbed down to MSQ to meet Rina and Chris for brunch, starving with the growling stomach. ![]() Thai Express-ed and mere window shopping. That was when i started to feel queasy, popped the green pill, the feeling just would not cease. Suddenly i have a craving for ice cream, after a few tasting, the sourish feeling began to fill my jaws. I just knew i had to run for the toilet, threw up the glass noodles and some red tom yum. ![]() ![]() Dad picked us up and drove down to East Coast for dinner at Long Beach. Sister bought me the red devil squishy toy for my birthday, i can't stop squeezing it. Yet again, i was craving for rice down my throat and i gobbled up 2 bowls of rice including boyfriend's unfinished. Conversation over dinner wasn't as tense as i thought but it was brought over to after dinner by the coast. The queasy feeling still lingered on, bought this lemon peel to curb it and my lips started to turn pale. ![]() ![]() ![]() Dad also drove around to show him the financial sectors. Extension of hospitality to the hotel lobby, mooncakes and more conversation. I hardly knew that men have so much to talk about, especially with my dad, it's so hard to even strike a conversation. Mom even suggested to go for late night supper but i was too worn out for the day. I had bags of laundry and grabs, got my sister to bring it back for me and back to room for naps. The view outside our window. A glimpse of the pathetic and scary room. ![]() Sunday, Woke up just a lil past midnight, dressed up and packed. The last stop for this vacation, Ministry of Sound. ![]() Hit the club at 2am with Priscilla and Eric, booze intoxication till i dropped. Again, i emptied myself, i saw my dinner, fish and vegetables, maybe some chicken too. Then comes the next craving, Mcnuggets. Drove down to terminal 3 but it was McDonald's breakfast instead, settled for Mcgriddles and a cuppa hot coffee. Sent off boyfriend, so much of hugs and kisses. I swear i would have threw up in his mouth if i kissed any longer. Hungover, woke up in the late evening, caught some colds. Popped the yellow pills and zonked out at close to midnight. Monday, Couch potato-ed. My digestive system hasn't been cooperative, what goes in must come out. This time i saw seaweed and rice from my brunch. Ice cream and hot soup afterwards, zonked out on bed till dinner.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Call on me.
Monday, Couch Potato-ed. Tuesday, Practically in a hurry this afternoon, Starbucks. Made a trip to town afterwards, for dinner and booze with Kalai and Tim at Indochine. Sex on the beach, Singapore sling, 2 carlsberg, live band by the bar to get it hype on the eve of my birthday. Wasn't that happening though, i would prefer a more lively one though, say friends doing crazy stuffs with me and all the daredevils fun. Surprisingly, boyfriend called at 23:59, a minute or maybe seconds earlier but as i got out of the crowd and noise from the band, i finally get to hear him at prolly the strike of 12, there i have my birthday song from Oregon airport. Then another surprise came, 9minutes late, Darren actually remembered my birthday, second on the list, i mean he better remember after spending 4 birthdays with me. Third on the list, Kain, called with the tipsy state to wish me. 4. Tim, a shoutout in front of my face. 5. Cousin Mong Hun, who owes me 20 years of presents and will give them all at once after she hits the society for work. 6. Sahin, 3 youtubes happy birthday clips. It was on Tim's tab for the night, and home after midnight. To be updated. Wednesday, It's actually Wednesday now, Happy Birthday to myself!! Oh how pathetic can this get. Why do people get so hyped up on their birthdays? That's because some people you don't actually talked to that much, can in fact remember you turning a year older, how touching can that be? For my instance, take Darren for example, a very good example. Sometimes, the unexpected happens. I shouldn't expect things then, so i can practically get surprises, good ones i would hope for. To be continued.. I'm turning in now, picking up boyfriend the next day. **3.13am** I actually turned in at close to 6am, numerous birthday snoozes once the sun starts shining on my firm ass. 7. Dad, a short and sweet birthday sms. 8. Yvonne, shockingly who remembers my birthday. 9. Kalai, my darling girlfriend who wanted to wish me at the strike of 12 but slept past it. Thank god i reminded her a few days ago that it was today, she's known for her ultra oblivions to the world revolving around her. 10. Rina, my bff who woke me up with an unknown number, shouting happy birthday to me over the cell with overloaded enthusiasm. 11. Balvin, i bet Kalai must have told him, that dumb ass boyfriend of hers. 12. Tom, despite the time difference of 3hours, birthday wishes from Gold Coast, Australia. 13. Angeline, over the msn. 14. Priscilla, an e-card and msn message. 15. Little impish brother, " Do you know today is my birthday?" "Huh? I thought it was that day when we cut the cake, oh happy birthday!" 16. Limin and Jomaine, text message. 17. Freddy, farting alpha male. 18. My roommate, "Idiot, do you know what day it is?" "Oh! Today is Wednesday? I know your birthday is on Wednesday but i thought today is like Tuesday, Happy Birthday!" Again, i'll update the unexpected wishes from people again. Alright, i just bloated myself with heavy lunch. i'm a poor lonely girl with no one to celebrate my birthday with.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
I know i might come off as negative.
Tuesday, 24hours gone, removed the stretchy bandage, the blood gush should stop. I declare this day as i-feel-fat day, beats me but i did feel fat. Window shopping, Turkish dinner. Walter and Jeff Dunham, ventriloquist and Walter's sarcastic laugh, i like. Wednesday, Happy 21st birthday Kalaivani!! Couch potato-ed. I had to change the bandage because it got a lil soggy with god knows what, left it on my mom's pillow and totally forgotten about it! Just as she got home, walked into her room, "Eeeeeww! What's this! Why did you left it on my pillow?!", sticking it on my door. "Oops! i totally forgot about it!" You know, i do love my boyfriend although he gets pesky at times. Thursday, Removed the wet patch yet again, revealing the raw puncture. Morning Gloria Jeans with Frank, we are truly the worshipers of Satan but not for the wrong reasons. We were just on the couch watching men and women, pointing out the hots and the nots. At noon, went to grab Rina's present and head to boring work. Friday, Judgment day, benign fibroadenoma, what a relief but should always be on guard and do the monthly examination. Work. Saturday, Early morning at work, temple trip with mom. Burger King fries for supper. Dad bought live crabs home for tomorrow, before we turned in, my roommate and i were agitating this crab with a chopstick that was unfortunately the easiest to tease. Knocked out. Sunday, Dreading to get out of bed, for the bedspread i just changed yesterday was so nice smelling and comfy. Mom and Dad went to pick Kalai up, next thing i know, she was shaking me awake. Washed up and started the preparation of our masala chicken, the only dish Kalai and i had to prepare for the lunch feast. Godparents came at noon, feasted, masala chicken turned out delectable. A fruity cake for a change, unlike previous years of chocolate or coffee cake, i had a choir of 8 to sing me a birthday song. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Down to town for threading and shopping. Lunch was barely digested fully, Kalai and i had to feast with dad's brother and wife at Thai Express for dinner. My idea for the venue actually, because i'm so proud of my orange card though it's only the mere 10 percent. ![]() McCafe, chatter for an hour. I got this baby pink chiffon like material, slipped my cellphone in, seems doable to me. I should be looking forward to parcels and well wishes now, people, don't be shy.
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